I Screamed For You

The Eyes of the

City are counting the tears as

Their falling down

Chapter : Don't Make It True

A/N:

Hey guys. Sorry I am updating soooo slow. I suck. I know. lol. I'm working on it. My laptops charger totally broke and snapped in half and I'm just a poor person from Minnesota so I had to wait all life's eternity (it felt like) to get a new one to get my computer to work again

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APOV

As her blood touched my tongue I felt the instant instinct to feed hit me like a hurricane. I couldn't think I couldn't even find Alice inside of me. I was spinning and giving into the sweetness of isabellas blood. I couldn't stop. In a way I couldn't figure out why I hadent done this sooner. She tasted like perfection. Warm velvety silk caressing my tongue. Holding every taste bud and hitting my overly starved stomach. Nothing could compare to this moment. It was taking over me and possessing who used to be Alice Cullen… there was echos in my mind the words didn't make sense in the context they were put into so I ignored them. Flickers of something happening in the future were flying through my mind, the whole future was changing as soon as my lips hit her skin. This moment was going by so slowly that I felt like I was dragging myself through molassis it was sentual, it was sexual. It was soft and so touchable to take her like this. why hadent this come up sooner?

Rosalie's POV

"where did they take her? the trail is cold!" Edward shouted in my face

'you know nothing rosalie' I repeated in my head over and over

"Tell me. Tell me NOW" he was angry. More angry than I had ever seen him in my whole life. well. Exsistance. I wouldn't call this 'life'

"You wont have an exsistance or a life if you don't tell me"

"Threatening me now are we Eddy?"

"you know I hate that"

"What? The fact that I don't Care if you kill me or eddy?"

"you know what. You are just dancing around the fact that you know something about where Alice is…"

"I don't know where they are. No one knows where they are except Jacob, Alice. and Jasper…"

"You know something"

"I don't. do you think that Alice is so stupid as to give me information when she knows you would just pick it out of my head?"

He paused and looked around. Sifting through my head perhaps

"I am…"

I mentally rolled my eyes, I hated when he did this. I ran my hand through my hair and looked past him into the mirror perfecting every strand that had fallen out of place. I had HAD a date with Emmett. Part of alices pla---

"Hah! Your in on it!"

"Did I say that?"

"you didn't have to…"

Edward stared at me his golden eyes boring into mine intensly

"Why do you even want to get that human back so bad?"

"because. I love her. and we are gonna get married still…"

"Hmph…" I scoffed

"you KNOW where they are. I know you know. I can see it"

"Well then your mind abilities must be failing because I know nothing Edward. Now may I leave on my date?"

"why? Its just a part of Alice's Plan"

The date. then she would run---

"see. You know."

"I don't know where they are. I just know the layout of it. Now just shut the fuck up and I'm gone." I stood up and blew a kiss to Edward sarcastically as I walked from the room casually.

JPOV

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. what if Alice killed her?

No.

I wouldn't allow myself to think of that

I would Rather Bella be my natural enemy then ever cease to exist.

I was screaming in my mind. I knew I should try to make my thoughts quiet just incase the bloodsucker could find us, but I couldn't

Everything wracked through my body worse and worse. I couldn't stand to be around Jasper and his calm vibe anymore. It was making me feel like a caged beast. A calm blanket spread over a bloodied mess.

My thoughts were racing with every step further I took away from Bella the less I started to know myself and the faster my mind would go. It was like putting fastforward on fast forward. It was making me feel sick the choaking sensation was building so hard in my throat that I thought I was having a heart attack

Then it happened.

Like a over filled water balloon. I popped. I was on the ground the second it happened the sobs raking through my body. Ripping at me and tearing me to pieces my skin felt too tight and my muscles too tense I couldn't stop the uncontrollable screaming wreaking havoc on my body. Everything in me ached I hadn't ever felt anything like this In my entire life. this was true agony. i shoved through my pockets finding the tiny silver object that I knew would make it stop. I stared at it momentarily dazed. Even in the dark it held all of its sparkle and magnificence. It was my drug. my addiction. The human in me needed this. it needed to feel the numbness that this provided me with. The sobs tremored violently through my entire body. I couldn't feel anything but the emotional desolateness that I was so accustomed to…

The sickly sweet smell pulled me out of my tornado of emotions

Jasper walked to my side.

"Jacob. Don't." he said I could feel his attempt at calm over my body it was just making me feel sick.

I pushed my head up out of the dirt and started heaving up water all over the ground through my sobs.

"Your making yourself sick Jacob. You need to stop this." another calm blanket. The vomit kept coming.

Jasper stood silently watching me have a breakdown.

"She's dead by now." I spit out through the sobs and vomit.

"I don't know Jacob. I wish I could tell you that I knew she waent. But I honestly don't know."

"its been too long. Alice said she would come find me as soon as her blood was clean! It took too long for alice to get to her. all of her blood is tainted. You would have to drain her." I shouted through sobs, I clenched my hand aeound the razorblade feeling it cut through layers of my skin easily

"You love her…." Jasper muttered seeming amused.

"of course I do!"

"I guess I never really saw it. Bella loves you too. More than you know…"

"Not more than Edward…"

"Yes. She chose you Jacob."

"Fuck you."

"She did… you know it too. But your scared to admit it to yourself just incase this does end… badly…"

I opened my clenched hand with the razorblade in it Dripping blood onto the vomit soaked dirt.

Jasper blinked hard

"Smell Appetizing?"

"In ways…" he said strained.

I pursed my lips and shoved my hair out of my face and standing up letting the blood drip freely to the ground.

Jaspers eyes watched every drop hit the ground without ever loosing eye contact with me

"I wont kill you Jacob"

"Yes. You will…"

"No. your mistaken."

"She's DEAD."

"You give up hope too easily…"

"hope?"-- I scoffed –"That's what you call it?"

Jasper raised his eyebrows breathing in deeply

"Yes. That is what MOST call it." Jasper said quietly

"You have no idea what I have gone through…" Jasper smiled

"Do you hear that?"

I rolled my eyes

"what do you hear HOPE?" I said sarcastically

"No. I hear Bella…"