I Screamed For you
I'm in the middle of a
break down
Watching you scream
In the middle of a break
down screaming at me
A/N
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APOV
She gasped
"Alice…"
The blood on my lips was just a reminder that I was weak. I almost killed her. if I had gone another few seconds she would have died.
"I'm so sorry Bella. I'm so sorry." I plead
"Alice. its ok…"
"God. I'm so weak… I thought I could do this…"
"Alice you DID this. I'm alive. And I am breathing."
"Almost weren't…"
"Not everything goes without struggle…."
I could smell Jacob
"He wants you…" I said quietly
"Jacob?" she said quietly
I nodded and stood Jacob walked out silently. There was dirt all over him and tear stains. He looked at me and I looked down to the floor. I was so ashamed of myself he walked over to me and pulled me into a soft embrace
"Thank you…." he whispered quietly
JPOV
"No. Thank you Jacob. None of us could have pulled this off without you…"
I pulled away from her looking at her, black eyes blood all over her mouth and torn clothes. Must have been closer then she had expected
"It was… difficult…" she muttered.
She raised her hand to her lips and touched the blood she blinked hard and quivered
"I need. To… walk." She said she was loosing control I nodded and she disappeared into the woods
I walked to Bella and sat down pulling her into my lap
"Jake…" she said weakly
"Yeah bells." I said memorizing her face. What Jasper said to me suddenly came to the for front of my mind. What if she DID love me more. Alice seemed to think so… Jasper said so…. It was just me that disagreed now. And Jasper was right on why. Its too good to be true.
"Jacob. I love you…" she said my pulse beat violently behind my skin
"I love you too Bella."
My lips ached to press to hers but I couldn't.
In ways I wished I could hate her.
Because there was always that chance she wouldn't live. We needed to get to Carlisle still. And help her she needed blood that much I was sure of just by the way Alice looked.
Deranged and ferial. I touched her face lightly she was drifting with sleep. I breathed in her scent deeply, I had to always remember that if she did… drift forever…
Jasper walked out of the treeline
"would you like me to watch her? alice will be back soon, and I know you still need time to… process?"
"no. I can make sure she is ok Jasper. Thank you though."
He nodded and sat down on a broken tree facing away from me, I assumed he sat so close so if I changed my mind he was here to help but yet to give me privacy. I smiled to myself. I was fond of him. In a weird way I liked him. I smiled at the irony. I thought about everything in these moments I had.
The hotel. Coming back. Making love to her that stood out he most in my mind. It was perfect. It was everything I had hoped for, my first time was with her and even if I had nothing else I had that, I was suddenly reminded of Edward. He had taken her after I did. I idly wondered if he was better. bigger? If he had anything I didn't have to offer other than a lot of money and good looks. But I knew my body appealed to her more. I sighed and banished the thoughts from my head that was the past and I needed to concentrate on the future. It was getting blurry everything was. I was tired. Hadent slept in days.
"We need to go." I heard Alice's tiny voice echo through the woods
"Now?"
"Yes. Carlisle is meeting us in California…"
I looked at her and she knew the question in my eyes before I even said it
"No. he wont come tonight. I've seen his plan. And by the time he executes it. It will be too late and he wont be able to find us…"
I stood with Bella in my arms alice looked at me ashamed
"I can carry her…"
"I'm Sorry I just… cant handle it…"
"I understand." I said quietly. I shook her awake
"Bella. I need you to hold on I said to her as I set her on her feet." I phased and Jasper propped her on my back she grabbed onto my fur and I took off running.
