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RPOV- Enemy- Blue Foundation

I had made a plan before we jetsetted off to voltorra. I lefa a cell phone on jacobs bed that has a unread text message on it...telling him to keep the phone and call me once he gets it; and the phone also has a tracking device in it just incase he decides to do somthing stupid. I also trashed my former cell phone, because knowing my family they have installed their own tracking device. But everyone knows they can contact me through the enternet.

The call came sooner than I thought. We just took off and we were over Kansas I think. So I rushed to the bathroom..it was the only private place out of everyones hearing range.

JPOV

"Jake, is that you?" She said..almost like she sounded like she was excited to hear from

"Yea, its me."

"Im sorry for everything that I've done. For how much pain I've caused you."

"A little too late for that. Did you even think of how many people you've hurt for your own happiness?--" She interuped me by saying.

"I know..they have fought for me my whole life, and in some way my leaving will make things better; everything can go back to normal."

"Nothing is normal; nothing has ever been normal Renesme; you know your so selfish sometimes." I snapped back.

"I know, but they can go back to their normal---"

"And what about ? What am I supost to do without you?" I snapped.

"You will survive; your the strongest person I know jake your a fighter and you wont give up." She sounded so sure for herself..

"But I need you" I said, I was stariting to breakdown yet again.

"And I miss you, but" she trailed off

"But what?" I urged

"I need my family Jake, I do"

"What are you saying?"

"I'm staying here Jacob. I'm sorry that's not what you want to hear but I have to stay here"

"Nessie please don't do this, you need to be here with me in Forks with all the guys" I protested "We need to be together"

"Then come here, no you cant...vampire "

"You said yourself Ness I can't just up and leave my pack, it's not fair. This isn't just about you and me" I said and even when I was speaking the words it was breaking my heart more and more by the second.

"Jake, dont make me regret my desisions because I've made the right ones."

"No. NO, you didnt your makeing the most rediculious coices lately."

"Jacob, stop treating me like a child."

"I cant help it, I just, I cant live without you. You know that right!"

"Yes, I do."

"So why are you doing this to me?!"

"Its for your own good jacob, you dont deserve me. You deserve better."

"Ness, I cant give you much but I can give you all the love in the world, we were made for each other; in this world we belong together, cant you see that!"

"Jake--"

"Ness, I love you. But you cant make up your mind so---"

"So what does that mean for us?" she asked.... "Jake they're comming."

"I don't know" I said then I heard the phone click followed by the dial tone."Renesmee" I breathed into the receiver as I heard the dial tone. I then threw my phone against the wall an it shattered into pieces...just like my heart.