Hey there readers. Im soooooooo sory for not updating...I had severe writers block...but I unblocked my brain with bunches of music..so heres your chapter.!/Dont forget to check out the website, its on my homepage...so YAY...

What does that mean?

JPOV

The call was excrusiating..like her telling me that everyting that we had was over numerous amounts of times to my face wasent enough. She had to rig up the genious plan to get me to call her once I wanderd home;then I had to hear it from her again over the phone...what was she trying to do rub it in my face? Damn it, that girl sure knew how to put it softly.

Now what am I supost to do? I have nothing, ness left. Shes my imprint my extremely better half. I went off for I dont know how long to fight with my pack...and I come back to her expecting arms open..but no her arms were closed and locked around that filthy reaking bloodsucker..A voulturi guard member to boot. What was she thinking? That I wasent going to come back, that I was just going to abandon her without anything. She had her family; when I left her on that cliff her sent was clear...with a path and everything. No telling how many tracking devices her parents have put on her, one I knew for sure: her lime green , isint that the most obvious place to put it.

"Wait." I said to myself, the phone. i walked over the newly made hole in my wall to find the remainders of the use-to-be phone...to find a little black chip, the size of a bug with a red flashing light...

"That little minx" She was trying to track me

flashback

"I do love you..How can I prove my love to you..I'll do whatever it takes...."I said

"Too late....I'm leaving and never comming back again...so take care of him boys.." she gestured twards the pack.

"Ness....I love you...and just remember that I'll be here waiting here for you...when you need me...I'd come for you..no one but you."

"Jacob" she said in sobbs..she cupped my face in her frail hands and looked me in the eyes; with tears flowing out of her own"Just dont do anyting stupid okay...dont be a dumbass..take care of yourself..." Tears were flowing out of my eyes like waterfalls...

"Dont forget to remember me."she said...I leaned in and whispered into my ear "Forgive-Forget-Forfeit" .kissedd one of my tears away and swiftly turned away to board the plane. Once she was on the last step entering the door she looked back. I saw one last tear run down her face then she mouthed 'I truely love you jacob, Im sorry my love' the plane door shut with her behind it. With me standing there on the runway realizing that she wasent comming back, and I couldnt stop her even if I tryed.

"Why?" I fell to my knees bursting out into tears; she didnt love me anymore, just a replay of the past. I cant believe I let the same thing happen...

Just then I heard a light knock at the door. "Son, are you okay?" Billy asked. I couldnt manage to get any words out, just sobbs.

What have I done?

I did the same thing Edward did to bella-I left.

How could I be so stupid?

I hurt the only person that I truly loved

What have I done?

What do I do now?

How do I prove my love to the person that has my heart?

How do I get her back?

Will she ever come back?

I cant believe it, I pushed the one that I truley love away. I ran away from her, treating her like the pack was the only thing that I concentrated on. Why cant she realize that if I didnt love her I wouldnt have came back for her. I wouldnt want her....

If she truely loves me she will come back for me...

I need somthing to drown the pain...

And what the hell did "forgive-forget-forfeit" mean? she knows that Im not good with riddles...still..I need to get out...

6 weeks later

RPOV

I was video chatting with my mom on my imac while sitting in my room in volterra...

"Why dont you come Renesme/" my mom begged

"Because, I said I was leaving and never comming back.:" didnt anyone get that

"Well for him..hes gone off the deep end. I barely see him anymore..Seth says he dosent stay sober and hes always getting into fights.."I interupted her

"So your saying if I come to this bonfire it will be his wake up call?"

"Thats exactly what I'm saying. If he sees your face everyting will be okay." she sounded so sure of herself

"Just like that.?"

"Just like that."

"If I come back this will be the only visit e-v-e-r.."

"so your comming?"

"I didnt say that."

"so your comming?"

"GHOSH! You sound like a little kid."

"So are you comming or not?"

"I'll have to see"

"YAY.." she yelped..

"When is it?"

"This thursday..jakes birthday bonfire.."

"Fine...I'll see what I can do//"