Too bad
New Divide- Linkin park
RPOV
So you know how the story goes me Renesmee caves into her mothers constant begging and pleading for me to come back to forks...to "save jacob". Ughhh, she simply dosent give in ... shes like a kid that bothers until it gets what it wants. Yes, my mother was that kid. As much as I wanted to go to forks just to slap her in the face...ughh...Im always led back to him; I try to make a clean break but Noooo....I had to go give him a message, and tell my family how to contact me...if I could take it all back and restart the whole 'runaway' thing I would.
Im guessing you know where Im going right...stupid mother f-ing forks washingtion. To host an intervention/ birthday party for my ex-imprintee. Damn my life is messed up, just think of how messed up its gonna get after this party...great.
JPOV
These harsh months have went by like a decade. Without seeing my nessies face or hearing her voice is torture. All I have are my vivid memories to keep me grounded. I always have some hope that she will come back to me.
As much as I want to know about her new life...I just cant bring myself to ask. I can barly say the name of the one who truly has my heart. I havent spoken to any of the Cullens; the treaty isint even intact anymore..to the cullens anyways- they can come and go as they please. Bella pratically lives at billys- she has a routeen steak out to chew me out any chance she gets; even though I havent been home in weeks. I've been living in the forest; after she left I tryed to go strictly wolf, knowing me that didnt work out= somthing to do with me being an 'destined alpha'- whatever the hell that means. I couldnt bear the constant "Im sorrys" or "is there anything I can dos" or my personal favorite "everythings going to be okay's". I swear that pisses me off so badly..they know what happened..why are they asking; they were there damn it.
So in my constant moping I have done some things that Im not proud of. Like constant bitching-bar fights ( which I dont start I finish) umm what else all the things a typical dumbass would do. I have been in the back of charlies cruser I dont know how many times in the past month...but he just shruggs it off like its nothing.
Soposidly it is my birth day today, Im just taking everybodys word for it...How the hell am I suppost to know its my fricking birthday...hell I dont even know what day it is. Well anyways theyre ( the cullens, the pack and all the tagalongs)
hosting a bonfire in honor of yours truly- having a huge supprise, what are they going to give me? A certificate to I-hop? Food makes me happy...take that back food is food, it makes my stomach happy- nothing else about me is happy ask my pack...see what they tell you.
sorry for those who exoected more. I know you are all probally going to jump me for putting out this teaser chapter...this is part one to a part three chapter...u do the math...mores comeing! This time I mean it..in the next two days there will be atleast three more chapters...the delay was because my computer was being tempermental/ school started back up so im pretty cramped..I updated my site so check it out....! its on my profile as my homepage!
special thanks to WhinchesterFAngel
Thanks for reading..dont hate me too much
Violet
