Part Two: What I'd Like To Say
Goodbye,Ampathy- One Republic
RPOV
I cant sleep, eat, or do anything for that matter. My stomach is doing flips; for what reason I dont know. From all of the storys about him that I've heard in the past few hours were anything from exicuting to empathy. Everything that he has done these past few months were- hopelless, reckless, dumb, and simply not Jacob. Hes done everything but attempt to commit suicide; wich I wouldnt underestimate him.
From what I heard from my mother it all started with a simple runaway: typical jake, but he tryed to come to italy- but fortunatly the pack caught him just in time. Once they brought him back thats when everything went downhill; first of all he hasent been home ( at billys) since he got the message. Second he is being a totaly dumbass trying to wash me out with alcohol. Last but not least- not being himself.
The man that I once loved would never do anything like that...well mabie he would, but only for a short amount of time. He would put others first, and not go looking for trouble. The man that I once loved was hard headed, caring/loving, hopless romantic, charming, everything that I could have ever wanted- after all we were made for one another. This unknown person in jacobs body is someone I nor anyone knows...thats why Im comming back- to save the man that I once loved.
The man I once loved is the man that I now loathe.
JPOV
She dinies everything that we had; as much as I want to do the same thing back...I cant. I cant become a bottomless pit of nothing. Theyre turning her into everything that shes not...that she would have never been if I never left her. I regret every disision that I have made from the moment that I even considered leaving. I thought of everyone but her...
I've seen how leaving can take a tole on a person- with bella: a bottomless pit. With Renesme- everything that she ever stood against she turned into. With me- a piece of shit...
BONFIRE!!
So it was about 9 or 10 when the pixy came up and said.."Your supprise will be here in 3.5 seconds". Before I could process what she said there was a Hummer with two smaller cars parked beside it. The Cars doors opend letting out four figures in dark greay clokes stepped out and imeaditally went for the hummer doors. Letting out three new cloaked figures.
The smallest figure sheaded its coat. From then all I saw was bronze ringlettes and I knew what my suppreise was.... In a split second I was within feet of my nessie when all of the guard leaped in front of her and said
"Back the hell up Black!"
They all flipped their hoods back and all I saw were red eyes stairing back at me...Including nesses.
what had they done? Was this some sort of joke? Where had my ness gone?
For a second I thought she had came back to me...
last part comming tomorow!
