Hey sorry if the characters are a little OOC this is my first Wolf's rain fic with the actual characters in here, so plz bear with me.

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Chap4. Scars in the Wasteland.

We ran for hours on end, it seemed like. Through the snow, which gave me frost bite. And also through the hot desertie sand, which gave me blisters on my paws. But I guess I didint really care that much, because I have been through much worse.

We came to a stop, in a ice cave type thing where we rested for a while. I layed down on the cool floor.

"Man, I sure am hungry." Toboe complained

"You can say that again." Hige replied

"How long has it been since we ate?" Toboe asked

"Three days." Hige said

"How long till we eat again?" Toboe asked

"I dont know another three days I guess." Hige guessed

"Would you two quit complaining!" Tsume growled.

"Hey, if we were back in the city would have something to eat right now." Toboe argued

"Yea, but if we were in the city, we wouldint feel so free!" I said, with a smirk.

"I guess so..." Toboe replied.

"We can go much longer." Kiba said. "With the full moon I once went a month."

"Wait did he just say a month!?" Hige asked loadly.

"Well." Tsume said then. "If it comes down to it, we can always eat eatch other." Me, Hige, and Toboe gasped and jumped back looking at him.

"We can eat the runt first." Tsume went on. "Because hes gotten so weak. Then we can eat the crazy she-wolf, and finnish off with porky over there."

"Crazy!?" I almost yelled.

"Porky!?" Hige did the same.

"Wait why isint Kiba on the menu?" Toboe asked.

"Because the guy is full of garbage." Tsume almost growled. Hige started to sniff the air.

"Do guys smell that?" He asked before running out of the cave. We followed him untill we were at some desert hill. We down at a dead deer.

"I wonder where it came from?" Toboe said "Its all alone." My mouth was watering because I was so hungry.

"Well shall we dig in?" I asked, and we all sat down still in human form as we started to rip into the deer. The meat was a little tuff for my liking but hey who knows when the next time we will eat is?

"Come on Tsume!" Toboe said "Its just a little bit tuffer then hamburger, you gotto try this."

"Id rather not." He replied

"Who knows when the next time we eat is?" Toboe said

"Whats with this we stuff?" Tsume growled.

"So Kiba, what is paradise like?" Toboe asked

"Oh its awsome." Hige intersected. "The flowers are always in bloom, theres lots of food, oh and theres beautiful babes everywhere." What am I choped liver!

"Ya mean it!?" Toboe asked hopefully.

"Of course... well I hope so." Hige added.

"You dont know..." Toboe said saddly. "Rexy what do you think paradise is like?" I thought for a moment.

"Big fields as wide as the eye can see." I motioned my hands showing hide, I smiled. "Crystil clear water to drink from, flowers of every color always in bloom. But there are both genders!" I playfully bunched Hige on the arm and he pretended to be hurt. Us three laughed. I glanced torwards Kiba, who just simply smiled. I looked at Tsume, who looked like he was getting angryer.

"What is roung with you people?" Tsume growled "I cant take another minute with you." He started to walk away.

"Wait Tsume!" Toboe walked up to him. "We finnally found some friends."

"Then stay with them." Tsume responded walking off.

"Just remember" Said Kiba "Those rules you made in the city, they dont apply way out here..." Tsume just walked off.

"Im going to go get him!" Toboe ran after him.

"Toboe!" I yelled.

"Let him go..." Kiba said. I lowly growled

"Becareful..." I whispered as I watched him go off.

"Why dont you go with him?" Kiba asked.

"Because I need to rest before we go." I replied as Toboe disapeared into the distance. I bit down into the deer again.

"Oh good!" Hige cheered "More for us!" I shook my head and sighed.

"What!?" He asked

"Nothing. Its just your always thinking about food." I Laughed

"And girls." He added with a sigh. We finnished up the deer and walked over to a cliff type thing where we all laid down, and set our hands on the back of our heads.

"Do think Toboe is ok?" I asked

"Eh, Im sure he's fine..." Hige said with a yawn, then he fell asleep. I sighed as I looked into the sky, my mind was drifting and I began to think about things. I looked torwards Kiba who was looking at me with those beautiful blue eyes... Wait! stop! control your thoughts! Cause sometimes I accidently...

"Say them out loud..." I mumbled

"What was that?" Kiba asked me.

"What!? Oh nothing!..." I laughed nervous laughs. Then I sighed.

"Whats wroung?" Kiba asked me.

"Im thinking about what Tsume said." I admeted

"Which one, he said alot of stuff?" Kiba replied

"He called me a Crazy She-Wolf..." I frowned

"Whats roung with that?" Kiba smiled. I laughed.

"Ha. Im beginning to think he's right..." I looked away.

"Is it because you talk to yourself?" Kiba asked. What how did he know that!? Dang I need to learn...

"How to stop..." I mumbled again. Kiba looked at me then he asked me.

"Why do you talk to yourshelf?" He asked me. I thought for a moment...

"I am one of those wolves..." I began "Who needs to have a pack, I just cannot survive with out one... When I was growing up my pack was killed, and whats worse was that I had watched them all die, and not do anything about it... Well I was just a pup but still... I was alone up until now, I guess that I became lonely, so lonely that I began to talk to myself" I tryed holding in my tears. "Its so bad to where I cant control it." I laughed "When I think about things, I accently say them outloud..." I shruged. Then I turned around and fell asleep like Hige.

I opened my eyes, not to long later. Hige was cracking up.

"Whats up with you?" I asked.

"Oh, nothing." He laughed. "Did you know that you talked in your sleep?" What!? I do? I could feel my face heating up, as I blushed. I swiftly turned around. I looked at Kiba.

"Was it that bad?" I asked

"You could say that." He said. Oh No! What did I say I could ask but then I would be more imbarrest. It was about the eyes wassent it!? I sighed. I got up and walked few steeps.

"Where you going?" Hige asked.

"Its been awhile and they havent come back yet." I said worried.

"She's right, we should go look for them." Kiba said.

"Wait." Said Hige "Kiba, Rexy do you guys smell that?" Kiba took a step and heard a clinch. he looked down and was standing on a red pice of metal.

"Maybe there used to be a military base around here?" Hige guessed. We left and shortly after doing so I picked up Toboe's sent and followed it. It lead us all the way to a moutainous place where we seen a giant robot attacking them, I jumped behind the guys.

"What is that!?" I asked alarmed

"Some sort of robot." Kiba replied. Then he was in his wolf form reddie to charge it. I released warning howl, to let Tsume and Toboe know that help has arrived. Hige stumbled down there and yelled.

"Tsume this way!" They ran back up to where I was, when Toboe made it up.

"Are you ok?!" I asked him

"Ya..." he said. I watched as Kiba battled the robot. He ran up the moutain, grabed an iceicle and jumped and jabed it into the robots gun, but it had another one and Kiba had no where to go so he ran up the moutain, it became very steep but he kept running. But soon there was an avalanch which covered up the robot. It was the coolest thing I have ever seen. Kiba came back soon.

"That was awsome!" I said, my eyes sparkling.

"Why did you save me? dont tell me its because Im your friend." Tsume said

"Thats easy." Said Kiba "It was enstint." Tsume started to limp away when Toboe ran over to help him. Tsume glared at us once more before we began to travel again. I walked behind Kiba, and sighed. Well this sould be one heck of a journey...