DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM TWILIGHT. THEY ALL BELONG TO STEPHENIE MEYER.
BPOV
Today had been a mixture of excitement, depression and boredom. It randomly flicked between the three. One moment I would be sat in class, bored out of my mind, wanting nothing more than for the bell to ring, signalling my escape. Then my thoughts would flick to Edward, and I would have to try to halt the huge smile that threatened to spread across my face. Even the smallest thing would cause me to think of him. Between or during class I would see someone with green eyes and I would compare them to Edward's or the sun, rare as it was, would catch someone's hair and give it the slightest reddish tint and my thoughts would flick back to him. It was especially hard at lunch when I was sat with the Cullens. I had to be extra careful around them because I knew that they would know that something was up if I wasn't.
I hadn't told them of what had happened the previous night. I hadn't told them that Edward had asked me to marry him. As informal as it was, it was a proposal nonetheless. And I had accepted. They had no idea that I was to become their actual sister at some point in the future, even if I had to leave for a while before it happened. I would be coming back. I would make sure of that. I hadn't told them on my own because it wasn't just my news. It was mine and Edward's news and I reasoned that we should tell them together. As it should be.
I had to go home before I went to the Cullens tonight. Apart from Edward, they were all going to a charity meal that was being held for the doctors at the hospital. Raising awareness for some illness that I couldn't remember the name of let alone pronounce.
Dinner with Charlie was difficult. I had informed him where Renee had found her reasoning for me to move to Phoenix and he was appalled at the lengths Jacob had gone to to make sure that Edward and I weren't together. Charlie hadn't stopped apologising to me for letting it slip to Billy. I was forgiving him slowly, as I knew that Charlie would never have told them out of spite. It would have been a pure slip of the tongue on Charlie's part. Jacob on the other hand was another story. Charlie had phoned Billy, expressing his outrage over his sons reactions. It turns out that Billy didn't have any idea of what Jacob had done either. He felt that it was an all time low.
I'd spoken to Billy about what had happened and it turns out that he hadn't told Jacob about Edward. Jacob had been eavesdropping on their conversation after he'd gotten in from seeing his friends. He told me that he would never have told Jacob something so personal about someone without their permission or an extremely good reason. The tone in Billy's voice over the phone told me that he was telling the truth. It was the same as Charlie's. Deeply apologetic and ashamed. I couldn't hold anything against Billy or Charlie knowing this. Jacob on the other hand. I would have to deal with him on my own.
Charlie had been on the phone with Renee all day, trying to convince her that what Jacob had told her about Edward was a lie and that she should let me stay in Forks. He told her that I was happy here and that my moving to Phoenix would not only make me depressed but it would surely destroy Edward. But Renee was having none of it. She wouldn't listen at all. it was like talking to a brick wall. She would much rather listen to Jacob, a jealous teenager, than her ex-husband and daughter. I questioned her reasoning behind it more often than not. When he told me that she wasn't budging on her decision it was like my whole world had fallen apart again.
Edward had told me this morning that the Cullens were leaving at around eight o'clock for the charity event, so I told myself that I would get there a litte earlier. It meant that I got to a) see all of them in their outfits for the event, which would be incredible if Alice had her way. And Alice always got her way when it came to shopping and clothes. And b) I got to spend a few extra minutes with Edward. Something that I would never say no to. He was my fiance after all. I grinned as I thought that word. It was something that I would never get used to.
Fiance!
I flitted around my brain like a happy little butterfly, erasing every other thought that was there. I wasn't compaining. It was the only thing that was stopping me from breaking down and screaming at the moment. And it was the best thing to ever happen to me.
I pulled up to the Cullen household at seven minutes to eight and I was surprised to see that the Mercedes, BMW and Alice's Porsche were all gone. I knew that those would be the cars that they were taking to the event with them, because they were the flashiest and gave the kids a chance to show off, whilst attracting disapproving looks from their parents. Something that never ceased to amuse me. I saw that all the lights were off and I realised that Edward must have flaked out again as he usually did whilst waiting for me. "It makes the time pass quicker" was the excuse he gave me. I knew that it was just because he liked his sleep and would never admit to it. I smiled to myself as I pictured my angel, my love, asleep in his room. I briefly thought about leaving him to it and leaving him asleep, but in the end my need to see him won out and I walked towards the house.
I put my key into the lock and let myself in. I took off my jacket and hung it up before taking my shoes off and placing them on the rack. I could see a faint light coming from behind me so I reasoned that Edward must be up as he wouldn't leave a light on if he was going to sleep.
"Edward?" I called out, walking round into the main hall.
I gasped and stopped dead at what I saw. There were tea lights lining the bottom of the stairs. I turned round the corner and saw that they were running up the stairs, a tiny candle on every other step, creating a path for me to follow upstairs. Being careful not to knock into one of them or fall down the stairs, I followed them. I couldn't help the huge grin that spread across my face. He had done this just for me. I think that I had just fallen in love with him even more, even though I didn't think that was possible. Apparently it was.
As I reached the third floor, I saw that the candles led me to my favourite room in the house. Edward's. The door was slightly ajar and I heard Debussy's Clair de Lune playing softly from inside. I walked up to the door and pushed it open slightly. My jaw dropped at what I saw. There were candles everywhere. On every flat surface there was a candle. It looked like something from a fairytale or a dream. I released a breath that I hadn't even realised that I was holding in as I took in the sight of Edward's bedroom. It looked truly magical. I looked around for Edward but I couldn't see him. My gaze fell on a box that was on his bed. It was about a foot wide and tall. I walked over to it and saw that it had a tag on it.
My Bella was all that was written on there and I smiled. I hated it when he bought me presents, but I was so enchanted by the room I couldn't help but smile. I ripped the tag off and opened the present, wondering what on earth it could be. Opening the box I saw that there was another box inside. I pulled that one out and placed the larger box on the floor, being careful not to knock any candles over. Opening this one I saw that, again there was another box inside. Curiousity was getting the better of me now, so I opened that box. Again, another box. It was getting repetitive now, but I was too curious as to what these boxes could hold to stop. Before I knew it I was knee deep in boxes and opening a tiny one. Hoping that I was getting near the end, I opened the last box to find a tiny, velvet box inside. I grinned and pulled it out and opened it, only to find that there was nothing in it. I frowned, a bit disappointed and upset.
"Now, you can have this when you say yes." I heard Edward's velvet voice say softly from behind me, making me jump, slightly.
I turned around to see him standing there, leaning against the wall behind the door, his features made soft and enchanting by the candlelight. I grinned stupidly, looking at him. He looked more god-like now than I had ever seen him. He was wearing a pair of dark jeans a black button down shirt that was rolled up at the sleeves. He didn't care about revealing his scars when he was around me. He knew that I'd accepted them as part of who he was, and that gave him a slight confidence boost when it came to that area of his life. Seeing him standing there like that, made me think of him more as a model than as a seventeen-year-old recovering anorexic.
He walked over to me slowly, something grasped in his hand. I looked into his eyes and saw only love and adoration there. I knew that my eyes were conveying the same thing. I had never loved him more than this moment. He had gone to such lengths for me and I felt my heart swell. Approaching me he dropped down to one knee and took my left hand in one of his own. Oh my God! He's actually doing it! I thought frantically.
"Isabella Marie Swan," He said in a soft voice, his eyes never leaving mine. "I love you so much. You are the light in my darkness. You saved me when I thought that I was beyond help. You are my guiding light, my angel. Bella, will you make me the happiest man alive, and say that you'll become my wife." He opened his free hand and I saw the most beautiful ring sitting in the palm of his hand.
I stood there grinning stupidly, and I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. "Yes," I whispered, trying to hold back the tears. "Yes." I mamaged to say it a little louder the second time and I saw the biggest smile spread across his face. He placed the ring on the ring finger of my left hand. It was a perfect fit. He stood up and I took his face in between my hands and kissed him deeply, throwing my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss with every passing second. I flicked my tongue along his bottom lip, asking for entrance and he complied isntantly. I plunged my tongue into his mouth, earning myself a moan from him.
That only seemed to cause my own body to react. I wanted him. I needed him. All of him. Right here, right now. We had both wanted it to be perfect, and this didn't get anymore perfect. I began to walk backwards slowly, pulling him along with me, never breaking the kiss. I kept going until I felt the backs of my knees come into contact with the bed and I dropped down onto it, pulling him with me. I half expected him to pull back or roll off of me, thinking that it was too soon, but to my surprise he didn't.
I pulled him up onto the bed, so that my head was now lying on his pillows, pulling him so that I had one leg either side of his body. I removed my hands from his neck and moved them down, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. I felt him stiffen slightly, so I broke the kiss and asked permission with my eyes. He nodded slightly and kissed me again. I undid the rest of the buttons on his shirt and rolled it down his arms, discarding it on the floor.
He was beautiful. Even if he didn't see it himself, he was. Scars and everything. He was glorious to look at and I couldn't help but run kisses up and down his bare chest, earning myself a low moan from him.
He gently slid his hands around my waist and underneath the hem of my shirt, pulling it up slowly. I raised my arms up and he brought my shirt over my head and threw it to join his on the floor. He began pressing soft, open-mouthed kisses up and down my neck as one of his hands ran through my hair and the other made its way up my back, unclasping my bra. I gasped slightly as I felt my bra loosen on my shoulders. He reached up and slid it off of my shoulders slowly and gently. I heard him breathe in sharply and moved my arms to cover myself up. He took hold of my arms and pressed an intense kiss to my throat.
"Don't," He murmured, causing a slightly vibration to run through my body. "Don't cover yourself up. You're beautiful." He pressed kisses up and down my throat, before capturing my lips with his once more. "You're beautiful."
I could feel him through his jeans and from what I could tell he was pretty well endowed. I could feel the friction that it caused against my hot core and I knew that this was what I wanted. What I needed. I felt his need as he ran kisses down my throat and across my collarbone, licking, nipping and sucking at my skin as he went. The next thing I knew, he had captured one of my breasts with his lips, causing my back to arch as a moan of pleasure escaped my lips. I could feel his tongue teasing my nipple and it went beyond anything I had ever felt before.
"Edward!" I moaned, my back arching towards him as he continued to nip and suck my breast. "Edward....I ..... I need you!" I managed to gasp between pants. "Now!"
I moved my hands from his hair, slid them down his chest and slowly undid his belt before moving onto the button of his jeans. He looked up at me and I smiled at him. He grinned back and crushed his lips to mine as I unclasped the button on his jeans and slid them down, taking his boxers with them. As he kicked them off, Edward did the same with my jeans, slowly undoing the button and sliding them down my legs, taking my panties with him and throwing them in a heap with the rest of our clothes. Looking at him as he hovered above me, he was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I also saw that he was more than pretty well endowed Even though I had no previous experience in this area I knew that Edward was large. I knew it was going to hurt, getting used to his size but I also didn't care. All I knew was I loved him and I wanted all of him.
He looked at me, his expression asking permission and I told him through my eyes to do it.
"I love you," He murmured, pressing his lips to mine. I felt him enter me slightly, almost tentatively, and I raised my hips to encourage him, pressing my lips to his again in yet another passionate kiss. I felt him easing into me as he broke the kiss. I knew what was coming, and I had been preparing for it. I nodded slightly, and the next thing I knew there was a searing pain between my legs as he broke through my barrier. I felt the tears well up in my eyes as I became accustomed to his presence inside of me. "I'm sorry." He whispered, pressing kisses into my neck and lips. "I love you."
"I love you too." I whispered back and I kissed him back, more intensely than the kisses he had been placing on my skin, showing him that it was okay to carry on.
I felt him moving out of me and then back in, and at the same time I felt the pain that I had experienced a moment ago giving way to a type of pleasure unlike anything else that I had never known before. It felt like there was an intense hot coil winding in the pit of my stomach, increasing in pressure and instensity each time Edward thrust in and out of me. I knew that I wasn't going to last much longer as I pressed deep, long and intense kisses onto his shoulder and neck, gaining moans and groans from him and myself as I went.
I felt the pressure in between my legs and in the pit of my stomach increasing as Edward's speed increased and I couldn't help but cry out in pleasure. I was so glad that there was no one else in the house, or else they would know exactly what was happening in here. Something that neither of us would never live down. I heard low, gutteral moans coming out of Edward and I knew that he was in the same state as me. Unable to last for much longer, ready to burst.
With three more thrusts I felt the pressure release and my back arched involuntarily and I cried out Edward's name as my body seared with ecstasy. Moments later Edward did the same thing as he reached his climax and we both rode out our orgasms together. It was pure ecstasy. We were both panting uncontrollably as he collapsed on top of me, still supporting most of his weight with his arms.
He kissed me gently on the shoulder and up my neck before pressing his lips to mine gently.
"I love you," I moaned against his lips, wrapping my arms around his neck as he rolled off of me and settled on his side.
"As I love you." He whispered, wrapping one arm around my waist using the other arm to cover us up with his comforter.
I pressed my head into his chest, not being able to stop the huge grin that was spreading across my face. I had decided that this night, right here right now, was the best night of my life. Nothing could top this night. I had just gotten engaged and lost my virginity to the most wonderful man I had ever met. The one that I was going to spend the rest of my life with.
With these thoughts running through my mind, I drifted off into a peaceful, deep sleep, letting the heartbeat of the man I loved lull me into a welcome world of black.
This is my first attempt at a lemon so if it's a bit shit I apologise.
Also, the proposal I used is how my brother how proposed to his fiancee and it was so romantic that I used it.
I hope you enjoy and please review :D
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