Robs: Our baby bunny Alsper; we own him yes. Twilight and Alice and Jasper: we don't.
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Robs: Alice's point of view, we're heading into another plot moment so we really wanted to catch y'all up to speed on their weekend together and everything else. Let me know if you like it, please? I wanna thank my girl, K as always she helped me find this song and I listened to it on repeat to get this chapter pumped out. The peeps who always leave us reviews and our girls on the thread. Also check it out coming soon is a set of side shots to go along with our story here called Chasers! Look for it!

Kristin: YAY! IT'S FRIDAY! Are you excited for an update? Cause we are!!! So will Jazz break some skulls? Will they finally stop being bitches and talk to each other? Well lets see…. Mad props to Mizz Robin for her hot little bitty here… you'll see…

We want to give a shot out to our Beta/Theater star Kels! She's all grown up! Go check out her story "Broken Angels"(on Kristin's faves) Seriously. We feel like proud mommas!

Playlist suggestions: FMLYHM – Seether; SOS (Anything but love) - Apocalyptica feat Cristina Scabbia


Chapter 11: You Don't Even Try

I looked at myself in the mirror, I had ten minutes till Bella would arrive and I had to make sure I looked perfect. I wore a cute suit looking dress in satin fabric, the skirt barely hit mid thigh, black platform pumps because I am way too damn short sometimes and these made me about Bella's height. I mussed my hair with a lot of gel, giving it a sexy bed head look that I swear my brother made famous, then I topped off the look with a fedora. You look good Cullen, even with a broken heart. I thought to myself.

I heard the knock at the door to see Bella in a very sexy black and pink suit dress.

"You forgot the blazer that goes with that." I chided my friend. She rolled her eyes and laughed at me.

"Not you too." She shook her head and then mumbled something. She looked around, I'm assuming trying to spot Edward.

"Ed's still at work. He's working on some stuff for an ad campaign he's doing." She nodded and smiled a little, blushing slightly. She was embarrassed because she already knew that I knew so I decided to say nothing and continue our night. I grabbed my purse before shutting and locking the door on the way out.

The entire drive over to the amphitheatre we talked about the band and how excited we were to be going to see them, especially me since I have never gone before. We parked fairly easily because this was a private show. I was actually surprised that Mike had thought to invite me when he got his free tickets. He worked as a DJ locally so he got sixteen tickets, and he gave me two telling me to bring a friend. That was pretty nice of him because I didn't really know him all that well.

We were ushered through the entrance and I saw Mike almost immediately, being as he had seemed to be looking for me. He spotted me, waving his arms in a manner that was apparent he was trying to make sure I noticed him. I waved back and grabbed Bella's hand dragging her with me to say hi.

"Alice, you made it." He seemed genuinely pleased. I smiled at him warmly, well at least one guy was happy to see me. He looked at Bella and his face lit up a little more. "Who's your friend?"

"Mike, this is Bella, my brother's girlfriend." I added so he wouldn't try anything. I would really hate to kick his ass after he gave me the concert tickets for free and all. They shook hands. We chatted a bit waiting for the band to start when they came on Bella and I screamed like the fan girls we were.

I swayed to the beat and just felt the music. Bella would look at me occasionally doing the same thing. All around me the people I went to school with were jamming out at well.

Breakdown started and I could feel my body instantly take over, my mind drifting over memories of Jasper, talking about pointless things, getting to know each other. Physically, mentally. I knew he thought my brother was controlling when he found out about how invested Edward was in my music career.

I was brought out of my thoughts by a pair of rough hands grabbing my hips and someone's hips being pushed against my ass and swaying just as I was. I pulled myself away and looked at the intruder, it was Mike. I scowled at him slightly. Then the song changed again and I decided to have a chat with Bella.

"Hey, Bella?" I asked. She looked at me and smiled huge, she was having an awesome time. "Can you make sure some guy doesn't try to make off with me when I go into myself while dancing?" I asked her. She laughed, motioning towards Mike, I nodded.

"Sure hon. Not a problem, I'll swat the flies if they get a little too in your business." I smiled at her and gave her a hug. I heard an awesome guitar rift and then a beat that I was familiar with start. Seether was doing a cover of Careless Whisper. My mom loved this song. I grinned at the memory.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to see who it was, Mike again. I laughed a little at myself. Fuck I have a stalker. I smiled warmly.

"Will you dance with me?"

"Well, since you were so polite about it this time." I took his outstretched hand and he spun me before we started to slowly dance, letting our bodies match the rhythm. He leaned over to my ear, whispering in it.

"You look incredible, whoever it was that broke your heart, he's beyond a loser. Keep smiling, it's beautiful." I smiled at him. That was sweet. I could almost feel myself choke up. The music changed again.

I felt a hand wrap tightly around my upper arm and heard a low growl. Mike looked at me, eyes wide, then looked towards Jasper who was glaring at him menacingly. I looked at Jasper and tried to shake my arm out of his vice grip, which only caused him to grip harder. His eyes locked on mine, his hair falling a little in his face. Fuck, why does he have to be so fucking hot all the time? I hate him for doing this shit to me, and now he was embarrassing me in front of my classmates.

"We need to talk." He growled. I felt my eyebrow shoot up. No Jasper we don't. Stop fucking hurting me, asshole. I knew in my heart I couldn't say that to him so I took a deep breath in through my nose before responding.

"Fine." I spat through clenched teeth. I could see all the wheels clicking into place in Mike's brain in my peripheral. "Follow me." He nodded to me and let go of my arm, I grabbed his hand to make sure he could keep up.

I worked here the summer after I turned eighteen and I knew the most private bathroom was probably the best. After walking about five minutes we reached it and I pulled him in, turning to lock the door.

Fuck, I thought suddenly. I was alone with him, and I could feel the pull to kiss him and make him alright get stronger. I walked over to the counter gripped the sink and looked at him in the mirror. He had a very angry and confused expression on his face. His eyes met mine in the mirror.

"Why are you doing this to me?" He asked, his voice breaking. I spun around to face him. To my knowledge, I hadn't done anything to him.

"Do wha-" He closed the space between us and crushed my lips under his, effectively cutting me off. His tongue demanded entrance into my mouth and met mine. My body started to react on instinct again. My hands found themselves under his tee-shirt, rubbing along the hardness of his chest as he grabbed my ass roughly with his hands, pushing me into him.

My fingers pushed themselves into the top waistband of his jeans and boxers, feeling his tight lower abs. He hissed in my mouth and broke our kiss. Looking into my eyes, the expression set in his, lust and rage. My mind was afraid, my body was excited. Fuck. I was trembling.

He kissed me passionately again, his tongue dancing with mine as he pushed me against the counter, before breaking the kiss again. My heart was pounding in my ears and my core ached to be filled by him. I was wet already.

"Jasper." I whispered huskily. His half lidded eyes bore into mine and he put and index finger over my lips.

"Shut the fuck up, Princess." His tone was firm, but almost loving. What the fuck was that shit? He shrugged out of his leather jacket and quickly spread it out on the counter, then lifted me on top, pulling the bottom of my dress up to my hips as he did so. He licked his lower lip slowly as he looked at me, his breathing ragged. He placed his palms on my thighs and squeezed a little too hard, I gasped and he kissed me forcefully again, taking my bottom lip in his mouth and bit down. I gasped in pain and he caught it in his opened mouth as his tongue thrust itself back into my mouth.

My fingers curled themselves in his hair, pushing his mouth closer into mine. He growled and grabbed my hands, forcing them back to the counter. He shoved me closer to the edge of the counter and started to grind his obvious hardness into my soaked panties. I moaned into his mouth as he pressed against my sensitive bundle of nerves. His fingers pushed themselves between my skin and the elastic of my panties and pulled them off in one quick motion.

He broke our kiss and stared into my eyes. As he undid his belt and pants and pushed them to the ground, settling between my thighs and his cock pressing at my entrance. Stop this! My mind screamed.

"We're finishing this time." He growled at me as if he read my mind. He thrust in quickly and my head smacked lightly against the mirror as I moaned into the air. Not giving my body any time to adjust to his size, he thrust hard and rapidly into me, biting his lip hard and glaring at me. I glared back clenching the sinks on either side of me for support.

His hands moved themselves up to my chest and he groped me through the satin fabric of my dress. I moaned as his thumbs flicked across my nipples, my head lolled back. A sharp pain coming from my collarbone made my head snap back up. He fucking bit me. My stomach clenched a little tighter. He moved his hand down to rub circles on my clit as his eyes bore into mine. I could feel myself getting closer.

He was getting close as well, he started to thrust faster and his breath was coming in grunts. "Harder." I growled through clenched teeth, he growled a little before pounding harder into me, his thumb ran harder circles into my clit as well, sending me over the edge as I screamed his name into the empty bathroom, my core milking him as he rode out his own intense orgasm. He bit into my chest instead of crying out as he did so.

For a few minutes we just stayed where we were, him still inside me, his face buried in my chest, calming our breathing. My lip throbbed in pain, I gently ran my tongue along the inside edge where it seemed to hurt the most and could taste blood. Fuck.

I ran a shaky hand through his black hair, noticing the roots were starting to show and were noticeably a different color, but it was peaking out just a little bit. He moved a little to look up at me from my bosom, his blue-green eyes pleading with me, the rest of his face remorseful. Why were you so angry Jazz? I thought hoping my eyes could express to him all the things I wanted to say, but knew I couldn't.

He moved himself slightly, grabbing my head in between his hands and kissed me gently. The feelings pouring out of it confused the hell out of me. He broke the kiss after a minute and rested his forehead on mine. Simply breathing in and out as I did the same, willing my heart to slow down to a normal pace.

"Uh…" I looked into his eyes, he looked like he was fighting to say something, "I should get you back to Bella." Somehow I knew that wasn't what he was going to say. He moved and started pulling up his pants as I found my panties and put them back on, checking myself in the mirror to see if I looked presentable. Nope, absolutely not. My mascara was smudged, my lips, especially my bottom, one was extremely swollen, my dress was wrinkled and I definitely looked flushed. Everyone is going to look at me and think 'yup they just fucked.'

I saw Jasper come up behind me in the mirror and wrap his arms around me, kissing my neck softly before smiling at me in the mirror. "You still look beautiful." I rolled my eyes and scoffed.

"Your cousin is gonna give me shit about this until I die, you know that right?" I looked at him and he took my hand and led me to the door unlocking it and opening it. He smirked at me and shook his head. Well, at least he looked freshly fucked as well.

We walked hand in hand, me trailing a little behind him as we walked back towards Bella. She looked relieved and slightly smug when she saw us. Mike was looking at us as we walked back, curious, seemingly analyzing us. When we were almost to the group, Jasper leaned down and kissed me briefly on the lips, before he turned and left. Walking towards a guy with a neon pink wrist band head banging in the middle of nowhere. I turned away, no longer able to watch him walk away from me. I went to Bella and before she could say anything I told her I needed to think about some stuff and that I needed to sit in the car. She sighed a little but handed me the keys. I thanked Mike for the tickets and walked out.

Once inside the car I rolled down the windows enjoying the unusually warm spring day. I grabbed Bella's CD case and started flipping through the pages. I found an Apocalyptica CD and pushed it into the CD player, after listening a little while and letting my mind wander a song caught my attention, I went back to Bella's CD case and grabbed out the appropriate booklet. I pressed the repeat button on the CD player and listened a few time while reading over the lyrics. The song was exactly how I was feeling at the moment.

"Anything you want…" his voice whispered in my mind. I closed my eyes as the song repeated and sang along, letting the emotions and the memories I was keeping locked up flow.

Bound to your side

I'm trapped in silence

Just a possession

Is the sex or only violence

That feeds your obsession?

You send me to a broken state

Where I can take the pain

Just long enough

That I am numb

That I just disappear.

His eyes burning into mine. Angry, so angry, biting into his lip so hard I am sure it was bleeding. The look of shock on his face when I stopped him in the laundry room, the anger on his face when I threw the wine on him.

So go on, infect me

Go on and scare me to death

Tell me I asked for it

Tell me I'd never forget

You could give me anything but love

Anything but love.

His face looking at me adoringly. "Kiss me Alice…" Every nerve in my body being on fire as he touched me. How his neck turns red when he's embarrassed, him rubbing his finger along my bottom lip as he told me he didn't like to see me sad.

Does it feel good to deny?

Hurt me with nothing

Some sort of sick satisfaction

You get from mind fucking.

I could feel him grab my inner thigh rather roughly as he came, thrusting his hips upwards in my mouth. I swallowed quickly. I looked up at him, his hand still griping my thigh his fingers mere centimeters from my pussy, making it tingle with anticipation. He smirked at me, his eyes half lidded still recovering from his orgasm.

He snaked his other hand to my arm tugging me up to him and kissing me passionately, I smiled against his mouth, glad I could make him so happy with such a simple thing. He broke the kiss and looked into my eyes.

"Damn Alice that was better then being on stage." He whispered adoringly, running the back of his fingers along my cheekbone. I could feel my ego swell and I smirked back at him.

"That's 'cause I got skills baby." I fist pumped a little. He chuckled moving his hand on my inner thigh up a little gently brushing against my lower lips. My entire body responded and I had to bite back a moan. My God did I want him.

"I got skills too."

"I dunno, I think they could use some work." I said a little huskier than I had intended, I got the message across because suddenly he was on me, kissing me, his hands groping my breasts roughly.

Oh stripped down to my naked core

The darkest corners of my mind are yours

That's where you live

That's where you breathe.

He came up behind me in my bathroom while I got dressed, wrapping his arms around my middle and smiled at me in the mirror. "I'm going to spend the day with you." He whispered in my ear.

"What about work?" I turned my head slightly to look at him. He turned as well and kissed me gently.

"Well, if you don't me want to, I won't go. I'm," he faked a cough and I laughed. "sick." I laughed again and kissed him.

So go on, infect me

Go on and scare me to death

Dare me to leave you

Tell me I'd never forget

You could give me anything but love

Anything but love.

I found a few concert tees while looking through his closet, I was naked and needed to wear something, but I really didn't wanna have to get fully dressed again. I had already done that twice. I found a faded Tool shirt and smirked. Tool, I giggled out-loud, yeah my mind officially hit the gutter. I pulled it over my head, it hit me about 4 inches below my ass. I walked out and struck a pose in the doorframe of his closet. His eyes scanned my body for a minute before looking at my face and smirking a little as he spoke.

"You wanna watch a movie with me?" I walked over to him on the bed and straddled his lap looking into his pretty eyes.

"Which one?" He kissed me briefly as he reached to his side and picked up a movie, holding it next to us. I looked at it.

"Men in Tights. It's a classic, refined choice." He winked at me and I nodded, moving to the side so he could set the movie up for us to watch. I watched the muscles in his back flex as he did so. Mine. I thought, suddenly feeling very possessive of him. He turned to face me and cocked an eyebrow knowing full well I had just gotten caught checking him out.

"Leave us alone, Mel Brooks!" I yelled playfully while fist pumping into the air. He laughed and walked back over to me, pushing me on my back as he leaned onto the bed, kissing me.

Without any faith

Without any light

Condemn me to live

Condemn me to lie

Inside I am dead.

I was looking at the wall of music sheets noticing that most of the stuff up was original songs he wrote. A few had a girl's name on it, Maria. The songs were pretty harsh. "Whoa. That's pretty intense." He smirked at me from where he was tuning his guitar.

"What is?"

"This song, Maria. The girl break your heart or something?" I asked looking at him as he glared at the floor. Shit, good job Alice. I mentally smacked myself.

"Something like that." He set his guitar onto the stand. I walked over to him and sat in his lap wrapping my arms around his neck, cocking my head to the side and looked at him. He looked sad. Yeah she broke his heart.

"I'm sorry for prying." I gave him my best puppy face. He smiled at me and kissed me.

So go on, infect me

Go on and scare me to death

I'll be the victim

You'll be the voice in my head

You could give me anything but love

Anything but love

Anything but love

Anything but love.

I could feel the wetness on my cheeks from my tears. I thanked my lucky stars that I wore water-proof mascara. I moved my head to see if the concert had let our yet and was met by a pair of blue-green eyes. Fuck, Jasper. He dropped his head and shoved his hands into his pockets, before turning away from me and walking away. You may not be able to give me love, but I still love you. I thought.

Bella and I ate at The Olive Garden for dinner and went back to her house. We watched Penelope and fell in love with James McAvoy together. I liked his hair the most and his intense eyes, it reminded me of Jasper.

Bella showed me to the white and red guest room. I silently wondered who decorated the room because the red walls were the opposite of peaceful. I tossed and turned, hoping that eventually my body would just pass out but I had no such luck. I started to pace the room, I had never been in Jasper's house without Jasper to sleep with. It was a strange out of body experience for me.

Jasper never came home that night. I would know, I walked into his room about midnight, hoping that maybe I could cuddle with him. Certainly after the day we had together, he wouldn't begrudge me that. He wasn't in his bed. He's with another girl, my mind told me and my heart broke a little more. It's not like we're together anyway.

I needed to smell him, maybe if I had something of his to smell I could go to sleep. I walked to his closet, if I took one of his many tee shirts he won't notice and I could just return it in the morning. No harm, no foul. I thought to myself, running my fingers along the fabric. I felt a few really soft ones and would pull them a bit and smell them, they didn't really have much of his sent.

My hand ran along a really soft shirt, I pulled it out and smelled it. It smelled exactly like him, I pulled it off the hanger gently and looked at it. A Star Wars shirt. I laughed, shaking me head a little, it was even a pretty faded blue. I clutched the shirt to my chest and went back to the guest room, falling asleep with my face buried in it.