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K – Okay so I would like to address something that came up lot in the reviews. "Topless photos that are tastefully done" means there was no nipple shown or anything to that affect. If you want to see the final out come to the CD insert pop by the thread (link can be found on FF Page) and we'll show it. Also, Jasper threw a fit cause he went Cavesper on the situation. True he calmed down quickly, but if you read between the lines when it comes to the Cannon Jasper/Alice relationship, Alice had the ability to make him calm. As OOC as daddysper and Alice are in this story, Robs and I do try our best to keep some elements of the original in there, because he'll that's who we all feel in love with. Also yes, Edward came off as a dick last chapter. But you gotta put yourself in his shoes… he tried protecting Alice and failed when it came to James, so he's trying harder with Jasper. To him her moving out seemed like she didn't love him anymore. Which we all know is not the case :-) Will he continue being a dick, -shrugs- we'll have to wait and see! But please don't misconstrue that Robs or I don't like Edward cause we do. He's just the overprotective Cullen brother ;-)

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Robs: Wow, she addressed everything I was going to. Um I guess I shall do the thank yous. The girls on the thread, our peenateers, K's mom for the inspiration of Momma Whitlock, My mom for all the help with the custody stuff, our reviewers coz you guys rock! Our tweets, the girls on the Ravelry UU, everyone who forces their friends to read a Jalice story, and anyone who pimps us out in general.

Special thanks as always to our Beta Kels and the unexpected beta-ness of Amber lol!

Playlist suggestions:Nine in the Afternoon – Panic at the Disco; Excuse me Mr. – No Doubt; Almost Easy – Avenged Sevenfold; My Heart Belongs To You – Jodeci


Chapter 19: Waiting for Release

"Alright, so here's the plan." Bella sat in front of us as her assistant Amber passed out an itinerary. I looked over at Alice, giving her a 'you've got to be kidding?' look. She giggled and shoved me with her shoulder.

"J.T.! Jesus, will you pay attention," Bella snapped at me.

Wow, what's got her panties in a twist this morning?

She was probably just as scared shitless as the rest of us. Today was the release of our debut album. Hence the reason we are all crammed into the back room of Rainy Coast Music. I seriously never believed I would back here again.

"Basically, the radio station had a contest, and the winner Emmy is going to spend the day with you guys. Be nice, and remember since she is around, this is a public thing."

Why the fuck was Bella glaring at me like that?

"Right, I understand that. Don't fucking look at me like I'm gonna fuck up," I said harshly to Bella. She, Alice, Amber and Maggie all scoffed. "What the fuck? Ya'll gonna gang up on me now?"

"Need I remind you of your little out-burst at the photo shoot?" Bella placed her balled up hands on her hips and glared at me.

"Seriously man, we've only been out like what a few weeks and you two have created more buzz than Bradgalina, or Bennifer," Seth added as he handed me a tabloid rag. There on the cover was me and Alice. She was leaning against the wall with her arms folded looking up at me as I had her pinned against the wall.

Alice snorted from my right side, "Jalice? What the hell?" She took the magazine and started looking at it. I looked over at the article she was reading, more fucking pictures.

"We don't even look like a couple," I tried to smooth out the situation. This time Amber rolled her eyes at me.

"No thanks to Bella's quick thinking," she informed me.

"Oh, and Amber's ability to make any man believe what she wants them to," Bella added as Amber nodded. I just shook my head to see Alice glaring at me. I gave her a look, silently asking her what, but she just shook her head at me and continued reading.

"So, as I was saying. You guys are gonna do some promotional pictures, then the crowd will be let in where you will sign merchandise, take pictures and schmooze. The film and photo crew for Beats and Lyrics are here as well and will be taking footage of the meet and greet," Bella started to explain.

"Don't forget the feature they're doing Bella," Amber added as she clicked away at her blackberry.

"Oh yes! Thanks Amber!" Bella smiled at us, "Beats and Lyrics are also doing a feature called, 'Rock Bands on Rock Band'. So after this, you guys and Emmy will go to lunch, return to the location listed and have a jam session on the game Rock Band." She went on to tell us about the feature and that we would be meeting with a girl named Sara afterwards to do our first national print interview.

"Remember Jazz, if you put your arm around Alice during these pictures," Bella warned, "you damn well better have that other arm around Maggie."

"Or around Seth," I heard Alice giggle from behind me as I stood up. Before I had a chance to answer her, we were ushered out to take pictures and shit.

I still couldn't believe we were a legitimate band. Not just a bunch of kids that met in the bar and rocked out every night.

Alice, my smart, beautiful Alice, solved the touching dilemma. When we went to take the pictures for the people there, Seth and I stood on either side of Alice and Maggie. Alice suggested we should put our arms around each other to show how close we all were. When I put my arm around Maggie, I felt Alice's finger interlock with mine, causing me to smirk.

After the pictures, we all sat down at a long table almost like how we were standing, though this time Alice was sitting next to me. I glanced over at the doors of the store and caught Kelci glaring. I leaned onto the back legs of the chair and smacked Seth to get his attention.

"What did you do to my Kelci?" I asked. He rolled his eyes and shook his head. Fuck that, answer me. "If you don't tell me, I'm gonna assume the worst and kick your ass." I felt Alice grab my leg, causing me to drop the chair forward.

"She's not handling the 'just friends' thing well," Alice whispered to me as the doors opened up.

The minute Kelci and Mark opened those doors I wanted to run out screaming. It was fucking crazy! I couldn't believe this many people where here to see us.

I ignored the DJ that was here, until I felt Alice's hand on my leg again.

"Alright, so your official 'Rock it like a Rock Star' winner is Emmy A, from Australia," shouted the DJ. I looked over at him. It was the same fucker from the Seether concert. I felt the growl form in my chest just as Alice pinched me. I looked at her giving her my 'what the fuck?' look.

"Be nice," she hissed. I smiled at her, okay, fine. I will be nice.

Bella came over with a girl that couldn't be much older than Seth. "Guys, this is Emmy. Emmy, Eclipse."

"Hi!" She waved enthusiastically. We all said hi in return and signed her stuff first. She wanted some photos with us, so we all did the photo thing as a group. Then she got a picture with the girls, the three laughing like old friends.

"Can I get a picture with Jasper?" she asked shyly, causing most of the people to laugh. I stood next to her.

"Sure darlin'," I said as I put my arm around her shoulder. She turned to her side and kissed me on the cheek just as the camera went off. I laughed and thanked her as I sat back down.

That was awkward.

The signing went smoothly. Well, I thought it did at least. I was still amazed that this many people were anxious to get our CD and have us sign their shit. The photo ops weren't as pleasant. It was not fun watching Kelci give dagger eyes to the girls that would kiss Seth. Actually, that was nothing compared to the fuckers that tried to get pictures with Alice in their laps. Of course, the short fucking skirt she was wearing wasn't helping the situation any.

After the meet and greet, we all decided to head to Applebee's. Alice's slight blush when it was mentioned caught my eye.

I know what you're thinking, I thought as I winked at her.

As we were walking to the front of the restaurant, Emmy was commenting on Alice's shoes.

"I love them! They are so fuckawesome!" She said as Alice laughed.

"Yeah, I tend to make my outfit match completely."

"But the only thing I see that's pink are your shoes," she looked at Alice in question.

Alice looked back at me and smirked before loudly whispering, "Well, when I mean outfit, I also mean my bra and panties." Both girls giggled as I tried not to choke on my cigarette, wanting to desperately know what panties would match the fucking shoes.

I don't know what the hell was wrong, but as soon as we reached the door, I saw Emmy starting to lose her balance. After years of living with Bella, I knew the signs well and acted on instinct. I reached out, grabbing Emmy by the hand as my other hand snaked around her waist to keep her from face diving into the door.

"Thanks," she laughed, straightening herself up.

"No problem," I smiled and let go, but she was holding my hand. I glanced over at Alice to see her eyes narrow before she stormed over towards Maggie.

Shit! Not good sign.

We were seated immediately, making me laugh internally at the thought that Rose always bitches about having to wait. Once we were led to our table, I was impressed with Seth. He helped both Emmy and Maggie with their chairs. Making sure to pull them out then gently push them in.

Kid's got manners.

I helped Alice with her chair, slowly dragging my fingers along the back of her neck as I sat down. I watched as she bit back a smile.

"So what's good here?" Emmy asked looking over the menu, "We don't have these in Australia."

"I was wondering...how did you win a Seattle radio contest?" Seth asked, looking up from his menu.

"Oh well me and my mate are in the states for a holiday," she smiled before continuing. "We wanted to come to all the 'tourist traps' and read about the fish market. When we heard you guys were gonna let a fan hang out, well I had to try and win." This time she looked over at me and winked.

"Wow, we made it all the way to the 'land down under'?" I teased, smirking as reached for my glass of water. Just then Alice decided to smack me in the back of the head.

"Owe, ba… Alice, what the hell?" Damn it, don't call her baby.

"Sorry a fly, damn I missed." Alice replied, smiling sweetly at me. Yeah, right.

Emmy laughed, "Well yes, YouTube does wonders."

The girls continued to chat some, laughing together and just enjoying each other's company. I tried to stay out of it for fear of getting smacked again. Once the food arrived though, that was a different story.

"Mmm… chicken fingers," I smirked at Alice, as I reached for the ketchup.

"Yes, my favorite," she pouted slightly.

Damn it woman you know what that does to me! I yelled at her in my head.

"Too bad I'm on a diet," Alice said sadly.

"What?! No way! You're like perfect!" Emmy praised, making Alice blush. "I should be eating the salads not you and Maggie."

"Not true. I think you look fine." This earned me a very sharp pinch in my side. I turned to Alice to see her glaring at me. What? I think all the damned women at this table were nuts thinking they needed to diet.

"Thanks," Emmy blushed.

"It's true, I think all," I gave Alice a pointed glance, "the women here look just fine. I'm sure your boyfriend's would agree." I looked over at Seth who had his burger in mid air as if he was frozen in time from trying to take a bite. "Don't you agree Seth?"

"Uh, yeah, you girls are hot!" He added a little too enthusiastically causing Maggie and Alice to roll their eyes.

After lunch we all got into the SUV provided by the label, Emmy opting to sit shot gun, while I followed Alice into the back. We had about an hour drive to the where the interview thing was being held. I waited until I knew Seth and Maggie were distracting Emmy before I tried to talk to Alice.

I slouched back, resting my head against the back of the seat as I looked over at her. She was sitting with her leg crossed over her thigh, arms folded and staring out the window.

"Ali," I said in a sing song voice. She didn't look at me. I laid my hand between us, stretching my fingers out to touch her thigh. "Baby," I whined a little. She still wouldn't respond. "Alice?"

She sighed heavily, "What Jasper?"

"What's wrong, baby?"

"Nothing." I could practically hear her rolling her eyes.

I call bullshit, I thought as I stared at the back of her head.

"Ali," I whined making sure to pout.

She looked at me scowling, "What's your problem, Jasper?"

"I was asking you the same thing. What's wrong?" I brushed her leg again, hopping she'd catch the hint that I wanted to hold her hand.

"We really can't talk about it now," she waved her hand in the direction of the front of the SUV.

Fuck 'em, I thought.

I leaned closer to her, my head practically on her shoulder at this point. "She's talking with those two. Are you mad at me?"

"A little bit," she whispered looking at me, her eyes shining with tears.

Oh Jesus, what did I do?

"Baby," I reached for her hand but she just folded back against her chest. "Tell me, please?"

So I can make it better, I begged.

"I... can we talk later please?" she looked up to the ceiling of the car.

I sighed, taking the hint. "Can I at least hold your hand?" I asked sitting up. She nodded and reached her hand out, again moving to look out the window. I picked her hand up, kissing her palm before locking my fingers with hers.

I couldn't take it. I hated seeing her upset. "Ali, please tell me what's wrong," I begged again.

She turned to say something but was interrupted by Seth asking a question about some movie. I held her hand for the rest of the ride, even trying my best Monty Python quotes to get her to laugh. Nothing.

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"So, let's try playing instruments you don't normally play," Sherry, the Rock Bands on Rock Band coordinator suggested, as we all sat on the couch. She looked at Seth.

"Obviously you're a drummer so that's out. Can you sing?"

"Uh, yeah, if you want your ears to bleed," he answered.

"Well, I can do percussion as well." Maggie added. I looked at her raising an eyebrow in question. She shrugged, "Ben."

"Okay then, Maggie you get vocals." Maggie's face reflected nothing but sheer terror as Sherry handed her the microphone.

"Alice," Sherry handed her the Fender replica, "give this a try."

Alice nodded, sliding the strap over her head. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her as she joked with Maggie, pretending to do a guitar riff.

"And Jasper," Sherry said causing me to break my concentration on Alice, "you get drums." She handed me the drum sticks. As I walked over to where the set up was, I heard Seth make a comment about how he beats the best causing the room to burst into laughter.

The magazine had pre-made characters for us to use, and explained how things worked. I wanted to roll my eyes, I knew how it worked. When you have a full grown child for a best friend like Emmett, you know how to play just about any video game.

We started off with something easy. Well, easy for me and Alice, since she opted to play bass. I had to give Maggie some credit as she tried to sing Nine in the Afternoon. She wasn't horrible, but I could tell she was nervous with the crew taking pictures and filming.

Three songs later, Alice demanded a challenge. Sherry smiled and suggested we do a downloaded song. As we scrolled down the list we came across a No Doubt playlist. Alice jumped excitedly when she saw it. Even Maggie seemed pleased as well.

"Wait! I know that one!" Maggie said, causing Sherry to select the song. I watched as everyone set their levels to either easy or medium.

I smirked, oh…they are so gonna kill me.

Quickly I set my level on insane, the highest level possible for the game and started the song.

"Are you mad?" Seth asked, apparently he caught what I did. "Dude, J. Excuse Me Mister is insane on easy!" Alice and Emmy laughed.

Oh shit, Emmy's still here huh? I thought, as I looked over and smiled at her. Wow, I'm a shit.

We did the song, taking turns laughing as Seth tried to nail the guitar solos. Alice loved every moment of it, dancing around as if she had channeled her inner Tony Kanal. Even Maggie was jumping around like Gwen.

When the final scores for the song flashed on to the screen, Seth and Maggie both yelled 'cheater' at me.

Alice looked at me and smiled, "Emmett?"

I nodded.

"No, that's it! He can't play anymore! He's so cheats!" Seth protested.

"Yeah, that's not fair Jazz," Maggie agreed. I shrugged, getting up from my seat. I handed the drum sticks to Emmy.

"Good luck darlin'," I said politely, taking a seat on the couch. I looked over at Alice, who was scowling at me.

They played a few more songs, including Almost Easy by Avenged Sevenfold and judging by the grin on Seth's face, he did that shit just to annoy me. Once they wrapped up the game we did some other random pictures. Sherry wanted to get a group hug with Emmy in the middle, which pleased Emmy but made Alice even more pissed. Thankfully, Seth is the jokester of the bunch, yelling "J stop grabbing my ass!" making everyone laugh.

Once Emmy left, we did a few more random shots. The last photo was supposed to be just the girls but Seth and I decided to have some fun with them. We saw the camera guy taking the shots so we ran up behind each of them and picked them up. Seth wound up falling on the floor with Maggie on top of him laughing. While I was able to wrap my arms around Alice's middle, lifting her off the ground.

"Jazz!" She screamed slapping at my hands, only making he hold her tighter. I smiled at the camera from the crook of her neck, fighting against ever impulse to tell her right then and there that I loved her.

The crew finally left, leaving the four of us alone for at least another half hour. Seth had managed to convince Maggie to play some more songs on the game, which was apparently a 'tour gift' to the band.

I watched as Alice pulled the blanket off the couch, "Brr, I'm cold. Damn Seth, why do you always have to make it freezer like in here?" she asked as she wrapped the blanket around her.

Seth just laughed and shook his head.

Alice came over to me, leaning to whisper in my ear, "I want you. In me. Right here. Right now. Fuck me Jasper Whitlock." She growled and I felt her unbutton the fly of my jeans.

"Yes ma'am." Wow, what had gotten into Alice? She had gone from almost crying to wanting to rip my head off and now she wants to fuck with both Seth and Maggie in the same room.

I bit my lip when she wiggled against me. "Hold the blanket for a second," she whispered. I nodded while grabbing either side of it. Watching as she slid her hands up her skirt.

Mary mother of fucking Christ! I wanted to groan, biting harder on my lip as I stole a glance at the other two. They thankfully, were too wrapped up in their game.

Alice turned her back to me, pulling my dick out as she positioned it to where she wanted it, slowly sliding down the length. Fuck she was wet! I wanted to moan at the feeling of being buried inside of her, but opted for a quiet hiss instead. Alice took the blanket, tucking it in around us to keep us hidden.

I wrapped my arms around her as she began to move slowly, her hips rocking so slow it was almost painful but felt fucking incredible. I slid one hand up her shirt, drawing lazy patterns on her as she moved. She arched her back some, causing me to instinctively buck my hips into her.

Shit, I need to do something to keep from making noises.

I kissed the back of her neck, nibbling and sucking on the back of the shoulders exposed at me. She leaned into me, making a quiet humming sound. My hand ran up to the underside of her bra. Fucking lace. I put my head on her shoulder, wishing more than ever that the other two would fucking leave so I could see her face right now as she rode me.

She wiggled a bit, this time causing me to whimper and buck into her again. I slid my hands out of her shirt, placing them on top of hers as she held the blanket in place. My fingers wound with hers, squeezing them.

I kissed up her neck again, she still rocked slowly against me but her movements were becoming jagged. "Are you close?" I whispered, sucking gently on her ear lobe. She squeezed my hand in response. I love you Alice, I thought but instead said, "I'm only yours Ali."

She made a quiet mewling sound as she leaned back against me, arching her back. I felt her tighten around my cock causing me to swear under my breath as she came. She turned her head to look at me, giving me a smile that became my undoing.

I placed my forehead to hers, closing my eyes as I came inside of her. I bit my lip to fight the urge to kiss her, bucking my hips one last time. She squeezed my hand harder in response.

I opened my eyes and was greeted by Alice's flushed face. I swear in that moment I could have sworn she felt the same way I felt. I smiled at her, kissing her quickly causing her to giggle, just as there was a knock at the door.

Alice leaned back against me as she pulled her hips up, releasing my dick from within her. I felt her hand grab me, causing me to hiss.

"Relax, I'm just putting him away," She smirked as she buttoned me back up.

Damn Ali's talented, doing that shit behind her back and not looking.

Seth came over, questions clearly written in his eyes. I smiled at him, big mistake.

"What's the shit eating grin for Jazz?" he asked. I just shrugged.

"Long day, glad it's almost over." Alice giggled at my answer.

"What are you giggling about? And why are you red?" Seth asked. I had to put my forehead to Alice's back to keep from laughing.

"I don't feel well," she said softly, as she kicked my leg. I retaliated and bit her shoulder.

"I thought you said you were cold?" Seth asked.

"I am. I'm using Jazz for body heat. But I don't feel well, that's probably why I'm flushed." I caught site of Maggie leading in a girl about our age with long dark brown hair.

Oh shit, I hope Alice behaves, I thought briefly.

Maggie gave us a look as she sat down to our left. Yep, she knew what had happened. Seth followed her lead and sat to our right. I watched as Sara dug through her bag looking for something.

Shit, what do I do with my hands?

Alice solved that dilemma. She moved so that she was sideways in my lap, stretching her legs onto Seth. He smiled at her, tucking the blanket around her legs, then placing his folded hands on top.

I reached for the extra blanket on the left making sure Alice's ass wasn't exposed then draped my arms over the back of the couch. Maggie took Alice's lead, curling her feet under her as she turned sideways, giving Alice something to lean back on.

Sara found what she was looking for, smiling at as she turned on the recorder.

"Aww, you guys look like old friends," she gushed before checking her notes. When she looked back up I knew it was game time. "Hey ladies and gentlemen. So first things first state your name, age and what your title in the band is."

"I'm Maggie Welsch, I'm twenty-three and the bass."

"Yo, I'm Seth Clearwater, eighteen and the drum man!" I laughed at that.

"I'm Alice Cullen, twenty-one, vocals."

"Jasper Whitlock, old enough to know better, lead guitar."

"Old enough to know better?" Seth asked, "You mean old fart right?" He joked. I smacked him in the back of the head.

"All right, I'm twenty-four." I corrected.

"How did you guys become a band?" Sara asked.

They all looked at me. Well shit okay, I guess I'll take that one. "Well, my cousin Bella works at Wolf Records, so when I asked her to help she did." I shrugged, "She told me Mr. Black knew of a bass player as well as a vocalist, so I didn't have to worry about that. I knew Seth here," I smacked him in the shoulder, making him grin. "Was a kick ass drummer so it was a given that I wanted him there."

"That's interesting and how did you guys bond, you look really close now?"

No fucking way they were gonna make me answer this one. Alice volunteered to take it though, thank God.

"Well, we went bowling, shopping, mini golf, go carts. We hung out outside the studio at least three times a week. Went to dinner together, played random 'get to know you' type games." I laughed as she ticked them all off on her fingers. She shrugged, "Plus everyone is pretty fuckawesome so it was easy to bond you know?"

Sara laughed, "'Fuckawesome', that's an interesting word." She shook her head before continuing, "You are all so incredibly good looking. So, any boyfriends? Girlfriends?"

I bit my lip and looked at Alice, who I saw was stealing glances at me.

"I think it's safe to say, that we all have someone to go home to at night, outside of the band," Maggie offered.

Sara nodded, "Are you all excited about starting your tour?"

"Hell yeah! Before moving to Seattle with my sister I had never left La Push, this is like telling a kid they're going to Disneyland for me!" Seth answered. We all laughed and pretty much agreed with him.

"Did you expect to get this popular this quickly?"

Maggie laughed, "Um, how do I say this?" She scoffed, "Hell no. It's a pleasant surprise though."

"Very surprising," I added in agreement.

"Okay, so now we have some fan questions for you." Sara looked down at the notes in her lap before giving us an amused smile. "You willing to answer?"

"Go for it," Alice chirped.

Sara smiled looking back at her notes, "First question is for you Jasper, what is the meaning behind the song Spin? If there is one."

I coughed a little, wrapping an arm around Alice as I shifted in my seat. "Well, uh Spin is a whirlwind of feelings towards a person that you want but know it's wrong to want them." I glanced at Alice really quick. "See it's like this. You really want to be with this person, so much that just being around them makes your head spin. The whole relationship is hanging on the balance by a thread and anything can make it come crashing down." I shrugged, "At least for me, that's what I meant when I wrote it."

"For Seth, how old were you when you started playing the drums and do you play any other instruments?"

"My mom says I was beating a rhythm since I was in the womb." He smirked. "My dad actually got me my first kit when I was four. Mom tried to get me to play something a little less migraine inducing, so I can play sax for the ladies." He winked at Sara, causing her to blush a little.

"For Maggie, is your husband jealous of the time you spend with your band-mates?"

Maggie shook her head, "Nah, we've been together since middle school. And when we did bonding stuff we brought our significant others with us, so we all kind of bonded, it's like we're a big family now." She turned to smile at us.

"Alice, how did you go from modeling to singing as a career?"

I looked down at Alice as she chewed her lip as she thought it over. "Well um, modeling was a great way to gain some self esteem and it was fun, but I never thought that that was what I was going to do for a career, you know? I loved singing and my brother thought I had a good voice, so he took me out and I actually met Jasper here," she patted the hand still on her waist, "before I met Billy. But Billy loved my voice and we ended up in a band and that was pretty cool. I really love singing so I am pretty happy with this." She shrugged, "I hope that answers that well enough." I rubbed soothing circles on to her back.

"That's actually a great answer Alice," Sara smiled, "Very honest." She looked back at her notes "This is for everyone, how old were you when you got your first kiss and do you remember who it was with?"

Seth answered first, "Now don't laugh, but my current girl is my first and only kiss." He shrugged, "When you live on a reservation most of your life, everyone is pretty much family."

Wow, Kelci was his first kiss? Poor Kelci.

"I was twelve and I'm going with Seth, the guy I am married to was my first kiss, and I his. I wouldn't have it any other way either." Maggie smiled as she fiddled with her ring.

"Well, what I remember of mine," I started, rubbing my hand behind my neck. "I was eight. My family had gone to Corpus Christi for a vacation and I was pretty upset about something my mother had yelled at me for. So, I went closer to the water. Well, there was this girl that was trying to cheer me up and I guess she thought it would be a good idea to try and kiss me." I shrugged chuckling, "Well, I didn't know that, so when I went to face her we wound up kissing. Next thing I knew she was running away from me."

We all looked at Alice who was blushing and biting her lip. "Well geez now I am kind of feeling odd about this but I was five." She chuckled softly, "I know so young. Anyway, I was talking to this boy I had just met at the beach. So aww, Jasper and I have something in common." She looked at me, smiling. I smiled back at her. She looked back at Sara, "And he kissed me," she nodded while pursing her lips, "Yep."

"And the one question that won the contest for most random question; what is your favorite word?"

"Fuckawesome," Alice said laughing.

Sara shook her head, "I have a feeling you're gonna need to get a jar and start putting a dollar in it soon."

"I'd be rich!" Alice giggled.

"Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious," Maggie said in a sing song voice.

"Pussywillow," how the hell Seth pulled that off with a straight face is beyond me.

"Fate." Yes, I was a believer in that shit now.

"That's it! Any final words?"

"See you on the road!" Seth shouted while Maggie and I laughed, shaking our heads to say 'no'.

"Um yeah, I want to put a rumor to rest, because as amusing it is for us to see, our significant others don't seem to like it. Jasper and I really are just close friends," Alice said with a small smile.

Maggie and Seth nodded.

"Yeah, I mean sure, Alice is beautiful and I'd be crazy if I said I didn't have a crush on her, but nothing more than friends," I added.

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Rose was sitting on my bed playing with Coco as I made sure I had everything. The last two weeks since the interview had been crazy. Alice had a ton of interviews and photo shoots to do, Maggie and I were busy doing some guitar benefit thing with Fender, not to mention the endless hours of rehearsal and shows. Not that I was complaining, but fuck, I missed Alice and the only time I got to see her was either when were 'in public' or just before we both would pass out at the end of the night.

"You know, Jazzy, I can watch my niece while you guys are in New York. Bella doesn't need to fly out there with a dog," Rose said sadly, causing me to stop and look at her.

"Holy shit, are you attached to my dog?" I teased. She just rolled her eyes. "Listen, Rose I appreciate it. Honestly I do, but Alice already made the arrangements with Bells."

"I know," she sighed, "it's gonna be lonely with you three gone."

"Sis, I love ya, but you know damn well that you and Emmett are going to have a blast once we're all out of here." I said as I slipped my fedora on. "Besides, we have cell phones."

She nodded, petting Coco who had fallen asleep in her lap. "Is Alice coming over before you leave?" My smiled faltered at her question. "I mean, I'm sure she would like to say bye to Coco, I know how much she loves her."

"Alice said good-bye before she left this morning. We both agreed that she should spend some time with Edward before she headed out of town again."

"Come on J.T.! You can't be late!" Bella yelled from down stairs. I zipped up my bag, looking at my sister.

"Hey Rosalie?"

She looked up at me, "Yeah Jasper?"

"I love you." She smiled at me and crushed me to her in a hug.

"I love you too Jazzy."

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I was sitting waiting for Alice. I hated being in public because even when she arrived I wouldn't be able to kiss her or hold her like I wanted. When she finally did arrive though, I couldn't stop the smile on my face. She sat down next to me and smiled back at me.

"I missed you," I said nudging her with my shoulder.

"I missed you too," she nudged back.

"So since we got a while before we board, wanna talk?" I had a few things I wanted to know about and we hadn't been able to talk about them yet.

She looked at me and gave me a half smile, "Sure."

I leaned back in the seat, looking over at some schmuck that was taking pictures. "Well," I sighed, "do you remember the ride to the Rock Band thing?"

"Yeah," she said timidly, chewing on her cheek.

I folded my arms across my chest, leaning my body closer to her, trying to touch her, "What was wrong?"

She shook her head. "It was stupid," she said as she moved closer to me. I smiled, when I felt my fingertip dance across her arm. I heard her sigh happily as our skin made contact. Apparently she needed my touch as much as I need hers.

"No Ali, you were upset, I could tell. Were you mad at me?"

I could see her biting her lip out of the corner of my eye. "A little bit."

I looked at her now, my eyes finally taking in the simple beauty that was Alice. For two weeks I had seen her with either stage make up or extensions and shit for photo shoots. But to see her now, with no makeup, in a tank top and jeans. It was like seeing an angel.

"Why?"

"You were flirting with the contest winner," she shrugged.

"I was?" I furrowed my eyebrows at her, she nodded. "I'm sorry I didn't realize that I was," I shook my head.

"I got jealous," she shrugged again, "I dunno, now that you're famous and stuff," she stopped to think, I could see her chewing her cheek again. "You won't want me anymore."

Not fucking likely Alice, I thought as I leaned forward, taking my hat off. Sure as shit when I did that, the schmuck taking photos adjusted his lens to his camera as I flipped the hat around in my hands.

I looked back at Alice. "Come here."

She moved forward, her knee touching mine. I held my hat up to block our conversation from prying eyes. "Alice," I looked into her eyes, praying she would see the unspoken meaning to what I wanted to say, "I'm sorry, I thought I was just being nice. I didn't intend for it to be anymore than that. You're the only one I want Ali."

"I know now. I," she chewed on her cheek again before looking up at me. "When you said that, you know when I went all Cave-Alice on you and fucked you with Maggie and Seth right there," she blushed. "I believed you and felt so stupid instantly. I'm sorry for being mad at you."

I smiled at her, biting my lip some, "Honestly, I like that you marked me are yours," I leaned closer to her. Her breathing hitched and I could smell the sweet smell of her, coconuts and flowers. "It just confirms that you want me."

"Only you," she said looking up at me through her lashes. "Always."

I leaned in kissing her softly on the lips, intending for it to be a chaste kiss. But the minute she sighed against my lips, my tongue teased her bottom lip, begging for entrance, which she gladly allowed.

God, just a few hours without kissing her is pure hell for me. I don't know how long I can keep this, keep us, a secret.


A/N:

Robs: -chewing nails-

K: -eyebrow while taking a sip of Pepsi- What's wrong bb?

Robs: I'm nervous about what people are going to think about Demons and Sinners.

K: oooh, yeah thats right that goes live on Weds huh?

Robs: -nods- yep, under the Alsper penname...-chews nails some more-

K: -looks over notes- Well then I guess I should be responsable and say that Demons and Sinners my not be suitable for all readers, it does contain themes of abuse, drug addiction, BDSM and um... yeah...

Robs: the works.... -reads notes- there is a reason we call them Kinksper and Darkice... And no worries to everyone we're still gonna post OMS every Friday

K: And seriously don't make us go Momma Bear on you... You have been Warned! Demons and Sinners is not suitable for those under 17 years of age!

Robs: -nods- okay now that that is over, want a sex on the beach?

K: -snorts- Is it with Jacksper cause then fuck yeah ^_^

Robs: Whatever you want ~.o

K: See you Weds!

Robs: -waves and runs towards the bar-