DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM TWILIGHT. THEY ALL BELONG TO STEPHENIE MEYER.
Wow! It seems that all of you are very fond of HornyEdward and SneakyBella. They were a lot of fun to write I'm sorry to say I don't know when they'll be resurfacing seeing as you all probably know there's going to be a lot of arguments in this and probably the next chapter.
I'll let you get on with reading the story now :)
Just then the doorbell rang, and I leapt up to get it, thankful for the excuse of escape from my family's questions. My family. My family. I smiled to myself as I walked to the door. Yes, I had considered them my family before I married Edward, but now they really were my family.
I opened the door to the last person I expected to see standing there. And that is not a cliché line. I really didn't expect them there.
"Mom?"
BPOV
What the hell was she doing here?
She was standing there a smug but angry smile on her lips. Why the hell was she in Forks?
My thoughts went to one reason and one person only.
Jacob.
He had obviously called my Mom up and told her about the wedding. Well, sorry Jacob. You missed it. Would have loved to have sent you an invite, but we didn't want any crashers.
As soon as my mind adjusted to the realisation that she was actually standing in front of me, I felt the anger welling up in my chest. Was it not enough for her that she's taking me away from my home? My new family? My love? But she actually has to come here and ruin the short amount of time I do have with them.
"What are you doing here?" I managed to choke out the venom clear in my voice. The anger leaking through even though I tried to keep myself calm.
"Is that any way to greet your mother?" She asked, her tone full of disdain.
"Well, I don't know. I've already greeted Esme, but I don't see anyone else that's acted like a mother to me standing here." I crossed my arms and stared her down.
"How dare you talk to me like that?" She was angry now. Good! Maybe if I got her worked up, she would be somewhere close to where I was at the moment.
"What do you mean 'how dare I?'" I shot back. "Shouldn't I be asking you the same thing? What the hell are you doing here Renee?"
"Well." She straightened herself out. "I had come here in the hopes of stopping you from making the biggest mistake of your life, but I see that you father has already allowed for that to go ahead. Now I guess it's up to me to rectify it."
"Rectify what?" I snapped back at her. "My marriage?" She grimaced at the mention of my being married. "Yes, Renee, that's right, I'm married!" I held up my left hand showing her the exquisite engagement ring that lay there, now coupled with the equally extravagant wedding band. Her eyes flew wide as she took in the two rings that symbolled my love for Edward. "You were too late. There is nothing you can do about it."
"Actually yes there is." She shot back. "I still hold primary custody over you. You're coming back to Phoenix and we're going to stop this façade immediately."
"What façade?" I scoffed at her. "Just because you don't like Edward, for what reason I don't know. You haven't even met him Renee! You have no idea what he's like."
"I have a pretty good idea." She glared back at me, and I wanted to string Jacob up by his balls and slowly torture him to death. I might ask for Rose and Alice's help with that one. They'd be all too willing.
"How? Because Jacob told you? Renee, Jacob is jealous! That is all. He likes me, I know this. And you know what? I don't like him back. I never have done, never will. And that would be the case even if Edward hadn't come along. He can't seem to accept the fact that it will never happen between the two of us. He can't accept the fact that Edward and I are together." I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down before I physically launched myself at this woman who liked to call herself my mother.
"I know that's not all the reasoning behind Jacob's actions." Renee shook her head. "He's only trying to protect you Bella."
"From what?" I threw my hands in the air. "From being happy? From love? No. Jacob is just a petty child with a crush. He might think that it's love, but if he loved me then he would at least be happy for me. And he would leave well enough alone."
"You don't seem to understand how dangerous this boy is." She was pleading with me now, trying to make it seem as though she was right.
"Dangerous?" I scoffed, folding my arms across my chest. "What makes him so dangerous? Huh? Come on Renee, tell me? Could it be … the fact that he was being held back by his past and has now overcome it? Or maybe it's the fact that he's more confident than he was a year ago? Or perhaps it's because he's learned to trust himself and other people again?" I glared at her, letting her feel my anger through my eyes. "So come on, Renee! Which one is it?"
"I know that there's more to what happenes with that boy than you're letting on." She shook her head. "Look, Bella, I don't know what he's done to make you so blind. You used to be such a good judge of character. What happened?"
"Nothing happened!" I snarled through gritted teeth.
"Obviously it did." She sighed, obviously frustrated. "Now come on, let's get you home and we'll pack up your stuff. We're on an early morning flight back to Phoenix tomorrow." She made to move towards me but I too a step back into the house.
"I am home." I told her, closing the door in her face.
"Bella!" She shouted through the door, as she began banging on it again. "Bella! Open this door right now!"
"Love what's happened?" Edward asked, rushing over to me and wrapping his arms around me. I relaxed into his embrace, inhaling his soft, sweet smell. He made me feel safe and secure. He made me feel loved. I pulled back and I saw him gazing down at me, his eyes full of worry, concern and love. I couldn't help the tears that spilled down my cheeks as I buried my head back into his chest. He was all I needed.
All I needed was Edward.
"What's going on?" Emmett's worried voice sounded through the hallway and I turned to see the whole family standing there with concerned looks on their faces. They were all looking between Edward and myself and the banging that was coming from the other side of the door.
Carlisle stepped around the two of us and made his way to the door.
"Love, what's going on?" Edward asked, running his thumb over my cheeks, wiping away tears that I hadn't even realised were falling. "What's happened?"
"Renee's here." I sobbed quietly, bunching my fists into his shirt.
"Oh dear." Alice mumbled quietly, looking between us and where Carlisle was standing at the door.
"How long has she been here?" Edward asked, looking around at his family. "Well?"
"She got here about two days after you left for your honeymoon." Esme admitted softly. "We didn't call you because we didn't want anything disrupting your time together."
"That's why she kept calling." I sniffled, as Edward gently ran his fingers through my hair and rubbed small circles on my back. The same method I used to calm him down. "She found out about us getting married and she wanted to ruin it for us."
"Good thing we didn't pick up then wasn't it?" He chuckled.
"Apart from that one time you told her where to go." I choked out a laugh and he grinned down at me.
The banging on the door continued and Carlisle opened the door slowly. "Renee, what can we do for you?" He asked in a cool, calm voice.
"You can give me my daughter." She spat back icily.
How dare she talk to Carlisle like that? He was one of the kindest, most generous people I knew. She had no right to talk to him that way.
"She's right here." Carlisle gestured to me and Edward and Renee's cold stare became a look of pure hatred when she saw Edward's arm wrapped around me in a loving embrace.
"We're going home." She spat coldly, ignoring Edward after her initial glare. "Now!"
"I am home." I replied, wrapping my arms around Edward, squeezing him to me tightly. He squeezed me back with the same amount of pressure, pressing a soft kiss to the top of my head. This did very little to appease Renee. Actually, she looked as though she was going to explode.
"Bella, you are really trying my patience." She snarled through gritted teeth.
"Why can't you just leave us alone?" Edward spoke up calmly, his voice sounding just like Carlisle's did as he opened the door.
"Edward." I called softly. I didn't want him to become actively involved in this. "Don't-"
"No, love." He looked down at me before turning his head back up so he could look at my mother. "What gives you the right to come in here and ruin people's happiness?"
"Look, boy, I know all about you. So don't you even think about trying to mess with me."
"Oh, no, she did not!" Alice stepped forward, but was stopped by Edward holding up a hand in front of her, his eyes never leaving Renee's face. I hated to admit it, but Edward could be pretty damn intimidating when he wanted to be. No wonder he was able to freak out so many psychiatrists.
"It's okay, Alice." He said softly and she looked at him skeptically, obviously wondering whether or not to trust her brother's judgement. I remembered what had happened at the beach, and how he had felt afterwards. I made eye contact with Alice and nodded, indicating that he be allowed to fight this on his own. She huffed slightly, but didn't say anything.
"So what is it that you think you know, Renee?" He asked her calmly. "What is it that you think you know about me?" She didn't answer him straight away, obviously wondering what to do, now that her reason for coming here was standing there staring her in the face. "Come on. I'm waiting. Unless you really don't have a respectable reason for showing up."
"How dare you?" She spat at him. I was thankful that Carlisle was standing next to the doorway, and that Emmett had moved to stand behind him. I didn't want Renee to have the chance of attacking Edward. Who knows what that may result in. "I'm doing what's best for my daughter."
"By taking her away from her home?" Edward countered, still using that unnervingly calm voice of his. "By taking her away from her friends and family? Those she loves?"
"I am her family." Renee retorted, not liking the fact that Edward was standing up to her. She obviously hadn't been expecting that.
"Not her only family anymore." Esme put in, coming to stand by Edward and myself. She was the mother that I wished Renee was at this moment in time. She was happy for us. She welcomed our relationship, our marriage because she saw that it was more than just a high school fling. She saw that we were in it for the long haul. Why couldn't Renee see that?
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"Bells has been apart of our family long before she married Edward." Emmett added. "She's been a sister to us since we first arrived here."
I couldn't help but smile at Emmett and when I looked at Edward I could see he was doing the same thing. Yes, they were helping fight this battle, but they weren't taking over as they had done in the past. They were just offering their opinions, which we both knew were needed in this fight.
"She was the only one that saw us as more than "the new kids"." Emmett continued. "She's been our sister since pretty much the first week we moved to Forks." Even though Emmett might not have been too keen on me being let into the family when it first came about he was as fierce and loyal in his defending of me as a brother should be. They really were my family.
"As if that matters." Renee scoffed. "I know what he's like. I know where he's spent the majority of the last year, and if you think that I'm going to let my daughter stay with that-"
"I'd rethink your wording there, Renee." Edward cut her off, a knowing smile on his face. "Not a good thing to say when you're standing in front of my whole family, who I might add are very protective."
"I don't care." She hissed, glaring at him as though it was an offense for him to be breathing the same air as her. "I know more than you think. And I am not letting my daughter stay here."
"You keep saying "my daughter"." Edward stated and I looked up at him confused. "Maybe you should start acting like a proper mother."
"Why you little-"
"Ah ah ah ah!" Emmett held up his finger and motioned around to the whole family, lingering on Rose and Alice who looked more than ready to pounce on Renee. I wouldn't be stopping them, that's for sure.
"Let me guess you were about to reprimand me for speaking the truth?" Edward asked an accusing undertone in his voice.
"I'm surprised you know the meaning behind that word." She sneered at Edward.
"Renee!" I shouted, pushing away from Edward slightly, so that I could see her. He didn't let up on his embrace. I was grateful for that, because I didn't want to be anywhere else right now. "I suggest you leave. Now!"
"Bella!" She said her voice warning. "You are coming back to Phoenix tomorrow, or else I will be getting the state police involved."
With that she turned and walked down the driveway and climbed into her car. I heard her start up the engine before Carlisle closed the door, his face grave.
This was going to be a long night.
RPOV
How dare that boy speak to me in that fashion?!
I can see what Jacob means when he speaks about him. He's so damn sure of himself. He needs to be brought down a peg or two if you ask me.
Well, he's not going to be anywhere near my daughter soon enough.
I'll make it so that he can't get anywhere near her again, without being arrested that is.
When she's safely back in Phoenix, I'll take a visit to the courthouse and take out a restraining order in Bella's name, saying that she's too traumatized by the whole experience with him to do it herself. If they demand that she be present, I'll create a scene, stating how they would be willing to put a young girls' safety in jeopardy because of a formality.
That would keep him away from her.
She might hate me for it to begin with, but she'll thank me in the end.
After that, I'll just have to work on getting that "marriage" of theirs dealt with.
How could she be so stupid?! Doesn't she realise that he's only using her? That he's bad for her?
Of course she doesn't, because he's managed to drag her under with his little web of lies. Thank God, Jacob was smart enough to fall for it. Unlike everyone else around him that is. Even Charlie! Even Charlie had been taken in by this boy! He's supposed to be the Chief of Police for heavens' sake! He used to have such a good judge of character.
The insolence of that boy! I was now even more grateful to Jacob for warning me about him.
Bella would thank me one day when she sees what a mess I've pulled her out of.
They probably think that I'm bluffing when I say I'll be going to the state police. I'm not. I'm deadly serious. I know that going to the Forks police would be a complete waste of time, seeing as Charlie's the Chief of Police. I wasn't backing down on this one.
I was going to get my daughter back, and I was going to keep him, that Edward away from her.
No matter what it takes.
EPOV
I couldn't believe that that woman had given birth to my Bella.
They were complete polar opposites. I would have thought that someone like Bella would have come from someone as equally caring and kind. But it seems I was wrong. Her mother, from the impression I had just received, was neither of those things.
And I wasn't usually quick to judge people.
"Bella." I said softly. "Bella, love. It's okay."
She was sobbing into my shirt, distressed over her mother's appearance on our doorstep. Well, it wasn't really our doorstep anymore, seeing as we now had a house, courtesy of my parents.
"I'm sorry, Edward." She sobbed clenching her fists into the back on my shirt. "I'm so sorry."
"You have nothing to be sorry for, love." I placed a kiss on the top of her head.
"But she's my mother." She looked up at me and I felt a pang in my heart. I hated seeing her upset or distraught and seeing her tear-streaked face only made me hurt. "I should have known that Jacob would do something like this." The mention of his name made me angry. What the hell was his problem? He seemed to be willing to do anything to make Bella miserable. Even calling her mother over here to try to stop our wedding. Well, that didn't exactly pan out the way you wanted it to, did it Jacob?
"Bells, it's not your fault." Jasper said calmly behind us.
I looked over to my family and I saw that their expressions were drawn and tense. They were as affected by this as Bella and I were. They had seen Bella as a member of the family long before I married her. She was their sister, no questions asked.
And now Renee had shown up, shouting the odds.
She was here to take Bella away, and there was nothing that we could do about it.
I had to say goodbye to her.
It wasn't fair. I'd only just made her mine. I wasn't ready to let her go.
Not now. Not ever.
I looked at Carlisle and he nodded sadly, seeming to understand that Bella and I needed some time to ourselves. Even though we had only just got back from our honeymoon, this would be our last night together, until she could come back.
He walked out of the foyer for a moment, reappearing with a set of keys in his hand. He handed them to me and I pulled back from Bella slightly, unwrapping her arms from my waist. They immediately flew around my neck and I knew that she didn't want to let me go, just as I didn't want to let her go.
I bent down and lifted her up bridal style, while Carlisle opened the door.
He was going to drive us to our new home.
Which, until Bella came back, I would be living in by myself.
It hurt to think that I would be there, in a home that they had had built and put all that work into, a home that was meant for Bella and myself to live in together, on my own. I didn't know how I was going to do it.
But I would.
I would have to.
I couldn't just leave it sitting there waiting for the time, if and when Bella returned. Besides, I was sure that all of my things were in there already.
I placed Bella into the back of the Mercedes and climbed in myself as Carlisle got into the front. I wrapped my arms around Bella again and she pressed herself into me, as much as she could. I looked into the rearview mirror to see Carlisle looking at the two of us sadly. I closed my eyes and pressed a kiss to the top of Bella's head as he started the car and we began to move.
It didn't take us long to reach our new house.
It was hidden away in the trees, just as the other house was, ensuring that we had privacy. Carlisle told me that he was taking us around the long way so that we would know where the turning off the road was. I nodded, showing him that I understood. Apparently, like the other house, the turning was concealed from the road, giving us as much privacy as we needed. He also told me that there was a direct lane that they were having created, that connected the two houses, should we, or should I say, I need to get to their house quickly.
We pulled up to the house and I saw that it was similar to my old home. It was smaller, not needing to be large enough to fit in a whole family, but it was still quite large.
It was white and also consisted largely of windows. I smiled slightly, knowing that Esme would have had something to do with the design. After all, this is what she does. And she loves it.
"Come on love." I whispered softly, as Carlisle opened my door. I handed the keys back to him and he walked up to the front door of the house, unlocking it and stepping inside. "You want to see our new home?"
"What's the point?" She asked, still sobbing. "I'm being taken away from here tomorrow. There's no point in me seeing it."
"Well, that's too bad, because we're here." I wrapped my arms around her, gently easing her out of the car as I climbed out myself. As she climbed out, I lifted her up bridal style, kicking the door closed with my foot and walked up to the house.
"I can walk you know." She sniffled into my shirt, yet making no attempt to get down. She was exhausted, emotionally and physically.
"I know." I chuckled. "But it's tradition."
She looked up at me and smiled gently. "I forgot."
"Well, I didn't." I leaned my head down and pressed a kiss to her forehead, earning a sigh from her.
I walked inside and gently placed her on her feet. I looked around and felt my jaw drop slightly. This place was incredible. I looked at Bella and saw her doing the same thing.
BPOV
I couldn't believe I was standing in my new home. Or at least it would be if Renee could leave well enough alone.
This place was beautiful.
I knew it had to be Esme's handiwork. She was one of the best in her field after all.
I let go of Edward's hand after a moment and wandered off into the house, hearing him close the door behind us gently.
Like the Cullens' home, a lot of the walls were made of glass. This made me smile as it meant that a lot of natural light would be allowed in. It also gave it a more familiar feel.
I could see that the layout of the house was on separate levels, there being steps to get up and down into certain rooms. Like there was a step to get up into the kitchen, and yet you had to go down a step to get into the living room. That would be interesting when drunk.
I looked around at the décor and found that everything was incredibly modern, and yet it had a timeless feel to it. The colour theme was made up of creams and light browns, giving it a homely, family feel. It made it feel more comfortable.
I walked into the kitchen and saw that the colour theme carried on in here, the only difference being that the worktops were made of polished black granite. Looking around I saw that it was a very high-tech kitchen, holding things that I didn't even know existed. I wished I had time to figure out what they were used for. But then again, on our honeymoon, I had told myself that Edward would be doing the cooking.
Edward.
What would he do?
Would he live here by himself?
Would he be okay?
I wanted to believe that he would be okay. But what if he wasn't? What if he went back to his old ways after I left? He wouldn't, would he? No. He wouldn't do. He knew how much that would hurt me, and his family. He wouldn't do it.
But I couldn't help the little niggling voice in the back of my head.
But he just might.
I hated Renee. I hated her for what she was doing. She had no idea of what was going on between Edward and I. She had no idea what he was like. The kind, caring, beautiful soul that he was. The man that would do anything just to see me smile. Just as I would him. She didn't see what we meant to each other. And she didn't see what it was going to do to the both of us, splitting us up.
All she knew were the lies that Jacob had told her. That pathetic mongrel! If he went and jumped off of a cliff and didn't resurface I wouldn't give a damn. Screw the fact that we had known each other since we were young.
That didn't matter now.
He wasn't the Jacob I knew from when I was little. He was another person that I didn't care to get to know.
I made my way back over to Edward, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him down for a lingering kiss. I loved him so much it hurt. I couldn't bear to think that I was going to have to spend who knows how long away from him.
Carlisle appeared in the doorway, smiling sheepishly at us, realising he had interrupted a moment.
I broke away from Edward and made my way over to Carlise, wrapping my arms around him, and hugging my new father tightly. "Thank you ……… Dad." I whispered and I could feel him smiling against my shoulder.
"You deserve it, my Bella." He whispered back, squeezing me tightly. "The both of you do."
I pulled away and made my way back over to Edward, who embraced his father as well. He really was getting better with the whole contact thing. Maybe our excursions on our honeymoon had had something to do with that. I liked to think so.
When they pulled away, I saw that there were tears in Carlisle's eyes and I knew that he was silently saying goodbye to me.
"You …… are my daughter now." He smiled at me, taking my hands into his own. "You have been ever since Edward met you. Now it's just official." I chuckled at his remark. "I love you Bella. I've loved you like one of my own since that first week."
As I pulled away from him I saw a silent tear running down his cheek. I gently wiped it away as he made to move out of the door.
Once he was out the door, I turned to face Edward, my heart breaking as the moments passed. Gently he pulled me to him, wrapping his arms around me, as I laid my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. His beloved heartbeat. It would be one of the major things that I missed.
It was one of the things that made him him.
As warped as that sounds, its true. His erratic heartbeat made him an individual. At first I had been worried, not sure of what it would mean, but Carlisle had assured me that he was in no danger. He had developed a heart murmur as a result of the heart attack, and it would do him no harm, unless he was put under extreme duress.
Something I vowed would never happen.
I looked up at him and he pressed his lips to mine gently, tenderly and yet passionately. I flicked my tongue across his bottom lip eagerly, begging for entrance and he granted it willingly. I needed to taste him. I wanted to savour every single moment with him that I could.
And my God he tasted incredible.
As he always did.
I wrapped my arms around Edward's neck and jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist, straddling him as he stood there.
He began to walk towards the staircase, not breaking our embrace as he walked up the stairs. I had no idea if he knew where he was going, but in that moment, I didn't care. All I cared about was him. He was all I knew.
I heard a door open and close as he kicked it shut and after a few steps I felt him lowering me onto a bed. Soft and silken beneath my skin, I knew instantly that this was our room.
I didn't break the kiss as I scooted up the bed, pulling him with me. My hands made their way down his chest, stopping at the hem of his shirt, gently pulling it up, stopping when I reached his shoulders. He instantly lifted his arms and I broke the kiss only long enough to pull it over his head.
I felt his nimble fingers undoing each button on my shirt, excrutiatingly slowly, before he slid it gently off of my shoulders, breaking our kiss and making his way down my throat, sucking, nipping and licking his way along my collarbone. I couldn't help but moan as I felt his tongue doing intricate little dances over my skin.
After he discarded my shirt, throwing it to the floor along with his own, his fingers danced over my skin, making their way around my back, finding and making quick work of the clasp on my bra, which also found its way to the floor in a matter of moment.
Instantly, I felt him take my left breast into his mouth, my back arching into it while his hand found and gently caressed my other breast, gently kneading and teasing. My hands found their way into his hair, tugging and pulling as his tongue danced around my nipple. I knew for a fact that having his hair pulled turned him on even more, and I took it as a bonus, seeing as I loved to run my fingers through his soft bronze locks.
He gently pulled away from my breast, leaving me panting and wanting more, letting out an involuntary hiss of pleasure as he gently blew on my wet skin. The bastard. He knew exactly what he was doing. He knew exactly what him doing that did to me.
I felt him grinning against my skin as he brushed his nose gently up and down the valley between my breasts before taking the other in his mouth and giving it the same treatment as the previous one.
Something I didn't fail to notice that was his free hand was gently sliding down my stomach, trailing gently patterns along my skin as it made its journey lower and lower.
I felt his fingers make short work of the button and zipper before pushing my trousers down slightly and skimming underneath the hem of my panties. How much torture was he going to put me through? Right now, I didn't care. All I wanted was him.
I gasped as his fingers gently skimmed over my most sensitive area, before he reached down and pushed my jeans all the way down, his lips still continuing their assualt on my nipple. Whoever said that men can't multitask was lying. I thought, kicking my shoes of, thanking whatever higher power there was that they were only ballet flats and not something more intricate.
I heard my jeans hit the floor as Edward began gently massaging my thigh, gently kneading and caressing from my knee all the way up to my hip before starting on the other one.
I let out a frustrated moan, wanting him to get to his destination. "Ed-ward."
"Yes love." He whispered, gently making his way back up my chest and along my shoulder. "What is it?"
"I-I-I need-" I let out another moan as he gently bit down on my shoulder. Hell, this boy could bite me anyday!
"Need what, love?" His voice was so full of lust that I was sure I was going to come right then and there.
"You. Inside me." I panted running my fingers down his back and round to the front of his jeans so that I could unbutton his jeans. I made short work of the zipper and soon his jeans and boxers were on the floor along with the rest of our clothing and it was just the two of us, no barriers, nothing separating us.
"I want you. Now." I looked into his beautiful green eyes and saw that they were darkened with as much lust as I felt. He wanted it too, I know he did.
I wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling his down and pushing my tongue between his lips, not bothering to ask for permission this time, earning a small moan from him as he pushed himself into me.
Just the feeling of him inside me was enough to do me in. There were no words to describe it. I felt whole. As if there was nothing else in the world but him and me in this little bubble.
We quickly fell into a rhythm that was becoming familiar, our bodies moving in complete sync as we both neared our climaxes. He was incredible. The feeling of him on top of me, not resting all of his weight on me, but just enough so that our bodies moved against one another, brushing gently as we moved, elevating that feeling of pleasure with each touch.
I crashed my lips to his as I felt myself go over the edge and he moaned deeply into my mouth as he rode out his own high.
We stayed like that for a few moments, allowing ourselves to come down off our individual yet entwined highs before he gently slid out of me and settled on the bed next to me. I instantly missed the contact and wrapped my arms around him as he covered us in the duvet.
"I love you." He whispered gently into my hair.
"As I love you." I whispered back, gently pressing a kiss to his chest, enjoying the taste of him.
How was I going to deal with not being here with him?
How was I going to deal with not waking up next to him every morning.
I don't know how I was going to do it, but I was going to find a way back to Edward as soon as I could. I had no doubts that I could come back, Edward and the Cullens' would always be here for me, but it was getting past Renee.
I didn't give a flying fuck about what she wanted anymore.
I was going to come back to my Edward. My family.
And there was nothing she could do about it.
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