I'm
in love with this girl, that's
got my head,
Electrified.
I hope that someday she might go
too far,
Go too far.
Cause all I can think about is me and
her,
Electrified.
I hope that someday she might take me home,
And lose control.
Bella was there the next morning, and has been almost every day since. It is more than I can describe to wake up and see an angel sleeping next to me every morning. I love her a little more each day and I can see she feels the same.
I suppose Bella had escaped for long enough; it was time for her to meet my family. Escaped might not be the right word. My family was wonderful and I knew that they would lover he. But she was terrified. I had done my best to assure her that everything would be fine but the apprehension was still clearly visible in her eyes.
Alice had called a few days ago to check in with me, seeing how I was doing since I was in self-imposed hell the last time we spoke. She about made me deaf when I told her how Bella and I were doing.
"So, dear brother, how are things with Bella? You sound so much better so I assume she is back." Alice sounded hopeful; she wanted to meet my other half.
"We are better now than we were before she left. Bella came home, we rebuilt, and everything is perfect. Now that I look back on it I can see how much easier it is and how it feels concrete now." I was gushing like a teenage girl but I was in love, more than I ever thought possible.
Bella and I had spent so much time together lately that she may as well have been living here, which would have been more than fine with me.
"That's wonderful, Edward!" Alice exclaimed loudly. There went my eardrum. "I am so happy to hear that. I knew it would all work out. Since everything is as it should be now, I'm bringing Jasper and the parents in a week to meet Bella. I can't wait to finally know the girl who puts up with you!"
"Oh well thanks, Ali, I love you too. But that is really great! It makes it so easy for her to get comfortable with everyone. That way we don't have to make multiple trips and she will be here where she is familiar with her surroundings. Besides, I haven't seen you guys in forever. It will be nice to spend time as a family for once."
"And for once you won't be the only one who doesn't have a partner," Alice joked with a small giggle.
"Shut it, Alice," I warned.
Alice just kept giggling when I gave her the empty threat. "I love you, Edward. I'll call you with details after I talk to mom and dad."
"Sounds good, I'll talk to you later."
We hung up and I shared the good news with Bella. Well, it was good news to me anyways. I was ready for them to meet her, more than ready.
"Guess who's coming to visit?" I said excitedly. Before she had a chance to say anything I kept going. "Alice, Jasper, and my parents. I haven't seen them in too long and they can't wait to meet you." I was smiling broadly at her, having trouble containing my excitement.
Her chocolate eyes went wide and she smiled uneasily.
"They will adore you Bella, just like I do. I promise," I told her.
She just nodded at me and kept on with that sort-of smile plastered on her face, so I wrapped my arms around her and tried to offer comfort the only other way I knew how. The physical meant more to me than words anyway.
Bella grew more and more anxious as the days passed and before we knew it, tomorrow was the day my family would arrive. We were sitting on my porch, listening to the rain and some music, and I was forcing wine on Bella hoping to relax her some. Bella started smiling like a crazy person when she realized what the current song was, coming through the outdoor speakers. I stared at her, wondering what she was thinking. I could practically see the wheels turning.
"Bella?" I questioned. "What is that look for?"
Her smile couldn't have gotten any bigger as she rose from her chair, standing to face me. Slowly, Bella started backing away from me, curling her finger for me to follow.
I quirked my eyebrow at her and I was still trying to understand her actions. Before long, she wasn't under the cover of the porch anymore and the rain was beginning to soak through her clothes and into her hair. That was a sight to see.
"Come back under here! What are you doing?" As much as I was enjoying the view, I was sure she had lost her damn mind.
She shook her head. "Come over here, Edward," Bella said before she continued staring at me with crazed eyes.
I hesitantly got up and walked out into the rain, squinting at the offensive water droplets that assaulted my face. When I got close enough, Bella fisted her hands in my shirt and pulled me to her forcefully.
Bella's wild gaze was fixed on my lips as she spoke.
"I want to have some fun, Edward. Some very dirty fun." Her eyes shot up to mine and she winked at me. I felt my eyes grow large from surprise and excitement.
Bella's perfect mouth moved next to my ear and her tongue snaked along the rim of it. Then she huskily whispered, singing to me, and my body couldn't help but respond.
"I don't know what this is but you got me good, just like you knew you would. I don't know what you do, but you do it well. I'm under your spell. You got me beggin you for mercy."
Damn those were powerful lyrics when the love of your life, your personal vixen, was softly singing them to you!
I shuddered against Bella before swooping her up in my arms and crashing my mouth to hers. I explored every area of her mouth as I walked quickly over to the side of the house. Her back hit the wall causing her to laugh into my mouth. Bella's legs and arms wrapped tightly around me and I pushed further into her. I didn't want to crush her but I couldn't get close enough. The bulge in my pants was quite large by now and I was sure Bella could feel it.
Every time we had made love, it was beautiful and perfect and tender. This though, this was raw and hot and, dear God, did it feel amazing. I didn't know how much I needed to be with her like this until now.
Bella dropped her legs from around my waist and I ran my hands down her sides. I pulled on her shirt and she let go long enough for it to go over her head and into the mud next to us. Her mouth was back on mine and we were thoroughly ravaging each other. My hands cupped her breasts through her bra and massaged them roughly as I felt her hands go under my shirt and her nails rake across the skin of my chest and abs. The pain of it felt amazing; just enough to make me even harder. I was going to bust out of my jeans here in a second.
I moved my hands around to her back, sliding between her and my house, and undid the clasp on her bra. I jerked the straps down her arms and it landed with her shirt. Bella's hands shoved my shirt up and off and she pulled me to her, arching her back off of the house and into me before letting out a low moan. Her eyes were closed and she looked so damn sexy.
Open mouthed kissed trailed up her neck and I flicked her nipples with my thumbs, causing her to jump slightly in my hands. I bent down and sucked a nipple into my mouth, swirling my tongue around it and nibbling lightly. Bella's hand was at the back of my head, holding me close to her. I moved over to the other side while my fingers quickly undid her jeans. I shoved my hand down the front of her pants and rubbed her in quick motions through her panties.
"Oh God, Edward," Bella moaned. It was music to my ears and I let her breast go with a pop.
I bent a little further and pushed her wet jeans down her legs. She flung off her shoes and the jeans and I took a moment to look at her wet body. Rain drops skittered across her skin, leaving trails behind them and I suddenly wanted to lick her, everywhere.
Our faces were inches apart as I spoke. "You are so sexy, Bella. God, the things I want to do to you." I watched tremors course through her body and smiled to myself.
I began at her neck, raking my tongue over her skin, catching as many raindrops as possible. Over her collarbone, around her breasts, down her taut stomach and each of her legs, my mouth drank her. I was in the mud on my knees and my jeans were soaked, causing a heavy weight on my body. As I pulled her leg up over my shoulder, her glistening folds made my cock jump. One long drag of my tongue moved up her slit and Bella yelped. Her fingers grasped tightly onto my hair and I dove into her, lapping diligently at her bundle of nerves.
I slid two fingers inside of her and pumped her while I sucked on her clit. When she was throbbing in my mouth, I curled my fingers against her special spot and she came hard on my tongue.
"Bella," I said, my mouth still against her, "I think I could drink you forever you taste that damn good." Her cheeks blushed furiously and I needed her, now.
I stood in front of her and she quickly grabbed my shoulders and spun me around, my back slamming into the wall. The roughness in Bella's touch as she rid me of my jeans and boxers in one swoop was more of a turn on than I could have imagined. Bella was on her knees for me now and I felt a little bad that she was in the mud; until she devoured me, anyway.
Long strokes of her tongue flowed up and down my cock before she sucked me for all she was worth. Her hand pumped me as she sucked on the tip and the sensation was amazing. Bella's mouth left me for a second and I looked down in to time to see her evil grin. Her head dove down and she took one of my balls into her mouth, sucking and nibbling.
"Oh fuck," I cried out. Her hand and mouth kept on satisfying me until I thought I just might die and then she was standing in front of me again. Bella pushed on my shoulder indicating she wanted my on the ground. My eyebrows shot up.
"You want me to lie down in the mud?" I asked in a tone that suggested I was questioning her sanity.
"Yep! You, mud, now." Bella looked giddy and I decided to comply. I sank down to the ground with some uncertainty. She pushed our clothes quickly under my head and when I was laid out fully, she climbed on top of me.
Her wet hot silk enveloped me with one movement and it was all I could do not to come right then. My hands gripped her hips tightly and I held her in place for a second. I could hear my ragged breath and the pounding of my heart. My eyes were clenched shut so I didn't see Bella bend down but she was whispering to me now.
"Let me fuck you, Edward."
"God, yes!" I groaned from clenched teeth. Immediately my hands pushed and pulled her hips as she began rocking on top of me and then sliding up and down effortlessly.
I could vaguely hear the rain still dropping and the slight squish of our bodies against the ground, but for the most part I was lost in Bella. It was quite an amazing sight; her on top of me, taking control. All I could do was enjoy the moment and let her work me over.
"Bella…" I breathed out as my heart rate moved faster with each pass of her body down onto mine. My breath was ragged and my chest was heaving. I slid my hand between Bella's breasts and down her body until it reached where we were joined. My thumb began making fast circles over her clit and Bella froze slightly in the air. Her eyes were shut and she was smiling faintly. I began thrusting my hips up into her and she was shuddering above me in no time. I pushed a few more times and felt my own release take hold.
Bella collapsed on top of me as we both regained our breath.
"Well, that was unexpected," I said quietly.
Bella giggled softly and I kissed her shoulder. "Come on I'm filthy. Let's go take a shower," I suggested, wrapping my arms tightly around her back and sitting up.
Bella nodded against my chest and we both stood and then she gathered our clothes. We each had foolish grins on our faces as we carefully walked through my house and up the stairs to my room. The warm water and steam felt amazing against our soaked skin. We relaxed and enjoyed each other's bodies a little more before finally going to sleep to await the arrival of my family.
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Alice, Jasper, and my parents rented a car at the airport and drove to my house from Seattle. They arrived around 5 in the afternoon. I was so happy to see them, even if it was just for the weekend.
I walked outside when I heard the small, black SUV drive up and Bella trailed nervously behind me. No matter what I had said, she was still a basket case. I pulled her into my side, wrapping my arm around her and smiled at my family. Alice's tiny form came flying at me as she squealed.
"Oh Edward, I'm so happy to see you! Five months is really too long!"
I had let go of Bella so Alice didn't knock me down and I hugged Alice back, chuckling. "Yeah it is, Ali." I set Alice on her feet and began the long line of introductions.
"Alice, this is Bella. Bella," I turned to her smiling and gently placed my hand on her lower back, encouraging her. "This is my sister, Alice."
Alice jumped at Bella too, whose eyes were now wide with slight fear but there was a smile on her face.
"Bella, it's so wonderful to finally meet you! Thanks you for being the one to make my brother truly happy," Alice said, making Bella blush. "Also, thanks for putting up with him. I don't know how you do it!" Alice winked at Bella and laughed before hugging her again quickly.
Bella laughed with her before saying, "I don't put up with anything, I am lucky to have him." She smiled at me and my insides gave a little jump.
Jasper and my parents finally came walking up behind Alice, carrying entirely too much luggage. That had to be Alice's fault because my mother has more sense than to pack that much for a two night stay.
My mom hugged me enthusiastically and then turned to Bella who was now expecting the inviting hug. "Bella, this is my mother, Esme," I told her.
"So glad to finally meet you, Bella. You have stolen my son's heart." My mother was beaming at Bella and had her hands lightly placed on Bella's shoulders.
Bella's previous blush resumed as she conceded, "He's stolen mine too." Her eyes were on the ground but I could see curve of her lips into a beautiful smile.
I kept the introductions rolling, hoping to quickly end Bella's embarrassment, even if I did love the blush. "This is my father, Carlisle." My father hugged Bella too but left out the mushy sentiments, they weren't really his style.
I stuck my hand out to Jasper, "Hey, man." He nodded, shaking my hand in return. I took two bags from him and passed him to Bella.
"Nice to meet you, Bella," he said, shaking her hand. Jasper was very formal about everything in her life. Years of military service had done that to him.
"You too, Jasper," she replied with a smile. Bella looked slightly relived at the loss of full body contact with my family members.
I turned for the stairs to the front door and Bella hurried in front of me. "Bella, why don't you go finish the last things in the kitchen. I'm just going to show them their room and let them get settled." I kissed her cheek quickly before heading up the stairs. "Come on guys, this way," I directed my family.
They followed silently behind me until I stopped at the first room in the long hallway. "Oh my God! Edward, she's beautiful! And she seems so sweet! I approve," Alice was speaking rather loudly even though she was right next to me.
I playfully pushed her shoulder. "Gee thanks, Alice. I kind of like her too!" My tone was laced with sarcasm and she promptly rolled her eyes at me before turning to survey the room she was staying in.
"I really love this house. You did a good job with it. I mean, I know mom picked everything out but you put it together on your own. I'm so proud big brother," the sarcasm was now being thrown back at me.
"How sweet, Ali." I may have been joking with her about her approval of Bella but I was really very happy that they seemed to like her so far.
"Mom, Dad, this way," I said, turning back to the hallway. "That's your bathroom," I pointed to the right as we passed it. "And this is your room." I led them through the door and stood back for them to look around.
"It's beautiful, Edward, and Bella seems absolutely lovely," my mom gave me her small blessing and I felt my heart grow a little in my chest.
"You're a lucky man, son," my dad said, nodding towards me.
"Thanks, I'm so glad you all seem to like her," I smiled. "When you all get settled, go ahead and come downstairs. We'll have dinner in a little while."
"Okay, we'll be down in a few minutes," my mom said. I left them to their unpacking and told Alice for her and Jasper to come down also when they were done. I found Bella in the kitchen, staring intently at glasses of ice that she had set up on the counter. She was so far gone that she didn't even notice me come into the room. I wanted to comfort her a little, soothe her nerves, so I walked up behind her and lightly snaked my arms around her waist. Bella jumped slightly before melting back against my chest.
"They love you," I whispered in her ear. She sighed in a relieved sort of way. "Just be yourself and they won't be able to resist you. I know I can't," I leaned down to kiss her neck.
Bella giggled and I felt her throat vibrate against my lips. I inhaled deeply along the skin of her neck, taking in the scent that I loved, before pulling back. "They should be down soon. Dinner smells great! They are going to think you are a better cook than me." I let go of her and opened the door on the oven to check Bella's Italian casseroles.
"Of course they'll think that, but only because it's true." Her voice was mischievous, and sure enough, when I looked up at her the grin on her face matched it.
"Oh really? I do believe that you like my cooking," I was glaring at her playfully.
"Of course I do. I never said I didn't. I'm just amazing. It's not your fault that you aren't as good as me." Her tone of voice made me laugh. I was so glad that she was joking with me, relaxing more than I had seen out of her in days. Well, with the exception of our outdoor adventure yesterday.
As Bella and I's laughter died out, my family walked through the doorway to the kitchen.
"Something smells wonderful," my mother complimented.
I didn't have to look at Bella to know she was turning pink at the words of praise. "Bella is a great cook, Mom. Much better than I am." I smiled over at Bella and winked at her. Sure enough, her face was tinged with color and my smile widened.
"It's just a casserole," Bella said, brushing off the attention. I wasn't going to let her downplay her abilities though.
"And modest, really modest," I said, wrapping an arm around her waist.
"I am sure it will be delicious. Nothing smells that good and tastes bad," assured Alice. The family laughed lightly at Alice.
"Let's go through the rest of the house real quick and you guys can see the backyard," I suggested.
Bella suddenly came to life at the mention of the backyard. "Oh, that's my favorite part of the house. I bet you all would love it. It is beautiful!" She was practically giddy as the words flew from her mouth. Bella turned abruptly to leave the kitchen opposite of where my family had come in.
I shrugged my shoulders at the curious gazes of my family and they followed behind me. Bella was already outside waiting for us as we made our way through the living room. "That door over there is the office," I said pointing. "This is the living room, clearly."
I led them through the open back door and noticed Bella had flipped the switch to turn on the lights even though they were barely visible with the continued presence of the sun. Her eyes were beaming as she looked around. My mother and sister let out a small, simultaneous gasp as they took in the backyard with trees and flowers, lights strung, a wood deck, and the patio furniture I had splurged on.
"This is amazing," Alice said in an awestruck voice. She turned to Jasper. "Can we do this at home? Oh, it's so romantic. We could eat dinner out there and it would be just perfect!"
Jasper smiled widely at her, a smile he only put on for her, and kissed her forehead. "Sounds like a great idea, Ali."
Alice leaned into him and closed her eyes with a quiet sigh of contentment. Watching the two of them together used to turn my stomach. Jealousy would do that to you. Now I watched them in understanding and appreciation though. It was all because of Bella. I had what they did now, so I could truly understand where Jasper and Alice found their constant peace.
My mother and father were talking quietly off in their own world. I took advantage of the moment my distracted family members were unknowingly providing me with. I wrapped my arms around Bella and she linked her own around my neck. My forehead rested against hers and a devious grin spread across my lips.
"So," I began, "could your love for this place have anything to do with what happened out here last night?" My voice was low and conspiratorial and the question got exactly the reaction I wanted. A deep, scarlet blush spread across her cheeks and I kissed her quickly with a chuckle.
A beeping sound came through the open door and broke the spell we all seemed to be under. I heard a collective sigh from the group.
"Bella, I believe that's our cue. Do you guys want to eat out here?" I asked, turning to look at everyone.
"Sounds great," my father smiled.
"Do you need help with anything?" my mother offered.
"Oh no, Esme! You all are guests. Grab a seat and relax. Edward and I can handle it." Bella was noticeably calmer and that made me feel calmer in my own head. She grabbed my hand and dragged me inside
"You guys have a seat, we'll be right back," I called over my shoulder as Bella made me jog through the back door. I was laughing at her strange behavior, watching her slide her hand into an oven mitt. The oven door flew open with a little force and she yanked the casserole dishes out. Bella gave each of the meals a once over and decided they were done before lunging at me.
Perfect lips crashed into mine as Bella wrapped her tiny body around me. I caught her easily and smiled against her mouth. Turning, I sat her down on the counter top and my hands roamed over her thighs with a firm touch. Her tongue darted out of her mouth, swept over my bottom lip and she bit down gently. I whimpered quietly at the pleasurable pain. My hands sunk to the inside of her thighs and I brushed my fingers lightly over her core through the thick denim that covered her. Bella was whimpering now as she arched into me. Her lips parted over my jaw and enclosed my ear lobe.
"It wasn't nice to tease me," she whispered into my ear. "Now, I want you to take me on the kitchen counter."
My dick twitched at her words and I groaned into her neck. "Bella, I really wish I could, you have no idea. But I don't think either of us wants my mom walking in on me pounding into you." I grinned broadly at her and painfully tried to readjust myself. Bella gave me a pout and I had to walk away before she talked me into her wonderful, yet dangerous, idea.
I got down plates for everyone and took out silverware, attempting to distract myself. I turned back to look at her where she still wore her adorable pout. Setting down the plates beside her, I moved my face until it was right in front of hers.
"Later, I promise. You know I can't resist you for very long. Let's go eat, be social, and then you are mine. All. Night. Long." I punctuated the last words each with a kiss and pulled her off of the counter.
Bella giggled and grabbed the plates and silverware. I had to shake my head a little in pure amusement. Apparently stress made Bella want sex all of the time. But who was I to complain? I took the casseroles and followed her out to the back porch.
"Dinner is served," I announced as I sat the food down in the middle of the table. Bella passed everything out quickly. "Why don't you take a seat sweetheart?" I kissed the side of her head, leading her to the seat next to Alice.
"Dad, can you help me grab the other stuff?"
"Sure son," he replied, scooting his chair back noisily against the deck.
My father was beaming at me when I turned to him in the kitchen. "I've never seen you like this before. It's wonderful. You seem so happy. Tell me, how are you feeling, Edward?"
"I'm happy. Really, really happy. I love her so much. She's it, Dad. I want her for the rest of my life, for forever." A ridiculous grin formed on my face but it couldn't be helped.
My dad clapped me on the back "Alright, let's get back out there before they send out the search party." My dad was a very no nonsense guy. He had said what he thought and that was it, no need to chit-chat about it, thank God. As much as I loved Bella, and loved to tell her that very fact, I didn't want to play 21 questions with the family or spill my guts.
I put the cups Bella had prepared onto a tray and handed it to my dad to carry while I took out the pitcher of tea.
We all laughed and talked through dinner, even Jasper. That alone was enough to make me feel very encouraged. It usually took jasper forever to open up around people. Watching everyone, I noticed how Bella seemed to belong with us, a perfect fit, like she had always been there. My parents shared embarrassing stories about me, causing an evil glint to appear in Bella's eye and she spoke proudly about her father.
"He's a wonderful man. I couldn't have asked for a better father," I squeezed her hand under the table.
"Well then, we should meet him too! Invite him tomorrow for lunch," my mother told Bella.
"I think he might like," Bella smiled.
We cleared off the table a little while later and broke apart to go to bed.
"Goodnight guys," I called down the hall from my bedroom door.
"Goodnight," they chorused back.
I shut the door and to look at Bella who was lying in my bed. "Well, Ms. Swan," I was walking slowly toward her. "Are you ready for that long night I promised?" my eyebrows were raised at her playfully.
"More than ready, Mr. Cullen." She was smiling up at me innocently. When I stopped at the edge of the bed, Bella grabbed my shirt and pulled me down on top of her. We both laughed and I had the best 'long' night of my life.
There is no
better loss than to lose myself in you
In a parachute to glide, I
am captive in your sky
Surrender has somehow become so
beautiful
Take
control of the atmosphere
Take control of the atmosphere
You
can take my world you can fill the air
Take control, take
control
It's such a beautiful
surrender
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Wow guys… I am so sorry. At the beginning of October I had half of this chapter written and then had a small accident with my laptop. I dropped it, the screen cracked and so I sent it off to be repaired. I was quoted $350-400. Two weeks after I sent it off I got a phone call that it was actually going to cost $1000….for a damn screen. So I declined the charges because I sure as shit don't have that kind of money. I had to wait for them to send it back. And then the idiot sent it to the wrong store so I had to wait for them to re-route it to the Best Buy where I live. Anyways……I have it back now and it is just plugged into another monitor!
Two chapters left on this story! Sad but I am almost glad to be done. I am doing what I think needs to be done and then I am done with Diner Bella. I do have a new story in the works though and I have almost the first to chapters written! Not sure on a title yet. I am very excited about it though! Might give you all a teaser if you let me know you want it!
Leave me love, hope you liked this chapter! Lots of lovin in this one so I hope that makes up for the wait a little! Sorry about the wait again and now for the long A/N!! Thanks for being patient!
