And at the end of the day

When you're lonely

After begging to be left alone

You can look at this world as your kingdom

And if you want,

You can make me your home

Sing me a love song

I'm your man

I will always love you

The best I can

Hold me close

Don't let me go

I will always love you the most

It had been two months since I bought that ring, the perfect ring, and it was eating a proverbial hole in my pocket. I had Charlie's blessing and I was more than sure about what I wanted to do. I just had to make sure it was the right time. I had to plan it all out. You know, over think everything 'cause that's my style. I think I just about had everything in place now though.

Charlie was being a little stiffer than normal around me, which I hadn't thought possible. I understood but really hoped he planned on relaxing because I wasn't going anywhere.

Bella had found a job in Seattle with a small publishing company and had been working there for a little over a month. She adored her job and it was wonderful to see her so happy. Her commute was killer everyday though and I wished she had been able to find something in Port Angeles. But really, these were hard times and she had found a job. Who was I to complain if she was happy?

It was Friday and that meant we had tonight and two whole days for just us before she had to worry about work again. I planned on making my move this weekend. Everything was quiet and perfect since her coming back. We were better than ever and I knew that she was ready. The nerves were still eating me though.

I was sitting in my living room, chewing my nails out of habit, and waiting for Bella to get here. It should be any minute now. I was waiting to pop my question until tomorrow night, but I wasn't sure I would be able to make it that long. I was dying to ask, give her the ring, to see what she thought. But at the same time, I wanted to hide it away and keep the secret from the world.

I sighed loudly and threw my head back on the couch. "Snap out of it," I told myself.

Just then, the lock turned and Bella walked through my door. She was beautiful as always, but her eyes gave away her exhaustion. The driving and late hours were wearing her out, I knew, but she didn't want to admit it. Not to me, not even to herself. She was a tough girl, but she pushed it too much sometimes.

I shook my head to myself before getting up to greet her. Bella dropped her bag and slipped her shoes off by the door before smiling up at me wearily. "Hey," she said.

"Hello," I greeted, wearing the biggest smile I could and wrapping her in my arms. "Did you eat on the way home?"

Bella nodded against my chest and inhaled deeply. "Yeah I was starving, sorry."

I chuckled lightly. "Sorry? You always do that on Fridays. I was just making sure I didn't need to go make you something."

"It is Friday, huh?" she sighed. "That means I don't have to drive until Monday." I could hear the smile in her voice as she paused. Bella looked up at me quickly with a genuine smile, "Success!"

I just smiled back. "Come on," I said, pulling her to the living room by her hand. I sat her down on the couch before turning on the new Trent Dabbs CD in the background. I walked to stand behind the couch, behind where she was sitting. Bending over, I trailed kisses up her neck, her head tilting to the side.

"I love you," I whispered. I could see her eyes close and she smiled.

"Love you, too." Bella's voice was barely audible.

My hands drifted to her shoulder and I began lightly rubbing, trying to soother her. A low moan sounded from her throat and her head dropped back. "That feels amazing," she praised.

I smiled to myself and continued rubbing. After a few minutes of comfortable silence and me massaging her shoulders, I spoke softly, so as not to startle her. "Bella?" I asked.

There was no response. I thought maybe she hadn't heard me so I spoke a little louder. "Bella?" Still nothing. I studied her form a little more closely and realized she had become one with the couch, completely asleep. I chuckled quietly and shook my head.

I walked back around the couch and gently picked Bella up, one arm under her legs and the other around her back, her head resting on my shoulder. "Come on, baby. Let's go to bed," I whispered as she stirred, waking slightly. Bella nuzzled into my neck as I walked us up the stairs to my room. She looked just like an angel when she was sleeping. My angel.

I removed her business attire to the best of my abilities before bring the covers up around her shoulders. I went into my closet to discard my clothes. I slipped on some pajama pants and got into bed behind Bella, holding her close to my body. With one last kiss to the back of her neck I drifted off, happy to have my baby home and dreaming about tomorrow, what was sure to be the best day of my life.

*******

I awoke the next morning to an empty bed and the smell of bacon. Why is she up cooking? It's her damn day off. I sighed and rolled out of bed to brush my teeth. She can't ever just rest, ever. I was supposed to be doing this for her today of all days. So much for that.

I trotted down my stairs and into the kitchen just in time to see Bella setting our plates on the island, leaving me with nothing to do but eat. She smiled brightly when she saw me come through the door way. "Good morning! I made breakfast."

"I see that," I said, returning her smile. I walked over to hug her tightly and give her a good morning kiss. "Morning. Thanks for breakfast," I told her in between pecks. The kiss was supposed to be short. I am guessing our lack of physical activity over the past week was to blame for it being a little more. I couldn't pull myself away though and I found my arms pulling her as close as she could get. I heard a clanging sound somewhere off in the background as Bella's arms circled my neck firmly and my tongue swept across her bottom lip, teasing her. Bella moaned into my mouth and that was my unfortunate signal to pull away.

I kissed her on her forehead one last time before untangling myself and shaking my head at the pout she was now wearing. As I turned to walk to my seat I realized the clanging was her dropping the spatula on the floor. I felt myself smirk, picking it up and putting it in the sink. "Breakfast will be cold and you worked so hard." I patted the stool next to me when I finally sat, "Come sit down, baby."

Bella sighed and shuffled her feet over to the stool, head hung low. "Stop moping, we have time for that later," I winked as she sat and a small smile graced her features. I dug in, shoveling eggs in my mouth. I was really hungry, which means my manners fly right out the window.

"I looked at Bella briefly between bites and she was staring at me with an amused expression. I gave her a ridiculous smile and said, "What?"

She playfully pushed my shoulder and I had to fight to stay on my stool because she caught me off guard. Laughter rang through the kitchen as she turned back to her food. "Slob."

"Yeah but you love me," I said, leaning in to kiss her cheek. She rubbed the skin of her face in mock disgust and tried to act like she wasn't still laughing at me.

"How was your week at work? Anything good come across your desk?"

"Yes!" Bella said excitedly. "There was something I started on Wednesday and, wow, I can't even believe I haven't told you about it yet! It was phenomenal. It's some new writer but she's got real promise; fantastic character development and plot line. I couldn't put it down…"

I watched Bella talk animatedly about the novel, her eyes sparkling with excitement, and I kind of just zoned out.

I thought about how I would get to see this for everyday of forever and I found myself smiling back at her words. Though at this point, I wasn't sure what she was saying. I just liked watching how passionate she was about her work because it made me immensely happy to see her this elated.

I came back to what she was saying, pretending like I had never left off and feeling slightly bad about not hearing her. "Anyway, I can't wait to show it to Emily. I'll be done with it Monday and I just know it's going to blow her away when I hand it over. Then I can get this new girl published," Bella was beaming as she turned back to her breakfast.

"That's really great, baby! Sounds like you found a winner. Makes all the crappy ones worth it huh?" I teased.

"Most definitely," she replied around her mouth full of bacon.

"Nice," I joked. "I love seeing half chewed food. Makes me warm and fuzzy inside." I tried my best to act like I gave a shit but my mouth was curling to spite me. Bella glared at me and swallowed.

"Look who's talking! At least all of my food is in my mouth!" Her smile was brilliant and infectious.

"Oh yeah?" I asked and Bella nodded at me, laughing. I slyly grabbed some of the scrambled eggs from my plate while her eyes were focused on my face. "How do you like that?" I yelled, throwing the eggs at her.

She screeched and tried to defend herself with her hands. You know the weak way women put up their hands in defense like it's actually going to do something? Just like that. "Edward Cullen," she said in a shocked voice. "I can't believe you!" Bella's voice got louder as she spoke and she was trying to distract me from what she was grabbing with her own hand. "How dare you! Really, I'm appalled."

I acted like I didn't see what was coming as she drew her arm back to release her eggs in my face. I caught her arm mid-throw, and before she even let go of the stuff, and turned her around quickly in her stool, pinning her arms under mine.

"Shit! How the hell did that happen?" She was annoyed at it was so adorable.

"Nice try," I whispered, my lips at her ear, my stomach pressed to her back. "I'm just faster than you." I kissed her cheek and let go quickly to grab my glass of water. Bella spun around with her hand cocked back aiming like she was going to try and throw the egg again. Her arm froze and her eyes widened when she noticed what I was holding.

"Don't even think about it mister!" Bella tried to threaten me and all I could do was laugh at her.

"Or what? The big bad Bella is gonna get me?" I was pushing her buttons so hard and loving every second.

Fire flared in her eyes at my words and for a half a second I was worried. But I decided that was ridiculous because clearly I could take her. I was faster and stronger. So there was no reason to be scared, except I really didn't like the look in her eyes, or the way she was taking baby steps towards me.

One second I was contemplating what level of dangerous Bella actually presented and the next I was throwing water her as egg plastered me in the face. But she didn't stop there, oh no. Next came her orange juice. Yes, I love being sticky…..

Then, while I blinked my eyes through the juice, trying to regain focus on what Bella was doing, something soft collapsed against my face. Muffin. Bella rubbed it in nice and hard before pulling her hand back. When I scarped that shit off a little and actually could see her, there was a smirk on her face, her shirt was soaked and her hands were on her hips.

"Who's the weakling now, Edward?" Her eyes were still blazing and I just held my hands up in surrender.

"Clearly, I misjudged you. My bad. "I walked to the trash can to throw away the muffin that had stuck to me.

"Damn straight," she laughed.

"I shouldn't have touched my water, it gave you bad ideas. Look at the floor!" I was laughing hard now and shaking my head at our mess. Bella was looking at it now, instead of me and I ran over and grabbed her, nuzzling my face into her hair.

"EWWWWWWWW! Edward," she screamed. I was in hysterics as she fought against my arms. When I could finally breathe through my laughter I spoke in a serious tone. "You're still the weakling, Bella. Lucky shots don't count." Bella slapped at my arms.

"Let's go take a shower. I feel disgusting." I dragged her up the stairs, not letting her escape.

"Thanks to you, I do too." She was still trying to act mad but I didn't believe it for a second. Her lips gave her way, tipped up on the sides like they were.

"Yeah, yeah," I said as we entered the bathroom.

We cleaned up for the next forty five minutes, trading orgasms in the shower and washing each other. I left her upstairs to get ready for the day and cleaned the kitchen. "Shit," I muttered when I looked at the atrocity that was my tile floor. The juice was drying and sticky as hell. I pulled out the mop and got to work.

Just as I was finishing up, Bella came into the room. "Well, well. You may be a cocky bastard but you clean good," she said as she walked up to me. "I think I'll keep you around," Bella giggled, kissing me softly. "I'm off. Gotta go spend some quality time with my dad. I'll be back for dinner. Do you need anything while I'm out?"

"Nope," I told her. "I have everything I need for tonight," and that was all she needed to know. I had big plans for this evening and I desperately needed to get started. "Go have fun with your dad and I'll see you tonight. Love you," I told her with another kiss.

"You too, baby." She left the kitchen and I heard her grab her purse and keys. The front door opened and closed but I continued working on clean-up, waiting for the tell-tale sign that she was gone. A roar sounded from outside and then faded into the distance, signaling I was in the clear.

I made a mad dash up the stairs to my room and grabbed my supplies from under my bed. Childish, I know, but I didn't really have anywhere else to hide the stuff where I KNEW she wasn't going to find it.

I worked diligently, setting up the house according to plan, making every detail perfect. I had been plotting for weeks about how this was going to go and I didn't want anything messed up.

At 15 'til 6 my phone buzzed on the kitchen counter, alerting me of a test message. Bella was on her way back from Charlie's. I finished my wine, soothing the nerves, and I went upstairs to change. Slacks and a button down seemed like appropriate attire to propose in. I slipped on my shoes and headed downstairs. Turning the porch light off, I lit the candles on the stairs outside and the ones that surrounded my home. The familiar bellow of her truck was becoming louder and I made my way out to the patio, awaiting the woman of my dreams.

******

BPOV

I had a good day with Charlie, always do, but I was really ready to be back home with Edward. I didn't really see anyone during the week because of my crazy work schedule and so I had to split time while I was off on the weekends. All I really wanted to do though was spend the days and nights holed up with Edward, in his bed. So, as good of a time as me and my dad had watching ESPN for 6 hours, I couldn't wait to see my Edward.

I was heading down the long driveway up to Edward's house when I noticed it was strangely dark. His car was still her so he didn't go anywhere, and he knew I was on my way back. Maybe he fell asleep. As I got closer, I noticed there were candles lit on the stairs leading up to the front door. "What the…" I muttered to myself.

Slipping out of my car, I noisily slammed the door behind me and walked a little faster than normal up to the stairs. I was curious as all get out to know what was going on. The candle lined the sides of the stairs and there was a red ribbon running up the middle of them. I noticed a small piece of folded paper sitting on the bottom step so I bent over to retrieve it. Opening it, I saw Edward's handwriting and my breath caught in my throat.

This is the beginning of your journey tonight Bella. Follow the ribbon through the house and read the notes.

These steps are where you came back to me. I am reminded, every time I walk them, that though you were scared, I was enough and you came back.

I was feeling overwhelmed and excited. I didn't know what Edward was planning or doing, but I was sure I was going to like it. I followed the ribbon as instructed, up the steps and through the front door. Candles lit the surfaces around me and his home had a soft glow from them. It was beautiful. There was a note on the small table just inside the foyer. I picked it up and read.

Leave your keys and purse here. I promise you won't need them. Keep going and hurry, I'm waiting for you.

My smile grew bigger and tossed down my stuff, turning to see where the ribbon would take me. The trail led up the stairs and I took them two at a time as I rushed to see Edward. I noticed there was ribbon lining each side of the stair case instead of straight down the middle like it was outside. Strange but I didn't give it a second thought as I raced forward.

The door to his room was shut and I took a deep breath, ready to see him on the other side. Slowly, the door creaked open and the ribbon ran straight up to his bed. But the bed was empty and I felt my heart drop a little. Where the hell was he? I just wanted to see him.

Another note waited for me on the bed and I went to read it, noticing the soft music coming from the record player in the corner.

This is where we came together again and this is where I want to stay with you, always. Put on something that makes you feel how beautiful I know you are and then follow the ribbon back down the stairs. Do you recognize the music?

I did. It was the same thing he played for me that night when everything fell back into place after my… episode.

We're still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

I smiled to myself and went to the closet to pick something out. He said follow the ribbon back down the stairs. Explains why it lined both sides of the stairs and I felt slightly stupid for not realizing that fact before now.

I decided on a short black dress that I brought over here in case Edward and I decided to go to dinner some night. Thank God for being prepared. I loved the way this dress fit me, hugging my hips and flaring slightly at the bottom where it hit my knees. The neck was a V and showed a little cleavage. I felt beautiful, and sexy. I skipped the shoes because life was better without them. I could always come get them if we were going somewhere.

I trailed back down the stairs as instructed, looking around to see if I could find Edward. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I saw the ribbon run further into the house, towards the living room. Passing the kitchen on my way there, I smelled food and my stomach growled. I guess excitement doesn't overrule hunger.

The path wound around the couch and to the fireplace. On top of the mantle was my next piece of the puzzle.

The first place we said I love you. The first place we made love. I think about that every day and smile because that memory means the world to me. Just like you. I hope you think about it too.

I was surely smiling now, making my way to my next destination, the kitchen. There on the island, the place we always sat and ate, was another tented paper.

I stood at this counter, wracking my brain for all the right things to do and say for our first day. I must have figured it out because you're still here. This is your last stop before you get to me. You've made it back to the beginning of us. Now come see me!

My cheeks hurt I was smiling so hard as I quickly followed the ribbon, almost running. It lead me straight to the backdoor. I threw it open and stood, stuck to my place. The Christmas lights were on and the table was set for two, just like our first night together. Edward stood to the side of the table, beaming at me with his hands in his pocket.

"Hey, you," he said softly. He picked a remote up off the table and I heard the music start.

"Edward, it's beautiful. All of it, so thoughtful. Thank you so much," I walked slowly to him. His lips brushed mine, feather light and he held my hands down by our sides.

"I'm glad you like it." He kissed my forehead and stepped back from me a bit. He looked nervous as hell all of the sudden underneath the smile. Was he going to do what I thought?

"Bella," he started, a huge smile on his face. I noticed his hands shook slightly as he continued, and yes, he is really going to do it. "Tonight, I reminded you about the journey you and I have taken to get to this point. I love you so much, more than words can tell you, and I know you feel the same. I see it every time I look in your eyes. I want to ask you now, if you will start another journey with me tonight." My heart was racing as he spoke and I knew what was coming. Tears pricked at the rims of my eyes and I watched him pull something out of his pocket. A small, black box. Oh my God. My breathing picked up to a rapid, waiting for his next words.

Edward dropped to one knee in front of me and took a deep breath. "I want you to be in my bed, every night and every morning. I want you to come home to me after work each night so that you can tell me about your day and I can cook you dinner. I want to spend the rest of forever with you. Bella, will you marry me?"

By now I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, or, the biggest smile ever. "Yes, Edward. I will most certainly marry you." My voice was barely above a whisper but with the lack of oxygen I was experiencing, I couldn't manage anything louder.

He breathed a sigh of relief and stood up, smiling harder than I'd ever seen. Edward's fingers carefully slipped the ring out of the box and I held my hand out for him. The cool metal encompassed my ring finger and I gazed down at it.

"Do you like it?" he asked nervously.

"It's perfect! I don't think I could have done better myself!" The ring was beautiful, and he knew me so well.

Edward kissed me and wrapped me tight in his arms. His lips moved from my mouth to my jaw and then he buried his face into the crook of my neck. "I'm so glad to hear that. I love you, so very much, Bella."

My fingers were playing with the hair at the nape of his neck. "I love you, too, Edward."

He pulled back to look at me, eyes sparkling, and I realized I had never felt better in my life.

**************

EPOV

She said yes. She fucking said yes! I was the happiest guy that ever lived right about now and I wanted to scream, let the world know that I, Edward Cullen, was going to marry Bella Swan. I thought I might burst from how full of emotion I was.

I was standing face-to-face with Bella, smiling at her. God she was so beautiful. She was also, all mine.

"Well, as you can see I have dinner if you're interested. But I thought maybe we could do a little dancing first. What do you say?"

"I say, you are the most perfect man, and I am the luckiest girl. Let's dance." Bella seemed as happy as I was, ecstatic even, and that fact made my heart soar just a little higher.

"Let's," I agreed, taking her waist in one hand and her small fingers in the other. I could feel her ring resting there and that gave me infinite joy. How sappy was I?

"So, did you recognize the song in the room?" I was curious to see what she thought of all my scheming and so I prodded.

"Of course," she grinned up at me. "How could I possibly forget that night?" She kissed me chastely on the lips and we continued to sway.

"What about this one?" I asked, nodding my head to the speaker.

"This one, too. The song I chose after dinner one night. The song you said 'I love you' during, for the very first time." I kissed her this time. Tender kisses to her lips and one on her cheek before she rested her head against my chest. We swayed a little while longer and I hummed to the music.

and you say, so you say
it's a brilliance meant to fade
love is wild like a fire
burning underneath the rain
but this is not the same...

As the song ended I gave one last kiss to the top of her head. "Shall we eat?"

"Yes, I'm starved! What did you make?" she asked while I pulled out her chair.

"You have to ask? This is a replay of our first date and all, so I made what I make best."

"Chicken parmigana," we said at the same time before laughing together.

Bella and I talked and laughed all the way through dinner and, just like the first time, we were both too full for an ice cream desert. I did, however, want to have Bella as my desert. It was certainly to move somewhere…more comfortable.

I knew the mischievous glint that was flashing in my eyes right about now and when Bella smiled slightly, I knew she saw it. I was so happy she had said yes, and I loved her so much. Time to show her.

I got up and walked to her side of the table, holding out my hand for. "My dear fiancé," I said with a cheesy grin. "Will you please," I kissed her hand, "follow me inside so that we may complete the evening?"

Bella giggled at my antics and nodded before scooting her chair back and standing to walk with me. I tugged her hand slightly, pulling her behind me through the back door. Shutting the door, I let6 go of her for a second to lock up, deciding the mess outside could wait until tomorrow. Bella stood there waiting for me and I scooped her up into my arms, planting small kisses on her mouth, cheeks, ears, neck, and anywhere they could really reach.

I was blindly walked to the stairs and Bella's laughter was echoing in my home. Pausing at the front door, I locked it too and then moved up the stairs, still holding Bella securely in my arms.

Moving into my room, our mouths were melded together. I kicked the door shut behind me and set her on her feet next to my bed. No, not my bed, but our bed. I smiled on the inside at that thought.

My hands rested on her hips and my forehead against hers. I looked deep into her eyes, taking in all of the warmth and love I found in them. "Bella, I love you so very much," I whispered. "I can't wait to show the world you are my wife."

Bella smiled softly at me as I took her left hand and brought her new ring to my lips. "I love you too, Edward."

I closed my eyes in contentment for a moment, nodding against her. "I know."

My lips found hers again in lightly caressing movements. I took her bottom lip gently between my own lips and sucked before flitting my tongue across it. Her fingers were holding the sides of my face. My hands moved from her hips to her lower back and I pressed her tightly against me. A quiet moan escaped her lips and set my blood on fire. It coursed through me, taking over my head and heart. Bella had complete and utter control over me.

My tongue was massaging hers now, our breaths coming in quick pants of anticipation when we could get them. I reached for the zipper on the back of her dress and dragged it down. Bella stepped back from me just a bit and my hands went to her shoulders, slowly bringing the fabric down her arms and exposing her beautiful breasts and body to me, inch by inch. The black fabric hit the floor, pooling at her feet and she smiled at me. I grabbed her hips once more, bringing her body back to mine.

My lips landed on her neck, sucking slightly and licking the skin there. Bella's small hands began undoing the buttons on my shirt. Her fingers slid beneath the fabric at my shoulders and I let go of her for a second as my shirt fell off my body. I cradled her head, one hand at the back in her hair and one hand on her neck. Bella started on my pants, undoing my belt and then the button and zipper. I traced her ear gently with my nose before darting my tongue out to follow the same path. My pants joined our other clothing on the hardwood and I bit her ear lobe gently. I stepped out of them and pulled Bella flush against me, reveling in the way my skin felt against hers.

My hand drifted down her neck as I kissed her once more and it landed on the small of her back. Bella melted in my arms, making small noises that drove me wild. I picked her up, turned, and laid her gently on the mattress. I released her body for a moment and stared down at her.

"Scoot back," I said quietly. She moved and settled back down against the comforter.

I crawled slowly over her, my hands on either side of her shoulders and my legs straddling hers. I touched my lips to hers once.

"You are so beautiful, sweetheart. So very beautiful." Bella brought my head down to hers and began teasing my lips with her tongue. I ran my hand down her side, brushing over her skin. I dipped a finger inside her panties and I felt her quick breath against my mouth. I smiled to myself and drew back from her. I pulled the fabric from her hips and discarded it without another thought. Her perfect body was stretched out before me and I felt myself tremble slightly. I couldn't contain how much I loved her, how she affected me. I slid my boxers down and climbed back onto the bed.

Bella parted her legs and I climbed between them. My fingers trailed up her leg before going over her side and settling on her breast. I moved my lips to her ear. "I want you, so badly." I kissed her ear and she shivered underneath me. My lips moved down the column of her neck, over her collarbone and landed where my hand was. I massaged her gently, licking and kissing her sweet skin.

She arched her back into me and her hands held the back of my head tightly to her. Bella's nipple was in my mouth and I circled it with my tongue and bit her gently. She sucked air in quickly and I smiled against her. I moved to her other breast and lavished it with the same attention.

I brought my hands under her lower back, holding Bella against my mouth and moved my lips down over her stomach. Moving back on the bed slightly, I brought my mouth to her slick folds and ran my tongue slowly along the slit. I parted her with my hand and began circling her clit with my tongue.

"Oh…fuck…" Bella whispered into the darkness. That was so damn sexy.

I pushed a finger inside of her slowly and she groaned. Pumping gently a few times, I then added another finger and continued working on her bundle. I sucked it into my mouth and moved my finger in and out of her quickly. Bella began moving her hips against my mouth and panting my name. I let my thumb take over the work of my mouth and kissed the insides of Bella's thighs. I gently bit her skin and then soothed it with my tongue. My fingers curled inside of her and she cried out.

"Oh God, Edward. I'm going to cum, oh…."

I moved my fingers with vigor and resumed licking her. Bella's legs twitched next to my head before her body froze under my touch. She came with a moan unlike anything I have ever heard and I instantly couldn't stand not being buried in her. I licked up most of the goodness she gave me and then got on my knees.

Bella's eyes met mine and she smiled gently. I leaned down over her and positioned myself at her entrance. I moved my hands underneath her shoulders to the back of her head, settling my weight on top of her. "You're my everything," I whispered.

As my lips met hers, I slid into her, inch by inch, until I was fully sheathed by her warmth. I paused there, kissing her slowly for a moment, enjoying how perfectly we fit together. Bella moved her hips slightly underneath and so I pulled out and pushed back in. I rested my forehead on hers as I moved in and out of her at a leisurely pace.

I wanted to take my time tonight. This was about enjoying each other's bodies and all of the feelings we couldn't put words to. We breathed heavily together and Bella ran her hands up and down my back. Her lips came up to meet mine as she wound her legs around my waste. Her hand found the side of my face, her thumb at my lips, and she laid her other arm across the back of my neck.

Bella's eyes were closed and she looked so happy. I kissed her cheeks and then her lips once. "Faster please, Edward," she requested quietly. I obliged, quickening the pace of my hips. Her body began to mimic my movements, meeting my hips each time, and she groaned.

"You feel so amazing, so damn good," I breathed.

Her answer was more moaning. Bella's noises spurred me on and my hips moved faster and faster. She was grinding her hips into me, getting friction where she needed it.

"Bella, I don't know how much longer I can last," I confessed.

"Let go then," she whispered. "A little harder, please."

I gripped Bella tighter to me, my head moving to the crook of her neck. My hips moved as fast as I could make them, slamming into Bella. I kissed her neck over and over and breathed her in. I brought a hand between us and pressed my thumb to her clit. She arched into me, throwing her head back. "Oh God, yes! I'm so close. Just a little more."

Bella panted in my ear and with a few more thrusts, I burst into her and her walls clamped around me. I shuddered against her and moved within her slowly, riding out the pleasure. Bella clung tightly to me, moaning loudly.

I felt so weak as I pulled back a little to look at her. "You're perfect. Do you know that?" I kissed her gently and she giggled against my lips.

"I love you, Edward. That was amazing. Thank you for this whole night." She was stroking my face and I turned my head to kiss her palm.

"Thank you," I told her.

Grudgingly, I pulled out of her. "Sit up a little." I pulled the covers down and she slid under them. I moved behind her, lying down so that every part of our bodies touched. I slid my hand under her pillow and wrapped my other arm around her waist. My lips brushed her shoulder a few times and then the back of her neck. Bella let out a contented sigh and she relaxed against me, sleep taking over her tired body.

I laid awake for a little while, thinking about how today could not have gone more perfectly. It had really been the best day of my life. I couldn't wait to call my family in the morning and share the wonderful news. I began thinking about how our life was going to be together. We could move her into my home. I could see her stuff now, clothes in the closet, and books on the shelves. I smiled to myself.

The light from the moon came in through my window and cast a beautiful glow on her skin as I watched her sleeping form. I began imagining what our children will look like, how Bella is going to look when she is pregnant, how we'll both look in 50 years. I knew that tonight was the beginning; the beginning of our journey, the beginning of our history together.

Don't move Baby Don't move
Aw look at you
I just want to take this in
The moonlight dancing off your skin
Our time Lets take our time
I just want to look in your eyes
and catch my breath
Cause I just got a feeling

This could be one of those memories
We want to hold on to, cling to,
one we can't forget
Baby, this could be our last first kiss
The door to forever
What if this was that moment
That chance worth taking
History in the making


Okay guys……I worked really fucking hard on this chapter, my longest one to date, around 6700 words. I really hope you liked it! This is the end, there will be no epi. These characters have said their peace and I am moving on.

Sorry for the delay…..My husband recently left for war so I was spending time with him and then wallowing.

Songs for this chapter are: "Harder Than Easy" by Jack Savoretti and "History In the Making" by Darius Rucker. There were reappearances by "A Beautiful Mess" by Jason Mraz and "Reaching" by Jason Reeves.

I have a teaser for my new story "A Dream Come to Life" posted under this so read that too real quick and let me know what you think! Enjoy!

It was raining, hard, and I was going door to door at an apartment complex. The rain was pelting me, dripping down my face and body, but I didn't feel it. I knew that it was early morning, maybe 2, but I was wide awake and frantically searching; searching for the brown-eyed girl of my dreams. In my mind, this girl's round face was staring at me, smiling, with the most amazing and tender look in her chocolate orbs. Her lips were pink and full and I longed to feel them against mine.

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK! I pounded on the next door. My heart was racing as I waited anxiously for the next disgruntled person to answer their door.

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK! I hit the door again with more force. Somewhere in my head I felt bad for waking these poor people up, but I had to find this girl. She was my life, my everything. It felt like I might collapse or crumble in on myself if I didn't find her.

A short, overweight, balding man opened the door. He looked livid at the disturbance my pounding had caused. I couldn't blame him but I didn't really care either.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" he yelled. "Its 2 in the morning! People are sleeping. I was sleeping."

His fists were clenched at his sides and he was turning redder with each word that passed his lips.

"I just need to know if you have seen this girl. I can't find her, I've looked everywhere." My voice was panicked and my eyes darted around for the elusive woman in my mind. "I really need to find her. Her name is…"