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15: I Know Who You Are.
I had never been so turned on in my life. Jasper just fucked the hell out of me and it was definitely triple-x rated. God, he was blond and even more breathtaking than before. Our one month rule went out the window yet again, but I know we both need it. I know he knows it as well, but fuck…I could tell he wasn't fucking happy about it.
A random thought was haunting me, blond Jasper reminded me of someone, I chewed my lip thinking about it as I removed my stockings and garter belt. He knew that song too, no way it couldn't be…I push it to the back of my thoughts. I really need to thank Rose, all this was her tantalizing idea, and holy crap was she right, it worked to perfection. That was the best sex of my life! But oh my God, it made me realize…this month is going to kill me.
"You have a choice baby," I looked up to see Jasper holding up two T-shirts, "Vader or Long Horn Baseball." I think he missed that whole conversation we had where I admitted I hated sports, well…except for the indoor kind, as he so kindly pointed out. I smirked at him.
"I'll go to the dark side." He laughed and tossed the shirt to me but set the jersey next to me on the bed too. I noticed there was writing on it; I picked it up to see what it said. 'Whitlock' was written across the back, this was his…most likely from high school. I tossed the shirt Darth Vader Tee aside and put on the jersey. He cocked an eyebrow at me and eyeballed the jersey. I knew what he was thinking.
"I wanted to be Whitlock," I said truthfully. I was fairly certain he could tell when I was being sincere or not now, because I could tell when he was. How did we get to that point already? He climbed onto the bed facing me and he kissed me gently. It was those kisses that made me think he loved me. I wouldn't dare ask though, I know better than that, I read Cosmo. You let the guy say it first.
"Well good coz there is no way in hell I'm gonna be Jasper Cullen."
I laughed. Well, yeah, no duh. "Well good, because that would mean you're marrying Double D."
He scrunched up his nose and flopped back on the bed beside me. And then I really thought about the exchange we just had. Did that really just come out? Did he really just-? He tickled me interrupting my thoughts.
"Well now, did you just try to pull a gay joke on me?" He asked me. I shook my head and laughed.
"No I guess I'm just really traditional, you know, taking the guy's last name when you get married and all." I looked at his comforter and picked at my nails. Well, how in the heck did we get onto the topic of marriage? Oh right you put on the damn jersey.
Should've lied, he hasn't totally called you out on it yet. I felt his hand touch my cheek as he turned my head so he could look into my eyes.
"Any man's name you take better be one hell of a man."
I wanted to say, you're one hell of a man, but I just smiled instead because I knew he would do one of two things; fly me to Vegas or run far, far away. I don't really know which scared me more. I patted his thigh.
"Well I'm happy right now where I am." And he smiled his beautiful smile right back.
"That makes two of us baby."
I moved my face to his and kissed him. My world seems to sing when he's happy. It's an odd statement, but nevertheless true. I wanted to get away from this marriage talk; it was scaring the hell out of me.
"I haven't heard about your custody case in awhile…" I laughed, remembering how Jordan told me she wanted me to be her Mommy. I wish kid, I wish. "It sounds like Jordy wants you to win though." I beamed at him. His face fell a little and he sighed. What the fuck? I thought we got rid of emo Jasper with the black hair.
"Yeah about that…I have to leave in three weeks…" He chewed on his upper lip. He was nervous and I couldn't help but think he was going back to Maria again; my stomach turned. He's nervous Alice, calm down, maybe there's a good explanation.
"Leave? For how long?" Well good job at not sounding panicked. "Uh, why?" Oh, yeah…much better. He shook his head.
"It's not for long, just three days max. I have to go because Jordy's state of birth and residence is Texas and I have to appear there. It looks better in the eyes of the judge if I show up personally instead of just sending the lawyers." Well I'm glad I didn't freak him out, maybe I'm like Ed and I can sound calm and collected even when I'm not! I got excited at the though only to have it come crashing back down. "Don't fret Darlin', I'll be back before you can even miss me." He poked me teasingly. Well, I'm so glad you see through my façade Jasper. I felt like pouting.
"I doubt that, I miss you even when I'm only at school." Wait, I fucking said that out loud. Note to self, fix inner monologue. He kissed my cheek.
"I'll call you every day." he said and I smirked. Please Jasper, you barely talk when we're on the phone now. "In fact, I'll call you so much you'll be sick of me." I rolled my eyes at that, unable to stop from smiling. As if I could ever get sick of him.
"But to answer your question, the case is going okay I guess. Only a few things were placed in question, but they assure me I'll get custody and Momma agreed to watch after her during this fucked up shit," he sighed again. I cocked my head at him. "I can't believe Jordy has to go through all this." I sat up and straddled his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck, trying to be comforting as his eyes stared sadly into mine.
"She seems really happy. You're a great Daddy Jasper." He smiled slightly at my honesty.
"Thank you."
"My Daddy is a great one too, so…you know, I know a great Dad when I see one." I grinned at him, knowing I probably sounded both like a Daddy's girl and an idiot all at once. Hey anything for a smile. He chuckled and looked lovingly into my eyes. That shit made me feel like I could believe what Jordan said on the phone, 'and my Daddy loves you.' I thought about it as he pushed some of my hair behind my ear.
"Tell me something I don't know about you." he said, and I said the first thing that came to mind.
"I used to smoke pot too." I remembered his admission about High School. I think just about everyone has…well, everyone but Double D. Jasper laughed and gave me a confused look.
"Too?"
"You said you smoked in high school." I looked at him stupidly; apparently he had smoked a lot. He nodded at me.
"Yep I did." He raised an eyebrow at me. "I also got arrested for it, twice." I took a big gulp of air and stared at him. He continued to look at me so I decided he was probably waiting for me to say something.
"Well I never got arrested." Fuck, I was so not hard core. Geez Jasper just has to top all of my bad shit doesn't he? I shrugged, "Small town, not enough cops." He was laughing at me by this point.
"Were you surprised to hear you're dating a criminal?" he chuckled. Well, no not exactly that.
"I just didn't think what Billy said was so close to the truth." I teased, moving so I was sitting next to him again. He laughed at my joke.
"Well, Billy has known Bella for a while. He and Jake are originally from La Push and he was good friends with my uncle Charlie." I knew where that was and I was about to tell him so, but he distracted me. "And really, I was only detained for it coz I was minor." He stuck his tongue out at me. You stick it out like that you better be prepared to use it, I thought smirking at him. Geez I am so not making it the month.
"I only smoked it coz my friend Jess did, she was kinda fucked in the head though. She had a thing for Double D…" I trailed off thinking about the girl who I thought was my best friend only to find out she was only being friends with me to get some play from my brother. Jasper raised an eyebrow at me – I gave him my what look.
"So does that make Bella 'fucked in the head'?" Shit, I just realized that's how it sounded, I laughed.
"No, I say she was 'fucked in the head' coz she would take me," I paused dramatically and said in a spooky voice. "Ghost Hunting." He chuckled.
"Jesus."
I nodded. "Yeah like, there was this old cabin that kids used as a place to smoke, drink...you know…" I shrugged and raised an eyebrow at him, "whatever...Jess said it was 'supposedly' haunted. I kept at her to explain to me why, if it was haunted did kids go there and hang out." Jasper laughed. I loved his laugh.
"Maybe they wanted to get caught by the ghosts." He waggled his eyebrows suggestively. I laughed for a bit at that.
"Ooh," I said trying to act like he had solved the mystery for me. I nudged him with my shoulder, "See it was dumb." I chuckled quietly. "What about you? Tell me something I don't know about you?" He froze for a moment I knew talking about himself wasn't his favorite thing to do, but how the fuck was I supposed to get to know him otherwise?
"Uhh...well, let's see. My junior year of high school I was approached by a scout to play for the Astros...but I fucked that chance up." Wow, I hadn't heard anything about that before. That's a big deal, I could feel my eyebrows inch into my hairline.
"How'd you fuck it up?" He rubbed his hand over his face. That's never a good sign.
"I broke Royce King's jaw, effectively getting myself cut from the team." Yep I pushed; I tended to do that with him.
"I broke Ed's nose once." Yes, because that's positive, I face palmed mentally. His eyes went wide.
"What? Why?" He sounded shocked. In all honesty he should be I don't do things like that normally.
"I'm kind of an idiot ok. So no judging me…k?" I looked at him through my lashes. He smiled at me a little. I knew he couldn't resist that.
"I swear, I won't judge."
"Ok so, when I was 16 I made out with this guy…and I really liked him. Well I guess he called me or something, and told Ed to give me a message." He smirked at me, I smirked back. "You wanna know how long it took for him to finally tell me?" I gave him a defiant eyebrow. He nodded quickly. "I was almost 19! And he only told me then to try to get me to break up with... umm…well anyway, I got pissed and I punched him." He looked impressed.
"Valid reason."
"I mean, maybe if he had told me…" I thought back over it again, what the hell did I know about that guy? At the time, kissing him felt just so right to me. Now I felt that same way again but with Jasper. I shrugged, what might've happened? I had no fucking clue, I smiled at Jasper reassuringly. "It doesn't matter. So why did you break that guys jaw?" He kissed me.
"Well, Royce was Rose's boyfriend at the time. He was one of those, I have money so worship me types. He and I…" he shook his head at me, "we never got along – I was the power hitter and he was the star pitcher so you know…egos. But that's really not what caused it, that just sort of got the fire to spark so to speak." I nodded.
"Well Rose went out with him this one time and she didn't come home. Momma was worried and she had a feeling something was off because normally Rose was pretty good at telling Bells if she wasn't planning on coming home but this time she didn't. The next day at practice we're out on the field and I over hear one of Royce's minions making a comment about how much of a slut Rose is, making me start to snap, then Royce said something about he and Rose taking 'home plate'… well, just then my cell phone started ringing. It was Momma telling me Rose was hospitalized because of what that son of a bitch did to her." I instinctively pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged myself and waited for him to continue.
"I didn't hit him then, but I should have. I had to see firsthand what he did so I could justify hurting him. The next day at the game he made a smug comment about how he likes it when girls fight back." I could feel the bile rise up to my throat. "I'm sure you can piece it together from there..." I rested my forehead on my knees to try to calm my breathing. Fuck, she had it way worse than I did but she seemed like she could get past it and be happy and here I was still wallowing in self pity. I closed my eyes and saw James, I almost screamed at the suddenness of the memory. 'You want it, that's why you dress like that,' he taunted me. I shivered and fought to open my eyes to find myself looking at Jasper's worried expression. He grabbed my hand. He's so warm...James was cold, and I shivered again.
"I would've killed him." I said honestly, hearing the tears in my voice. Fuck, I'm crying?
"I'm sorry baby…" he rubbed soothing circles into the back of my hand, "that's a dark story and I shouldn't have said anything." I moved my head a little so I could see my Jasper better.
"It's ok, thank you for telling me." It's now or never Alice, you have to tell him. Face the truth. I felt the tears run down my face but I pushed on. "I've been in a therapy for eighteen months…and they've told me I'm not alone, that I wasn't the only one to go through it, but I...I didn't actually know of anyone else till now. It sort of takes you out of your own self pity." I admitted.
This isn't exactly the way I wanted to tell him, but it got the message across. I shrugged. "And mine really wasn't that bad." I deserved mine, and obviously I liked it or else I would've tried harder to stop him and I wouldn't have had a relationship with him. I tried to laugh but it came out like a choking sound and I turned my head away. I don't deserve him; I'm nothing but a whore.
"I swear to God…if I ever find that James I'm gonna rip him from limb to limb and set his sorry ass on fire and laugh while that shithead burns." I turned my head back at him. He looked angry and was staring straight ahead. Shit! Good job Alice, bring him into your shit. It doesn't matter. I faked a smile and rubbed his neck a little, trying to think of something positive that came from it.
"Then you'd end up in jail and he isn't worth it. He'll get his...someday." I rested my chin on my knees. From the corner of my eye I could see him looking at me.
"But Ali, he hurt you…," he shook his head, "I know I've hurt you too, but FUCK!" He spat angrily. God, how much I love him. He has to know I am so not worth it, but he still got angry. I looked at him, I had to try to get him to see the positive…yep, call me miss sunshine and fucking daisies.
"Let's just say that if it hadn't happened, I wouldn't be the same person I am now." I actually thought about it; would I have had sex with someone because I got drunk if it hadn't? No probably not, I'm incredibly picky when it comes to guys. "If it hadn't happened, you probably would've been my first and how sucky would it have been…losing my virginity on a one night stand?" He laughed a little giving me a half smile.
"I resemble that remark you know."
I laughed. "What?"
He shook his head and blushed slightly. "I got a birthday gift from my buddy...he hired a very nice lady to help welcome me into 'manhood'."
"Oh man that's funny." I couldn't hold in my giggle. That lady made out like a bandit, she got to fuck a hot guy and get paid for it. "I'm sure you could've gotten laid on your own." I smirked at him. He shook his head and pursed his lips at me.
"I wasn't into it at the time... Wait a minute!" He cocked an eyebrow at me, "is that what I am, a one night stand?" I gave him an eyebrow. Geez Jasper, get with it.
"A one night stand is you know, one night... ummm honestly, how many one night stands do you have before you have a relationship? Sexual or otherwise." I asked trying to rationalize. I could see I'd hurt his feelings so I tried to explain.
"I was just saying, if you had been my first you would've been like - Ahhh ok…No. And you would have never…you know, sung the stupid song and forgot about me…" My heart broke a little at the thought. He reached over and his hand covered my mouth before I could say anything else. Fuck guy I was pouring my heart out to you and you want me to shut up?
"Alice, you're rambling." Is that what the kids are calling it?
"I think it's safe to say that no matter what we've gone through, somehow we would've wound up together. So moving on…if I let go will you promise not to ramble?" I smiled under his hand and nodded. He thought we would've ended up together. He believed in fate. That was interesting.
"Sorry for rambling." He smirked at me.
"It's okay, you're cute."
"Pouring my heart out is cute to you?" I could feel my eyebrows inch closer to my hairline again.
"No, but the rambling part is." He chuckled as I picked up his Vader shirt and threw it in his face. Gah! Men! "Seriously…we're gonna fight now?" He sounded exasperated. I wasn't trying to cause a fight. I shook my head at him.
"I don't wanna fight." I sighed. Geez we do that enough without having to try and now he thinks that's what I'm doin, starting a fight? He smiled warmly and took my hand, lacing our fingers together. I wondered if he noticed how perfectly we fit together too.
"Good cause I'm tired of fighting." I smiled; his words echoed my thoughts exactly.
"I think we've fought enough for like the next eighty years." He laughed at my small joke.
"Good then, the next eighty years should be a breeze for us." Whoa there it was again. I wondered if he even realized what he'd just said. He'd look at me like I was a freak if I asked him directly.
"Jasper?" I said. He tilted his head towards me as I rested my chin on my raised knee again.
"Hmm?"
"Do you think you'll ever get married? And you know, have more kids and what not?" I was just curious, knowing it didn't really matter to me what his answer was. I was in, all in. He shrugged and nudged me a bit.
"So far you're the only other person besides my family that puts up with my shit. Even though most of the time I'm pretty sure you're ready to leave me or kill me." He breathed a small chuckle and smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile and nudge him back.
"Ok, like hypothetically, you find some bomb ass girl, you fall in love... You want more kids? Do you wanna get married and have, you know the white picket fence and shit?" He chuckled and I looked at him watching his face grow thoughtful and then he shrugged.
"I suppose. I mean it would be nice to give Jordy a proper family, and some siblings. I already have the house; I don't need the white picket fence." He smirked at me. I shoved him a little more with my shoulder.
"You know what I mean, are you looking for the perfect family?" I thought of my own family, my mom's idea of perfection. It made me smile, her little house, my parents constant need to give back to the community even if it meant we went without. I loved them for it, truly they were good people. I suddenly had this overwhelming urge to introduce Jasper to them. They were the best part of me after all. "Um...around my mom's birthday we always have a picnic, my family I mean." He looked slightly confused and raised an eyebrow at me.
"I want you to come, but there's something I need to tell you." I was terrified. Jasper comes from money and I've had bad experiences with those types. I looked at him pleading with my eyes. "My family, they're really poor. My dad is a retired navy medic and my mom works at a battered woman's shelter. So you can imagine…they aren't like Ed and I." He looked a bit confused, I knew the 'Ed and I' part needed some explanation. "We worked really hard for what we have. I just don't want to throw it at you outta left field." I bit my lip, suddenly feeling stupid. This is my Jasper, he wouldn't be that petty.
"Well, just because I'm 'Heir Whitlock' doesn't mean I have money either... there's a reason why I was working for minimum wage…" He nudged me. How do I love thee, Jasper, let me count the ways. "But you seriously want your parents to meet me?" Yes! I shouted in my head, but wait if he didn't want to meet them. I kind of did just throw is at him out of nowhere. I bit my lip. Give him an out.
"If you want to meet them I mean. I want them to meet you and my mom really wants to meet you, but no pressure." I gave him a little grin, letting him know I was ok with whatever he decided.
"If you want me there, I'm there. I promise." He gave me a quick kiss that made my heart pound. The things he does to me, I swear I will probably never last the month.
"I want you there, it's in three weeks…May 9th." I tried not to sound too anxious. I didn't want to scare him away.
"It's a date," he smiled warmly at me and I smiled back and settled down into my side of his bed. Or rather the side I always slept on when I was here. Gah, Alice get a grip. I looked over at Jasper as he stared at me with a smile playing on his lips. I held out my arms to him.
"Time for all good boys and girls to go to bed," I joked. He laughed and stood up to pull the chain to turn off the light.
"Well, I never said I was good…"
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The next morning we lay in bed just holding each other, staring into each other's eyes. I don't know what brought it on, but there it was. We stayed that way until Bella knocked. He smiled at me. Time for the real world. Bella delivered my bag of personals to me and I got dressed. We were going in to see Billy again today to sign the contracts. We could then start recording.
Every day was pretty much the same over the next two weeks; in the studio recording everyday but Sunday and I spent every night safe and warm in Jasper's arms. We got into a few arguments, usually over stupid stuff or one of us taking something the wrong way, but we would end it quickly. We were really getting to know each other.
I had a little over of a month of classes left until I was done school and would have my Associate of Arts degree, so at the urging of Billy, Bella, Ed and Jasper I was still going to my classes while we were recording. Needless to say, I was pretty worn out most of the time.
Not that it kept my mind or my body from wanting to fuck Jasper. No, as a matter of fact, as the weeks passed and the more stressed out I got, the more desperate I was becoming. We would kiss and have to force ourselves to stop at that. We both knew if we got to second base, we'd forget why we were doing this and just run for home. I had to do this.
I actually told my therapist about our promise during one of my sessions; she told me I was headed in the right direction. I had no idea what that meant, but I nodded with her and paid the book keeper on my way out. I had no idea what I was going to do about therapy when we went on tour. Maybe I didn't need it, I wasn't really getting anywhere with it anyway.
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"I can't go bowling tonight!" I looked at Jasper exasperated. "I have finals next week while you're in Texas." I pouted at the thought of being away from him for three days.
God, if I thought the month of no sex would kill me.
"Ali, we have to do some band bonding and bowling is perfect. Hey, and Kelci will be there, I know you like her." I sighed, knowing that if I said no he'd just throw me over his shoulder and drag me anyway. I met his eyes, they were pleading with me. Fine!
"Ok, but tomorrow, we're going out. Just the two of us." He smiled and nodded his consent.
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Jasper and I arrived at the Bowling Alley first. We got a lane on the end and I made a face at Jasper until he agreed to let me buy bowling shoes instead of renting them.
I watched as Jasper got stuff set up for everyone. I heard a noise and turned in time to see Seth rushing at us with who was most obviously Kelci slung over his shoulder, firemen style. Jasper gave him a questioning look.
"She tried to run." Seth shrugged, setting her on the ground carefully. Jasper looked at Kelci as Seth walked away to get some of those dreadful looking bowling shoes.
"And why would you think of doing that?" He asked her as she glared at him.
"Because I suck at bowling."
I wrapped my arms around her, glad to know I wasn't the only one. "I've never bowled before, you can be on my team and we can suck together!" I said, excited as she wrapped her arms around me and returned my hug.
"We can be the Suckateers!"
Jasper looked at her and raised an eyebrow. "Okay it's bad enough that the words 'we can be the suck…' anything came out of your mouth little lady... But what exactly is a Suckateer?" I snorted.
"Think Musketeers only less awesome and more suck.... hey, not like that" I laughed a little harder. Way to join us down here in the gutter Kels!
"Well for me it's exactly like that." I winked at Jasper as he looked down and blushed. I smirked as Seth returned with the disgusting rental shoes.
"What about sucking?"
I could feel my face grow hot.
"Hey, where's Maggie?" Jasper slapped his hands together and rubbed. I swear if it weren't for the fact I knew he didn't have a chance in hell with her because she was devoutly married I would swear he had a thing for her. I shrugged at him, I was rather irritated.
"You're the one in charge of this whole 'band bonding' thing." He smirked at me.
"I will deal with that remark later Ms. Cullen." What the fuck did he mean by that? I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Really now?"
He opened his mouth to speak, but Kelci interrupted. "Well, just so you know - Kids," she pointed to Seth, "are present."
"Hey J, there's Maggie." Seth pointed out Maggie and her husband Ben as they made their way towards us.
"So Kels and I are one team and we need a third." I told Maggie, noticing that she and her husband had bags and their own bowling balls. Apparently they did this a lot.
"Dude! Battle of the sexes!" Seth squealed like a girl and bumped fists with Jasper. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Yes, so you can be all manly and cream those of us who don't know how to bowl." I spat sarcastically at him. Jasper's face fell.
"Aww... I'll be gentle." He hugged me and whispered in my ear, "but only if want me to be." Maggie groaned, Kelci cleared her throat, Seth and Ben laughed. I pulled away and shook my head at him.
"Ok so it's my turn?" I looked at the screen confused as to why my name was highlighted.
"It say's Ali doesn't it?" I bit my lip and saw Kelci give him a scathing look. I smiled weakly at her, grabbed a ball and approached the lane. I noticed the arrows on the floor and was pretty sure I just had to keep the ball on the arrows, somehow. I looked over at Jasper, silently pleading for help to avoid embarrassment. Well fuck, looks like he's not reading my meaningful looks today.
"I throw the ball at them?" I asked. I was so embarrassed I thought I'd cry. Thankfully no one laughed at me. Jasper raised an eyebrow at me from his seat.
"Have you ever played before?"
"Uh no, I already said that when we were talking to Kelci, did you not listen?" I already knew that was a big NO.
"Sorry, I was afraid to hear something else related to Kelci and Seth's sex life." I smirked. Seth looked proud and laughed a little. Kelci looked over at him with a raised eyebrow.
"Seth is a virgin." She said coolly. Maggie snorted in her seat next to her.
"Hey so are you!" Seth shouted looking outraged at her outing him. That was it, I tossed the ball towards the pins as well as I could and fell to the ground laughing at how this conversation took off. Ben was biting his lip trying to hold off laughing and Jasper slapped his hand to his face.
"TMI You two!" Jasper shouted at them.
Kelci ignored him and continued. "Well I'm not trying to imply we have a sex life." That is when Ben lost it, making me laugh even harder.
"Christ Kels, just let's drop it please for the sake of my sanity." Jasper yelled over the laughter.
I stood up and sauntered over to them. "Do I need to give you guys the safe sex talk?" I asked looking between Kelci and Seth. Jasper grabbed my waist and spun me around and handed me my ball.
"No you don't, you need to go again Alice." I trudged back up the path to our lane.
"Yes so I can suck som'more." I said bitterly, looking at the ball like it was my enemy. I felt someone behind me, the minute his hand touched my arm I knew who it was.
"Baby, come here I'll show you how." He said as he pulled me close, his hand covered mine on the ball and his other hand dragged slowly across my forearms down to my hand and our fingers laced together. Everything around me slipped away, all I could do was feel him, smell him and hear his voice softly giving me instructions in my ear.
Before I knew it I was watching the ball roll down the lane towards the pins, still in his arms. My ball hit the center pin and it took down the other pins down with it. I spun and jumped, hugging him tightly, before a snicker brought me back to the real world. Yeah, everyone is still here dumbass.
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Eight frames later and our girl team had lost, but it was fun. I'd had a good time with Maggie and Kelci.
"Well at least we weren't betting money or sexual favors or anything." Maggie offered as condolence. I shrugged, I might've liked that. Jasper muttered something under his breath while looking at me and Kelci laughed.
"I'm sure Seth would've appreciated that though." Seth came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. I looked at Jasper who just looked at them and then glanced at me.
"Don't tempt me woman."
I smirked at them. "Seriously I need to have the talk with the two of you." Everyone, but Seth, laughed.
"What?" He asked, looking confused.
"Do you know what condoms are Seth?" I said in a maternal voice, tilting my head up at him. I almost laughed at how stupid I felt doing this to him. He looked at Jasper.
"Oh Jesus... "
Jasper lifted up his hands in front of him. "Sorry dude, you asked for it." I shook my head and continued speaking.
"You get my girl here knocked up and he'll kick your ass." I said and I pointed to Jasper." He smiled and nodded at him. Seth glared at the two of us.
"Yes Mom, yes Dad." He spat sarcastically. I grabbed Kelci and pulled her away from Seth and looked at Jasper.
"Regulate on your boy." I looked at Kelci who was staring behind her. "Fucking kids." I joked as we saw Jasper smack Seth upside the back of the head and Seth punch Jasper back.
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Bella and Edward had already left for their dinner plans by the time Jasper knocked on the door to the condo. I was alone, which, considering the murderous looks Ed had been sending Jasper lately, was a good thing. Jasper looked sexy as fuck, dark jeans, a black button up and his standard fedora. I smiled at him, as his eyes scanned my body. I knew he'd love the dress I had on. He seemed to really like me in anything that showed off my collarbone and would practically jump me whenever I showed a little leg. This purple dress played up both and had beading that sparkled when the light hit it.
Being the good southern gentleman he is, Jasper took me to dinner at a steakhouse, and then dancing at a country bar. I admit I was a little worried I had never seen him dance before and I had absolutely no idea how to line dance, but he was a patient teacher and he could slow dance very well. I didn't think it was possible to fall for him anymore than I already had, but dancing with him I did.
Then a song came on and he winked at me. What was that about? After the first chorus he sang in my ear;
I'm the kind to sit up in his room.
Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue.
I don't know what you've done to me,
But I know this much is true:
I wanna do bad things with you.
I smiled understanding why he had winked at me, the song made him think of us. It was such a bad song too and I felt my ears grow hot. Then near the end of the song, he leaned in again to once again breathe the lyrics into my ear.
I don't know what you've done to me,
But I know this much is true:
I wanna do bad things with you.
I wanna do real bad things with you.
I smirked at him. I wanted to do bad things with him too. I stood on my tiptoes and whispered in his ear, "I have an idea." He tilted his head to look at me as we continued to dance.
"And what would that be?" He whispered back. I blushed knowing what I wanted and knowing I would to tell him, but that it could also possibly blow up in my face.
"Um…you know how you talked to me and told me to do stuff…" I chewed on my lip before continuing, "you know last time?" He smiled at me and bit his lip. I knew he was definitely thinking about our last sexual encounter, he nodded.
"Same idea, no touching," I gave him what I hoped was an alluring smile and shrugged, "could be fun and hot all at the same time." He stopped moving on the dance floor and looked at me for a minute before responding.
"Well now Miss Alice, what has gotten in to you?" He winked.
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I stood in front of him, feeling slightly afraid of what he would tell me to do, but more than that, I was excited. Every nerve in my body felt like it was a live wire. I was almost shaking with excitement. He sat on the edge of my bed and studied me carefully.
"Take off your dress." His voice was stern and in control. My insides quivered at his demand, but I did as I was told. I didn't break eye contact as I unzipped the dress and let it puddle at my feet, then stepped out of it. His eyes scanned my body and he smiled, unbuttoning and pulling his shirt off, the muscles of his torso rippling as he did so.
"Now your bra and panties." I watched his eyes grow dark with desire as I unhooked and tossed the bra aside. Then I leaned against the chaise to remove my heels, but he stopped me, "no, leave them on." I did as I was told and pulled the panties off, bending awkwardly to get them off from around my heels. I straightened myself out and watched as he pulled his belt off and tossed it aside.
"Come here Darlin'." His voice trembling slightly, I walked closer to him and once I was within reach he snaked an arm out and pulled me to him, forcing me to straddle his thighs. Our eyes locked as his hands swept slowly down my body, pausing briefly when they reached my perky tits to gently squeeze them before continuing their way south, rubbing down my hips, upon reaching my heels he pulled on the stiletto and forced my legs wider apart.
His face came closer to mine and I closed my eyes just as his lips landed on mine and he kissed me passionately. I was so distracted by his beautiful mouth that I hadn't even noticed his hands were making their way back up my body until he grabbed my hips and roughly ground himself into me, making me even more excited. He moved his mouth and suddenly began running a trail of kisses down my neck, sucking gently on each side of my collarbone before breaking contact with my skin and looking into my eyes again.
"Lay on your back." I swallowed nervously before moving over next to him and lying down, trying in earnest to keep my shoes off my blanket. He smirked when he saw what I did. "Up higher, I want your head on the pillows." He amended. Of course you do. I thought bitterly as I made my way to the head of my bed. I lay down, keeping an eye on Jasper and making sure my knees stayed together. I felt exposed with him watching me like this.
I watched him position himself on the bottom corner of my bed, one leg curled on the bed and the other hanging off the side. He smiled and scanned my body with his eyes and scowling once he came to my closed legs, his eyes snapped back up to mine. His expression softened slightly as he tilted his head to the side.
"Open your legs for me baby, I want to see you…all of you." I could feel my heart thud loudly in my chest as I exposed myself to him. It's not like he hasn't seen it before. I chided myself. I felt the bed move as he shifted slightly and I moved my hands to rest them on my stomach to give them something to do.
"Run your nails along your stomach, up to your breasts." I watched his face as he concentrated on my hands and I started to gently scrape them up my torso. "Slowly." He added once he saw that I was moving rather quickly. I complied, savoring the feel of my nails along my skin. Once I got to the underside of my breast I stopped and cupped them, weighing them lightly. I could hear his breathing catch before he spoke again.
"Rub them with your palms." His voice was still firm, but it was quickly growing huskier. I did as he asked and closed my eyes imagining it was his hands rubbing me. I could feel myself getting hotter and wetter with each caress. Without being instructed I gently pinched my nipples and caused myself to moan out. I had the urge to rub my thighs together and release some of the tension that was building up down there. His heavy breathing brought me out of my trance. I opened my eyes slightly and was met with his bright green eyes. Jasper was aroused, I smirked at him a little, still brushing my palms lightly against my hardened nipples.
"Touch yourself baby." The tone of his voice made it seem as if he was daydreaming too. I continued to run my hands along my body, I knew exactly what he wanted me to do, but I wanted to hear him say it. He adjusted his position again, rubbing his hand against the bulge in his pants. He watched my hands as they moved back up my body and raised an eyebrow at me, he was on to my little game.
"I want you to finger yourself. Now run your right hand back down to your pussy and rub your clit in a circle." His tone firm, but a little agitated. "And continue what you were doing to your breast with your other hand." He smirked at me. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing how much having him tell me what to do was turning me on, but the minute my fingers touched my throbbing bundle of nerves my reserve went out the window. I moaned aloud and my back arched in a tight bow. I started to rub languid circles over it and panting with my eyes closed, again imagining it was him touching me.
Suddenly I felt a pressure on my hand and my eyes snapped open to see Jasper right beside me, his hand over mine. He added his fingers to mine so we were both rubbing my swollen clit. He kissed me slowly, as our middle fingers worked together, slipping between my folds and into my slippery center while his thumb worked my nub. His mouth caught my cry of pleasure and he moved back so he could study my face carefully. I looked back through half lidded eyes.
"Darlin' could you…?" He trailed off and I nodded unable to form words as the riptides of pleasure were getting closer together. He adjusted himself rather deftly and pulled his engorged cock from his pants. I knew what he wanted without him even saying the words and we moved so now he was fingering me alone and I was stroking him, his hips bucking lightly into my hand. I was getting closer, I was breathing like I had run a marathon and he was doing the same. He moved his fingers a little faster inside me and it instantly sent me over the edge, I panted his name.
When I came back down to earth I realized that he hadn't yet reach his peak. I smiled devilishly at him and positioned myself so my head was in his lap and I took him in my mouth, licking and sucking up and down his length. I watched his facial expressions through my lashes. He whispered my name and fisted his hand in my hair as he came hard into my mouth. I swallowed before attacking his lips with my own. He broke our kiss to rest his forehead on mine, calming his breathing as we looked into each other's eyes.
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The next day was Friday and the day before the picnic when Jasper's family and mine would get together. I prayed everything would go well. I had noticed the growing tension between Jasper and Edward and hoped they could get along for just one day, for Mom and Dad's sake.
I woke up with Jasper's body facing mine and his arms wrapped tightly around me, like we had hugged all night. I moved quietly to go to the bathroom and get ready for my morning run. I gave Jasper a kiss before I left, hoping he would subconsciously know I would be back soon. His lips turned up at the corners, he was obviously dreaming.
"Alice…" He mumbled and I could feel my heart swell as a smile spread across my face. I gently brushed my lips against his and turned to leave. "I love you, Alice." He mumbled and I felt my heart literally skip a beat. Did he really just say that? I turned to look at him and smiled. He was still dreaming. I wished he'd say that to me when he was awake, then I'd be able to believe it.
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Jasper picked me up after class and we went to the grocery store together; it seemed like we did almost everything together these days. Billy agreed to let us out of the studio today and on Saturday, so I was happy and hopeful that Jasper would want to help me prepare for the picnic. Once at the grocery store I pulled out my list and walked towards the produce as Jasper followed me, no doubt staring at my ass as I walked wearing skinny jeans and a tee.
We passed a sales table and I kept walking, however, Jasper didn't. When I turned around and saw the items in the cart I gave him and exacerbated look and said, "If you can give me a reasonable explanation for everything in that cart we can keep it, if not, put it back."
He gave me a confident grin. "We'll be playing sports and we need the carbs." I raised an eyebrow at him and grabbed the bags of Red Vines and Gummy Bears and the box of Captain Crunch and held them in front of him.
"What the heck these are for?" I asked tapping my foot impatiently.
He raised an eyebrow back at me and grabbed the Red Vines "Someone ate my stash." I feigned innocence as he gave me a pointed look and he dropped them back into the cart. He reached over and took the gummy bears from my hand and said, "these are for Em…it's an inside joke." And he dropped them into the cart as well.
Then he grabbed the box of cereal making a face at me that made me laugh. "It's my favorite," and he placed it back in the cart as well. I laughed because I loved him so much I would buy him the world.
"Fine, get me some fricken Chips Ahoy Rainbow Cookies and you can have the lot." I smiled and took control of the cart. He followed me.
"Baby, Oreos are so much better." He whined and gave me his best puppy dog look. It was quite pathetic, but I wasn't going to give in yet.
"If I wanted to lick white stuff," I looked at his junk quite obviously when I said that before looking back up, "I would. Now, go get me my cookies." I pointed in the direction of the cookie isle. He stared at me for a minute, his eyes wide. When he returned, he glared at me playfully and tossed my cookies and a bag of Oreos into the cart.
"Not cool to tease Alice." He hissed quietly at me. I smirked at him.
"And what were you planning on doing with those Oreos?" He smirked and nodded slightly to me.
"You know, practice." I gave him an eyebrow and a smug smile before reaching out and grabbing a head of broccoli and tossing it in a bag.
"Now who's the tease?" I added the broccoli to the cart before turning and walking again.
"Not teasing just saying got to practice so I'm in top form, baby." He gave me a Cheshire grin. I rolled my eyes and wrinkled my nose at him.
"Whatever love, if it makes you happy." I gave in and let him keep the Oreos. I think he was shocked I gave in to the cookies so quickly. I really didn't care I just like picking on him.
"Well, it's to please you darlin'." I heard him jogging with the shopping cart to catch up to me. I looked at him as he stopped to look at the corn, he seemed lost in thought.
"Yellow or White?" He looked at me briefly before looking down again. His mind was definitely wandering.
"White corn is sweeter." I responded smiling gently at him, he nodded and picked up the corn, studying it. What the hell was on his mind, I knew better than to pry. I watched him for a minute. "So, go ahead and put the white corn in the cart Jazz-purrr." I purred at him and he looked at me raising an eyebrow.
"Seriously Ali, can't you come up with a better nick-name?" He asked as he put the corn in the cart. I shrugged.
"Well I call you Jazz but you seemed to be in a daze, so yeah."
He nodded at me giving me a dreamy smile that made my knees weak. "Yeah sorry about that... Wait why do we need broccoli?" I cocked my head at him.
"You're just noticing? That was like the first thing I got," I teased. "You cut it up and dip it in ranch, pretty good stuff, goes great with celery and hot wings." I smirked at him and felt my eyebrows hit my hairline. He rolled his eyes at me.
"Alright miss smarty culinary woman... Not my fault you distracted me." He thought for a moment and started to chuckle. 'Cullen-ary' I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Clever. And taking into account that my clothes are still on and as far as I know not see through how the hell did I distract you?"
"Seriously clothed or not you're distracting." I watched as he picked up a bag of celery and shrugged.
"All right." His muscles under his form fitting tee flexed causing me to check him out and lick my lips as if I was in a trance, he smirked in response. "That celery looks good." I giggled and bit my lip. He licked his bottom lip lightly.
"Yeah, it's great in ranch dip... or so I hear." He placed the celery into the cart and came over to me, whispering in my ear, "Remember baby one month." I remembered. I looked up at him.
"It's almost over... and we've done so well." I gave him a playful smile before looking down again at the list I had in my hand. "We need Steak." I started to walk towards the meat section, Jasper followed dutifully behind.
"And we need Garden Burgers." I could practically hear him roll his eyes as he said what his sister had requested. I nodded.
"And Chicken and Red Hot for hot wings." I heard Jasper whispered something behind me and then I remembered I never asked him if he liked hot wings. "You like hot wings right?" I asked turning to face him, his eyes snapped up reminding me that he was indeed checking out my ass as I walked and nodded. I smirked at him.
Suddenly his face fell and he smacked himself in the forehead. "Shit, we forgot the potatoes." I started to head back to the produce.
"Yup."
"Has to be the red potatoes." He called to me, knowing he was watching me I merely nodded.
I grabbed a few bags and started walking back to my Jasper as he was checking out the steaks in the display. "Babe, you want a big piece or small?" He hollered at me. My eyes flitted to his crotch.
"A big one." I licked my lips instinctively. He nodded and started placing the meat in the cart.
"Wait... did I just... Fuck." I watched as his cheeks turned pink and I dropped the bags into the cart and smirking at him. He gave me a shy smile as I turned and swung my hips to give him a show.
"We need but-ta." I said playfully.
"But-ta?" I grabbed a few packages and showed them to him before tossing them in.
"Coz but-ta is bet-ta." I watched as he grabbed a package of string cheese and tossed it in. What is that for?
"Don't you mean 'butter is better'?" I rolled my eyes at him.
"Yes, yes. Let's just rain on my parade." I turned to walk towards the soda isle, but he tugged on my back pocket and pulled me to him, wrapping his arms around me.
"I'm sorry babe, that was cute." He kissed my cheek. Geez that was cute. I looked at my feet. We stood there for a moment just holding each other, before I stood on my toes and kissed his cheek.
"This is kind of fun with you." He beamed down at me.
"Yea it is.... So what else do we need boss?" I looked down at my list.
"Root beer and Ice cream... And" Fuck. I rubbed my hand over my face. "Berries." I heard him chuckle making me looking at him.
"What kind of berries? I'll get 'em." I smiled and looked at my list.
"Strawberries, blackberries, blue berries, raspberries, and grapes." Well shit.
"Um babe, grapes aren't berries…" He smirked and ran in the direction of the produce. Well no shit. I shook my head as I started to walk towards the soda.
"I got the berries, red and white grapes because I forgot to ask which ones you wanted. And I picked up some apples so Rose can make nana Hale's apple pie." He had the biggest grin on his face as he put everything into the cart. I smiled at the sight and kissed his cheek.
"Thanks. I think A & W root beer is the best or the kind that comes in the glass bottles... do you have a preference?"
"Welcome... umm... glass is cool, we just have to keep Em from trying to handle the cooler." He laughed, before continuing. "Wait, no you're right A&W's the best, Bella can by her own damn root beer." Well, geez that was mean we can get both, I thought as I picked up the cases of A&W. He seemed to have a change of heart as he grabbed a six pack of the brown bottle from the shelf.
"Charlie used to give us Stewart's root beer when we were kids.... called it 'kiddie beer' it's the only kind she'll drink now…" I shrugged and smiled at him.
"That's cool. I grew up with the only good place to eat being A&W and then they closed it. I guess I'm kind of attached." I shrugged again. Thinking of all the good times Ed and I had when he would take me there. He nodded in my peripheral.
"We had that, but I preferred DQ, fucking Oreo Blizzards... Damn it now I want one…" I smirked as he put a case of Pepsi in the cart. I shrugged.
"No Dairy Queen in good ol' Forks."
"Forks? As in Washington?" He looked at me shocked, I nodded.
"Bella didn't tell you? Yeah, apparently we didn't really know each other 'cause we're all different ages." He shook his head.
"Nope had no clue." I shrugged and I walked towards the freezer section.
"That means you knew Charlie?" I shrugged.
"Um well, I knew of chief Swan. I stayed out of trouble so…we weren't close." He nodded.
"Yeah but I think the whole damn town was there for the funeral…" He shook his head.
"I swear Charlie was rolling in his coffin yelling at everyone to go home, he hated attention." I smiled.
"Yeah. My parents made me go or else I wouldn't have." I spun and looked at him wide eyed. Fuck that was stupid. "I mean no disrespect, I was just going through a really awkward phase. It wasn't pretty…" He smiled at me and tucked the hair that had fallen in my face behind my ear..
"I doubt that, I bet you were beautiful. And don't worry about. I wouldn't have gone either... I didn't even want to be there." Yeah I wish you were right, I chuckled.
"You didn't see me. At least I hope to god you didn't." I started trying to remember if I had seen any blonds at the funeral, they would've had to have been close to the casket. "It was pretty bad, I've burned all the pictures mom insisted on taking of me that year." He pulled some vanilla ice cream out as I pulled out the Rocky Road.
"I wish I had seen you back then Alice... I wouldn't be like am now if you were there."
"Yeah well, every guy tended to run away in horror. I was a bit of an ugly duckling," I snorted. I had the works, braces, acne and glasses. Puberty was not nice to me. He rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, well I was an ass at that point in time, so I probably would have scared you off any how…" He looked as if he was remembering something.
"Oh my god." I just remembered crashing and burning with a guy from the funeral. I laughed at my stupidity. "I tried to talk to this guy and...it was really bad." I shook my head. Jasper smirked at me.
"What happened?"
"I had to be like the dumbest eleven year old on the planet." I looked at Jasper in the eyes. "You swear you won't laugh at me?" He held up his hand like a boy scout.
"I swear."
"So I went to Chief Swans funeral right? I tried to all hide myself coz I really didn't want people to look at me much. I was already getting picked on enough at school, I mean I had braces and acne and I had just hit the wonderful world of puberty.…" I kicked the linoleum at the memory. "I had just started to really look at boys and I had posters and pictures of all the hotties taped to my walls. So I guess I can blame everything on serious amounts of boy craziness." He smiled at me. "Well like I saw this blond boy standing apart from everyone, kind of how I was, and I dunno...I saw him crying and it hurt me to see such a strong looking boy crying." I rolled my eyes at myself and shook my head. I was a fucking idiot. I remember thinking that they boy was so beautiful. "So I looked at Ed to make sure he wasn't paying attention and I decided…" I couldn't even look at Jasper anymore I was so embarrassed. "I decided I should talk to him." I laughed at myself. "Like he'd actually want to talk to me right?"
"Why wouldn't he?" Jasper sounded completely bewildered. I shook my head and shrugged.
"He didn't want to. He was pretty rude and told me to go away and that he didn't want to talk to me." I chewed my lip and shoved my hands in my pockets. "Crash and burn. Yeah, I didn't talk to boys for like 5 years after that." I laughed a little.
"Well, that kid was an asshole and I'm sure he regrets being rude to you." He pulled me to him and hugged me. "Sorry Alice." I pulled away a little bit and smiled at him to let him know I was ok.
"I probably shouldn't have approached such a cute looking guy huh?" I laughed again.
"Stupid hormones." Jasper laughed with me.
"I doubt cute is how I would describe him." He said and it dawned on me, he knew who I was talking about. I looked up at him.
"Do you know who I'm talking about?" Oh my god what if he'd seen me. "You don't remember me right?" Jasper grabbed the list and started to walk away with the cart. I brought the funeral to the forefront of my mind. The tall blond lady crying near the casket with her daughter and chief Swans daughter, the blond boy walked away and stood by the trees, he glared at me, his bright blue green eyes red from crying. Shit!
"Jasper…?" He stopped near an end cap with paper plates and plastic cutlery. "Jasper, where were you standing at your uncle's funeral?" I walked over to him and looked at him. He shut his eyes.
"I was so pissed that he was gone... I didn't want to be there. I wanted it to be me in there." He looked down sadly. Fuck. It was Jasper. I covered my face with my hands. I suddenly had the strongest urge to crawl in a hole and die.
"Oh my god." I felt like crying. "Oh my god." I looked at him and could feel my eyebrows pull together. "You?" He gave me a pleading look.
"Alice, I'm so sorry, I know I was shitty, and I just I was so angry…" I looked towards the ceiling. I swear God is fucking mocking me.
"Oh this must be just hilarious to you." I spat into the air. All that fate bullshit. I felt like flipping off the sky.
"Baby?" Jasper brought me out of my reverie, looking at me worried. I blushed at my outburst and smiled a little at him. Feeling like I was 11 again.
"I don't blame you I wouldn't have wanted to talk to me either." He grabbed my hand and our fingers laced as he pulled my hand up to his heart.
"Baby, stop. It wasn't you that was the problem. I was me. Please don't do this." I looked at him confused.
"Do what?" Then I thought, hmm… this was an interesting outcome wasn't it? I snickered. "Ha I got the guy in the end...that's interesting." I nodded mostly to myself. He kissed me fully on the mouth.
"Yep, I'm all yours now…" He smiled wickedly at me.
"You were an asshole though."
He nodded. "But if I remember correctly, I'm always an asshole." He raised an eyebrow at me as if challenging me to say different. I smirked.
"I'd say you're working your way down to like 75 percent of the time…"
"Well, damn woman, what have you done to me? I'm slipping." We smiled at each other stupidly for a minute.
"I don't want the ice cream to melt." I looked away and smiled to myself, as I reached into my purse and started to pull out my Visa.
"Yes... let's see how this is gonna cost me…" My head snapped up to him. I showed him my card. No fucking way he was paying for this.
"Uh my family outing I'm paying." Then I thought about it and smirked "Well actually Ed is paying." He gave me an exacerbated look.
"Oh hell no, put the plastic away."
"Make me." I started to push the cart at a run towards the check out thankful the store was pretty much dead. I could hear Jasper's feet padding behind me as he chased after me.
"Woman I used to play sports!" I snorted at him.
"But you're a smoker now and I run every day!" I hollered over my shoulder. Then I felt hands on my waist pulling me to a stop. Long limbed fucker.
"And?" He breathed in my ear. I smiled.
"I wasn't really trying." He growled into my neck causing the hair on the back of my neck to stand on end and pulled me into him, his hardness pressing against my back.
"You're never getting away from me Alice." I smiled. That's possessive of you. I snickered and wrapped my arms around his neck over my head and behind me before turning to whisper in his ear.
"I don't want to get away. However, you and I both know I could kick your ass running."
"Yes darlin' but remember I'm the one who makes you scream my name before you become exhausted." He nipped my ear causing me to shudder. Fuck, one week Alice, one week. I kissed the hollow behind his ear and he pulled me even closer, his arousal pushing against my lower back. Fuck me. "Just a few more days baby and you are all mine." He fucking read my mind. I rubbed into him a bit causing him to groan. "Ice cream is melting." He let go of me and I walked over and started to unload groceries for check out ignoring the curious look from the 'pot-head' teenage girl behind the register.
Jasper started to help me and he put his wallet on the podium in front of the register.
"So… what you planning on doing with that?" I pointed to the wallet once everything was out of the cart.
"Pay for the groceries." He looked at me bored. I shook my head at him and showed him my credit card again.
"No, we discussed this... Ed's buying." He shook his head at me and inched closer to me.
"No, we don't need to discuss this." He picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder like I was a sack of potatoes, "there's no discussion needed." I smacked his ass.
"Put me down!" I squealed, he laughed at me.
"Sure, just let me pay for this first." Jackass. I pinched him on his lower back. He laughed again.
"Damn it Alice I don't want to drop you." I smacked his ass again, harder this time, I was getting woozy from the blood rushing to my head.
"Put me down!" I tried to sound strong, but I was seriously getting queasy.
"In a minute woman." I moved so I was holding myself up on his shoulder, I leaned my chin on his head.
"I should add another week to that no sex thing." I muttered, angry with him.
"Well unless you plan on driving everyone insane I wouldn't suggest it. Have a nice day." The pot-head from behind the counter said. Fuck you bitch, no one asked you.
"Thank you ma'am." I knew he was thanking her for more than just the groceries. I rolled my eyes and sighed angrily. Jasper slid me slowly down his body and looked into my eyes. "Honestly you could tell me that you don't want sex until marriage and I wouldn't mind." I brushed my hand against his junk stealthily and smirked at him.
"I'm sure." I watched his eyes grow greener and he bit his lip lightly.
"Tease."
"You're only a tease if you don't actually plan in following through." I walked away from him as he grabbed the cart filled with the bagged groceries and pushed next to me.
"If I'm gonna get molested every time we go shopping, we're doing this shit every day." I laughed and then thought about it. Shit, I do molest him every time don't I?
"Well huh…" I laughed. "I guess I do end up molesting you every time we shop huh?"
He chuckled smugly. I pouted at him. "But you molested me too." He nodded smugly and opened the back of the trunk.
"Yep, and just like me, you love every minute of it." We started putting all the filled cloth shopping bags into the back.
"Why yes, I do." I smirked at him and he smirked back. I slid my hand in his back pocket and wrapped my hand around his key ring. I started to slide my hand out and he raised an eyebrow at me.
"What are you doing Ali?" I pulled it all the way out and jingled his keys in his face.
"Driving your car." He rolled his eyes at me.
"You won't be able to reach the pedals." I was slightly offended by that. I could adjust the seat. I am not that fucking short.
"Is that another one of those short people jokes you like so much?" I asked defensively. He shook his head, eyes wide.
"Nooo... just saying that I have my seat adjusted a certain way and…" He smiled sheepishly. "Okay busted." I raised an eyebrow at him.
"I could always adjust you in a certain way." I pretended to be angry with him, then laugh at myself. "Ok well you paid now I wanna drive your car!" Wait that doesn't sound right. I was trying to work it out in my head when I notice I was suddenly pinned between the car and Jasper, I looked up into his smiling face.
"Whether I pay or not you can drive my car... but you have to pay the price first." His bent a little and pulled me up, my back sliding against the car and I wrapped my legs around his hips.
"And what is the price Mr. Whitlock?" I replied cheekily. He leaned closer to me, the look on his face devilish.
"A kiss, Ms. Cullen." I leaned forward and pecked his lips, then I pulled away grinning like a fool. I get to drive the Commander. Woot!
"Now I can drive?" He shook his head.
"I know can do better than that."
I looked at him confused. "A better kiss?"
He nodded and leaned close to me his lips brushing against mine and causing chills to run down my spine. "I know for a fact you're holding back."
I leaned forward and kissed him, running my tongue along the seam of his lips, he parted them for me, allowing me access to his tongue. We caressed each other's tongues as I ran my fingers through the curls on the back of his neck. He pulled away after a minute and slid me down the car. I leaned against the car as my legs tried to feel less like the consistency of Jello and he put the cart in the cart drop off.
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At the condo he helped me prepare everything and we even had a flour fight. I knew I would end up having to clean up the mess, but it didn't really matter to me at that moment. I was having fun with him and he seemed to be enjoying himself as well.
I sat on the counter to mix the recipe for my berry pudding. Jasper came over and stood in front of me, looking at me adoringly. I smiled and bit my lip as he grabbed the mixing bowl from me and placed it on the counter beside me while spreading my legs with his hips so he could situate himself between them. He cupped my face and kissed me gently, but urgently. I laced my fingers into his hair and parted my lips, our tongues twirled around each other as he pulled my hips closer to the edge of the counter, making me think of the time in the bathroom, and in the laundry room. I could feel my body temperature rising.
"Ahem." Fuck, Edward's home. Jasper broke our kiss quickly and hid his hot face in the crook of my neck. I looked at my brother startled. "If you two are going to continue, how about moving it to your bedroom. I haven't even broken in my kitchen yet." I gaped as my brother smirked at me and went to the stairs that led to his room, whistling as he went. Fucking cock-blocker.
