Chapter 23: Extra Ending
Rated: M
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts!
Joshua POV
Before all of this happened, I fell for the person that I wanted dead. Even if he came on to me first at the bar and eventually ended with drunken sex, he made me feel more alive than anyone else. He was different. He wouldn't stay with me. Following him did nothing. I wanted to convince him that I was good enough, but he kicked me to the side over an over again. So, I began to develop a love hate relationship with him. If I couldn't have him, nobody could. But why? Why? I almost had him. Why didn't I get him? All my plans were no good. This couldn't be possible! I continued to struggle within my restraints. These walls, these white walls were driving me insane. I didn't want to be here. I didn't belong here. I growled to myself. In the beginning I had everything planned. I had the gang turn against him after convincing Neku to say something. I had him cornered at his school with Neku. Going off a construction bridge wasn't good enough now was it. We even captured Sora. Oh how I enjoyed his writhing and screams. They made me feel like I was on cloud nine. I was going to kill him too. I was. But then I came across the guy that was presumed dead. He survived! To this day I don't know how. I had to think of another way to finish what I started. I needed to use Sora. Rescuing was just part of my plan just to get closer to the man he loved. I've already by that time gotten close to his best friend. Everything had to work this time. I had to crush everyone. Eventually I got what I wanted. He was even better when he had no where to release his sexual cravings. Even bribing him with getting 'revenge' worked. I'm glad Sora wasn't in his state of mind. In the end it separated him from Sora and Lea. It made my job easier, but when he had the audacity to break tithes with me, I snapped. What the hell was he thinking? He was giving up something good once again. I got him back. I wanted to keep him. I ended up losing him again. So I plotted some more. I had to get the gang back to hunt him down. That failed as well. The bastard took them out before I could even do anything. I didn't think he would actually do it. He was ruining everything! Too bad I knew everything that was going on. I followed him where ever he went. I saw him with Sora's counsel. I watched them all just to know when to make my move. I knew they were at the bath house. I thought this would be the last time I dealt the final blow. I thought wrong. I almost took them all out at the same time. And that's when Neku turned his back on me. His final words to me before turning me over:
"I told you I was going to get you."
Now that I think of it….Sho. Sho Minamimoto said the same thing. I gasped and leaned against the cushioned. He couldn't have. Could he? He turned Neku against me. That bastard. I laughed to myself. Why did you stop me Sho? Were you jealous of my intentions? Did you want me to come back? I was already far too gone to turn back to you. Besides….I already had my primal possession. It was the guy you saved. And the guy I failed to kill. You know….Riku.
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