You And I

BPOV

So I wore my new baby doll to bed last night. I wasn't planning on wearing it but Edward snooped through my bags when I wasn't looking and asked about it. Let's just say the night went well. Not as well I would have liked obviously, but I'll take what I can get.

I woke up this morning with half of my torso on top of Edward with my face squished into his chest and Edward's face in my neck with one arm around my waist. I can't decide with position I like better; this one or the one I woke up in yesterday. I'd say that they're in a tie.

As I'm about to try and go back to sleep again I hear my phone vibrate on the nightstand. I slowly pull myself out of Edward's embrace towards my nightstand on the left side of the bed, and his body turns with me to lie on his side, facing me as I reach for my phone. It's a text from Jake.

Hey Bells! Hows it going up there? –Jake

I pause and just look at the text for a minute. I wonder what I should say, if I should say anything at all. He's one of the only people in Forks who knows about me and Edward and I've told him a few things about our relationship when we were close, but sometimes I just needed a guy's prespective and I thought that I could trust him. I still don't know if that was a mistake. It may well turn out to be.

Jake and I…let's just say it's been an interesting road. We've known each other since we were kids. We went to middle school together. And in high school he suddenly developed an interest in me other than an interest to go dirt biking.

I went to my friend Jessica's birthday party freshman year and he tried to hook up with me. I told him no and that I wasn't interested, hoping that it was just the alcohol talking and he would be my friend again the next day. But when I went over to his house the next day to hang out, he tried again. So I talked to him again and left. I came back the next day and he tried again. After that I just stopped going for a while. Soon he would come to my house and I wouldn't let him in, since it didn't seem that he could control himself. Then he stopped coming over. The day before Alice's graduation party he called me. He said that he was really sorry and wanted to know if we could still be friends. I told him yes and he asked if he would be seeing me at Alice's. I said yes and I was glad that he had seen where I was coming from. That was why I was so mad at Edward when he threw Jake out. I was under the impression that was trying to change and be better around me and Edward wasn't letting him try. Yes, his hand brushed my ass a few times but I thought it was just an accident.

After the party I explained to Jake what had happened between me and Edward that night and why Edward threw him out. He went off on this whole rant about how Edward was no good for me and that he was just going to break my heart and cheat on me the whole time he was away. I told him that Edward wouldn't do that and Jake stormed off and didn't talk to me again for a while.

Then he called me again to hang out after a few months and we were back to being best friends again. He would bring up Edward sometimes and I would answer his questions because it seemed like we were still just friends and that his romantic feelings towards me had faded.

Then after Edward's visit on his winter break about a year after Edward and I officially became an item, Jake called me over to his house to hang out. I went over thinking that I would just be a normal day with Jake, but it was far from that. Jake sat me down and told me that he loved me. I told him that I loved him too. He smiled and asked when I was going to break the news to Edward. He assumed that I meant that I loved him like I loved Edward. I tried to explain to him that I loved him like a friend, like family, like a brother. I was in love with Edward and that there were light years of difference between the two. Jake started bad mouthing Edward and I got upset and overwhelmed with the whole situation and tried to leave. Jake got up before me and stopped me from opening the door. He grabbed me and kissed me hard. I tried to protest and push against him but he didn't care. He just kept kissing me so hard. It was uncomfortable and I was sure I would bruise. All I thought about was Edward. How all of this was happening and he was so far away. It just made me miss Edward more than I already did. When Jake finally pulled away from me he asked if I felt the same spark that he did. I pushed him aside and ran out the door to my truck and sped home.

I never told Edward. I knew he would be furious and probably begin to plan Jake's murder. Jake had been a good friend to me in the times when he wasn't coming on to me. I just didn't want there to be some sort of confrontation between the two of them. It would force me to choose between them. But I know who I would pick if it came to that. I made that decision a long time ago.

I decide that I shouldn't ignore Jake's text. He has been getting better. I'll just be cordial and friendly.

Everything is great here. How about back home? – Bella

I set my phone back on the table and turn around to see Edward still asleep on his side with his one arm that had been around my waist outstretched towards me. I take it as an invitation and crawl into his arms. I throw my arm around his torso and push my face into his chest, taking in a deep breath of his comforting scent. His outstretched arm wraps around me and he pulls me closer to him as I slowly drift off the sleep again.

I wake up again to the feeling of Edward's lips on my forehead. I lift my head to look at him.

"Hello love." He says with a smile.

"Mmm hi." I say as he gives me a light kiss.

"Edward?"

"Hmm?"

"Can we just stay here all day? I don't really want to go anywhere and it is the weekend." I say, praying to God that he didn't have any plans today.

"I was hoping you would ask me that. I was afraid that Alice may have talked you into something else for today." He sighed.

"Nope. And no Alice talk. And no family talk. Actually, no talk about anything except us." I say.

"Your wish is my command" Edward says with a smile as he presses another kiss to my temple.

"But perhaps we should take this little party to the family room?" He says, getting out of bed. I groan at the loss of contact.

"No, Edward what are doingggg" I say, swinging my legs around so that I am sitting on the side of the bed, but crouched over a little bit from my grogginess. Edward walks around the bed to me and kneels in front of me.

"Come on it's not too bad out here love. You'll be hungry soon anyways." Edward says softly, combing his fingers through my hair. I wrap my arms around his neck and rest my head in the crook of his neck.

"I don't wanna" I whine as childlike as I possibly can. Edward chuckles and wraps his arms around me, picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. I could tell that we were walking but he smelled so good and I was so comfortable that I almost fell asleep in his arms from the walk to the family room. Edward walks over to the couch and sets me down prying my arms from around his neck. I snuggle into the couch and I feel Edward throw a blanket over me.

"Edward" I reach out for him with my arm and he takes my hand and kneels next to the couch.

"I'll be back in a flash love" He says kissing my temple. I hear him walk into the kitchen and I soon fall asleep to the sound to him making breakfast in the kitchen.

"Wake up love" I hear Edward whisper in my ear. I open my eyes and see that he opened the curtains and the room is full of sunlight.

"Aww Edward it's so bright in here." I groan, covering my eyes with my hand.

"Well I'm sorry love, but this is going to be our first full twenty-four hours together in four months and I would much prefer if you were awake for most of it." He chuckles. I open my eyes just enough to see the large smirk on his face.

"You have a point there." I say pushing myself into a sitting position. "What's all this?" I ask, referring to the buffet of breakfast food that lay out on the coffee table.

"Well there's some eggs, bacon, pancakes, syrup over there, plates, forks, knives, orange juice, cups, plates, and some fruit." Edward says, pointing to various foods on the table.

"Edward there is a lot of stuff here. Are you crazy I don't think we are gonna be able to eat all this." I say

"Well I've noticed that you haven't had much chance to eat in the past few days so I thought I might help catch you up a little bit. Don't forget that I'm eating this too. And I'm a beast!" He says in a low rough voice, stretching back and patting his stomach. I burst out into laughter. He can eat a lot when he puts his mind to it.

We spent the rest of the day lounging around. We watched some stupid reality show, with his feet in my lap, and every time someone on the show said something we both deemed not ridiculous or crazy I would throw a grape that he had to catch in his mouth. I don't even know how we got around to that game, but it was quite entertaining and Edward caught every one. And then we just talked for a while with my head in his lap, him playing with my hair.

I have to say Edward really did like that blue baby doll. I'm sure part of it was probably the easy access to my breasts and my ass. Once in the midst of a make out session he asked he could go through all the lingerie I had. I told him he should stop being weird and perverted. He said that if that blue thong from the other day was one of the more timid pieces, then he was dying to see what else was in there. I laughed and told him maybe for his birthday. Then he reached underneath me to grab my ass and look at my latest pair of lacy purple panties and said that maybe he wouldn't. That he liked being surprised.

I'd have to say that was one of the best days I've had in a long time. And it was all spent on the couch, where we eventually fell asleep in each other's arms.

Okay this is probobly the last update for about a week or so. I'm feeling kinda lonely so leave me some suprise reviews for when I get back!

You and I: Ingrid Michaelson