Hey people. (: I should really update Secrets, but I'm still halfway through planning right now. Anyone who reads it, (I highly doubt it) be patient. Anyway, today marks the end of my End-of-Year examinations! Hurray! Haha, had my English paper today. I finished the comprehension way early. And this is what I thought of. Its a drabble, inspired by Big Bang's My Heaven. Oh yeah, forgot to mention. I did not make use of any names in this, so the identity of the characters is entirely up to you. (:
Disclaimer: I own everything here. Really. Well, except the minuscule amount of lyrics I borrowed from My Heaven.
Happiness,
You laid in the darkness, fully awake even though it was already three in the morning and you knew that you needed your rest. But every time you close your eyes, you saw his smile. And it hurts.
You tried to think of something else, something happy. But your mind kept wandering to the place you first met him. You thought of your first touch, first kiss, and first night. Everything had been so new to you, but he was always there to light the way.
Sadness,
You wonder why you did what you did. You knew just how much it would hurt him. Wasn't that the point in the first place? You yelled hateful words, and he just stood there. You hit him, and he let you. You ran.
And he didn't follow.
You wanted to cry. For some crazy obscure reason, part of you wanted him to run after you, to hold you, and to tell you everything would be okay. Part of you wished you had the courage to tell him everything, just so that you didn't have to go through this alone. That was the selfish part of you.
Tears,
You had decided, you would rather hurt him now, hurt him fast, rather than watch as he dies slowly. You knew, the day you die, would be the day he dies as well.
Suddenly, the many machines around you started beeping. You couldn't breathe; your lungs were on fire. Tears sprang to your eyes and you wanted to scream. You wanted someone to be there with you. You wanted to be loved.
You didn't want to die alone.
Sky,
Blotches of darkness invaded your vision and you could no longer see. You were crying so hard, you could feel it, but you couldn't hear yourself. It happened all too fast.
You heard his voice, calling your name. You felt a pair of warm arms around you.
Stars,
But you were no longer there. You had wings, and you were free. You were flying. You had always wondered what it would be like to fly, and now you finally found out. You closed your eyes in contentment as you felt yourself being pulled heavenwards.
You heard him call you again.
And;
And you didn't look back.
My heaven.
I should really learn to be less dramatic. Is anyone lost? I hope so. Basically, the girl (or guy) was dying because of some disease, and she (he) didn't tell her (his) boyfriend because of fear of hurting him. But the selfish part of her (him) wanted him to be there with her (him). And the boyfriend finally found out about her (his) condition and ran to the hospital. But by the time he got there, she (he) was dying. He called for her (him), but she (he) was finally free from all the suffering. And the rest, is history. Lol. I confess, I was thinking of Onew and Key (who are both guys) when I wrote this. I'm sorry for being an Onkey shipper.
Ooh, Amigo is playing on my iPod. Is anyone else addicted to Key's rap and his 'I like that girl'? I think I have an unhealthy obsession for his collarbone. O.O