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Chapter 3

"I need to talk to you about my brother." Oh no shit! I already knew that! "Ok, what about him?" was I sounding too rude? Sure hope not. "My brother is a wreck Ana, what the hell happened between you two?" She really didn't know. He was a wreck? He surely didn't seem as bad when he threw me out. He was no Saint! He fucked dozens of women, and I just kissed like 5 guys!

"I screwed up, that's what happened." How could I hurt my Christian like that? We were happy.. He made some mistakes too, but I fucked this up. I really ended us.

"But what did you do Ana? I've never seen Christian like that, I went to Escala to visit him, and Taylor told me that I couldn't go in because Christian was feeling sick that day. Of course I did get in, because I was worried about him. I was like searching for him all around the house and I found him crying on the floor, yelling words that I couldn't understand, except the one, your name." Oh my God, I can't handle any more of this. I need to find him, I need to talk to him, if he is this sad it means that he still cares about me, he must care about me. Oh Mia was still talking to me.

"And another thing, we had a black eye, I honestly don't know what happened, but Taylor told me that he was like that for 3 days." Black eye? Who did something like that to Christian? Wait. Maybe.. Oh My God, he went to Ethan, and they got into a fight. That's the only reason.

"Mia, I need to go I'm sorry.. Thank you for calling me" I need to talk to Christian right now, I don't know how I'm going to get to him, but I'm doing everything that I can. I should probably call Ethan to check if he is still alive. I know how Christian gets when he's jealous, and It's not pretty.

- Fifty shade of jealousy-

"Ethan, Hello. Are you okay?" I couldn't wait any longer; I had to ask him right away if he was ok. "Yes, I'm okay Ana. Who told you?" Oh crap, it was true.. They got into a fight over me, and that's why they were both hurt.

"Hm.. Mia called. Are you really ok?" I was so worried about him.. And Christian, he does not simply get punched. Christian works out every day, and I know he can fight. "Ana I'm ok, but your boyfriend is crazy! He walked in here, started to punch me and he only left 'cause his security told him that I understood the message Christ! He's just crazy Ana; you need to run from this." If only he knew, I was so not running.

"I'm so sorry Ethan, I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I made a mistake by kissing you, Christian freaked out and threw me out, and I'm staying at José's for now." I was so ashamed, but feeling actually good, because if Christian came to punch Ethan, that would mean that he still has feelings for me.

"That bastard threw you out? Did you say to him that I started it?" Now that you tell me that.. No I didn't, should i? What difference would it make? "I can't believe this. I could punch him again right now!" Oh gosh, no. "No, No Ethan, forget it, he doesn't love me anymore, so it's better this way" No it isn't.

"Oh Ana come on, do you think this guy doesn't love you? And he thinks you don't love him? What a bunch of retards. He came in here telling me that you were his, and that no other man could ever touch you. Is that the speech of someone who's not in love?" WHAT? I was his? Of course I am, but he didn't want me anymore, or else why would I make me leave? This is not right. "I need to go Ethan, I'm really sorry once again" I'm going to Escala to solve this crap.

- Escala -

"Hello Taylor. Can I talk to Christian?" please say yes. I need to see him now, I need to apologize once again, even if he still hates me.. I just need to see him.

"Mr. Grey is busy Mss Steele, I'm sorry." He's busy? He's probably working.. But I can wait; I will wait forever if I have to. Or was he with Leila? He left me, so he needed to find a new Sub for him, and Leila was ready.

"I can wait, Thank you Taylor." He looked worried.. Maybe I could get him to tell me anything about Christian. "So, Taylor.. How's Christian doing?" I need to pretend like I don't know anything. "I'm sorry Miss Steele I'm not allowed to tell you anything about so you never heard it from me. is not okay, you need to talk with him because as far as I can tell, Ms Steele, you're not doing great either."

He was right, I was not doing not even ok, I was feeling like I could sleep outside his door so that I could feel him closer to me. "And, I think you should come back another day, is really busy today." Now he sounded weird! This was not work for sure.. He was hiding something from me. I passed through Taylor and he did nothing to stop me. I walked past the kitchen straight to Christian's office, I don't know why but I thought that he was there.

"Christian, you need to forget about that little… girl. She was just using you for the money of course, I warned you so many times.." I knew that voice! I can't believe that she's here. Is he busy with her? I'm so stupid for thinking that he was suffering. "You need to start enjoying yourself again, and I can help you worth that, you know I can". She was really with him, and I couldn't stand to be here anymore. "Elena?" I whispered. "Fuck!" I stepped into something on the floor.

"Wait a minute, I heard something. Taylor?" fuck, fuck fuck he heard something, I need to run. "Ana?" he saw me! How could he? I was running really fast.

"Ana? Stop right there" He better be kidding me, he was giving me orders? I wasn't one of his subs, I wanted to go back and make sure that he knew that. but I shouldn't. "Taylor, Stop her!" oh now I was screwed, Taylor could get me in a blink of an eye. But he didn't. Why was Taylor helping me? Maybe he felt sorry for me because he knew that Elena was in there. I left and no one was following me, and thank God for that.

My phone rang. Christian? Again, for 100 time today. Gosh I need to work!

"Ana, I have on the line, he says it's urgent" Oh I know how urgent it is! Like it was urgent to get into Elena's pants. "Well Hannah, tell to never call me again, I'm happy without him in my life and that he should probably go fuck himself" I smiled. Hannah laughed, she thought this was funny? That was not really my point, but it's better off this way. "I can't say that Ana" the hell she could! Ok.. Maybe she shouldn't. I laughed with her, so she thinks that I was kidding.

"Ok, then say that he needs to stop calling me because I'm busy" Hannah nodded and left. One less problem. I needed to check my email even though I was trying to avoid that.

And there it was the email I was trying to not read.