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Chapter 4
From : Elena Lincoln
Subject : Don't try anymore
Date: February 28 2013, 11h00
To : Anastasia Steele
Hello my dear. As you already know, I'm with Christian now, and there's nothing you can do to change that. We spend every night making love to each other, and he enjoys himself more that you will ever imagine. He touches me and loves me. I am enough to him; I give him what he wants and needs. You're nothing but a piece of garbage that's making this harder. Leave Christian alone, so that we can be happy together.
Thank you for your attention,
Elena Lincoln
No, this can't be right. This bitch! I just left a week ago and she's already with him? Ana.. you already knew that. This was just a confirmation. They're making love at night? Probably in our bed. Christian, you bastard.. I can't believe this. Wait. Another email?
From: Christian grey
Subject: Hide and seek
Date: February 28 2013, 11h30
To: Anastasia Steele
I know it was you at my house last night. Can you explain to me what you were doing there? Reply to me has soon as you see this.
You better have a perfect good explanation.
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings, Inc.
Shit, he really saw me. I should have a perfectly good explanation? Why was he so rude? Oh I know why.. he was going to have a passionate night with that bitch and I interrupted. Should I reply? I don't think so. And what kind of subject was that? Was he joking? He doesn't need me; he will eventually stop stalking me.
I spoke too soon. Another email.
From: Christian Grey
Subject: Stop this shit.
Date: February 28 2013, 11h40
To: Anastasia Steele
Cut the crap Anastasia, I know you're reading my emails. I'm going down there and you better be there when I arrive, this is going too far.
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings, Inc.
What was going too far? Me? Trying to be part of his life when I'm not? He made it very clear last night when I heard Elena. I felt like I was disposable and that I was not needed anymore. Mia was wrong, and so was Ethan. They don't know Christian... But do i? I thought so. He has needs, and I was never good enough for him.
I read the email again. Wait, wait. He's coming here? To my office? I need to get out of here!
"Ana" I heard his voice. Too late to run now I thought. How could he have this effect on me just with his voice? I was so angry with him but I still felt like he could take me right there. The sexual tension is never going to change is it? Oh my God his eye! Seems like Ethan really put up a fight, Christian looked like crap... but on the other hand, so did I.
"Christian" I said. What else could I say? Hey mister, please explain to me why your ex was at your apartment last night, why are you fucking her when you were with me a week ago! I can't ask him because, I'm an ex too.
"Wanna try to explain now?" Shit, right to the part of the conversation where I was hoping to run to the bathroom. Whatever, I need to get this over with. "I went there to check on you, Mia called" he looked shocked and angry at the same time.
"Fuck, what did she say? This was just a misunderstanding" he said pointing to his eye. "Oh was it?" I asked. "It was a misunderstanding that you went to Ethan's apartment too?" I was so mad at him. He was just lying to my face. He remained in silence.
"I know what I did was wrong ok? I was drunk and I thought you were fucking Leila! (Guess I was just wrong with the woman..) But coming after him like that? Who do you think you are? You lost every right with me when you kicked me out. I'm an independent woman and you don't have anything to do with my life! Now go back to Elena because it seems that she's all you need. UFF, I can breathe now! I should have picked the phone sooner.
"Elena? What are you talking about?" was he really trying to make me feel stupid? Oh I'll show you stupid.
"I'm not a fool Christian, I know she was with you last night..i know it all, she told me.. and I heard all that she was saying about me" now I got his full attention.
"It's true, I called Elena when you left with Sawyer, but it was all I did, call. She showed up last night uninvited and she wouldn't stop talking. She kissed me, I kissed her back, but that was all. I felt repulsed when she tried to touch my pants" He did kiss her... I knew it. She was trying to touch his pants? That bitch! What kind of kiss was that? Shut up Ana, you know what his kisses make you feel.
"Ana, say something" what the hell did he want? I admitted that I was there, I told him why, I said I'm sorry, I showed him that I'm jealous.
"I don't have anything to say to you Christian, I think you should go." He needs to leave before I do anything stupid with him. "GO!" gosh; I was sounding like him wasn't I? Just like when he threw me out. I can't do this..
"I know you're hurt Ana, but you know me, I'm so jealous.. No man can breathe near you. I could kill him that night, instead I treated you like shit, and I'm just sorry" he was saying that he's sorry? He needs to stop looking at me like that.. Oh my god those eyes.
"I need you with me. I've been crazy knowing that you're staying at Jose's apartment.. I really really need you" he was coming closer, I know that look, and I know what comes next. I can't do this, I thought all I wanted was him but this was too much... He turned to kiss me and I looked the other way.
"No Christian, I can't." he was looking like the world fell down on him. "What? You've never said no to me like that. You won't even let me kiss you?" oh, this was new to him… I bet all the women close their eyes waiting for the perfect kiss. He tried to kiss me again. "Gosh, I can't! Not after what you did Christian. I haven't forgiven you about the Leila fiasco and what about Elena? Why was she at your apartment? She told me everything! I know all about the love making.. Don't think I'm a fool" Silence. He wasn't saying anything.. Not trying to explain. Nada, nada.
"I guess this is it. If you don't have anything to say to me, and I don't have anything to say to you.. We're done" how am I capable of telling these words? He can't leave me.. I won't survive this. Oh shut up Ana! You're strong enough to get through this!
"Love what? This is crazy..what did she tell you? I am not leaving this place without you. I can't Ana. Can I call Dr .Flynn? I'm sure he will help us." Dr. Flynn? What the fuck? I don't want to talk to Dr. Flynn I want him to be honest with me! Is that so hard?
"Fine, whatever" he must think I'm a rock with no heart by now.. All I want is him back but I can't handle all of this crap. He has to be 100% honest with me or this is not going to work. I shouldn't have kissed Ethan, I messed up, but he was not helping. I told him everything and he hasn't told me even half the story.
"Let's go to Escala Ana, he will be there in 20min" What? The man does nothing more in his life than being all ready for you ? Then I remembered.
"I don't want to! I'm not leaving work!" Not really up for Discussion I guess.
