Chapter 6

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A: "Christian..." he looked so angry, why was I so stupid, trying to make him jealous, Ana, grow up!
C: "I don't want to hear anything anymore Ana. I'm not with Elena, and I don't know why would you believed anything she says. She done nothing but try to hurt our relationship and you still believe her. How stupid is that?"

He's right. He is so right. If he is not with her at all, then I lied to him in vain. But I can't back out now, he threw me out for a kiss, and he kissed her too! So were on the same page here. He needs to keep thinking that I slept with Ethan, that way he can feel that my little kiss was nothing compared to how I feel about all the women that he has been with.
A: "Ok, you're right. I shouldn't believe her, but in our situation, and knowing you, I know you have needs Christian, and since I'm not with you, you would need another woman"

C: "How could you think that? I was with you! But how I am supposed to feel about you being with another man? I love you and you know that, all I want is for you to be with me again Ana, but I cant even look at you without thinking about you with him, you said that he was better than me, how can I even.." He seems so lost, what did I do? "I don't know. I think I need to me alone right now."

And there you go; he steels me from my work, and now his throwing me out again. I can't tell him the truth now, I don't even know how to start telling him that I lied about this, but his eyes are killing me. He's so hurt.

A: "I get it Christian. So you've slept with half of Seattle but I'm only allowed to be with you forever. You know that I love you but I was really hurt about the thing with Leila and you still don't get it. I'm out of here, and don't even think about getting me here a third time if you're going to throw me out all over again"
He looked confused.
C: "I'm not throwing you out Ana."
A: "So what do you call this? I knew that I shouldn't have come here" of course I should. I missed him.
C: "Ana, you have to believe that I really didn't sleep either with Leila or Elena since I'm with you. I just haven't. But I can't say the same about you and it kills me, I can't be with you right now"
He's breaking up with me? Oh god no, I can't be without him.
A: "Are you breaking up with me?" Now he was really annoyed. He looked at me like I was stupid or something, like I couldn't understand a simple thing.
C: "Ana, I'm just hurt. Like I told you I love you, and that's never going to change. But right now... "I can't believe this! He is breaking up with me because I was with another man. I need to tell him the truth now, I can't lose him
A: "Christian wait, I need to tell you one thing about me and Ethan." He looked at me offended. Like I was trying to lie to him.
C: "I don't wanna hear it. I don't want any fucking details!" I am felling so scared, he never looked at me with such anger before.
A: "It's nothing like that! Just hear me out please"
C: "Nothing between you and Ethan concerns me, I need to be alone now. Taylor!" He is calling security on me?
A: "Are you calling security to get me out again? I'm not drunk, I'm not stupid. And even though I made a mistake your being an ass!" He was being an ass. How could he do this? I know he's hurt, and I was trying to explain but he doesn't even look at me without that disgust look.
C: "At least I'm an ass, not a cheater" WHAT? I don't know this Christian, he was never like this with me, but it seems that I've been wrong about him. It was just a kiss... I'm angry.
A: "You don't let me explain!"
C: "Bye Ana"

A: "You're impossible; if there's no communication this is impossible. Take this; take it all"
I start to give him my phone, my car keys, everything I had on me that he gave me. This may gave him a reaction.
C: "You're being unreasonable. This is your stuff. I don't want it." I don't want anything that reminds of him, I want him, that's all.
A: "Whatever Christian" I'm leaving, and this sounds less permanent so I'm going to my apartment this time. I believe him, when he says that he didn't sleep with Leila or Elena. Then why was Elena lying like that? To hurt you Ana, to hurt you. I can't live without him but if he can't even let me talk, I can't see a future with me and him.