Did you know that John Green is brilliant? And that is why you *may* spot a few lines in here from his books. Hehe. :)
October 5
Why?
-Alec
October 10
So Jace has been getting better. He woke up this morning clawing at his throat, and I gave him water, and he sort of nodded a thanks. Magnus has quite trying to help, because he and Alec broke up or something, I don't know, Magnus said something about 'ending someone's life isn't as innocent as you think' or something. Don't I know that. The way I see it, people end lives without knowing how amazing life can be. Life can either be crappy or amazing, and it's all in your own hands. It's all your own story, and how you control it, it will be.
Knowing this made life a little better.
I'm really determined to keep Jace alive. I'm going to help Clary.
-Isabelle
October 20
I think Isabelle's finally realizing that I appreciate help. She came over to Luke's the other day, asking to see me. She told me that Jace meant as much to her as he did to me, and I asked her why she hadn't thought of that earlier. She just told me she had been an 'ignorant bitch'. I think this has something to do with Simon. She probably broke up with him or something, and is trying to get on my good side so I don't kill her.
Great.
Now I've made myself worry even more. I'm going to call Simon now.
-Clary
October 25
On a scale of one to ten, my hatred to Jace is twelve. But really, a year has passed, and I have to say, he isn't recovering, and even I'm starting to worry. Clary's worrying her little head off, and I'm sitting here thinking of a name for the band. I feel sort of useless. So, of course, I asked Isabelle if I could help. She told me to find Magnus and clear up whatever had happened between him and Alec.
Why did I ever ask to help?
-unfortunately, Simon.
October 30
I spent another day with Jace today. Mom and I sorted out a schedule, kind of. I go to the institute every other day to see and help Jace, and Isabelle helps him on days that I don't visit. That way he's always looked after and fine. I'm scared, you know. Really scared that he might just not make it. But he's strong. Jace is strong. But he's just a person. Like you and me, he's a being that breaths and feels and has life. What a treacherous thing, to believe that a person is more than a person. Even a Shadowhunter, really. He's just a person.
And sometimes, people just aren't strong enough.
-Clary
November 4
It was Halloween a few days ago. Everyone went out, except Clary and Isabelle. Izzy handed out candy and Clary cried over Jace. They all care so much about something. Izzy cared about the amount of candy. It's obvious to what Clary cares about. I don't know why. But anyway, no one noticed me, so I went to the bathroom. I did cut myself. Blood is lovely, in a sort of scary way. I didn't kill myself. I'm not going to do that. I'm just letting out anger.
Letting out anger on myself, because there's no one else around.
-Alec
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