Note: Okay, so here is chapter 6! I don't have anything to mention about this one besides I hope you like it! :D And by the way, I do not own Glee.


Chapter 6: Secretly in the Auditorium.

The next day felt like a blur, all Blaine wanted to was for the day to come to an end. It was passed lunch time by now and he felt like throwing up, thinking about which class that was next. Math with beautiful, perfect, wonderful Kurt Hummel who he had messed up his chances to even get to know. Yes, Blaine was scared that he might have stronger feelings for him than he thought he would have but now it didn't matter, because Kurt could obviously not return them and even if he could, they couldn't be together. Blaine wondered how awkward this was gonna be as he walked into the classroom. He felt the bullies eye him but he kept his eyes on his books as he sat down and focused on not looking at Kurt at all today.

"Hello class." Hearing Kurt's voice made him even more nervous, knowing that he stood just a few feet away from him. Blaine thought about what clothes he wore today, if his hair looked like it used to… Maybe he could just peek a little. No, he couldn't, because he knew that if he looked he wouldn't be able to look away so he kept his eyes on his books.

"Today we're gonna continue with the book. Just go on from where you are and ask if you need help." Kurt said. "And by the way, in two weeks we will have a test on this chapter." He made a pause for the class to stop groaning. "Okay, I know you think it's early for a test already since you started school this week but lifes a bitch and then you die. Kidding…" He heard a few chuckles from the class but still managed to keep his eyes away from Kurt.

"Alright, get to work." Kurt finished and sat down by his desk. Blaine opened his books and started working, he was far behind since he spent the last few lessons staring at Kurt. He was so concentrated on his work, not looking up once, he even missed Kurt gazing at him through sad eyes.

Later on it was finally time for Glee rehearsal, Blaine loved Glee. He found Glee when he was harrassed more than ever and couldn't tell anyone about the mean guys beating him up every single day, even if he wanted to he couldn't find the right words to express his pain and sorrow. But he needed to get his feelings out somehow or else he would explode and there was only one way he knew how; singing. He remembered the day so well, it was his first year at the school and already after three days he had more bruises than he had had in a long time. He was broken, confused and sad. As he ran and tried to hide from them he found the auditorium, it was a huge stage and the view over all the thousands of seats was breathtaking. It was also a piano to his right so he walked over there and started playing it, singing his heart out. He sang 'Not alone' by Darren Criss, it was a song that always comforted him when nobody else did. Once he was done he heard someone clapping, it was , the Spanish teacher who had taken over Glee club. told him that he thought he was really good and asked him to join Glee club and Blaine did. Already after the first day he noticed that this was where he belonged, this club was where the popular kids and the outsiders came together and became a family. Here it was gay kids, asian kids, black kids, obese kids, nerds, tall kids, awkward kids, kids who couldn't dance. It was all kinds of different people but they were all there for the same reason; to be loved for exactly who you are. And because they love singing. Blaine fell in love with the club and made alot of friends, he loved everyone in Glee club but still, there was still things he couldn't talk about, not even with Tina. And that was where the singing came in, singing was the solution when words just wasn't enough.

Though today they didn't get to sing whatever they wanted, like Blaine would have prefered. No, they didn't sing at all today, they were thinking about ideas for sectionals, the singing competition. They decided a few dance steps and one or two songs, but nothing was for sure. The hour passed by fast and soon it was over, it was time to go home. Blaine was still sad, he wanted to sing, hell, he needed to sing. When everyone was out of the classroom Blaine walked over to .

"Um… ? Could I borrow the auditorium for a while? I just wanna practise a few dance steps and work on my singing." The curly haired man in his early 30's looked over at Blaine and smiled.

"Of course, Blaine! Take all the time you need." He said and patted Blaine's back.

"Thank you." Blaine said and smiled a little before he ran off to the auditorium. Once he got there he immideatly felt calmer, this was the stage who would never leave him, he could always come back here and sing about his feelings. The stage wouldn't judge him, maybe because it wasn't alive but it was still comfort somehow. He walked over to the familiar piano to the right, he rested his elbow on it and stroke the keys. Eventually he sat down, closed his eyes and started playing.

I've been alone

Surrounded by darkness

I've seen how heartless

The world can be

He didn't even have to look at the keys while he was playing, his fingers were dancing over them like he had done it his entire life, like he was born to play this song exactly like this. He sang with such passion and feeling that it was mindblowing. That was a thing about Blaine, when he was singing he meant every word of it, it was like the world wasn't even there anymore, it was just him and the piano.

I've seen you crying

You felt like it's hopeless

I'll always do my best

To make you see

Baby you're not alone

Cause you're here with me

And nothing's ever gonna bring us down

Cause nothing can keep me from loving you

And you know it's true

It don't matter what I'll come to be

Our love is all we need to make it through

Baby you're not alone

Blaine sang the last few words and stopped playing, silence filled the auditorium as he opened his eyes. Suddenly he heard hands clapping, like the first day he was here and sang this song. He turned around so fast he almost fell off the small stool he was sitting on. His eyes widen when he saw who stood there, clapping his hands. It was Kurt. He was the last person Blaine would have expected to stand there. He suddenly got nervous, what the hell? Kurt stopped clapping and walked out of his little hiding place so Blaine could fully see him. Crap, this is why Blaine didn't wanna look at him. How could Kurt even blame him for staring? He is so damn beautiful and perfect, who wouldn't stare? Today he was wearing bright red pants (which made it impossible to not stare at his legs or his ass) and a longsleeved, black shirt which had buttons at the top and two of them was unbuttoned, showing off some of his hairless, pale, wonderful, marble chest. And yes, his hair was perfect as usually but today a small strand was out of place and hang down on his forehead teasing his left eye which made him flip his hair every now and then. Blaine's mouth felt dry.

"So it was you..." Kurt said after a while. Blaine didn't answer him. What was he supposed to say anyway?

"You're really good, you know." Kurt said and pointed at the piano. "It's… it's breathtaking watching you up here." Blaine felt frustrated, where was he going with this? Couldn't he see Blaine did all he could not to break their relation even more and he didn't exactly help. Why did he even talk to him outside class if he wanted to keep it so damn professional?

"Thanks." Blaine said below a whisper.

"I mean it, Blaine. You could get into NYADA if you did a performance like that. You were born to do that." Kurt bit his lip, seeing how Blaine just seemed to be more and more confused and frustrated made him realize it was time to stop talking. Kurt didn't even know why he came here in the first place, he had just heard this beautiful voice and followed it. Honestly, he was happy to see it was Blaine.

"W-What are you even doing here? Kurt. I thought you wanted to keep this professional." Kurt looked down at his shoes.

"I… I don't know, really. I just heard this wonderful voice and followed it, honestly I'm sort of happy it was y-you." Kurt seemed just as insecure as Blaine at the moment, that made Blaine relax a little, making him more confident.

"Fine. Then I'm outta here." Blaine started walking away but before he could Kurt ran to him and grabbed his arm, forcing him to stay. Blaine turned around and looked Kurt in the eyes, Kurt was like his reflection; the same frustration, sadness and confusion was there.

"Don't go, please… Don't go." Kurt pleaded. Blaine knew he should just say no and run off but he couldn't, he was stuck, like someone glued his feet to the floor.

"But why?" He asked quietly. Kurt shaked his head slowly but didn't break eye contact.

"I- I don't…" Kurt lost his words. Blaine felt anger build up inside him, slowly.

"You don't what, Kurt?" He asked, his voice a little too harsh.

"I- I…" Kurt couldn't get anything out.

"I think I know. You don't want me to leave because you don't want us to hate eachother or whatever, and do know; I don't hate you. But don't you think it's just a little frustrating that you're sort of leading me on with your damn looks, flirty words and stuff? It is! I am a teenager and yes, I may be young but I am at least mature enough to admit that I do have some sort of feelings for you. But you, you are just a scared little boy who are afraid to admit that you have feelings for me too!" Blaine breathed heavily, it took so much effort to get those words out. Kurt didn't look away, he kept on looking right into his eyes. Kurt knew exactly what to say, but the words didn't escape his mouth. They were stuck somewhere between his throat and tongue.

"Fine. I'm gonna leave now and we can forget everything that's ever happened. Okay? It… it doesn't matter. I get that it's like hard for you or whatever but I still think it's really immature to lead someone on and then just cut it off like you did. But like I said, whatever. Goodbye, . See you in class tomorrow." Blaine said and made a lame effort to walk away but didn't get anywhere since Kurt was still holding onto his arm.

"Blaine, I didn't ask you to back off because I thought you wouldn't be able to handle your feelings. I am scared that I wouldn't be able to handle mine." Kurt seemed ashamed to admit this, his eyes watered and it looked like he was about to cry. "You're right, I do have feelings for you. And I am sorry for leading you on like that but I- I wasn't thinking. I am 22 years old for God's sake, I'm a 22 year old boy, I don't think before I do stuff. I know it's not an excuse but-"

"Your damn right it's not an excuse." Blaine said and jerked his arm away from Kurt's hand and folded them over his chest. Ignoring the little jump his heart had made at Kurt's confession.

"The first time I saw you I just… couldn't take my eyes off you, okay? I just thought you were so damn hot, attractive, beautiful, wonderful and I would have done anything to get to know you and to be with you. Hell, I would even quit my job! So I did everything my subconcious told me not to do and the moment I saw you return those looks I tried to avoid giving you, I knew I didn't do the right thing. You are my student, Blaine. I wanted to continue seeing you but I knew that if we did it would grow into something more, at least for me and I know what kind of trouble that can lead to. Not just for me but for you. You are young, you are very clever and you sing like a dream. You have a bright future infront of you and it would kill me to ruin that, okay? But today when you completely ignored me in class I thought maybe I hurted you more than I thought and I figured I owed you an explanation. And I am sorry, Blaine. I really am." Kurt finished and looked him genuinly in the eyes.

"I… I guess I can forgive you, but only because you were honest with me." Blaine said. After a few minutes of silence he couldn't keep the smirk away from his face anymore. "You think I'm attractive?" Blaine raised en eyebrow and his smirk broke out to a full on grin.

"Oh my God, don't make this any more difficult." Kurt said and covered up his blushing cheeks.

"But admit it, you do."

"Fine, yes. I said that, didn't I?" Kurt said and removed his hands from his cheeks. "So, are we okay?"

"No." Blaine decided and his heart immideatly started beating faster in his chest. He wasn't gonna let Kurt slip away now when he was under his spell. "Why can't you give us a chance?" Kurt gasped.

"Blaine, I am your teacher. I can't do that to you." Kurt shaked his head.

"Yes, yes you can. Shut that subconscious up for a second and just give me a chance?"

"It's the subconcious that keeps me sane, Blaine." Kurt said.

"Then let's get crazy for a second. You are right, you are only 22 years old. You don't think, and you shouldn't be. You should do what your heart tells you to do. So come on, you admitted you have feelings for me. Give me a chance, just one date. You owe me that much." Blaine tilted his head to one side and raised both of his eyebrows. Kurt frowned.

"I can't just… date you, do you know what kind of trouble that would mean if anyone found out?"

"Then let's make sure nobody finds out. I swear, I wont tell anyone." Kurt chewed on his lower lip, he wanted nothing more than go on a date with Blaine, he wanted nothing more than to kiss him. But he couldn't… could he? Blaine eyes wandered down to Kurt's lips, he wanted nothing more than to chew on it the way Kurt did right now.

"You swear?" Kurt asked.

"I swear." Blaine said and nodded. Kurt then did something he never thought he would, he leaned in. Blaine saw it, the thought of knowing that soon he would taste those lips made him almost squeal. He could feel Kurt's breath against his own and it smelled… amazing. Soon enough Kurt's lips brushed over his own, they both gasped by the light touch. Blaine suddenly felt frustrated when Kurt didn't do anything else, their lips were barely touching. It was like standing in the desert and get one drop of water onto your tongue, it made you go crazy. Blaine then grabbed Kurt's face and crashed their lips together. Fuck. Once they did Kurt choked his gasp and kissed back, wrapping his arms around Blaine. Blaine felt dizzy, like everything was spinning so damn fast. He couldn't even remember what he ate for breakfast this morning, even less where he was right now. All he could think about, all he could feel was Kurt's lips, Kurt's touches, Kurt's breath, Kurt's tongue who just slipped into his mouth. Oh my god. Kurt's tongue was inside his mouth, Blaine got so eager that he moved a few steps back, pushing Kurt against the wall to get their bodies closer together. Kurt was so lost in the sensation he didn't even think anymore, everything just happened. But it felt so right, he didn't feel guilty about it, he just felt… Blaine. He moved his mouth from Blaine's and started sucking on his neck and jaw line, causing Blaine to moan, but not loud enough for anyone to hear it. He worked on the spot just below his ear which made Blaine make the most sounds.

"Is- Is that a yes?" Blaine breathed, no, moaned out. Kurt groaned at him and pulled away from his neck.

"What do you think?" He said, his voice hoarse as he crashed their lips together again. Blaine felt very pleased with the answer and kissed back with everything that he had. But suddenly that wasn't enough, he needed more, he needed to feel more of Kurt. He didn't mean to, it just kind of happened… but suddenly he started rolling his hips against Kurt's. They both pulled away from the kiss to moan out loud.

"Oh my god- Blaine, I…" Kurt forgot what he was gonna say, he couldn't even think clear right now.

"Yes?" Blaine asked as he continued with what he was doing.

"I…" Kurt couldn't get any words out, only moans and groans. Soon enough he felt how close he was and he couldn't let that happen in here. His mind finally started working again and he pulled away from Blaine as fast as he could, almost jumping back. He watched Blaine as if he saw a ghost, the boy stood against the wall, breathing heavily and… well, there was definetly something that wasn't right with his pants. Kurt stared at the hickeys he had made all over his neck and jaw line with pure horror. "Oh my god." He gasped out and put a hand over his mouth.

"What?" Blaine asked and looked confused at Kurt, he was blushing.

"You've got hickeys all over your face and you…" Kurt couldn't look below his stomach. Blaine blushed a even deeper shade of red.

"I'm sorry, I overstepped…"

"No, I'm sorry… I shouldn't have-"

"Yes, yes you should." Blaine interrupted. Kurt sighed and felt a headache slowly appear as he looked at the mess he made.

"No, I shouldn't. I just broke my first law." Kurt made a face.

"But was it worth it? It must have been since you said yes to give me a chance." Blaine said and studied Kurt. He frowned. "But if you wanna take that back, I'm not gonna force you to date me-"

"How about at The Sugar Shack by 7?" Kurt asked, suddenly smiling. Blaine's eyes widen.

"You really wanna go out with me?"

"Yes, Blaine. I really wanna go out with you." Kurt said truthfully. "So, what do you say?"

"Perfect." Blaine said and smiled. He loved The Sugar Shack, it was the perfect 'date' restaurant. Everything in there was so romantic from what he could remember, he had only been there twice before.

"I would love to pick you up but… it would look suspicious if we came in the same car in case anyone saw us." Kurt said.

"I agree. Should we exhange numbers?"

"Of course." Kurt said. They exhanged numbers and then grinned again.

"Now I can text you whenever I want." Kurt said.

"Yeah, you can. See you tomorrow." He said. Kurt nodded and kissed him once more, making both of the blush before Blaine left. This was really unusual but he was happy, they both were. And Blaine couldn't deny it felt like walking on clouds on his way to the car.


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