A/N: Here's chapter 12! I hope you like it! Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.

Chapter 12: Mails & Our second date.

"Shit, Blaine… I'm so sorry." Tina looked shamefully down at her shoes. Blaine studied her infront of him as she stood by the door at her house; her hair was in a loose pony tail, she wore no makeup and she was in her sweatpants. Clearly really hungover. He shaked his head as a small smirk appeared on his lips.

"Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself? -In-My-Bra-Because-Mike-Thinks-It's-Hot." Blaine teased.

"It's not funny! Oh my God, I made such a fool of myself." She rubbed her tired eyes. Blaine rolled his eyes at her, she was so not the Tina he used to know. Blaine had simply walked over this morning to make sure she was alright and now here they were, Tina had apologized like 5 million times.

"You kinda did," Blaine said. "But who cares? I at least got you out of there eventually. And besides, we all make mistakes. Happens to the best of us." He shrugged. She looked up at him.

"I still treated you like crap, Blaine. And here you are, being all nice to me."

"Yes, I am being nice to you. Awfully nice actually, because you are my friend. And I am not even mad at you about yesterday, okay? Besides, have you forgot what happened at the last party when I got drunk? You had to drag me home before I followed some girl into her room." Blaine made a disgusted face at the thought. "Ugh, I could have come face to face with boobs, boobs Tina! Imagine that nightmare, or a vagina!" She shaked her head and giggled.

"You're so gay." She then smiled and looked up at him. "So, we are okay?"

"We are." He said and pulled her into a tight hug which she returned. Suddenly his phone buzzed in his pocket which made them pull away, a huge grin spread across his face once he saw appear on the screen.

"Who is it?"

"I've got a date."

"Oh, so it was the boyfriend." She rolled her eyes. "When am I gonna get able to meet him! Is he still in the closet?"

"Um… yeah, he kinda is. And I don't even know if we're boyfriends yet, it's only our second date." Blaine avoided meeting her eyes.

"How can he be in the closet if he keeps going out with you?"

"You don't have to be out to date, Tina. I mean, he is out to the world. He just hasn't told all of his friends and his parents yet, because they're um… very homophobic. Alright?"

"Fine, whatever. But I would like to know his name. Please? It wont exactly hurt to say his first name."

"I'm sorry, Tina."

"Capital?"

"Ugh, fine. It's K." He admitted. She thought for a second.

"I don't know anyone with the capital K." She groaned. "Second?"

"Nope."

"You're awful. You're happy my head kills me right now so I have to go inside and get some pain killers, but we'll talk about this later."

"Right." Blaine said.

"Bye. And thanks, again." She smiled slightly before she closed the door again. Blaine smiled back and started singing on a song as he walked home, really excited about his second date.

Once he was home he decided to check his mail. Maybe he'd got an answer. He logged onto his laptop, to his surprise he actually saw an reply. He inhaled and exhaled as he opened it.

Dear Blaine,

Just kidding, hey Blaine. Yeah, it was a while ago since I saw you… I don't even know how to begin to answer this. But I'll try: Hello, I'm doing fine. I'm in California, I'm curently shooting a movie. It's my very first, it's a big one and it's probably (hopefully) life changing. Dreams do come true.

Your life seems pretty… sad. But I know how you feel, my life hasn't exactly been easy here either. It's hard to fit in, no matter where you are. Just hang in there, everything will be fine when you get out of high school.

You mentioned some secret boyfriend of yours. I'm very curious about that. You seem pretty damn in love with him, which is good! But you also said you shouldn't be dating him? Why not? How does that make sense?

And no you stupid ass, I don't hate you. Why the hell would I? Sorry for my bad language but really, why? For what happened like forever ago? No, please, Blaine. I am NOT mad at you for that, I know it seemed that way before but we were fine, right? We were fine before I left.

And mom… I don't really know what to say about her. No I haven't seen her but I understand that she must be tired now when dad's gone.

This mail really comes out of order but… it's at least a reply and it was a long time ago I wrote a mail this way. (I'm a caller, texter, chatter. Not a mailer.)

I really miss you too and I've been wondering how you are doing as well. I actually planned on visiting but now the movie is in the way so… yeah. That will have to wait.

I hope you write back soon & here's my number in case you feel like calling: 0891019190

Forever brothers.

/Cooper aka "big bro"

Blaine stared at the mail, Cooper wasn't mad. Cooper was still there. Somehow, he didn't know why, he felt like crying. He was so happy to finally be in touch with his brother again. His brother had meant the world to him his entire life, Cooper had been his rolemodel, inspiration and best friend. Before Cooper left, they had gotten into a huge fight. It was about their dad leaving; Cooper was angry, sad and hurt. He had never been close with their mom, it had always been their dad. Just the way he was an inspiration to Blaine, their dad had been Cooper's inspiration. So when Blaine came out and their dad left, Cooper was angry and blamed it all on Blaine. It was a terrible fight that just didn't wanna end, Blaine tried with everything he could to make it up to Cooper but nothing worked. Soon enough they couldn't even be in the same room without fighting since Blaine eventually got sick of Cooper always yelling at him. The fight kept going on for a year but eventually ended, it became calmer. But Cooper didn't really seem to be able to put it behind them completely, which changed basically everything. So when he left at age 18 Blaine was really anxious that he was still mad at Blaine. He hadn't heard from Cooper since that day. That was three years ago now.

Blaine stared at the mail, he needed to answer NOW. He pressed reply immideatly and held his tears back as he started typing.

Oh thank God!

I thought you were still mad at me and… oh my god, thank god. Wait, you got a part in a MOVIE? I'm so proud, Coop.

About my tradgic love life, I am going on my second date tonight. I'm really happy with him, he like… makes me feel like I'm walking on clouds. I know it's stupid to say that but it's true, though. I think… I mean… I might even love him. It's really bad but I don't care! You know? No, you don't because I haven't told you why I shouldn't be dating him yet. Can you keep a secret? Good. I'll give you clues so you can figure it out, I can't write it down. It feels weird.

School

Break the rules

Attractive

Older

Secrets

Illegal

Math

Do you understand what I'm trying to say? I bet you do, you're smart. You always helped me with math problems when we was younger. Math… Okay, that was it. I gotta get ready now. I've got a date.

/Blaine aka "little brother"

Blaine pressed 'send' and then he got up from his chair. He needed to pick out an outfit. He decided to keep it simple; dark pants, button up shirt and a hat. He checked his watch, he was going on a lunch date and he was gonna be late for sure if he didn't leave now. He grabbed his keys and a thin jacket before driving towards Breadstix.

"Did you really have to choose Breadstix? Of all places?" Blaine groaned as he sat down infront of Kurt at their table (which were as far back in the restaurant as possible).

"Well, hello to you too." Kurt rolled his eyes.

"Sorry, but last time I was here I got food poisoned."

"Really? We can go somewhere else then if you want to." Kurt frowned.

"No, I guess I can choose something else on the menu." Blaine shrugged and looked through the meals. It was different kinds of soup, pasta, burgers and of course you got breadsticks with all of them. None of the dishes looked tempting. Blaine could almost feel Kurt's eyes on him, once he looked up he saw that Kurt, just like he thought, was looking at him. He was resting on his left elbow and looked at him with that something in his eyes. What was it? Love? Blaine could feel a blush forming on his cheeks.

"Whatcha lookin' at, Hummel?" Blaine did an awful impression of Kurt. Kurt giggled and blushed too.

"That was the worst impression ever. And for the record, I am looking at you. You are very handsome today."

"Oh, thank you." Blaine blushed even deeper. "So do you, as always."

"You really think so? The shirt is new and I was scared that you wouldn't like it." Kurt looked down at his light blue t-shirt with a handprint on it. Which he of course wore with a scarf.

"I love it." Blaine said with a smile.

"Now who's the cheesy one?"

"Hey! You asked, I'm just being honest."

"I know." Kurt then reached out his hand over the table. Blaine didn't hesitate, he grabbed his hand immideatly. Kurt stroke his thumb over Blaine's knuckles. Both their eyes were on their hands as they sat there in silence.

"This is nice." Kurt suddenly said. Blaine nodded.

"It is. But I still… you agreed on one date in the auditorium. And this is our second, and we have kissed alot… Like, are we… are we like boyfriends now?" It was a question both of them had asked themselves many times, but neither one of them had the guts to ask it out loud to one another. Kurt's heart skipped a beat. This was… serious.

"I-"

"Look, I know that it's a really big step and that we are moving really fast, but I feel like I know you, Kurt. Okay, I may not know everything but I want to. I want to know every little bit of you. And I don't feel weird at all about calling you my boyfriend, it would be an… honor." Blaine almost bit of his tongue, he was speaking too fast.. He was scared that Kurt would freak out and leave him but Kurt just… smiled. He smiled.

"I'd love to be your boyfriend, Blaine." He squeezed Blaine's hand. "And I want to get to know every bit of you too."

"You're serious?"

"I am." Blaine then leaned over the table and pressed their lips together, not caring who saw them for a moment. But it was just a quick one though and soon enough he sat down again. Kurt smiled genuinly.

"I lo-" He stopped himself and bit his tongue.

"What?"

"Nothing.. I don't know where that came from." Kurt said and blushed.

"It's okay, I didn't hear what you said anyway." Blaine shrugged. Kurt let out a breath.

"Okay, should we order?"

"Yeah."

"This dinner was a lot better than the last time I was here." Blaine said as they walked towards their cars.

"So, you don't feel sick at all?" Kurt asked and looked over his shoulder.

"No. Only love sick." Blaine couldn't keep the grin off his face as he said that. Kurt rolled his eyes.

"You are ridicilous." They stopped by Blaine's car. Kurt took Blaine's hands in his own and met his eyes. "I had fun tonight."

"Me too." Blaine nodded.

"But as much as I love to have dinner with you, maybe I can surprise you next time? I do have this little idea in mind."

"I love surprises!"

"Good, I hate them. But I love making them." Kurt winked.

"Then surprise me." Blaine said and smiled before he leaned in and kissed Kurt. He smiled into the kiss when he felt Kurt wrap his arms around him. This stuff was addicting, kissing was addicting. It was worse than any drug, kissing Kurt was addicting. It felt too good to be true, it was like-

"Blaine? ? What the hell are you doing?!"

A/N: Ooops, busted! But by who? :o let me know who you think it is! And btw, I have a tumblr if you feel like following you can find me here: . okay, that was that. Bye! (: AND HAPPY GLEE DAY!