A/N: I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas filled with lots of love and food, I know I did (: Okay, so here is chapter 15. I think you can guess what this one will be about once you read the name of the chapter. I don't have anything else to say besides: ENJOY! Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
Chapter 15: I love you.
Blaine went home right after Brunch with Tina. He was bored, his mom was working until late. This is the part he hated but also loved; when he could finally be alone. It was good, because most of his life he had been surrounded by people. The kids at school, his mom, Tina and Cooper. He was never really alone so that he could just be himself for a few minutes and clear his head. But right now he didn't feel the need to be alone, he felt lonely. He picked up his phone and wondered if he should or shouldn't text Kurt. He decided to give it a try.
Hey, what's up?
Oh, hi. I'm just trying to figure out my schedule. You?
Nothing really. Bored. Wondering if we could hang out?
I can't, at least not now. I need to finish this but I'll text you if I get some free time :)
Booooooooo
Blaine.
Kurt.
…
Fiiiiine!
*MWAH*
Dork.
I don't get a kiss?
*MWAH*
:D
Okay, goodbye.
Bye Blaineeyyyy!
Blaine rolled his eyes and sat down by the kitchen table, he eyed the laptop infront of him. Maybe he could check his facebook? He rarely did because nothing exciting happened. He smiled once he saw that little red sign which meant something new happened. He clicked on it: Jason Lawrence commented your photo. Oh no. This couldn't be good. Blaine scrolled down on the page and looked at his comments.
Tina: Aw, cutie!
Mike: Cool, bro.
Santana: Why am I friends with you again?
Brittany: I wanna eat your hair, it looks like a dessert.
Sugar: …
Wes: So gay (;
And then there was a few more, he scrolled down until he reached the last comment.
Jason: Just go back into the closet, fag. You're ugly as fuck, my screen is melting.
His comment had 31 likes. Blaine logged out and sighed. Why did he even create a facebook account?
Wait, Cooper. He hadn't checked his mail in forever. He quickly logged in and saw a reply from Cooper. He clicked on it and started reading.
Hey.
Okay, to be honest it took me a while to figure it out. I mean, not really. It was this one thing that popped into my head immideatly but I thought it couldn't be true. You're Blaine, you're clever. You wouldn't do that, would you? I kept asking myself but I figured it could be the only thing so basically this:
HOLY FUCK YOU'RE DATING YOUR MATH TEACHER!
Now when we got that covered, I'm not mad. But it's really insane, Blaine. It really is, I bet you know what kind of trouble it might cause if anyone finds out. And imagine if anyone did, what would happen to him? To you? To mom? Think about her a little, you said she's already dealing with too much. But as you describe it, you seem like you really like him, which is good. I'm happy you've got something happy in your life. And no, I wont tell anyone. I swear it. But I've got a few questions:
1. What does he look like?
2. What's his personality like?
3. How old is he?
4. Does anybody know?
5. Are you planning on telling anyone soon?
Okay, we'll start with those. But I gotta go soon, I've got to shoot. I know, me, Cooper Anderson, is gonna shoot a movie! This is the best thing ever. Well, reply as soon as possible before I die of curiosity.
/Cooper.
Blaine let out a sigh of relief, his brother was right. He was so right. It was insane, but he was also happy for him and he wont tell anyone. That's good. He needed to reply, now.
Hey, Coop.
Trust me, I have thought about mom and the consequences, many, many times. But it's okay, we're careful, we really are. And we got busted a few days ago but thank god it was just Tina and she promised not to tell anyone. So we learned our lesson, from now on we wont have anymore dates in public. We can't. And to answer your questions:
1. How do I even get started on this one? One word: PERFECTION. But I know that doesn't say much so I'll try to do him justice even though I'm terrible at describe things and people. So, I'll start with the top and work my way to the bottom. He has short, golden brown hair (kinda chesnut) and it's ALWAYS perfectly styled. His skin is perfection, like not a flaw anywhere, it's really pale (kinda marble) and sooo soft. His eyes are ocean blue, and I tell you, I could drown in those any day. His nose is kinda pointy, but it's so cute! His lips are thin and pink and soft and ohmygod. Ok, I haven't seen much of the rest of his body (it's always covered up with those expensive trendy clothes). But he is very thin, his legs are really long and he always wear very tight pants. There you have it.
2. His personality? How do I fit that in one mail? Okay, I'll do my best: He is funny, he has the greatest sense of humor. He is kind, so very kind but he has his bitchy moments too, and when he is in that mood you could turn into stone if you look him in the eye. He is most of the time happy, very happy and he smiles all the time, but he can be serious too. He has the greatest laugh ever, I could record it and listen to it all day. He dreams big, he dreams of Broadway, New York, Vouge and stuff like that. He can sing, very, very, very well! His voice is very high pitched but oh my god he can sing. He even got accepted into NYADA but he couldn't enter since he didn't have the money. He is also strong, mentally I mean. He has been through so much crap in his life, yet he stands tall and fights for what he believes in. I admire that about him. Okay, there are like a million other things about him but if I get started on those, I'll never be able to quit!
3. He is only 22 years old.
4. About us? No, nobody besides Tina.
5. No. I'm not. I'm not gonna tell anyone until I graduate and I am no longer a student there. Then I will, but only if he agrees with it.
Okay, that was all of your questions. I hope I answered them well? I need to send you a picture of him but I kinda feel guilty about this since he doesn't know I talk to you about us, so I wont without his premisson. I hope you can understand that. Please write back soon and tell me how your first day with the movie went and what you think of my boyfriend. I just wrote my boyfriend, I can get used to that. MY BOYFRIEND. HE IS MY BOYFRIEND. Oh, sorry. I'm literally writing what I'm thinking right now. I should end this. Okay, bye!
/Blaine.
Blaine sent the mail, then his eyes fell on the clock. It was barely passed 2.
"Screw this." He said and grabbed his car keys and walked out the door.
"Blaine?" Kurt asked in pure surprise when he saw Blaine stand outside the door to his small apartment.
"Oh, thank god. I found the right one, I almost thought I got it wrong." Blaine said with a smile.
"What are you doing here?" Kurt asked, this time with a small smile on his lips.
"Well, we can't see eachother out of school anymore since we got busted. So, I figured we could meet up at your place from now on."
"Oh."
"I mean, if that's okay with you?"
"What? Yeah, yeah. Sure, of course. Come in." Kurt said and moved aside so Blaine could walk in. Blaine looked around.
"Wow, I don't know what I expected your apartment to look like but this is definetly not it."
"I know, it's not me. But I'm not allowed to do much with the walls so I had to bring in some stylish decorations." Kurt shrugged. "Is it really that hideous?"
"No, it's actually adorable." Blaine said with a smile and walked into the livingroom. He sat down on the couch and watched Kurt as he sat down next to him.
"Sorry for the mess, I was paying bills and rescheduling my schedule."
"Oh, was this a bad time?" Blaine said and frowned.
"No! Absolutely not, this can wait." Kurt said and closed his laptop. Silence filled the room. Kurt didn't know what to say, things had been quite awkward since the incident with Tina. Blaine felt the tension and he couldn't let that happen, that small mistake couldn't change their relation.
"So… um, what do you wanna do?" Kurt asked. Blaine looked at him, biting his lower lip. He knew exactly what he wanted, was Kurt gonna agree on it though? He had some strict rules on not 'touching' Blaine too much.
"Can we try something?" Blaine eventually said. Kurt looked like a living question mark.
"Um, sure. What?" Kurt said and smiled a little.
"Lay down."
"What?" All the alarm bells were ringing in Kurt's mind. "Blaine, I don't think-"
"Relax, we're not gonna do anything. Just please lay down. Trust me?" Kurt chewed at the inside of his cheek and watched Blaine for a few more seconds. He trusted Blaine, he really did.
"Okay." He said and laid down on his side in the couch. Blaine then laid down with his back towards Kurt, Kurt's arm immideatly wrapped around Blaine so that they were lying spoon. It felt so good, they had never been close like this, it was new but they both enjoyed it a lot. This gave Blaine the perfect opportunity to cuddle Kurt, and the perfect opportunity for Kurt to smell Blaine's hair.
"This is nice." Blaine said and kissed Kurt's hand that was wrapped around him.
"Yeah, it is. It's very nice." Kurt said and hugged Blaine tighter.
"I love you." Blaine heard himself say before he could think twice. He expected Kurt to tense, get up and be freaked out forever. It was too soon. Too soon. But, surprisingly Kurt was relaxed next to him. Like he didn't have a problem in the world with what Blaine had just admitted.
"I love you too." Kurt said and kissed his head.
"You do?" Blaine asked, surprised.
"Of course I do, Blaine. You are the only guy I've ever felt like this with." Blaine felt his whole body become warm and his heart swell, he was so happy he could cry.
"You take my breath away. You just do, everytime I see you."
"So do you."
"I know it seems silly but, I have to pinch myself sometimes to make sure you're real." Blaine admitted and blushed. Kurt giggled slightly.
"I'm very much real, Blaine. And I'm here, always." Blaine turned in the couch so he was facing Kurt. He was so in love he didn't even know what to do with himself, he just wanted to lie there forever and gaze into those ocean blue eyes. He leaned in and kissed his lips softly, Kurt smiled in the kiss before he deepened it. Blaine felt Kurt's tongue enter his mouth as he brought his hands up to Kurt's hair to pull him closer. Their legs tangled together and soon enough Blaine was on top of Kurt. He pulled away when he needed air which made Kurt move his lips to his neck instead, it felt a little too good today. Blaine felt his jeans become tighter and he knew what this would lead to if they didn't stop now, he would freak Kurt out as he did the day in the Auditorium. Kurt wouldn't do anything with him until after he graduated, nothing. It was so frustrating but Blaine could understand why. He probably wouldn't have either if he was a teacher.
"Kurt.." Blaine found his voice.
"Mmm?" Kurt asked without pulling away.
"Stop.." Blaine breathed out. Kurt hit a sensitive spot which made Blaine whimper.
"Why?" Kurt asked and pulled away, looking concerned. "Is something wro-" Once he raised his head he bumped into Blaine and felt his erection.
"Oh." Kurt said and sat up in the couch, blushing.
"I'm sorry.." Blaine said, very embarrassed.
"No, don't be sorry." Kurt said and kissed his cheek. "It's normal, it happens to the best of us."
"I just wish that… um."
"Yeah, me too." Kurt said and smiled sadly. Blaine crossed his legs awkwardly.
"You know you are allowed to use the bathroom? I have the stuff in the small drawer below the mirror." Kurt said. Blaine looked at him with terrified eyes, Kurt wanted him to go into the bathroom and do that. He never did that, not ever. He had once or twice but it made him very uncomfortable so he'd rather not. But with the tight jeans he was currently wearing there was no other option.
"Oh, okay. I'll… um, I'll be right back." Blaine said, blushing like an idiot as he walked off to the bathroom.
He found some lotion in the drawer which he used. When he was done he washed his hands and then walked out again, Kurt sat up in the couch and smiled at him. His lips was slightly swollen and his hair pretty messy, it was the most beautiful sight ever. Kurt looked beautiful no matter what he was wearing or if his hair was styled or not. Was he real?
"Did you find it?" Kurt asked.
"Yeah, I did. Thanks." Blaine said and blushed again.
"Great. So, do you wanna watch a movie or something?" Kurt asked.
"Yeah, sure. You choose." Blaine said and settled down next to him again.
"How about Love, Actually?" Kurt suggested.
"Yes, I love that movie!" Blaine bursted out. Kurt giggled and then put it into the DVD, then the movie started. They cuddled up next to eachother under a blanket. Blaine honestly wished everyone could be as happy and as in love as he was right now. It would make the world a better place for everyone. This feeling of safety, that you weren't alone, love, trust. It was all he ever wanted, all he had ever dreamed of. Nothing would ever be able to ruin this, neither one of them would let that happen.
A/N: Yay, Klaine fluff :'3 I love my Klaine. I hope you enjoyed this one, it was quite happy, right? Well, enjoy it while it lasts muahahaha... Heh, okay bye for now!
