A/N: I'm back with chapter 18. I don't have any further commenting on this one besides that it's quite sad... I suppose. So I'm just gonna leave it here and go hide somewhere! Enjoy!


Chapter 18: We're over.

Blaine's legs felt like jelly once he reached Kurt's aparment, he was so out of breath he felt like throwing up. He couldn't believe he just ran to his apartment, but it was like his anger gave him extra energy. He stood there, panting for a few minutes before he could manage to open the door to the building, climb all the stairs until he reached the 4th floor and then knock at the door. It took a few minutes but then Kurt opened, he looked like he was made out of stone, literally. His face was still pale, his eyes were empty and his face expression blank. He looked dead in some way, it scared Blaine.

"Hey." Blaine said softly.

"Blaine, what are you doing here?" Kurt asked tiredly. The question caught Blaine off guard, his eyebrows shot right up and he began to stutter.

"I- well, I… uh, I wanted to see if you are okay." He said.

"If I am okay?" Kurt laughed in disbelief. "If I- you are the one who is supposed to be checked on, Blaine!"

"Let's just not talk about that, Kurt. Can I just come in?"

"I don't think that's a good idea." Kurt said, blocking the way. Blaine stepped back.

"What? You're not gonna let me inside your apartment?" Blaine asked, getting really confused.

"Blaine, look." Kurt said, feeling hot tears burn his eyes once again, he did all he could to hold them back. "We can't be together anymore-"

"What?!" Blaine almost screamed out. "That's bullshit, why- why not?!"

"Let me finish." Kurt inhaled and exhaled. "You see how much damage this caused… you are suspended for a month, I'm fired… not that it matters, but you matter, Blaine. Look at all the damage I've done here; you've lied to your mom because of me, you've got suspended, you've probably gotten this awful rumour at school and it's all because of me. I was so stupid to let this happen, I'm sorry. For all of it." He said. "We're over."

"No!" Blaine yelled, tears stinging his eyes. "We're not over! I'm not giving up on you! All that wasn't because of you, it's because of me too. But it's all worth it, I'm not giving up on us… Please, Kurt. D-Don't do this…" Blaine begged, holding onto Kurt's shirt for pure life. Kurt realized there was no way Blaine was gonna give up, he couldn't convince him in any way besides one, the crulest one. But he needed to do this, he needed Blaine to give up on them.

"Blaine, I tried to be nice to you but obviously it isn't working." Kurt said harshly and pushed Blaine off of him. "You know what, I get it why you can't understand me or your mother or anyone else. It's because you're a child, Blaine. A immature child."

"W-What?" Blaine asked, tears start to roll down his cheeks.

"How am I supposed to be with a child? You will never understand anything, I see that now. I'm an adult, you haven't even had sex yet, Blaine. You hadn't even been kissed before. You are just this little child with no experience." Kurt continued.

"You're lying, Kurt! You're just saying that, you don't mean any of it!" Blaine cried out and more tears started streaming. Kurt looked at him, seeing Blaine that heartbroken, in so much pain, knowing that it was him that caused those tears made Kurt sick to his stomach. He was disgusted with himself and he wanted nothing more than to kiss away his tears and telling him that it was all lies, that he loved him more than anything and just hold him in his arms until it was all good. But he couldn't do any of that so he let the blank face expression stay on.

"No, Blaine. I actually do mean every word of it. I'm sorry if I made you think anything else but… you don't mean anything to me anymore. We're over, just go home." He said and slammed the door in Blaine's face.

Blaine remained there, absolutely shocked, then he started running. He ran down the stairs, out of the house and onto the road. He didn't know where he was going but soon enough he stopped and threw himself on the grass on a meadow he had reached, crying his heart out. He couldn't believe how Kurt could be so cruel to him, say all those things. He couldn't believe he meant nothing to him anymore, the pain was overwhelming.

Kurt on the other hand, fell apart on the floor in his house, crying and hating himself for what he just did. He threw the closest thing he could find, which was a shoe, across the room and it hit a vase with flowers which fell to the floor and shattered. He was sure he was gonna drown in his own tears, not that it mattered. He deserved it, he deserved to cry, to feel pain. Because Blaine was heartbroken now, because of him.


When Blaine finally stopped crying it was dark outside, he must have been lying there for hours since it was before lunchtime when he got out of school. His eyes was burning and probably very red, he didn't have any tears left to cry, yet he didn't stop sobbing. He was sure he was gonna get even more defined abs after this. His head was pounding and his whole body was hurting. He took a few deep breaths before he managed to get up in a sitting position. He looked around, he had no idea where the hell he was right now. It was trees all around him, it was very dark and there was a lot of flowers beside him. It looked like a scene right out of a Twilight movie. It was actually quite scary and it was giving him the creeps. He got up on his still tired legs and picked up his phone which had fallen out of his pocket. He had missed calls from his mother and Tina. Tina didn't only call, she also texted a couple of times.

What happened?! Why did you get suspended? Did they catch you and Kurt? Wait, they say Kurt is fired… oh my god!

Blaine, please call me. I wanna talk, are you okay?

Where are you? I've been looking everywhere!

Please, just let me know that you're okay.

Blaine wiped the last tear which ironically just rolled down his cheek. He wrote a quick reply to her:

I'm okay, we'll talk tomorrow.

He then started walking, he needed to find a way out of this forest before he could get home. He didn't even remember running through a forest, but he was so frustrated then that he didn't even pay attention to where he was going, so that was probably why. He sighed deeply and just walked with heavy steps towards nowhere. Every step took all the strenght he had left in his body, it felt as if someone had ripped his heart out only to beat it up until it stopped beating. He was so confused, so angry, so heartbroken. He didn't want to go home, he didn't want to face his mother, he didn't want to see the disappointment in her eyes. He just wanted to hide under his bed and just lay there forever until he eventually died. Maybe he was being slightly dramatic, but at the moment, it seemed like the perfect solution.


Once he got home he found his mom sit by the kitchen table, she just sat there, resting on her left elbow, about to fall asleep. When she heard the footsteps she immediately looked up to see if it was Blaine, once she saw that it was she filled her lungs with air, prepared to yell at him but she stopped herself. Because she didn't have the heart to yell at the boy she was looking at; he was heartbroken, without a doubt. His eyes were red, his nose as well, he looked tired, like he was about to cry (or had been crying for hours). Instead of yelling at him she just sighed and shaked her head slightly, she then embraced him in a huge hug, the kinds of hugs you can only get from your mom. Blaine hugged back for pure life, he then started crying again.

"It's gonna be okay." She whispered and moved her hand up and down his back in a comforting way. Blaine didn't bother to argue with her at the moment, so he just let himself cry in her embrace. He was sure he cried for at least ten minutes before he started sobbing instead, those tears stinged his already sensitive eyes. He then pulled away and wiped the last few tears.

"Go get some sleep." His mom said. Blaine nodded and then walked up the stairs slowly. Once he got into his room he didn't even bother changing, he just collapsed onto his bed and fell asleep immediately.


A/N: Don't kill me, pretty please? :') xo