A/N: I'm back with another chapter! Yaay, okay so what I need to say is that I absolutely LOVE the response I get on this story, it warms my heart, so thank you so much for that 3 (and by the way, since when did this story reach 12,000 viewers?!) I don't have much to say about this chapter besides that this one will be about Blaine dealing with heartbreak and stuff. So enjoy! (: Disclaimer: I don't own Glee.

Chapter 19: As if he never existed.

It had been two weeks since he saw Kurt, it felt more like a decade. Suddenly the most important person in his life had just disappeared. His mornings didn't involve coffee with Kurt, his days didn't involve any school at all, his nights didn't involve texting with Kurt, he couldn't go over to Kurt's apartment to be hugged or kissed, his life really didn't involve Kurt at all. It was kinda like he never existed. Mike or Tina didn't bring him up when he saw the two of them, neither did his mother. He started to feel lonely again. The few times he had seen Jason hadn't been pretty, twice involved a punch in the face and once had just been a death glare and some profanity. He had to explain the black eyes to his mom though, and that didn't do him any good. First she yelled at him for not telling her about the bullies, then she called Jason's parents, after that she asked him to go see a therapist to talk about how depressed he must feel about this. Blaine was pissed, he was really not happy about his mom taking her last money to pay for some stupid therapist he didn't even need.

The day after the break up, Blaine had logged onto his mail, he had recieved a reply from Cooper. It looked something like this:

Okay, WOAH. He is a keeper, Blaine. And that is coming from me! It seems like you have really found you soulmate or whatever, I'm happy for you. It's wonderful to know that you are truly happy for once.

And the movie is going grreeeeaaattt! I'm almost finished shooting it and it should come to theaters sometime next year. I can't give you a titel yet or anything really because that would get me fired.

I'm planning on visiting when the movie is done, is it a bad time? Let me know any dates and then I'll figure something out. I miss both you and mom.

And for the love of god, Blaine. Stay safe with him. You know what I mean.

/Cooper.

He hadn't replied to that just yet, he hadn't had the power to. He was too heartbroken and depressed and angry and pissed that replying to his big bro was the least of his concernes. Now he was kind of ready, though he wasn't sure how to say my life can be compared to a piece of dog shit; smelly and messy. He needed to figure that out first. He opened his computer and started typing.

Hey, Coop. I'm sorry you haven't heard from me in a while. I've been busy dealing with stuff… and by stuff I mean life. Life was great, at first, it was really wonderful. Me and Kurt exchanged I love you's and even cuddled together. Right after that the idiot Jason caught me and him in Kurt's damn apartment, he of course took a picture and showed it to the principal. It wasn't enough proof to get anyone in jail but Kurt was fired and I got suspended for a month. After this my life sort of turned upside down:

Kurt broke up with me, Jason is having rage at the moment, mom found out about the bullies and sent me to a therapist because she finds me depressed, Kurt is completely gone from my life and I'm so sick and tired of everything. I don't even know what people are gonna say when I return to school in two weeks…

Ugh.

Sorry about that, but you deserved to know. About your movie, that is wonderful and I suppose details can wait. About visiting, well, you can visit whenever you want but I think you should give mom a call first. That's up to you, okay now I'm gonna go have dinner at Tina's place, she has been awfully nice lately? Well, Maybe she also thinks I'm depressed. Maybe I am? No, I'm just slightly heartbroken. Or a lot heartbroken. Never mind. Have a good day/morning/evening/night/whenever you're reading this.

/Blaine.

Blaine closed the computer and grabbed his coat to walk over to Tina's. Fall was coming, the leaves were already turning yellow, red and orange. The wind was getting colder and was slowly ripping off each leaf from the branches of the trees. It was also getting darker outside, and raining more often. Blaine usually loved the fall in so many ways, the colors, the fresh air and the thought that snowflakes was soon gonna fall from the sky. But now, he hated it. He hated the damn cold air, he hated the leaves that got stuck on his shoes, he hated the rain which messed up his hair. He sighed and wrapped the coat tighter around him as he kicked some leaves on the ground. Was he ever gonna feel better?

Once he reached Tina's house he took a deep breath, trying his best to seem happy. He knocked at the door, half expecting Tina herself to open but she didn't, Mike did.

"Hey, Blainers!" He said with a way too big smile on his asian face. And did he just call him Blainers? He never uses that nickname.

"Hey, Mike." Blaine said and forced a smile on. He got that they were just trying to make him feel better but actually, having everyone acting too happy around him just pissed him off.

"Come on in." He said and walked aside for Blaine to enter.

"Thanks." Blaine said with an eyeroll and walked inside. The first thing that hit him was the smell, the smell of food. It smelled delicious and it made his stomach make noises, luckily he was the only one who heard it.

"Wow, it smells amazing." Blaine commented and hung up his coat on a hook, then followed Mike into the dining room.

"I certinly hope so," Tina said and put a huge bowl of some chicken and rice on the table. "We've been cooking for hours!"

"Take a seat." Mike said and for some strange reason he pulled out the chair for Blaine to sit, he sat down awkwardly and Mike scooted the chair back in.

"Thanks…" Blaine said. He was actually caught off guard.

"No problems." Mike said and sat down next to Tina.

"Angela!" Tina shouted. "Dinner's ready!" Quick footsteps came from upstairs and then Angela came into the room.

"Blaine!" She said with a huge smile on her face.

"Hey, Angela." Blaine said, he actually managed to smile genuinly this time. She sat down next to him.

"Okay, dig in!" Tina said and handed Blaine the huge spoon. He took it and started filling up his plate. Once everyone's plates were filled they started eating.

"This is very good, I'm so proud I managed to cook this." Mike said with a pleasant smile on his face.

"Yeah, you are such a chef." Tina said and rolled her eyes. After that Angela started talking about some Leonardo DiCaprio crap that nobody really cared about. Soon enough she shut up and awkward silence filled the room, well, at least until Mike opened his mouth.

"So, Blaine. How's therepy going?" He asked. Blaine nearly choked on his food and Tina kicked Mike's leg hard, making him whine about that. Angela turned to Blaine.

"You're seeing a therapist? Why?" She asked, confused.

"Angela, we really don't need to talk about this unless Blaine is comfortable with it." Tina said firmly and mentally beated Mike up for opening his mouth in the first place.

"It's okay." Blaine shrugged. "Yes, I'm seeing a therapist. My mother thinks I'm depressed. And now when I'm thinking about it, maybe I am." The last sentence was more said to himself than the others.

"Why are you depressed?" She asked, still confused.

"I recently broke up with the one person that I love the most." Blaine sighed.

"Oh, that sucks. What's her name?" Angela asked. That was one thing about Angela, she knew a lot about Blaine since she was always around when he and Tina were hanging out at her place, but she never really listened. So apparently she didn't know that he was gay, which kinda surprised him. Blaine looked over at Tina, he kinda felt like he needed some kind of 'okay' sign from her. Not that he thought she would mind him telling her twelve year old sister that he was gay, but you can never be too careful.

"Angela, Blaine's gay, remember?" Tina said casually.

"Oh, right! Sorry, I forgot. What's his name then?" She asked again. Blaine chuckled and Mike joined.

"His name is Kurt." Blaine sighed.

"I'm sorry to hear that." She said sadly. "I hope it will work out, eventually."

"Yeah, let's hope so." Mike said.

"Yeah." Blaine said and turned back to Tina.

"Let's talk about something else, like-" She started.

"Like how annoying it is when you are being too happy and too nice to me? I mean really, Mike? Blainers, pull out my chair? And Tina; cooking, smiling too damn much? It drives me crazy! Can't you just act like normal human beings, please." Blaine's little but gentle snapping completely caught both Tina and Mike off guard.

"I'm sorry, Blaine. It's just that Tina has been telling me how difficult you're having it right now-" Mike started but screamed once Tina kicked his leg again.

"Ow! Would you stop kicking my leg?!" He glared at her.

"Blaine, I know how much you have going on right now and I just didn't wanna make it any worse." She said with a sad smile.

"I know, and I love you both for that but you are driving me nuts with all this. So please, stop, okay?"

"Okay." Tina promised.

"Yeah, I mean… pulling out that chair for you felt a little gay, no offense." Mike said with a smile. Blaine rolled his eyes. The dinner continued, this time less weird. Once it was over Blaine stayed and watched a movie with them before he left. When he finally reached his house he stepped inside and hung his coat on the hook before entering the livingroom. His mother wasn't home, she was working late as usual. He then threw himself in the couch and just kinda laid there. He needed to think things through.

He had spent the past two weeks just being mad at Kurt, hating him for what he did, yet still loving him. He had been a walking dead, drowning himself in heartbreak. He brought his phone out of his pocket and started looking through his photos. There was lots of pictures of him and Kurt, he smiled at them. There was so many feelings and memories, he could remember the moment and exactly what he felt at that moment. Suddenly he frowned, it just hit him, it hit him like… lightning. He missed Kurt, he missed him like crazy. Even if he was so mad at him for what he did.

He sighed deeply and threw the phone across the room. Right when he did it beeped, he got a text message.

"Typicall." Blaine groaned and forced himself off the couch to pick it up. It was a message from a number he didn't recognize, he opened it and read it.

How is it going, fag? Feeling lonely yet? I bet you do, you miss him shoving his tongue down your throat and you miss having his dick in your ass. I can just imagine the whole damn house heard you guys fucking eachother, it makes me so fucking sick to my stomach. Now, take this as a warning, if you embarrass me like you did two weeks ago in school again I will kill you, got it? - Jason.

Blaine stared at the message, Jason really wasn't the clever one, was he? Who the fuck sends threats through their own phone, showing the number and adding their name. It made Blaine laugh, it was all so ridicilous to him. Jason was dumb as a sack of flour, it kinda made the mean parts in the text hurt less. He rolled his eyes and put the phone away.

"Such a dumbass." Blaine mumbled to himself. And now when he thought about it, yes, he missed Kurt 'shoving down his tongue' in his throat. Or with a better word, kissing him. Though he didn't want to miss any of that, Kurt hurt him, a lot. And there was no way he was gonna forgive that without an apology. He sighed for what felt like the 100th time today as he laid back down on the couch again, closing his eyes and feeling himself slowly drift off to sleep.

TBC