Things had changed between Tamsin and Bo after that day. They started to have some casual conversations in public. They no longer pissed each other off intentionally. They could smile to each other when they met.

Sometimes they even sat down at the same table and had drinks together, like friends.

Even Dyson had noticed that. He teased about the no-longer-hostile relationship between them, saying that Tamsin had finally fallen into Bo's succubus' charm.

Knowing that Bo cared about her, was more than enough to Tamsin.

Although sometimes she still noticed the painful look in Bo's eyes, even when she was with Lauren. Sometimes when she was shooting pool with Dyson, Bo would turn around and looked at her, when she was sitting at the bar with Lauren or Kenzi. She felt like the succubus wanted to say something to her. But she never did.

Other times when the succubus was alone, she drank a lot without saying anything. Sometimes Tamsin drank with her. There was no conversation, other than bring me the bottle or another shot.

Tamsin couldn't figure out why Bo was so sad. She thought getting back with Lauren should have made her happy. Not that she was not aware there were tons of problems between a succubus and a human, but she thought Bo would make it work.

She knew it was totally not her business to worry. She wanted to ask her, but she didn't even know where to start. So she never asked.


Trick had noticed that Bo had something on her mind for days. He saw her sitting at the bar alone, with a drink in her hand but not drinking. He heard her sigh.

" What's wrong, kid?" He had to ask.

" Nothing. Everything's great."

" Then why are you sitting here like this? Something happened between you and Lauren?"

" No, well, yes, well, no." Bo lowered her chin on the counter, frustrated, " I don't know."

" Ok, take you time then. You'll figure it out." Trick was used to this type of conversation with Bo lately. He knew that there was something on her mind, something important. She just had not figured it out yet. So he decided not to bother her anymore. He went to attend other guests, but Bo stopped him.

" Hey, can I ask you something?"

" Sure, anything. You can ask me anything, Bo."

" Do you think...emmm... one person can love two different people at the same time?"

" Yes, absolutely, like I love you and your grandmother."

" No, I mean in love with. You know."

" No, absolutely not. Either you love one of them, or you love neither." Trick smelt something wrong, " Are you talking about Lauren and Dyson?"

" No, no! I don't love Dyson anymore, I'm sure of it."

" Well who else then? I thought you and Lauren were doing well."

" I thought so too. I thought I'd be just happy right now, since she's back."

" But you are not?"

" I am. I am happy. It's just..."

" Just what?"

" You know what, forget about everything I just said. Just give me a bottle of your strongest vodka."

" Since when do you drink vodka? You picked that up from Tamsin?"

Heard that name, Bo growled. It was just the last person she wanted to think about right now.

She found herself constantly thinking about the valkyrie. She found herself looking at her whenever the blonde was in the same room with her. Sometimes she found herself sitting in Dal expecting Tamsin to show up. Sometimes she even found herself waking up in the middle of the night and thinking about her. She knew for sure that was not because of her hunger, because she was not thinking about the sex. She just woke up in the darkness, thinking about her.

It was all the subtle things that she kept thinking about her. The taste of her lipstick. The smell of her perfume. How her blue eyes shined in the moonlight. How her hair locks fell on her shoulder when she lowered her head. How her fingers caressed the shot glass when she drank. How she frowned when she was thinking about something. How she smirked when she kicked Dyson's ass in the pool game.

The warm night breeze constantly reminded her how cold the night was when they first had sex. Bo knew she herself was totally wasted and heart broken that day. But she still remembered everything. The moonlight, the flowers, the dark blue sky. The painful look in Tamsin's eyes. It made her heart ache, as if it was filled with painful tears. But at the same time, it had warmed her.

The great frustration just drowned Bo because the first time in her life she didn't know what to do.