It was weeks later when Tamsin got a text from Bo.

I need you.

Tamsin was surprised, because Bo had not called for feeding since Lauren was back.

Tamsin went to Bo's place. She thought Bo was probably seriously injured. She was picturing Bo covered in blood, or unconscious, or lying on the floor on her way there.

But to her surprise, Bo was sitting on the couch with bottles of alcohol on the coffee table in front of her. She looked totally fine.

" So you are not dying." Tamsin stood in front of her, with her arms around her chest.

" I am dying, inside." Bo said.

" Internal bleeding? Poisoning?" Tamsin was confused.

" You could say that." Bo nodded and giggled. Apparently she was at least half drunk already," Me and Lauren broke up."

" That was why you texted me? Relationship problem? Damn, I thought you needed to feed!"

" Why don't you just sit down and help yourself with some drinks. Drinks are all on me tonight."

Tamsin sighed, then she sat down beside Bo and poured herself some vodka.

" So, what can I do for you today, succubus?"

" Well, first, make sure I get extremely drunk." Bo giggled again with her drunk voice," Which shouldn't be hard 'cause I'm already half way there."

" Yeah, I can see that. Why can't you just pick one! The doc, or the wolf."

" No, no wolves." Bo shook her head, " I don't love Dyson, not anymore, that I am sure."

" Then problem solved! Go for the doctor! Pull your succubus charm on her. Make her stay. I can't believe I'm sitting here listening to your bullshit."

" No, I'm not getting back with Lauren. Can't say that I am totally over it, but I don't think I am in love with her anymore." Bo grabbed another bottle. This time she skipped the shot glasses and drank directly from the bottle.

Neither of them had said anything for a while. Both of them were just drinking. Then Bo took a deep breath, and said:" I think I'm in love with someone else. Someone I just couldn't..."

" Oh." Tamsin said. She felt something heavy just dropped on her heart. She couldn't breath. She had to drink two shots of vodka in a row so she could talk again.

She gasped hard and said:" Then go get it, I mean, him, or her, for the love of the Gods. You are a succubus! You can just get anyone you want."

Bo did not say anything. She took a swig from the bottle, then leaned over and kissed Tamsin.

" Ok, I think I've just completed my mission today. You're totally drunk." Tamsin pushed her away, " Do you even know what you are doing right now?"

" Absolutely yes. I am kissing you. I, am, kissing, you." Bo chuckled, " Me, Bo, kissing you, Tamsin..."

Bo sat there giggled for a while. Then she leaned over and kissed Tamsin again. This time much harder. She threw away the bottle in her hand and cupped her face. Tamsin melted in the kiss in seconds. With the sweet, intoxicating taste on Bo's lips mixed with the taste of vodka, she felt her mind just got wiped out. She laid her hands on the succubus' waist to support her. Bo leaned back to the couch and Tamsin followed while their lips are still together. Bo tapped her tongue on Tamsin's lips, then her tongue.

Tamsin slid her hands under Bo's tank top, as she had done hundreds of times before. She ran her hand across her waist and stopped on her lower back. With her index finger she drew circles over and over again. She knew Bo loved this. And the moans from Bo confirmed it.

Bo ripped Tamsin's shirt open. She didn't even bother to unbutton it. She unhooked her bra and threw it across the room. She cupped her breasts and kissed them. It was Tamsin's turn to moan. She gasped and let out a loud scream when Bo's tongue slid across her nipples.

The couch was narrow and uncomfortable, but Bo still managed to roll over on top of Tamsin. One of her hand was already in Tamsin's underwear. And Tamsin couldn't even recall when exactly she had pulled her jeans off.

Bo caressed her clit, slowly. Tamsin moved her hip with her to get more pleasure. It didn't take long for her to reach her orgasm. Then she reached it again with Bo's fingers inside her. She could hear herself screaming. She wanted to stop screaming but she couldn't. She felt her legs shaking. She reached her hand out trying to grab something, and knocked over the lamp.

They both stopped, then they giggled. Tamsin pressed her lips on Bo's collarbone. She kissed her playfully, with a lot of soft sucking and tongue licking. She knew that was another sensitive spot of Bo's. Seconds later she felt the brunette melted in her arms with moans escaping from her throat.

She rolled over on top of the succubus, and moved down her kisses. Finally she had reached her core. She circled her tongue around her clit till Bo dug her finger nails into her shoulder and let out few very loud moans.

She thrust her with her fingers. The succubus wrapped her fingers inside tightly. Tamsin knew exactly how the succubus wanted it, and she had no intention to hold back. She just kept thrusting her, till Bo bit her shoulder hard as always when her orgasm came.

They both collapsed on the couch with their bodies tightly pressed together.

" That was amazing." Bo said soberly. She had healed from the alcohol poisoning by feeding.

" Can't say that I don't feel the same." Tamsin said, " Although, you are such a biter."

" Sorry." Bo kissed the bite mark on her shoulder as she always did, " I just can't control myself over you."

" I'm flattered." Tamsin smerked and sat up, " Well, you're sober now, why don't you just sort your shit out with your human pet or something. I'm going home."

" Tamsin." Bo laid her hand on her wrist.

Tamsin turned around and looked at Bo with her eyebrows raised.

" Can you stay here tonight?"

Tamsin paused. Bo had never asked her to stay overnight before. She knew how badly she wanted to be with her, but she also knew how bad this idea was going to be. She sighed and said:" Look, Bo, I really suck at this comforting shit..."

But Bo was not listening. She grabbed her hand and dragged her to her bedroom. " Pick your side of the bed, you can wear my kimono." She said.

" Shit! Fine, some rules first then. No girl talk, no tears. And if you start talking about your feelings at anytime, I'm leaving." Tamsin rolled her eyes and took her kimono.

Bo lied down beside her. But she didn't turn off the light. They were both awkwardly quiet. They stared at the ceiling instead of each other. They adjusted their positions so they could feel more comfortable without touching the other person. They lied there for hours, fully conscious.

Eventually, they turned around and faced each other.

It didn't take long for Bo to press her lips on Tamsin's. She kissed her with her fingers running on her face and hair. It was a soft kiss. Not so much as a foreplay of sex, but with a lot of affection. Bo pulled back for some air after few minutes. While she was gasping, she ran her thumb on Tamsin's lips slowly. Then she kissed her again, as if she couldn't get enough of it. Tamsin kissed her back until she realized it was just way too intimate for her to handle. She pulled back and sat up.

" I can't." As sweet as it was, Tamsin knew she couldn't handle this much affection. She tried so hard to control herself not to fall for her unintentional gentleness. One more soft kiss from Bo and she would just be damned. " I should leave."

" What?" Bo was confused, " You are leaving?"

" Yeah." Tamsin said.

" Why? Something's wrong?"

" No, nothing is wrong. It's just... I can't do this shit with you."

" Why?"

" Damn it, Bo! You really don't know, or you just want me to say it out loud?" Tamsin stood up and stared at Bo, " I love you, Bo, I'm in love you. But I don't want to be like Lauren, or Dyson, or whoever else with the sad puppy eyes begging for your love! I am already too close to you! If I get one step closer, I'll just... "

She couldn't finish her talk. She took a deep breath and picked up her pants from the floor.

Bo was startled. Then she said:" Oh."

Silence consumed them. Tamsin pulled up her pants. Then she bent over and picked up her bra.

" I should go." Tamsin said. She felt like she had finally opened the closet and faced the monster inside. But strangely, she felt relieved and relaxed. She knew she wouldn't have to disguise it with anger or hate anymore. She just had no idea how she would face Bo after today.

" So you kissed me in Brazenwood, because you love me." Bo said.

" Damn it, yes! I can't believe you just asked! Fuck, you tell me, why else would one person kiss another?" Tamsin said. She found her shirt on the floor, missing few buttons but she could still wear it.

Tamsin had finally got dressed. She took a deep breath, and started to walk to the door. But Bo stopped her before she walked out.

" Then you do know why I just kissed you, right?"

Tamsin froze when she realized what Bo was talking about. She bit her lips hard, then she said:" It's different. You just broke up with Lauren and you needed some comfort..."

" No, it's not." Bo said. She let out a deep breath, and continued:" I broke up with her because I think I'm in love with you."

The words hit Tamsin like an arrow right through her heart. At first she thought it was unreal. But then she saw the look on Bo's face so she knew what she heard was true. The painful pleasure drowned her like flood. It had suffocated her. She couldn't breath. It was so agonizing yet so amazing that she couldn't stop trembling. She closed her eyes so her tears wouldn't fall. She just stood there, without moving, or talking.

Bo hugged her from behind. She put her arms around her waist, and her face on her back. Tamsin could feel the succubus shivering behind her. She laid her hands on Bo's hands. She hesitated for a while, then she intertwined her fingers with Bo's. Bo moved her hands a little so they could hold tighter. They stood there for a while, then Bo finally had turned Tamsin around and laid her lips on hers again.

Pain and pleasure were the same thing, after all.

Just like hate and love.

The End

A/N: Thanks for all the support on this story. I didn't really expect some many people liked it. And thanks for all the reviewers!

I was originally planning on ending the story at where Bo told Tamsin that she really cared about her, because it seemed closer to how the TV show had portrayed their relationship.

But then I figured since this was fanfiction, why not just do more valkubus. So I added two chapters that they eventually told each other " I am in love with you." This is how I pictured if any day they discussed their feelings towards each other, how the things would go between them. Hope everyone enjoy the story!

So far I think I'm going to focus on writing The Tempest. I was so moved by the bathtub scene, that I decided I should wait for the season ender to see what happens between them, then I probably would go ahead and start a new story following whatever the story is in the season ender. No matter what happens in the season ender, I'll still ship valkubus and write valkubus stories!

Thanks again for all the support!