I decided today that I am in love with all of the Akatsuki members, even Zetsu. I'm not in love with Sasuke or Naruto, they aren't even members. I stopped and traced my drawers. Before long this place had become my home. I mean I've lived here for months, how could I not think it was?

This whole place, this mansion, it's been my world for a long time. I smiled softly and held onto myself tightly. How is it all over now? All the Akatsuki members were asleep when I packed my things and got Naruto ready. "Come on bro, it's time for us to go now." I whispered as tears filled up my eyes.

No more killing Deidara and Sasori, no more running from Zetsu, no more being annoyed by Tobi, no more watching Hidan to make sure he doesn't sacrifice humans or cuss, no more being sweet to Kakuza to make him cut others budgets for me, and no more Konan and her random fun. "Saku-chan are you okay?" Naruto asked softly as we slowly walked down the stairs.

I looked back at the dark house as emotions filled me. This is it. I'm finally leaving and from now on I will never be able to see them again. I won't ever come back, I know this, but I still desperately want to stay here forever and just live with them and their random arguing and fighting.

I have to go though, I've been doing this my whole life. I live somewhere for several months then I leave. Once I begin to get attached then it's time to go, but somehow when I came here I didn't notice how attached I was getting. It was killing me to look at the dark mansion, I knew that if I stayed here for any longer than I won't be able to bring myself to leave. I have to though.

I will no longer be able to live here in this place anymore. I'm no longer the Akatsuki's little girl. I let myself cry soft tears as I taped a note to the door before leaving the house. I watched myself close the door as my whole body went numb. "I'm not okay, Naruto. I have to leave several people whom I love. It's okay though. I have a new home I'm going to take you to. I will get over this one day."

Dear Akatsuki,

Don't bother to look for me, and just to let you know this was none of you guys' fault. Not even Zetsu's. I love you all and I'm crying just thinking of leaving but I have to. I'm going and I will not be back here again. We all loved each other and that will break us both. I hope you'll remember me, that will be yours to keep along with the skittles I've left behind.

Goodbye,

Sakura Haruno