Alright sorry it took sooo long to update. So heres CHAPTER 5 yeah alright before I start the chapter I would like to say a few things I hate how weak hinata is right now and don't worry she gets stronger but I gotta make her like that at first OR ELSE the story and the character development wont be that good lol.
I don't own Naruto.
'Why is the girls bathroom my only Salvation when something goes wrong' Hinata thought to herself looking down at the sink. Her face was red from tears so she tried not to look at herself in the girls bathroom mirror. She felt so dirty. She had to at least watch her face 10 times and her arms and legs 20 times but she still could feel the disgusting hands violating her.
She shivered at their evil smiles. The event had to at least pass through her head 30 times.
'And why did I always run to the 1st floor bathroom' Hinata thought finally looking up. Her face wasn't so red anymore due to the so many times of watching her face. She wanted to just skip 7th period; she wanted to stay in the safety of the bathroom until everyone was gone from the school.
Of course she couldn't because she has to remain perfect attendance and her father will literally flip if he saw that Hinata had a cut slip. Although, she at least wanted to stay there for at least a couple more minutes but that was ruined when Hinata heard two girls come into the bathroom. She ran passed them and made her way to the downstairs art room.
Hinata didn't like art much either because she still had to deal with Naruto in that class. How could she even look at him without throwing up? How could she love him after all that he's done to her? Especially what he did just a couple of minutes ago? She just didn't know what to think anymore?
7th period – Art
"Listen you never been late before Hinata so this is going to be just a warning but make sure you don't do it again?" Yamamoto sensei said. He was wearing a denim apron that was splattered with dried paint. He enjoys using his intimidating eyes to scare other students but never used them on Hinata.
Hinata nodded not even glancing at Yamamoto sensei. Yamamoto sensei raised an eyebrow as she walked off. 'Is she alright'
Hinata walked toward her station and saw a figure next her artist stand concentrating fully on the canvas he was drawing on. It was Sai; One of the best artists in the school. Sai was really nice to Hinata so I guess she could call him a friend. Hinata thought sai was such a beautiful boy. Even though he has a resemblance to Sasuke he was absolutely nothing like him.
Sai looked up and noticed Hinata walking toward him.
"Hey Hinata," Sai said with a warm smile "Where have you been?"
"O-Oh m-my locker wouldn't open." She said smiling nervously. She was lying through her teeth.
"Ugh I know how you feel my locker always gets stuck." He said going back to his work "stupid old ass school." Sighed
Hinata smiled a bit. She started to get all of her supplies together to work on her piece. She Sighed while picking up her brush. There assignment was to draw a landscape. Hinata's was very sunny. She always used the color yellow and orange. Even though she was a shy dark girl she always admired such bright colors. Although something made her want to paint something darker and grey. How could she work on such a bright thing when she was in such a shitty mood?
"Hey Hinata-chan," said Sai nudging her to get his attention. "Don't you notice any thing different about me?"
"Huh….." Hinata studied Sai's face. "Oh you got a new piercing." Hinata was pointing at Sai's lips. He got a small stud on his lower lip. "I like it Sai it looks really good on you," That was the 3rd one he got well on his face at least. Theirs one on his eye brow and two little studs on near his temple. Oh and his ears were filled with earings and a bar.
"So yeah um this guy I met in the mall once was all like you would look so good with a piercing on my lower lip, While he was touching my lip." He said with a sly and dirty look. " It was sooo romantic"
" AW cute did you get his number?" Hinata asked smiling
"Well no because we were talking and I told him that I was Bi and I am always seme No matter what but then he was all like "Oh forget about it cause I am the seme." So it didn't work out but at least I got really good advice."
Hinata giggled.
Swirls Swirls Swirls. Hinata just kept on painting swirls. Oh don't worry not on her painting she's been working on for like a month no, on just a blank sheet of paper. They were different shades of grey. She got bored and sat up strait. She noticed how so into art sai is; as if when he's painting it's only him and the paint canvas.
She sometimes imagined the world Sai-kun would go to. There would probally be paint splatters everywhere and dildos in every corner. She didn't know why but whenever she thought of sai she would think of the color purple. So his imaginary art world would deffinatly have a purple sky with dark violet clouds.
Hinata jolted up. She mentally slapped herself in the face. How could she think of such an impure thing as dildos! (lol a little late there Hinata ^_^)
'speaking of impure things' Hinata thought to herself putting her hands on her face embarrassingly. She just reminded herself of the events of last period. She turned red as a mustang convertible you always see in those chessy game shows. Seeing them doing all of those perverted and DIRTY things to her made her think of perverted and DIRTY things. Images of naruto cupping her chest roughly and images of things that didn't even happen but COULD'VE HAPPENED.
Hinata started to feel tired. The whole day was one of the most stressful in her life. Her head started to bob down and her eyes started to close slowly, light headedly. BAM!! She was out like a light. (YAY I MADE HINATA FAINT its about time lol)
Hinata's pov
More swirls? Why? Each swirl is a different color. I like the light ones. Oh and that lavender one is pretty too. I feel so loopy. OH MY GOD did I just take drugs. Oh my god I such a bad girl. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. Wait a minute I didn't take drugs. My dreams are always like this. I'm such a silly goose. I'm always so carefree in my dreams. I wish I was like that in real life. Oh look there is a swirl coming at me. Oh I'm not worried it won't harm me because I'm dreaming. This is the only place where I won't get hurt.
WHAMM!!!!!!
Normal pov
Hinata woke up suddenly to a sharp pain on her forehead. A huge peace of clay the size of your fist fell from Hinata's forehead to her desk. The next thing she heard was Naruto yell.
"Get the Fuck up You Fucking skank" He was smiling bigger than that creepy cat from Alice and wonderland.
Hinata finally reacted, obsorbing the situation, her hands meet her forehead and a few tears developed in her eyes.
"AAAAHHHH" she screamed in pain. The blow was so hard. It's as if he fast balled the piece of clay to her forehead. Everyone around the room split to sides; Half that was laughing with Naruto and half that was calling him a jerk and feeling sympathy for her.
That was the last straw. She couldn't take it anymore. She just wanted for once for everyone to leave her alone; to be in her dream world for ONE second.
"Hey Naruto!!!" Sai said finally butting in. "You better fucking apologize!"
With that Hinata burst into tears. She couldn't handle anything anymore she just wanted it to end.
Sai went down to hinata's level and put his hand on hinata's shoulder.
"Hinata are you ok?" he said with huge concern. "Hinata you have to defend yourself and stop letting them push you around like this."
Hinata diffinatly expected Sai to say something like that. He always did but she didn't care she was in to much pain on the outside and inside. Some people around the room where yelling at naruto. While some were just saying things like "yo that mad messed up" or "ugh what a crybaby I bet you it didn't hurt that bad" or "Can't she take a joke". Naruto was just laughing his head off. He looked so happy at her pain. Maybe that's what's making Hinata cry the most.
"Oh that's it," Sai said under his breath and suddenly got up "Hey Naruto if you had a dick you would know that you're not supposed to hurt girls! You fucking Prick!"
Naruto stopped laughing at this. He was about to say something when Yamamoto sensei the art/wood shop teacher got into the drama.
"What's going on here," yamato sensei said with a look that meant business. No one responds and Hinata is still sobbing.
"Hinata what is the matter," He says sighing. Hinata shakes her head saying nothing. Yamamoto just turns around and says alright and tells the rest of the class to behave themselves. This makes Hinata cry even more.
The rest of the day Hinata did not talk she just stayed out of it even on her walk home. Neji and Tenten seem to notice something is wrong but have a feeling not to ask. Their used to Hinata being a bit sad whenever they walk home but today it was worse.
Neji looks at Tenten with a suspicious look saying "do you know what's wrong with her?" Tenten just shrugs and shakes her head.
Neji walks up to Hinata who was walking a bit ahead of them. He puts his arm around her. Hinata is shocked at this and looks the other way trying to refrain from eye contact with her handsome cousin.
Neji just grabs her chin so he can see his face. Neji's eyes go wide at the sight of her face filled with freckles mostly under her eyes.
"Where you crying he says?" he says in shock "You only get freckles like that when you cry a lot."
Hinata snaps her head back and hides her face. She whispers "no" but Neji is far from believing her. The evidence wasn't less clear. Tenten walks fast to be near them again and puts her hand on Hinata's back.
"What happened why were you crying?" She says really worried "did something happen to you"
"I just got unhappy because I got my first F in Ms. Kuranai's class," She says looking down. Another lie and another drift away from Tenten and Neji.
"Aw Hinata that must suck but you just need to work harder right Neji," Tenten says looking at Neji. He nods but still has a look of confusion and suspicion on his face.
"Hey I know what will cheer you up," Tenten said smiling trying to make eye contact with Hinata. "I got my Edward Sissorhands DVD back from my cousin and we can watch it tonight. I know how much you like Tim Burton"
Hinata felt like a baby. Its true though she does like Tim Burton even though his work is really dark maybe it's because he incorporates a lot of swirls in his work.
"Alright then it's settled! We will watch it in Neji's room with his huge HD flat screen," Tenten looked to Neji for approval. He takes his arm off of Hinata, shrugs and says "whatever"
Tenten squeals with joy and hugs Hinata. Hinata did not feel the hug at all.
Hinata wasn't really paying attention to the movie her interest only sparked onto certain parts. Usually she would be glued to a Tim Burton movie and expected everyone to be silent. But not today her attention sparked to when the mother selling avon walks up the stair case in Edward's house. The scene looked so beautiful the staircase just spoke to Hinata it reminded her of herself in a way. Oh and the fact that the stair case had swirls did help.
Through out the movie Tenten and Neji would have moments like brushing their hands against each other "By accident" quote quote.
It was near the end of the film and Hinata just loved the Ice dance it was her favorite part of the movie.
The next part did not make her happy. Edward was being picked on and every violent part made Hinata wince and the expression on Edwards face. The expression of...of……..
"U-um I need some air." Hinata jolts up from the couch.
"Are you ok," Tenten said
"Yea Y-yea," Hinata said trying to get out of their as quick as she can "I will be right back."
Tenten and Neji just look at each other in worry.
HINATA'S POV
I ran out the door of the Hyuga estate and out the gates. I didn't know what came over me but then again I didn't know what came over me all day.
Oh god Today. UGH.
I walk down the street for a bit and sit down on the side of the street. It was a dead end street so not a lot of people came by it.
I don't like people.
I put my knees against my face and rest my face on my arms. I don't cry though I just look at nothing and I don't think I am blinking either. I start to dig my nails into my arms. I don't know why I am doing this but I do and it feels good.
I would've continued to if wasn't for the person that was walking towards me in the distance.
Oooooo CLIFF HANGER. Yea I know I make you wait so long and I give you a cliff hanger. I am really happy for all the reviews I am getting I was just so busy soo please forgive. :D REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW.
