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Ninth Life
4. Patience is a Virtue
By ©ancercute
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••Yamato••
And again, another sleepless night. But that's what she makes me do nowadays- lie in bed wide awake, eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling and my head full of her images and unforgotten questions. This night, it just became worse.
Coz everytime I close my eyes
Everytime I hear your voice
Every night I dream of you
Even more I fall for you
She was in the other room sleeping and I could literally hear her faint breathing and smell her scent under the covers of the blanket. It was infuriating. I should do something before the scent knocks me out completely, before it could make me burst into her room and take her myself. The kiss she left from under my jaw was still hot and fresh. It burned my skin- the best sensation ever. And I uncontrollably wanted more.
Immediately, I got up and jumped through the window from the second floor and landed on the concrete cemented ground with my four paws, and I was running.
I couldn't take it. She's too attractive for her own good.
Something must be done. I couldn't trust myself to be with her. Until she tells me the truth herself, I will not make deals with her. She doesn't know what she's getting herself into. And I don't even know how she could be so stubborn to draw herself with other men. Can't she find one of her own kind? It is for her own good. I know I feel something for her, but that's pure irony. I know what she is- I probed almost true- and we're opposites.
How can that be possible? How can opposites attract?
It could be true for both magnetic poles, but for two unnatural creatures? I don't know.
Werewolf to werecat? Does that make sense? To what extent would that be agreeable?
I could only hope she pulls herself together to see what she should be seeing. Nature shouldn't be like this. Should nature be that ironic?
But then again, we are supernatural- beyond nature's definition. I hope she could know soon enough of what I am. So at least she could think through about her actions.
I ran through the boulevard farther and farther until I took notice of her house. It was empty, of course. All lights were off. She was in my house, sleeping without disturbance.
Sleeping. It's the one thing I'd like to watch her do. To watch her breathing in peace, eyes closed and her hair swirling around her face- like the one time I guarded her in her bedroom. And I would gladly stay awake just to hear that sound, not wanting her picture, her face to disappear.
Sleeping. It seems like the hardest thing to do when you know she's somewhere near you. You just can't think of being unconscious for just one moment.
Mimi. She's fascinating. She makes me curious- curious enough that it makes me crave, like a hungry wolf. I wanted to know more about her. But knowing her would always take the truth. And these kinds of truth are hard to admit.
Deliberately, I motioned inside her house. I haven't had the chance to check around it- to know anything what she likes, or anything about her at least.
As I made my way in, I quickly shifted- not wanting to leave any scent. Her place was big, too big to live alone. Everything seems normal. Human things.
I went upstairs to examine her room. There were pictures of her parents hanging on the wall that I haven't noticed before. One of them includes her during her childhood. I wonder what happened to them.
Continuously, I walked around her room and something captured my eye.
On the corner of the wall, behind the door was a picture of a wolf with something red scrawled on it. I curiously went nearer and I was astound.
There, the words "eternally damned to the pits of hell" were displayed on my kind's picture. And she even used crimson paint- the color of hate.
So, she had this some kind of fierce aversion to wolves.
I raised my one eyebrow and stared at it. What could have caused her intense dislike on these creatures? And again, another unsolved query.
I bowed my head to the realization that there were more hidden things about her than I thought there was. She was continuously giving me cryptic information, boggling my mind.
There were two emotions that stirred me this moment: first, relief. Relief that somehow, when she gains knowledge of what truly I am, her feelings with me could alter. Instead of trusting me too much, she would probably hate me because of what I partially am. And second, disappointment. Disappointed that I would never get to have a chance with her. Hoping that something would develop between two opposing beings. And my selfish desire of wanting something beyond possibility to happen was dominating me again.
She hated werewolves. I was going to accept that, even in the most likely difficult way.
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Morning came up as I made my way back to my house. It was already 6:43 when I arrived and she was still in her doze. I decided that I should keep my distance from her. She doesn't know that she's spending her time with one she despises. And I wasn't going to give her a shock when she discovers the truth.
I waited for her to wake up while I made breakfast.
What could wolves have to do with her that she wanted them eternally damned? Sure I've heard legends saying werewolves and werecats were mortal enemies, but I didn't expect them to be true.
Was it really true?
The loud footsteps from the staircase were heard when she came down from my room. At least having some company would evade me from processing my thoughts about everything that's happening right now. Having affection for someone different- in its literal sense- and who doesn't realize she hates you is crazy.
"Sorry for my inconvenience. I must be bothering you. And I apologize for my behavior last night, I mean, earlier this morning. I was being childish," she said regretfully.
"Where did all these come from? Did sleeping in my room give you conscience?" I asked holding back a grin.
She crunched up her eyebrows as she looked at me.
"I am seriously apologizing here and you make it seem like a joke. What's wrong with you Ishida? I'm trying to be polite," she retorted while I place two plates on the table.
"I didn't know you actually have manners." It was entertaining to make fun of her. I could help myself to smirk.
"Uugghh. Fine. Thank you, whatever. I'll be going now. Can't be late for school," she stormed towards the front door eager to get out away from my insulting expression. The girl couldn't control her temper, even early in the morning.
"Wait. You should eat breakfast first. I'm also trying to have manners here," I voiced out with a grin. "It's called offering."
"Why?" she shot me a glare.
"Just do it. I thought you had etiquette. Shouldn't a polite person accept an offer instead of declining it?" I challenged.
She gave me a keen look. "You really are making fun of me Ishida. Whatever did I do to you to deserve this annoyance?"
"So are you going to eat or not?"
"You are so unbelievable Yamato. I'm amazed," she gave up coming toward the table.
"Not completely," I responded in a low voice. I really should keep myself a little away from her. And inviting her for breakfast wasn't the best idea. I couldn't help it either if something about her just pulls me closer.
We sat down and ate our breakfast.
"What time is it?" she asked.
"Seven."
"I should get home after this. I need to get ready for classes."
"Sure."
We finished our food and I readied myself- took a bath and changed clothes. I drove her to her house soon after.
Like the last time, she let me in and I waited in her living room as she took her turn to prepare and fix herself.
When she went down, I definitely proved to myself that I was right, that I was only a step away in confirming the fact. She was wearing a black spaghetti strapped shirt with a print of a pair of cat's bright eyes and the word "meow" on the bottom, and a pair of low waist pants.
Her back was facing me as she leaned towards the counter to get her things. The scar on her back waist was again what I saw. It reminds me once more of how I spend most of my time with the person I haven't completely known.
••Mimi••
Matt gave me a ride to school today. It was quiet all the way inside his Ferrari, both of us having our own thoughts.
I remembered what he told me and I won't expect any ride from him again if he wants us to stay friends for now. He said to take it slow and of course, we haven't known each other that long. I was going to be patient with him. They do say that patience is a virtue. But I was hard-headed and impatient. What could I do if I had this fondness over him? It's not my fault that he had this obsessive sex appeal.
Human men are just so eye-catching, so magnetic. No wonder I couldn't find a handsome enough werecat. I had my share of a few of them back then, but I always end up breaking up with them. Sometimes, I simply get enough of them. I could easily get bored with my own kind, unlike humans. I don't know why exactly.
And I want Yamato this time. Share my liking and desire, to try what it's like with him. But I can't afford to be patient now. It's my last life left.
I carefully looked up to watch his face focus on the road. He seemed serious, unlike his joking expression earlier. I wonder what's with the mood swing.
He caught me eyeing him and turned to face me. We stared at each other for a moment without speaking, and I broke it by looking away through the windshield. I noticed we were already at school.
We both got out of the vehicle and caught up to Sora and Tai who were already walking towards the building's entrance.
"Hey," Tai greeted while Sora smiled.
"Hi too," I responded.
"You two came to school together?" Sora asked me.
Before I could answer, Yamato was already talking.
"I gave her a ride that's all," he responded casually. "We'll have a gig later in the court. Ryo's up to parties nowadays."
"Sure."
"So you're going to perform," I concluded as Sora and Tai went separate ways to their respective classes.
"Mm-hm. Just have someone go with you there. You don't want to set- off alone. You don't know who you might bump with."
"I can't come with you?"
He stopped walking and looked at me for a while, and I wonder what he had seen plastered on my face. For all I know, I was disappointed that I really won't be expecting to ride with him again.
I bit my lip at a sudden regret of what I asked. He might think that I would begin my whiny and childish act of wanting to be with him again because he made it clear that we should take it slow.
I bowed down so I wouldn't be looking at his beautiful eyes, and prayed to God that he wouldn't be frustrated with me. Instead, he softly caressed my cheek and pinched it playfully to my surprise at his unexpected actions. The touch of his hand to my skin was tingling. I didn't move when I heard his breath leaning closer to me.
He sighed and whispered to my ear, "I'll see you later," and left.
I lifter my head and saw him walk away.
••Yamato••
It was hard having to watch her shamefaced look. She was like a cute little angel caught doing something bad. The pout of her lips appeared guiltily kissable. I couldn't help feel pained that she was afraid of aggravating me. That somehow, I hurt her feelings.
And again I have broken a rule to myself. I have already decided to keep my distance and yet, I continue on doing the opposite.
••Mimi••
I was eager to have the classes end so the sooner time I would see Yamato again. It's funny how I get so enthusiastic over a human being. It never occurred to me before. Probably, maybe it's because he's different. He's got something that gets me hooked.
As I exited the building, I saw Tai and Sora waiting for me.
"So, what's the plan?"
"We're going to have dinner and then watch the gig," Sora explained.
"Where are we having dinner?"
"At my place," Tai answered with a grin and I grinned back at him.
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We drove to the court where we once watched TK's basketball game. The place was crowded and the stage was already set. Luckily, I had time to change into my gray skirt, white corset top and a purple hoodie with my black sandals.
We went over to where Yamato and his bandmates, I presume, were.
"Hey man," Tai said Ryo, the guy who held the party I went to. "Looks like we're having parties and gimmicks lately."
"Of course dude. Live life." He then turned towards me. "Oh, hey Mimi."
"Hi again." I smiled.
"So, it's your first time to watch eh? Let me introduce you to my bandmates. Of course, you already know Matt, I'm sure, right dude?"
"Mm."
"Yeah, like I said. This is Nate," he motioned to the guy with dark blue hair. "And this one's Seiji." He pointed to the black haired one.
"Hey, nice meeting you," they both greeted me.
"You too."
"So, you ready Matt?" Ryo asked.
"Absolutely," he muttered and they all left. He took a last glance at me behind his back as I was watching out for him too.
I remembered how quiet he was just like my first days here. Yet, when it's only the two of us, he could be so full of himself and somewhat insulting. I never noticed him be like that with others- his bandmates or even Tai and Sora. Does that mean he shows his arrogant self only when he's with me? The thought made me feel special.
After a while, it started. I can see Matt in the leading with his blue electric guitar. He was good, no doubt. I never did picture him singing and being musical, though his room did tell likewise.
The crowd started to shout and everything went all wild. I joined in the fun, and took a couple of shots.
The gig continued on and I was thirsty for more alcohol. I had the last sip of my third drink and this guy was offering me another one. I was about to get it, but when I focused on the stage, I saw him glaring at me. Matt was giving me a threatening look. And I slowly pulled my hand away declining the offer as I remembered the expression on his face when he gets mad.
My head was getting dizzy as the last song faded and the band had exited the platform. I carefully slipped from the crowd and walked outside to get some fresh air.
I walked aimlessly trying to breathe in the clean air and clear up my mind. It was already dark as I continued to stroll. I haven't realized that I went farther from the court. My head was still clouded when I decided to go back.
When I was on my way, I became aware of the two street guys in front watching me. One was tall and lean, while the other was bigger. I tried to ignore them and focus on my direction. But they were coming towards me with a huge nasty grin on their disgusting faces.
"Hello miss," the tall one said.
"Hi," I replied casually as if I wasn't scared stiff of what they could do to me. If only my head wasn't aching like this that I might be able to shift my eye color to my feline state and scare them off. But my head did throb like hell.
"What's a pretty lady like you doing in the middle of the night?"
"Isn't it obvious? I'm walking," I replied rudely.
"Hmm. Ms. Pretty has some attitude," he smirked as he pinched my cheek.
"Get your hands off me freak," I slapped his arm from my face.
"Too bad with the attitude, you've got some nice legs though," the other one stated eyeing me up and down.
The tall one grabbed me by the arm and pulled me to his chest. "You know what happens to girls with unpleasant personalities." He smirked and tugged my skirt.
"Nice skirt by the way."
I struggled from his tight hold and looked at him with a fierce emotion of hate.
"Damn you."
I was getting furious and scared at the same time that I prepared to lounge a scream. But before that could happen, I heard a menacing vicious growl and a wolf suddenly sprang across me pinning the guy down on the floor, with its glistening teeth baring at him.
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-a/n-
OMG! Lol. I haven't started my article that I'm suppose to pass to my English teacher because scenes are just flooding in my mind right now that I can't afford to forget them.
Btw, the stanza is a part of a song composed by my classmate. Zab, I hope you don't mind me using it. Thank you, thank you. Lol.
Chapter 4 is done! Click that review button or else. So, I'll be working on the 5th chapter and wait for me on my next update. Till then, I'm out. Ciao!