After reading this chapter, please comment and tell me if you guys want some more funny in the story, cus the shit that's gonna go down will be pretty depressing. Thank you guys for reading. You truely are amasing! w

Warning: Attempt of suicide.(not detailed)

DISCLAIMER: WE DO NOT OWN HOMESTUCK BUT IF WE ALL CONSPIRE AGAINST HUSSIE *big intake of air* WE CAN!

:o(Chapter 9)o:

"You uh…sure you want me to leave?"

Gamzee asks crouching down in front of Tavros and pulling off his back pack. He lays it in his lap and unzips it.

"Look bro, I even brought my bottles of Faygo with the faces on the caps so we could act like they was those dudes from yor story!"

Tav shakes his head.

"No Gamzee, please, leave me-"

"But come on bro, you can tell me all kinds of stories!"

Tavs eyes widen. Maybe if he played out what happened with him and Eridan through the bottles, maybe Gamzee'd understand?

"F-fine…..I guess…"

Gamzee springs up in joy, lifting Tav from his wheel chair and carrying him to his bed where he drops him down. He then empties his bag of empty Faygo bottles with markered faces onto the bed and plops down across from Tavros.

"I uh…I'll call this one uh….Captain…..Captain Hook! And the orange one can be Pupa pan!"

Tavros says picking up the grape bottle, which in his eyes was Eridan, and in Gamzees was Captain Hook and the orange bottle which was him, and to Gamzee Pupa Pan. Gamzee shakes his head.

"Nah bro! This one's you and me!"

"Gamzee! Let me tell my story."

Gamzee makes a pouty face but shrugs. Tavros clears his throat though it still squeaks as he speaks.

"Captain Hook and Pupa Pan were….uh….playing a couple games in the woulds…..when uh…Captain Hook got angry because…every one hates him…and stuff…..so…..he took ….he took uh…..he took Pupa pan….."

Tav stutters, remembering what happened to him, even though Gamzee was smiling like a clown he couldn't make him feel happy.

"Pupa…..pan to…his ship and….and…beat him up…..Pupa…..Pupa Pan became….really, really, REALLY sad…and he wanted the lost boys- which are the other bottles-"

"Stop! This stories stupid bro!"

Tav flinches, sitting up straight as Gamzee takes the bottles from Tav and slams them together a couple times.

"Pupa Pan died from Captain Hook from the beating bro!"

"G-Gamzee! I-it was my story….my story…"

Tav whines hoping Gamzee would catch the hint of hurt in his voice. Gamzee shrugs, picking up a Redpop bottle and smothering it against the grape.

"T-they're fucking bro! That's an interesting story!"

Tav stares confused at the pairing, he couldn't think of who could be the red bottle, or at least he didn't want to believe his hunch was right.

"Gamzee, stop that's nasty!"

Gamzee waves his hand and makes a 'please' face then goes back to playing with the bottles. Tavros sighs, sitting in silence with his cheeks in his hands and his elbows on his knees. He watches without a word how Gamzee plays with the red, yellow, blue, purple and red/orange bottles. Tavros lowers his sight to the orange bottle laying at the edge of the bed. He didn't want to see the bottle, the bottle now resembled him, and he was nasty now, disgusting, and impure. He swats the bottle off the bed making it hit the wall across the room and a loud high pitched sound erupts making Gamzee jump in shock.

"Bro what the-…..bro…why're you crying?"

Tavros shakes his head.

"What're you talking about? No one's crying."

Gamzee stares at Tav as he wipes away his tears, sniffling loudly and clearing his throat.

"H-how bout…..we rap?"

"No.."

"Aw but come on-"

"I said no."

Gamzee stares at Tavros who looks at his lap, his hands wrapped around his shins as he tries to stop from crying.

"….wanna r-"

"GO AWAY!"

Gamzee jumps slightly. He immediately stands off the bed, shoving all the bottles but the orange into the bag and throwing it onto his back.

"FINE!"

Gamzee screams throwing the orange bottle at the wall beside Tav. The Taurus jumps, ducking his head beneath his arms as the bottle flies at him. Tavros looks up seconds after to find Gamzee gone. Just before he slams into the mattress to cry, Gamzee comes back in, rolling the wheel chair to the side of the bed then storming off. Tavros stares after him, his shoulders shaking uncontrollably, his entire body shaking.

"Gamzee…."

Tavros whimpers into his fists that he brings up to his face.

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Sollux glances down tiredly. He sways from side to side humming.

"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uck!"

Karkat groans beside him. Sollux sneers, wrapping an arm around Karkats shoulders and yanking him toward him.

"What's wrong babe?"

Karkat nudges him off, standing abruptly from the computer chair and rushing out the door. Sollux jumps after him, following him to Gamzees' hive where Karkat kicks open the door and runs through the place searching for Gamzee.

"Karkat, calm down, what'th going on?"

"He needs help! Damn it! When I get my hands on that fucking clown! Shits gonna get fucking real."

Sollux shivers, Karkat was an angry, bitchy troll on a daily bases but now he was just being totally scary. They run back out of the hive and along the shore.

"GAMZEE!"

Karkat screams spotting something on the shore. Sollux is on Karkats heels, afraid of leaving him alone with Gamzee, though, if he thought about it, what could he really do against Gamzee Makara? Especially now that he couldn't control his kinetic powers. Karkat collapses beside Gamzees unconscious body, hauling him into his arms and rocking him back and forth.

"Gamzee! Gamzee wake the fuck up!"

Karkat growls pinching one of Gamzees cheeks with hateful force. The purple blood stirs, groaning in pain and slapping his hand to his cheek.

"Aw, bro, you came…"

Gamzee says in a some what hollow voice. He pulls Karkat closer and cries into his chest, Karkat rocking him back and forth, trying to calm him down.

"W-what'th going on?"

Sollux asks, standing on the side. Karkat looks up and so does Gamzee, cowarding in Karkats arms.

"Yeah, what's wrong Gamzee, what made you do this?"

Karkat asks lifting Gamzees face by his chin. Gamzee begins sobbing, wrapping his arms around Karkats shoulders.

"Aw bro, motherfucker must hate me. I-I fuckin yelled at him an' shit. And he was crying bro…..all I wanted was to cheer him up but bro…he was fuckin hurt deeeeep…"

Gamzee says grabbing both of Karkats cheeks and sobbing harder. Sollux looks around.

"Gamzee, what exactly did you do? And who are you talking about? Ith it Tav?"

Gamzee nods, standing with Karkat.

"Tavros is pain in the ass. You just have to ignore him-"

"What?! What are you thaying KK?"

Karkat turns sharp on his heels and glares at Sollux.

"Haven't you seen how Tavros has been treating everyone? Like he's some damn kid with problems no one would understand."

"KK, you don't know what he'th gone through."

Sollux argues, Karkat rolls his eyes, grabbing Gamzees' wrist and dragging him off to his hive. Sollux looks out toward the ocean, sighing as he closes his eyes. If only they knew why Tavros acted the way he does. He turns, kicking sand up and walks over to meet the two at Gamzees hive.

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By the time Sollux got back to his hive it was dark. Karkat had spent an hour arguing with him claiming that he needed to stay and watch over Gamzee. The whole time Sollux had simply said "no". After a while Sollux finally rolled his eyes and stayed at Gamzees' hive with Karkat. He sighs, collapsing on his bed. He rolls onto his back and looks up at the ceiling, glaring angrily at any thought of Eridan that came to mind. He hated the fish fuck like nothing could even compare, but now that he'd hurt Tavros like that, like Equius and Gamzee had hurt him and Karkat, he was wanting to just storm his hive and kill that bastard. But he couldn't, he wanted to believe he wasn't afraid of what trolls would think of him, that he could take the sea dweller any day, but a part of him wasn't so sure about it.

"Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn it."

He growns squeezing his pillow in his arms. Poor Tavroth, having to be touched by that natthy thon of a bitch.

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Jumping from one side to the other, pouncing on the bulky troll concentrating on his mechanics and hissing menacingly as she lays her hands over his eyes.

"Nepeta, I'm slightly busy at the moment…"

Nepeta giggles, moving her hands from Equiuss' eyes to his shoulders.

"AC keeps a tight guuuuirp on her fuuuuuuriend as he continues to do robo stuff-"

"Nepeta please, I'm glad you wish to spend time with me, but now is not the appropriate time. I have some mechanics I need to add to the Geminis sorry anatomy and a pair of legs the sea dweller asked for."

"Whaaaaaaat? I mean- AC questions her fuuurrriend about his doings. Why does that no good fish prick need robo legs? AC asks."

Equius squeezes the bridge of his nose, sighing in irritation as Nepeta slowly crawled down from his back.

"Wow…you really are in a bad mood huh? AC leaps forward, trapping her friend in a loving hug!"

Nepeta says hugging Equius, he pats her arms then turns to face her.

"Please, if you would excuse yourself now…"

Nepeta frowns, shoving her hands in her jackets pockets and strolls out, shoulders sagging and lips curved down as well as her eyebrows. Equius turns around, frowning.

"I'm sorry Nepeta, but there are more important matters on hand, like forming the lowbloods body into something more of my likings."