*I got asked this question and I just want to make it clear that Cas did not wake up in hospital last chapter. He was in his bedroom.
"She-she said I couldn't see Dean anymore." I whimpered sadly into Micheal's shoulder.
"Oh Cas." He replied sadly. I sniffed against his shoulder.
What was I going to do?
Dean's pov.
I walked into first period and Cas wasn't there - again.
This was the third day now. With a nervous sigh I sat down threw my bag on the floor. I missed him.
"Dean!" A voiced called out behind me.
"Hey Jo." I mumbled.
I heard her jump over her desk and plop down in Castiel's spot. I glared at her.
"Aw Dean, you're so cute when you're annoyed!" She teased.
"Okay you have my attention, what do you want?" I sighed.
"We should hang out tonight!"
"Why?"
"Aw, Dean, that almost hurt!" She put a hand over her heart and pretended to be heartbroken. I rolled my eyes.
"Fine, want to meet out by the impala after school?" I suggested.
"Sounds good!" Instead of going to her seat behind me she stayed in Castiel's spot and didn't move for the whole period.
I walked out with my back pack slung over one shoulder to see Jo sitting on the hood of the impala. The bell had rung about 10 minutes ago.
"Get off my baby." I grumbled walking over to her. Jo laughed, hopping down.
I unlocked the car and and we both slid in.
"So, Dean, I haven't seen you much since the party and I've been hearing rumors. Is it true? The infamous Dean Winchester is gay?" I nearly chocked on thin air. Jo let out a loud laugh.
"I always knew you liked dudes!" She exclaimed.
"Jo, Jo, I'm not gay!" I cried out pulling out of the school parking lot.
Jo humed in response.
"Okay, well maybe- not really." I said quickly. Jo squealed.
"I fucking knew it! I knew it! When we were kids you'd always eye up my boyfriends! It's Castiel isn't it!" She proclaim jumping up and down.
"What, N-n- yes? I don't know!" I said throwing my hands up before quickly bringing them back down to the steering wheel. Jo squealed again.
"God! Stop fucking doing that!" I mumbled covering my right ear.
"Awww! My little Dean grew a pair of balls!" She laughed and I turned bright red.
We pulled up to Bobby's house. I turned to look at Jo quickly.
"No one else know! Please don't tell them!" I pleaded.
"Secrets safe with me!" Jo chuckled.
The two of us exited out the the impala and walked up to the ageing house. We opened the creaky door and lazily toed our shoes off before heading to the kitchen only find Bobby at the kitchen table.
"Jo!" Bobby's happy voice called out.
"Hey Bobby!" Jo smiled warmly.
"Haven't seen you in a while." Bobby said in his usual gruff voice.
Jo looked back at me with her trademark smirk.
"Well, Dean here has been a little busy." Jo said in a teasing voice.
Bobby gave me an odd look but dropped it sensing the tension.
"Well, I just got a call. Apparently Rufus landed his sorry ass in the hospital. I'm going to see him. Tell Ellen I said hi." Bobby said before disappointing out of the kitchen. The door closed with a click indicating he had gone outside.
"What the fuck Jo!" I said hitting her lightly. A smile broke out on her face.
"Well maybe you shouldn't leave me so long with out knowing what's going on."
"You could always talk to me at school!" I grumbled pulling a bag of chips off the counter and grabbing two beers from the fridge.
"Same goes for you!" She laughed.
I rolled my eyes.
"So tell me more about him?" Jo asked as we climbed the stairs.
"Well, what's there to say?" I replied.
"You kissed him right?" Jo pried as we approached my room.
"Well yeah, at the party."
"What was it like!" Jo asked with wide, curious eyes.
"It wasn't any different than kissing a girl. At first he didn't know what he was doing but he caught on fast. He actually gave me a fat lip." I chuckled as we walked into my room, shutting the door.
"That's so cute! Tell me more!"
"Jesus, Jo, you're relentless!" I paused to open my beer. "What do you want to know?" I brought the beer to my lips to take a swig.
"Did you guys have sex?" I chocked on the sudden question.
"No, we did not have sex!" I cried. "Why does everyone think that!"
Jo giggled.
"Well he is pretty cute." Jo said looking at me.
"Yeah, I guess." I mumbled.
"Do you like him? Like, like like him?" Jo asked as if if we were in 6th grade again.
"Wow Jo, a little young there don't ya think?" I chuckled.
"Well do you!" She squeaked.
"I dunno." I mumbled rubbing the back of my neck.
"Aw! My little Dean had finally decided to settle down."
"Shuddup." I glared.
"Seriously though Dean, do you like him?" Jo pressed.
"I dont know." I replied honestly. Jo gave me a smug look.
"What!?" I asked.
"You like him."
Little did either of them know that Sam had been listening to the whole conversation since they walked past his room.
Dean's POV.
I shut the door with a sigh and toed my boots off and took my soaking wet jacket off, thanks to the rain storm that had rolled in. I had just driven Jo home. Sam was probably in bed and Bobby was still visiting Rufus
I dragged my feet into the kitchen and with heavy arms I opened the fridge. When I didn't see anything that appealed to me I simply closed it and filled a glass with clear water. I walked out of the kitchen and turned off the light on my way out. I walked over to the living room light and also turned it off intending to go to sleep. A flash of bright lightening lightened up the dark room.
I put my hand on the railing stairs and started to climb up them, tired from a long day. Loud thumps erupted from the door making me jump. My glass of water fell from my hands shattering against the cold floor.
"Jesus Christ." I swore as I stared at the mess I had made from dropping my once full glass. Three loud, hurried knocks came from the door.
I swore again before I turned and left my mess on the floor. I'd clean it up when I was done.
Another loud knock shook through me, this time it was harder.
I yanked the door open with anger. I just wanted to go to sleep, was that so much to ask?
My eye widened.
"Dean, finally."
I had never seen Castiel look so.. Handsome. He was soaked from head to toe and he had water dripping from his dark, messy hair. His blue eyes stared at me with such a sadness. He was being supported by a pair in crutches. I gasped.
"Cas what'-"
He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, pulling me out into the rain and crashed our lips together in a rough, hurried motion. I gasped into the kiss but soon melted. My hand's found their way to his up into his hair. I gripped the back of his head and deepened the kiss.
I didn't care that Bobby could pull up to the house right now or Sam could walk down the stairs. All I cared about was Cas's lips on mine.
I lightly bit on his lower lip, practically begging him to open his mouth for me. He gasped and pulled back.
"D-Dean. This isn't why I came here." He said all at once.
I gave him a questioning look but listened.
"Can-can we step inside?" He asked. I nodded and held the door open.
He hobbled in but didn't come completely in. He leaned against the wall.
"Dean, listen. I'm no good for you. I really am not. I like you a lot but we can't be together." I placed my hands on either side of his head, boxing him in.
"Oh yeah?" I breathed out, staring at him with lustful eyes.
"Dean, please don't look at me like that." He whined.
He just looked so handsome. The rain had made his hair even more dark which enlightened his bright eyes.
"Dean listen to me!" Castiel demanded which only turned me on even more.
"I'm listening." I whispered staring at his lips. The way they moved was memorizing.
"Dean! I mean it! Dean this is important." His tone was now urgent. My eye traveled from his lips to his eyes. It was then I noticed the purple bruise on the side of his cheek. My brows furred. I brought my hand up and lightly ran my fingers across the tainted skin. He leaned into my touch and a shiver ripped through him.
"I'm not aloud to see you anymore." He whispered, eyes sliding close.
My eyes widened.
"Wh-what!? Why not!?" I yelped.
"My mother." He said opening his eyes to look at me. Tears collected in his eyes.
"Screw your mom." I said whispered trying to kiss him again.
"Dean, she's my mot-"
"Live here. With Bobby, Sam and I." I said on impulse. He laughed. It sounded like wind chimes.
"I wish I could Dean." I felt anger bubbling up from inside of me.
Tears slid down his face.
"This- this is good bye Dean." He said sadly.
"What?! What!? No!" I said the anger getting the better of me. I crashed out lips together once again. He pushed back against my chest again.
"Please don't do this Dean." He cried.
"So what! You're picking your mother over me!?" I spat. I was hurt and angry. How could he do that? Just walk into my life and walk out?
"Yes." He said staring at me with sorrowful eyes. I saw all red.
I let out a yelled before I brought my fist back and crashed it into the wall right beside his ear. He looked up at me with wide, scared eyes. I pulled away from him.
I stared back at him with anger.
"Fine! Then fucking leave!" I screamed in his face. More tears fell from his eyes.
"Please, Dean you're scaring me. Don't do this." He said brokenly.
"Fuck off Cas, just- just leave." I cried.
What happened next I don't quite remember. I remember the door closing and then I remember breaking things. Anything I could get my hands on. Plates, furniture. I grabbed beer bottles and smashed them all over the floor. I remember the glass digging into my feet and hands and the painful alcohol soaking into the cuts. I remember flipping the table and hearing it crack under the fall. Everything on it clattered to the floor in a loud commotion. I remember someone screaming my name over and over again but they didn't dare come close to me. The last thing I remember is collapsing to the floor in a mess of alcohol, glass, blood and tears.
What have I done...
A WILD JO APPEARS! I hope I kept her in character D: I think I kinda turned her into my own little character. Or Becky. I should just change all the times I put in Jos name and put in Becky lol.
I really didn't like the part with Jo, I was tempted to take it out and just leave the angsty Destiel but I need Jo.!
Question for today: Would you guys like to see a smut in the story somewhere?