I can't find a reason to let go. Even though you found a new love,and she's what your dreams are made of.

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"You met someone?!" Kurt exclaimed when I told him about Brody.

"Its nothing Kurt." I said shrugging and continued cleaning around the house. He followed me and grabbed my arms.

"This isn't nothing! This is exciting! What's he like? What's his name? Is he cute?!" he asked shaking me violently.

"KURT!" I exclaimed. He stopped shaking me and let go of my arms.

"Sorry, but this is huge. Your finally moving on from Finn." Something inside me snapped when I heard his name. I sighed and sat down on the couch, tears falling from my eyes.

"Diva.." Kurt said softly sitting down next to me.

"I know. Im sorry." I said wiping my eyes in an attempt to calm down. "Its just hard Kurt. I love Finn. I probably alway will. We have ten years behind us. It's hard thinking about him with another women." I stopped and took a deep breath. "We were talking about starting a family. Then the next day, I come home from work and he has all his bags packed up and a blonde clinging to his arm, asking for a divorce. It's devastating." I said not even trying to hold back the emotions.

That night was the first night in two weeks I cried myself to sleep.

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"Are you cold?" Brody asked me as he wrapped his jacket around me.

I smiled at the gesture. "Not anymore." I said and leaned into him. I felt happy for the first time in months. I felt wanted.

"So be honest." he started "How am I doing so far?"

"Well, we had a picnic on a rooftop surrounded by candles, you brought homemade cheesecake, and now we are walking in the park with the stars shining down on us." I smiled and looked up at him. "I give you a four." I joked and let out a little giggle.

"Geez." Brody chuckled. "Your one hard girl to please." The rest of the night was just amazing. We walked and talked about our families and friends.

"My little sister is a pain in the butt though, always thinking she's right." he said with a sigh.

"Well if she's your sister..." I said about to joke again.

"Oh you think that's funny?" he said and grabbed me by my sides and tickled me. I started laughing non stop. Hearing my laugh made Brody laugh and he pulled me closer. Once I calmed down and caught my breath I noticed him staring at me. We were slowly moving closer and I could feel his breath on my lips.

"Rachel?"

Finn

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A.N- Brody will treat her right. Finchel is endgame so no Brody hating!