I can't find a reason to let go. Even though you found a new love,and she's what your dreams are made of.
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"Are you trying to tell me that you think Spider-Man is better then Superman?" Brody asked shocked.
I couldn't help but laugh. "I'm talking movie wise! Don't you think the upside down kiss is so romantic?" I asked.
Brody rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Of course you would turn this romantic." He joked and pulled me in closer giving me a kiss on the lips.I pulled another piece of cotton candy off the stick and ate it. It's been 2 months since Brody and I have started dating and Finn just seems to be around more often.
"Penny for your thoughts?" Brody looked down at me.
"Just thinking about the last couple months."
"They have been pretty amazing haven't they?" He asked smiling.
I nodded but couldn't help but feel guilty. What's going on with Brody? I know I really like him but I can't help but compare him to Finn.
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I walked in my house after my date with Brody and I heard noise in the living room. I shook my head and took off my jacket.
"Kurt you know I don't mind you being here, but you should warn someone. What if I thought you were a killer and I attacked you."
"I don't think you could hurt me." I heard a voice say that defiantly wasn't Kurt's.
I turned around slowly and was face to face with Finn.
"What are you doing here?" I asked shaken but tried to keep my voice hard.
"I know where the spare is." He said simply.
"You can't just break into someone's home Finn."
"It use to be our home." He said his eyes softened.
"Well it's not anymore." I said walking past him and into the wasn't far behind me. "You gave all that up. Now, I'm going to ask you nicely to leave."
"Why are you doing this Rachel?"
"Why am I doing what?" I asked crossing my arms.
"Why are you acting like your interested in Brody? You know you still love me."
"Excuse me?!" I screeched. How dare he! He's the one who divorced me and walked out of my life like it was nothing. "If I remember correctly, your the one who left me like I was trash!" I yelled at him.
He took a couple steps closer and reached his arms out.
"Don't touch me!" I slapped his hands away. "Get out of my house!"
"We need to talk." He said softly.
"There is nothing to talk about! Now get the hell out of my house!" I pushed him out and locked the door. Tears spilled over my eyes and I slid down the door, once again crying over Finn Hudson.
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"He just came into your house?" Kurt asked shocked.
I nodded and took a sip of my coffe. "He was in here before I even came home."
"Wow" he said with wide eyes.
"It's a good thing Brody didn't come back with you." I let out a sigh and sat back.
"What's wrong?" Kurt asked concerned.
"Finn said we needed to talk." I looked up at him.
"Talk about what? He divorced me and played house with some blonde, now that I moved on he wants to have a conversation."
"You know how he is. He loves it when someone wants him. Remember when he use to go back and forth between you and Quinn? When Quinn was with Sam, he wanted her. When you were with Jesse, he wanted you."
"Why does he keep doing this? Why can't he just pick what he wants?"
"I think he realized what a mistake he made when he divorced you."
"I don't trust him anymore. How do I know he won't leave me again?" I looked at Kurt. "It might kill me this time."
"Wait" Kurt said sitting up more."Are you thinking about getting back together with him?"
"I never said that." I said sternly. "But you thought it." Kurt said quietly.