A/N for anyone who was wondering that was not the last chapter I got a couple reviews asking and it is not and here is the next chapter!

BEWARE! References to suicide and a lot of crying so be prepared!

Chapter 20

(Kendall's POV)

"What are you doing here dad?" I said while he just stood there like the ass hole he is.

"I thought you might want to see me I am in town for the week and I just wanted to see if we could talk." He said with his assy face and stupid everything.

"No we can't talk I have to hang out with my girlfriend so leave me alone and go to hell." I said with no emotion in my voice.

"Look son I know we got off on the wrong foot the last time we saw each other but I am your father."

"I don't give a shit the first time I met you and you promised that you would stay this time for me and Katie and you didn't you left like the ass we all knew you were and I can never forgive you for that!" I said with tears coming into my eyes that I was trying to hold back. Finally he got the message and he left. The second the door shut I broke down and cried in Lanie's lap. I don't usually cry only when it comes to my dad. Thankfully Lanie was understanding and she just let me talk it out.

"Okay Kendall, it'll make you feel better if you tell me the whole story of why you hate your dad so much." Said Lanie with her sweet voice.

"Well, I was finally gonna meet him for the first time and I couldn't wait, I was 12 and Katie was 6, we were both excited. He finally came 2 hours late like my mom said he would. I didn't care though I was just so happy to finally meet my real dad. He came in and he just looked at me and scooped me up in a big hug and it felt great to be in my flesh and blood's arms. He stayed with us for about 2 months and he promised he would never leave us and we could be together forever. My mom was sure to explain that he doesn't always keep his promises so don't expect too much, but Katie didn't understand so when my dad left after another month she lost it. She just threw tantrums to my mom she cried all night long. Then one night about 6 years later when she was 12 she was still threw tantrums from the whole thing and acted like her 6 year old self. Then one day Katie a little 12 year old tried to kill herself by overdosing. Luckily we stopped her and she went into rehab for a year. My mom lost it then she felt like the worst mom in the world that she couldn't be enough for her daughter and she didn't take it to an extreme but she was sad all the time and she had terrible nightmares. Once Katie got out of the hospital and she was better I made a pledge to never trust my dad again because he caused all this pain and torment." After I told the whole story I broke down a cried again but Lanie was right saying the whole story out loud did make me feel better.

"Kendall I'm so sorry I didn't know and I wish I could do something." Said Lanie with tears in her eyes because if how bad she felt.

"Oh don't cry because of me." I told her as I comforted her.

"We are fine now my dad just brings back a lot of pain." I said as Lanie laid in my lap and we fell asleep there.