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Previously on Love in a Diary, [Since it's been so long since i last updated]

Others might be blinded by her acting, but not me, not Isabella Swan, the living lying detector.

The more I looked into the picture, the clearer it got. Her fake smile... Her eyes were shallow, there wasn't any love in it. To others, it definitely showed love, but to me, it's just pure acting.

Then the happiness radiating off her. It was not one out of pure bliss and love, rather... It was out of the satisfaction that she had. I'm betting it on the popularity she gained. To her, there was nothing more important than personal fame and glory and wealth. Just like her mother...

I had to tell Edward... I must... As his best friend, I couldn't let him getting used by her. After she got what she wanted, she would dump him, just like what she did, to me...

I picked up my pen, and started writing, without even bothering about the dates.

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Dear Edward,

I know this might sound ridiculous, but you have to trust me.

Bella's POV

"Belly, you've been looking at your watch for the hundredth time. Are you in a hurry or something?" Emmett was playing with his fingers as he asked.

Hmm… Why was I so interested in the watch eh?

Damn, I had no idea. What I knew was that, I was waiting for… Umm… Oh yeah, night time! 'I love the moon… I love the dark sky…' I sang in my mind.

"Nah, I'm not. Let's see. These red roses are nice…" I bent down and sniffed the flowers. "Mm… It smells great." I passed one stalk of it carefully to Emmett.

"Watch out," By then, it was too late as Emmett emitted an unmanly scream. "The thorns," I ended my sentence.

"What the fuck?!" He glared at the innocent flower in his hand and threw it on the floor.

I quickly picked it up before the owner saw it. "Emmett, must you throw it? Heck, it's just a plant."

"But it pricked me!!! It fucking hurt me!!! See!" he showed me the tiny red spots on his finger.

I rolled my eyes, "Oh please, be a man…"

I pointed at the flowers, "Buy a bouquet of these."

He grumbled, "Nope. I'd rather buy sunflowers."

I used my finger and poked his shoulder repeatedly, "If you don't want Rose to forgive you, so be it, buy the sunflowers."

My goodness, stupid Emmett. How long have they been together? How could he not know such simple things? It was so obvious that Rose loves roses, 'cause that's her name. Ugh!

Crossing my arms, I huffed and walked out of the store. Outside, I spotted music store. Unknowingly, I was already in the store listening to the classical music.

I heard a grumble and snapped open my eyes. It sounded so familiar. Then it happened again.

I laughed and touched my stomach. "Tummy, it's time to find you food."

I checked my cell phone and realized that there were 30 missed calls, some from Alice, some from Rose, some from Jasper and some from Emmett…

Oh shit! I forgot I promised to go out to dinner with Alice and Jasper. Damn!

I quickly dialed her number. "ISABELLA SWAN! WHY DIDN'T YOU PICK UP YOUR PHONE?"

She continued shrieking while I held the phone away from my ears. Then she stopped. "Woman, are you even listening to me?"

"Of course I am, and I'm sorry!"

"Yes, you should be. Poor Emmett waited for you outside the flower shop for more than an hour." Oh my God, I forgot to tell him that I was in the music store.

"Where's Emmett?"

"He's with Rose now, I suggest you not to call him."

"Oh okay. So where are you guys?"

"At the usual place. .. So, for today, you want a heavier meal right?"

"How'd you know?"

"My sixth sense tells me so."

"Right, Ms. Know-It-All. I'll be there in about 10 minutes or so."

"Kay, see you then!"

I typed a quick text message and sent it to Emmett before walking down the street. Turning into the corner, I kept feeling as though something bad was going to happen. Out of sudden, I heard the sound 'grrr'. I turned behind me, but there was nothing.

When I turned back, I felt a scratch on my knees and instantly jerked backwards. The dog, tied to the pillar by a metal chain, barked at me.

I gulped and walked away immediately while the dog was struggling with its chain.

I let out a breath once I reached the restaurant. Something bad did happened after all. But still… I couldn't seem to shrug off that feeling.

"Ugh!" I stomped my feet on the ground and walked into the restaurant.

After dinner, I couldn't wait to get back to my dorm.

Alice pulled me, "Bella, it's still early. Let's go to the mall, I heard there's a new store."

New store? I beamed! But my mind was shouting at me, "Go home!" I rubbed the back of my neck.

Isabella Swan loves new store, why would she want to go back to the dorm and miss all the fun?

That's why I felt quite shocked when the sentence, "Nah, I'm heading back. Have fun shopping!" popped out of my mouth.

Nevertheless, I still skipped back to the dorm in a rather, happy mood?

Once I got into the room, I quickly headed towards my nightstand and took out my beloved diary.

First, I'm sorry if I never tell you I've got a girlfriend. Second, don't you dare to keep calling her bitch, she's got a name… Tanya.

Before I forget, I asked her if she knew any Isabella Swan. Guess what happened? She started crying and told me her story. Isabella Swan, I can't believe you actually lied to me about your life. She's the innocent one, while you're the Queen Bee in school. YOU were the one who snatched her boyfriend, not the other way round. YOU were the one who backstabbed her.

But don't worry, I never tell her anything about your so called family "Dark Secret". Who knows? Maybe it's fake too. Mafia huh? I can't believe I actually trusted you.

Very well then, goodbye! We are friends no more.

Edward Masen Cullen

I couldn't believe my eyes and reread the page again.

Then it dawned on me. He trusted her.

I felt so useless. I felt like I'm being betrayed. I felt like the whole world is ganging up against me.

The sentence kept ringing in my head, "We are friends no more." It's only one sentence, they are only words. But they could pierce into one's heart, so deeply...

Why? Why does he affect my emotion so much?

Never in my life had I encounter such sad feelings. Yes, of course, I was in a depressed state when my mother passed away.

But this was totally different! It's like a mix of all emotions: sad, anger, disappointment…. Perhaps a little of jealousy?

I didn't even know him in person, yet he could bring out feelings that are so foreign to me.

No I had to be strong. He shall not ruin my life. He's no one, nobody!

He's a jerk! I wasn't going to talk to him anymore. Scratch that. I wasn't going to write in that fucking diary anymore.

You ended this friendship, not me. Well, congratulations, you've got a wonderful girlfriend. If your relationship doesn't end up well, because what I said was true, then serve you right!

One last thing before I say goodbye, I never ever lie to you, not even a single bit. I admit, I lie every single day in my life, but not when I write in this book. I am the real 'Isabella Swan' when I'm writing in this diary. If you choose to believe her, then I have nothing to say.

Isabella Marie Swan

With that, I closed my diary for the very last time. No way in hell am I going to open it again.

My whole body fell backwards onto my bed with a thump and I stared at the ceiling, darkness slowly engulfing me.

The first day, I was there, with my friends, but most of the times, I zoned out. Let's just say I almost got a detention from one of the teacher.

Alice and Rose were throwing worried glances towards me, but I kept assuring them it's just one of those mood swing day you get once every month.

But… As the day passed by, I got worse and worse. I was like a walking zombie. During lunch, I looked at my food, and played with it. I didn't have any appetite.

Why? Why was I damn fucking depressed just because of him? Isabella! You only lose one friend, one little friend, one little unknown friend whom you haven't met before. Period.

I had to wake up, wake up from this stupid nightmare. But I couldn't. I didn't have the will or even strength to.

On Saturday, while I finally got the girls and guys to go out and do their usual stuffs, I heard someone knocking the door.

Dude, I'm trying to get some sleep here! This better be important, or else… Scratching my head in annoyance, I got up and headed to the door.

Without even checking who was outside, I opened the door straightaway. How unsafe Isabella, you're alone! The other side of my conscience said, Good job. If it's a serial killer outside, you get to die, and forget about everything. 'Cause you'll be in the heaven! Wait… Maybe not. You can haunt Tanya and her family!!! Edward too, if he really exists.

My lips curled up into a wicked smile. Damn, my conscience's a smart ass!

Someone cleared his throat and I quickly looked up at him, after all, he's a guest.

But I was frozen to the ground when I knew who was standing there.

"Hello my dear little sister. Surprised to see me?" He opened his arms, waiting for me to return it, something I do usually. But I didn't. I was still staring at him, like a retard.

He sighed and brought his hand to my cheeks. "Sweetie, you look even worse than when mum passed away. Look at those dark blue bruises under your eyes. And oh my… You're so skinny. Dad will not be happy with this."

A single tear trickled down my cheeks, and I hugged my brother, crying on his shoulder, ruining his stupid Armani clothes.

I didn't even know when he carried me and took my ID and all. I didn't even know when he locked the door behind us. I only knew it when he loosened my grip on him, and fastened the seatbelts for me.

Still crying, I asked him, "Where" hiccup "Are" hiccup "We" hiccup "Going?"

"We're going home." He said while the engine purred into life.

Edward's POV [ Edward finally! Are you happy or are you not?]

After writing in the damn diary for the last time, I felt butterflies in my stomach. Then a wave of guilt washed over me, but I quickly recovered from it.

I kept assuring myself that I'm not the one who's at fault, that she's the one who lied to me in the first place.

No one ever insults Edward's new toy. Why did I even choose to believe Tanya? Oh I get it, 'cause she gives me that fucking innocent eyes, and her cleavage too.

Tanya is the new girl in town, hence if Edward doesn't get his hands on her first, wouldn't that be embarrassing?

And besides, while pursuing Tanya, which the hardest thing ever, I actually sort of liked her, as a friend.

Perhaps Bella is more of a friend than Tanya, but hell, I see Tanya every single day. So it is actually normal that I believe Tanya.

Now that I think of it, damn it Tanya! Before she came to the school, I already stopped being a playboy. I stopped kissing a random girl for almost a month, and I didn't even know why.

Perhaps it's Bella who's affecting me. Writing to her, I didn't even need to put up the walls I made, the façade I put on everyday in school.

I didn't have to be afraid to show her my true self, instead of the arrogant Edward who's so popular 'cause of his stuck up attitude and smartness, and also… his looks that even charmed the old secretary sitting in the office all the time.

Ugh! Why did I have to be so mean to her?

The next day, I opened my diary, wanting to see if she would reply or not. She did!!! I almost did the stupid victory dance, but when I saw the handwriting, it seemed as though it was simply written on, not her typical beautiful ones. I sighed.

Slouching my shoulders, I read.

And read again.

And read again…

And read again…

Oh my God! I hurt her!

I hurt her feelings!

She doesn't want to be my friend anymore!

I ended this friendship, and now, I had to suffer the consequences.

I lost a friend, thanks to the anger I felt towards her, when I found out that she might be lying to me.

I got to school, but I was no longer smiling in school, even if I was, those were fake smiles.

I wasn't that cheerful as before.

My mind kept telling me to apologize, but the hand that was holding the pen, didn't want to move.

I was afraid that she might not accept my apology.

Friends do not suspect their friends. Friends never choose someone whom you know for less than a month, over their friends.

Bloody, I didn't even know what I was talking about. So, ignore those two sentences.

Then one day, I really didn't feel like going out, even though I promised Tanya that I was going to bring her shopping. Hence, I ditched her.

Oh joy! I didn't need to waste my money on those stupid clothes or pedicures she wanted.

She told me she was heading out with her girlfriends.

I was walking aimlessly around the school, then I heard girls giggling in the walkway.

When I was almost near the corner, I stayed there and listened to them. Lifeless I know, but it's good to be updated with the latest gossip news.

I heard a familiar voice said, "He's so stupid. He actually believed me even more than he trusts his cousin, Beelllaaa…"

"Wow, you're good. You can actually fool Edward Cullen?"

Tanya, I thought. Suddenly, I felt mixed emotions, anger… Guilt… I was fucking betrayed. No one does that to Edward.

"Duh… I know my ways with the playboys."

"What ways?"

"Nah, I'm not telling you. But let me tell you this, you must be a playgirl before you can handle the playboy." What the hell? What kind of conclusion is this?

"Anyway, see you around. I'm heading out."

I quickly hid so that they couldn't see me.

Then I followed her…

Ooh… She got a cab. She doesn't even want to use her car. Good one.

I got into another cab and told the driver to follow the cab in front.

Then I decided to test her.

I called her, "Hey darling. Are you having fun with your girlfriends?"

"Hi Eddie." Ugh, I hate that name. "Of course I am. We're heading to the movie now, talk to you later."

Movie. Yeah right. Bitch.

Her cab stopped at the park, and she got down.

Stopping far away from her, I paid the cab and got down.

I waited to see who she was meeting.

Then I saw her face brightened up and she hugged someone else.

Damn, I can't see his face! His back was facing me!

Never mind, I should just follow them.

They intertwined their fingers and started walking. I decided to take a picture as proof, so I got out my camera.

All of a sudden, they stopped and she pointed at a large shady tree behind the bushes.

The guy turned to her, and touched the tip of her nose.

I could see his face now.

My fucking enemy, Alex…

Well, it doesn't need a three year old to guess that they would be making out or having hot sex behind those bushes.

She is a freaking flirt…

She used my friendship, not that I'm not using her.

But she freaking betrayed me!

I should have trusted Bella.

I walked back to the dorm, with anger towards both myself and her, boiling in me.

I was like a volcano ready to erupt.

I wanted to write to her. To tell her. To share this with her.

But I didn't dare. After all, I was so mean to her.

Tanya, payback's a bitch. (not that I'm a girl, but still…) Watch out!

I would dump her in front of everyone, at the cafeteria.

I murmured, "I'm sorry, Bella." Before I fell into deep slumber.

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Now i'm thinking what to write for the next chapter.

And i can't promise a quick update, 'cause exam's coming soon! It sucks. I hate exams. Why oh why.

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LittleBells.