Hello, yeah yeah, i disappeared for almost a century. I'm sorry, Was having and still am having exam. Since next week's papers are those which i don't really need to study, i quickly type out the chapter before i lose touch with the story, and before you guys lose interest in it.

Hopefully, tomorrow i'm able to type another chapter again.

I know, you might not like the revenge i had. But i think this will do. =]

Thanks to those who reviewed, alerted and favorited. I really appreciate it, 'cause without you guys, i won't have the motivation to keep on writing. Haha.

Previously on Love in a Diary,

She is a freaking flirt…

She used my friendship, not that I'm not using her.

But she freaking betrayed me!

I should have trusted Bella.

I walked back to the dorm, with anger towards both myself and her, boiling in me.

I was like a volcano ready to erupt.

I wanted to write to her. To tell her. To share this with her.

But I didn't dare. After all, I was so mean to her.

Tanya, payback's a bitch. (not that I'm a girl, but still…) Watch out!

I would dump her in front of everyone, at the cafeteria.

I murmured, "I'm sorry, Bella." Before I fell into deep slumber.

Edward's POV

What's the date today?

Hmm… Whatever… Bella and I rarely bother about the date issue whenever we write in the diary.

And so I started,

Dear Bella,

I regretted what I wrote the other day. I wasn't exactly myself when I wrote those words, they weren't what I really thought of you, nor were they what I really thought of Tanya.

Truthfully, I'm a playboy, and Tanya is actually my new "toy" or so they call it. She's the one and only "toy" whom I spent so much effort on getting.

I see her every single day, hear her voice every single day too.

On the other hand, I don't even know you in person.

I let the anger overtake me as no one ever insults my 'toys' ever.

I shouldn't have reacted the way I did.

Signed by,

Edward Masen Cullen

After closing the book, I realized that probably it was the worst apology ever. There isn't even a single apology and sorry.

I got into my car and turned on the radio. Just then "Apologize" blared.

"What the hell?"

I looked at it pointedly. "You're wrong man. It's never too late."

But somewhere in my mind, a voice kept saying "She will never forgive you." I told it to shut up, and thankfully it did.

For a few days, she never replied.

But Edward is not one who gives up easily.

I continued writing to her… Telling her the situation I'm in. And also, about the revenge I'm about to pull on Tan-bitch-ya.

I've got an uncle, whose name is Alejandro and he works for some big boss who sells those special spy gadgets.

Judging by his looks, you can never know why such a person with a scar on his face, would be a close family friend of Dr. Cullen.

Thank goodness Carlisle befriended him, if not, how would I get my hands on the necklace in my hand, which is actually a voice recording gadget?

I smirked as I looked at the necklace, which Tanya had worn for a week, and I had accidentally 'spoiled' it.

I set it aside and looked at my computer screen.

(Emodude has signed in)

"You're finally online?" I said to my computer.

PianoMan: Dude, where were you when I needed you most?

Emodude: Yeah right, very funny, piano.

PianoMan: No, I'm serious. Remember the girl I told you about? Well, I scolded her, 'cause I believed what my so called girlfriend told me, that my best friend was lying to me all the while.

Emodude: I thought u knew that girl first? You actually believed the 'fling' more than your real friend?

PianoMan: Yeah, now I regret. And I just found out that the 'fling' is cheating on me and boasting to other girls about how she got me under control.

Emodude: Serve you right for not trusting your own friend. I mean, come on, the 'fling' is just playing with your ego, and I told you watch out.

PianoMan: I am very aware with that, emo. Anyway, I just got rid of that 'fling'.

Emodude: Congratulations then.

PianoMan: Hmm… You're taking quite some time to reply today. Anyway, now I don't know how to apologize to her. She's not even talking to me.

Emodude: Easy, girls love gifts. Just buy something for her and she'll forgive you instantly. Just like what I'm doing now, online shopping for my fuming girlfriend. Jeez. Talk to you some other time, dude. Hopefully, the next time I hear from you, it'll be good news eh? Bye!

(Emodude has signed off)

Maybe he's right. Bella loves shopping, though she's rich, perhaps she would be touched by a simple gift.

I signed off my IM before going onto Tiffany & Co. website and searched.

I was quite frustrated when I found out nothing suits Bella, or so I think.

Someone knocked on the door, and I recognized it. Tanya.

I opened it. "Hey, what brings you here?"

She crossed her arms, "Aren't you supposed to bring me out shopping?"

I took out my phone, sure there was, the reminder.

"Oh sorry darling," I flinched inwardly, "I'll be ready in just a minute."

Be patient, Edward, tomorrow, she'll be out of your sight forever.

She came into my room, while I went into the toilet wash up, and changed my clothes.

When I turned the toilet door knob, I could hear a distinct click of my mouse, and knew she saw the website I was in.

Perhaps she thought I would buy her Tiffany.

Once I came out of the room, she instantly hugged me. "I love you." She gave me kisses all over my face which I abhorred.

The theory was further proven when she said innocently, "Eddie, I don't feel like buying anything today. Let's just walk around the shopping mall."

Walking around the shopping mall means getting a chance to bypass those stupid jewelry shops. I ain't that stupid.

I decided to go along with it and murmured, "Damn, surprise gone." Then said louder, "Are you sure you're okay with it? You don't want your spa pedicure?"

I was damn sure she heard the word surprise because she changed her plan all of a sudden.

"In that case, I think I'll go for pedicure while you walk around then." She grinned at me stupidly.

I dropped her off at the nails studio and walked off alone with a smug smile.

She could be thinking "He's buying me something expensive!" when in actual, the something expensive belongs to Bella.

I wouldn't mind spending a vast amount of money just to get Bella's forgiveness, provided she would be like Emodude's girlfriend.

But, wouldn't that make Bella materialistic if she accepts apology when something is given to her?

I shrugged off that thought. My Bella wouldn't be like this, she's richer than I am.

Wait a second. Since when do I call her my Bella?

As I walked pass the antique shop, something was telling me to go into the shop. For what? I had no idea.

I looked around and got over to the "more ancient" section of the store, where it was dustier, and had dimmer light.

Something in the glass case caught my eyes.

A locket…

Why didn't I think of it?

I could easily engrave whatever words I wish to tell her on a locket, and perhaps she would accept it and possibly put pictures of me and her together?

What the hell am I thinking? She thinks of you as a friend only, moron, or maybe not.

I went into the antique shop and asked the man sitting behind the desk.

"Excuse me, sir? Can you please show me the locket in the glass case?" I pointed at the "more ancient section" as I called it.

He smiled. "Oh sure…"

He got up and took the locket and passed it to me.

"Here you go, son. Handle it with care, 'cause it's older than you and I combined." He said with a wink.

I gasped, "A century old? But it looked so…" I touched the surface. "New…"

"Yeah, I know… the wonder of polishing. Actually, this locket comes in pairs, and it's one and only in the entire universe. My grandfather passed this to me, and told me to give it to my wife. But she passed away." His eyes looked distant.

"I'm sorry…" I said.

He chuckled, "It's okay…"

I looked at the locket again, fascinated by it, wondering how it would look like being worn by Bella.

I decided, I would get this item.

Looking up at the man, I realized he was grinning.

He said, "Well? My guess is, you want this locket…" I wanted to correct him, but he continued, "Let me finish first."

"You would like to buy this locket in pair and you would like to engrave some words on it, am I right?"

I decided to play around. "I'm afraid not, sir. I would like to take a look at other stuffs."

"Never lie to me, young man. The look you had when you were looking at the locket… It reminds me of someone…"

Hmm… He seems confident that I'm lying.

"It's the same look I had when my grandfather gave it to me. I was thinking of my wife at that time, and it was the exact same look.... So full of love…"

My eyes turned big, never in my life had I ever showed my true emotions in public.

True, I might be thinking of Bella at that time, but it doesn't mean that I was having the affectionate look like the antique shop owner.

There wasn't any way I would think of Bella like how he thought of his wife, simply because I hurt her and I chose to believe Tanya over her.

But truthfully, these days when Bella doesn't write in that diary anymore, I'd feel rather lonely.

No, lonely wouldn't be the word to describe my feelings.

It's as though… As though… My mind is somewhere else, constantly thinking of her…

I quickly snapped out of it. This wasn't a time to think of her, instead focus on your task ahead, Cullen.

"Fine… You win." I laughed.

"I knew it, son. So, what words would you like to engrave on it?"

I told him what I wanted, paid the bill, and told him I would stop by and collect it the following day.

Then I hung out at the music store before picking Tanya up from the nails studio.

Joy could be seen radiating off her, as she examined her newly manicured nails, whereas I had a nauseous feeling as I was the one who had to pay the bills.

"What a waste of money." I mumbled.

"What did you say?" Damn she heard.

"Oh, nothing…."

"Alright then." She looked up at me expectedly, batting her eyelashes.

Girl, don't give me that look, not like I'm going to give you anything.

I brought her around while she was creating a hole in my wallet, then only we went for dinner.

After that I quickly brought her back to her dorm, as I had to rest.

It wouldn't be good if I didn't have enough concentration for the big day.

What I knew was that she got out of her car, mumbling a string of profanities, and banged my beloved car door, hard…

"Ouch."

I parked my car and quickly got down to see whether she left any damages.

Thankfully, no…

The next day, I woke up excitedly.

It's the day when Edward Masen Cullen gets his freedom!!! And… His revenge!!!

I straightaway met up with Seth, who was going to help me play the recording as one of the "announcement".

I was so glad to have Seth as my friend, though he was younger than me, we got along well. I could say he was the one and only real friend I had, other than Bella, of course.

Yeah, I know how pathetic I am…

We got into the room, and locked it, not wanting anyone to barge in, especially Miss Tanya and that son of a bitch.

"Good morning, Wild West High!" Seth shouted with much enthusiasm that I was damn sure it woke everyone up, even those who were still a little groggy.

"Well, today, we have prepared a little something special for you guys." He pushed the play button.

Moans could be heard from the background and a voice could be heard.

"Mmm… Alex…."

"Is this a fucking diamond?" actually I lied, it's not a real diamond. It's fake, dumbass.

"Like… Duh? It's 2 karat!"

"Fuck! Make sure you return it to him when you dump him. I'm buying u a 3 karat."

"Oh my God, are you serious?"

"Obviously, if he can buy you one, why couldn't I?"

"Alex, you're the best. I love you! But why can't I keep this?"

He sneered, "If you love him, then keep it."

"Baby, of course I don't love him, and you know that. I'm with you longer than I'm with him, and you're the one who came up with this idea, knowing how I love popularity."

"How do I know that you're not bull shitting? Tanya, you're hell damn a good liar. Don't think I didn't hear the story of you lying to Edward regarding his cousin."

She giggled, "So you knew? He's stupid enough to trust me over her. Somehow, being an idiot is what runs in his family, don'tcha think? His cousin trusted me." She laughed evilly at this. "But in actual, I'm the one backstabbing her, seducing her boyfriend. Anyway,"

This time her voice became lower and huskier, "I'm gonna show how much I love you."

I cut the recording till this part, because even a three year old could guess what they would do next. It's just, I figured, it would gross everyone out.

Just as I expected, banging could be heard from the door.

"Seth, you son of a bitch. Open up!"

"Oh no, it's Alex." Seth whispered. "Edward, what're we going to do? I'm so screwed."

"Don't worry." I whispered before talking into the microphone.

"The recording just now, is a break up gift from me, to you, Tanya. And… Alex? Don't even think about beating up Seth, 'cause when Seth disappears all of a sudden, or when black bruises appear on him, we'll know it's you."

I could hear cheers and was instantly satisfied with it.

I held Seth by the shoulder and we walked out, meeting up with a fuming Tanya and Alex who were throwing death glares towards Seth and I.

"Congratulations, you're popular now." I smirked at Tanya before walking pass her.

She sneered, "You're gonna get it from me, Cullen."

I could see students who were walking pass them, called them, "Bitch!"

Mission accomplished.

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