A/N : ENJOY LOL

BACK FLASH…..

John woke up to the feeling of a naked Randy laying on top of his naked body, gently kissing at my jaw line in an attempt to pull John out of his peaceful sleep. "Randy." John mumbled, eyes still closed, taking in a breath. "Good morning sunshine." Randy says before returning to nip and kiss at John's skin. John allowed himself to stay sleepy and relaxed beneath Randy for several minutes, enjoying the feel of just being against one another with Randy's lips on his soft skin. John mumbled something before Randy finally kissed him on the lips, body sliding just a little more upwards against John's chest. Randy's hands were tucked under his back, fingertips pressed beneath his ribcage, thumbs gently rubbing against his sides. "Thanks for the awesome night last night pup." Randy whispered against his skin between kisses. John couldn't resist the curve of a dimpled smile forming, bringing Randy's face towards his to kiss him properly again.

It had been the night of the Elimination Chamber match and as much as Randy believed he was going to win it and become the next world heavy weight champion against Alberto Delrio at Wrestle Mania Jack Swagger came up behind to roll him up on the mat to take the win leaving Randy hopeless for his future since he keeps losing. John didn't have that much luck either as now RyBack is pissed at him for in his words losing them the chance to beat the shield finally as Rollins pinned RyBack for the win without John's save. It took John all night to get Randy to agree afterwards to just go to the hotel and sleep the stress off. But knowing John and Randy they took there stress and aggression out on each other fucking each other to oblivion till totally spent.

JOHN POV…..

I let a sigh remembering that night with Randy before things went to hell as I hear the camera men yell cut after I was done with my backstage promo for my legitimate reason as to why I think I'm better to face the Rock for Wrestle mania then Punk. I stood off to the side. I didn't want to be apart of Wrestle mania anymore. They were good on their own tell you the truth I just didn't want to be in the same ring with either Punk or Rock but I know lady luck is never to kind lately. It would hurt my fans and Vince McMahon himself if I declined another opportunity for redemption from my loss at Rock last year. I had expressed my feelings towards my friends and Vince and a little bit of Randy before he left but none of them wanted to hear such a horrible idea of the poster boy not attending Wrestle Mania. And why would they want to? they all love me and want what's best for me so they put me to the top like they always think I belong? It was their idea to have me do this. The fans would stand behind me at least all the fans I still believe that stand for the Hustle Loyalty Respect symbol. But through all of that love and faith is my feelings being thrown out the window of them not even asking me what I want and how I feel specially being in the sights of Dwayne again and letting Dwayne's hands run all over me as we wrestle will bring back my rape experience. "It's not as bad as you are making it out to be he'll be back." I looked up to see the person that broke me outta my thoughts. "How do you know what I'm thinking about Miz?" I asked crossing my arms. "Because Johnny" I cringed at his use of that nick name. "We've been friends for years. It would be wrong if I didn't know you." I nodded in understanding. "I get it but don't you ever call me Johnny only Randy calls me that." I demanded with clinched teeth. He raised his hands in defense. "You know I can't help it. You'll always be my little Johnny." He slipped an arm around my shoulders. Fine." I muttered as Miz and I walked into catering. I grabbed a bottle of water finding a place to sit with Sheamus and Miz. It shouldn't have been like this. I glanced at my Black Berry cell phone on the table we were at. Quarter to six and its two more hours till the show starts and I was dying just like I have been for a full heart wrenching month of pain and misery.

I hated this feeling it felt as if someone stomped on my whole being while pulling knifes from my chest with glee. Randy left my side a month ago that same month I have been living now he left to different hotel rooms and matches in different city's barely wanting to wrestle on Raw always smack down not talking to anyone and it was all because of that loss at Elimination Chamber. Randy became obsessed after that night thinking over and over and over again how he could've stopped himself from messing up and letting Jack curl him up for the win. I tried my hardest to stop the obsession by sex, light alcohol, strip clubs, regular clubs, bars, going out on dates and many other things but it seemed as nothing was working he would still talk and accuse and it was getting tiring to be around him as I spent more time with my friends Chris, Miz and Sheamus then Randy at the hotel.

We fought all the time recently by him throwing accusations of me sleeping around on him to me hating him for throwing weeks worth of obsession over nothing as I tried to calm him by rough sex every night but it got worse and one night it got so bad Randy hit me in the face. I have never felt more surprised in my life that someone that I have loved over 6 years would raise there hand at me in anyway. I cried most of that night but not because of Randy hitting me no it was because he packed his bags while telling me we need to separate for awhile and left to Ted's and his boyfriends Cody and Justin's hotel room to stay and for a month now Randy won't answer my calls, texts, pleas, and its hurting so much I feel so alone with him gone for this long waking up in bed without him.

"blue eyes you in there?" Chris asked waving his hand in front of my face. I grabbed his hand locking my deep ocean baby blues onto his deeper blues. "when did you get here I didn't see you sit down?" I ask "just a second ago when I was trying to get your attention." Chris answered chillingly as he scoots in a little closer to me with Miz on the other side just as close. "What do you two want anyway?" "Ok, ok John you're kind of hurting my wrist Mind letting it go?" Chris asked never breaking the eye contact and I really forgot I even still had a hold on it "Sorry." I mumbled letting his hand go. I saw that both Sheamus and Miz were ready to burst out with laughter at any minute. "What's going on?" I asked eying up Sheamus's orange slices from the orange he was busy peeling and pulling apart. "Take some already." He huffed out in a playful manner. I shrugged taking a few. "We asked what are you doing for our couple of days off since all four of us have it at the same time." I sighed to myself looking down. I wasn't doing a damn thing. I wasn't in the mood to go home to my very dysfunctional life with Randy to just keep ignoring each other as he sleeps in another bedroom again but this time I think I heard someone say something about him going home with Ted and his pets Justin and Cody for the two days off and it hurt more then anything that my ex would rather spend with them then come home and talk out our problems and maybe fix what little hope we may have to save our could still be relationship.

Home in front of my TV with a few beers sounded like the best two days off to me.

"Nothing." I told them shaking my head. "It's going to stay that way too." "You will not talk me into going home with the 3 of you." I said looking between Sheamus, Miz and Chris. "Alright fine by me. I wont make you do anything fella." Sheamus said taking a bite of his food. "But it's him you need to worry about." Sheamus said pointing with his fork. "It's not nice to point especially with your fork." Chris scolded him. I turned looking at Chris. "Don't even start it Christopher."

"I'm not scared of you. Besides I wasn't going to make you do anything." "I just know where I'll be spending my two days at." He smirked sending a wink my way. I look at him dumbfounded for a moment. What did he mean he knew? He should've already knew before hand. I felt dumb. I could feel my cheeks start to warm up by his charm. "Go home Chris. You don't need to come baby sit me I'll be fine" I wasn't sure if I felt annoyed or slightly honored that he would give his plans up to stay with me. "Oh you did get it. But I got no where else to be really. I don't feel like flying home." He explained looking up from his phone. I got a glimpse rolling my eyes.

"Oh really that's why you're canceling your flight home? Just go home Chris. I'll be fine on my own. I have been before. The last few weeks I have been in Randy's presents he's been in another room away from me so its like I have been home all alone this whole time its just been practically me and Dominic." Dominic was my 2 year old Alaskan Husky Randy bought me for my 34th birthday. My niece Megan and brother Matt watched him for me when I'm gone on the road. "To late Blue eyes." Chris spoke up slipping his phone into his pocket. "We'll have fun. I'll be at your place around noon tomorrow." He said smirking getting up. I still had tonight to come up with an excuse for him to stay away. I leaned my head down on the table and groaned at Chris's ignorance as I feel Sheamus's hand nuzzle my back as he stands as well saying goodbye leaving Miz and I at the table alone.

JOHN'S HOME IN TAMPA

I sighed spraying on some axe cologne as to attempt to smell decent for when Chris arrives. I phoned Chris as soon as I arrived at the Tampa airport going home and he still refused on leaving me alone for two days so I had to give in and accept he was still coming over. I sat down wanting the next few days to go by as fast as possible. I pet and scratched Dominic's ears as he was daddy's favorite dog in the world and I babied him by letting him sleep on the bottom of the bed with me and Randy hated it when we were together. I get interrupted by a knock and I breath "Here goes nothing Dom." I got up walking the short distance to my front door. I pulled it open to reveal Chris and Miz. "What are you doing here?" I asked Miz stepping aside to let them in, and I hear Dominic growl. "Dom enough." I said leading him through the house to the fenced in backyard.

"Chris wanted me to drop him off on my way out so that way you had no choice but to let him stay." Miz yelled explaining his action giving me a hug when I walked back into the living room. "I could always make him walk home." I smirked looking at Chris pulling away from Miz. "you wouldn't do that Blue eyes?" Chris smirked matching the one I held. "Why is that?" I asked crossing my arms. "I know your lonely specially without Randy around you need the company and I so happen am the best company of friendship you've ever had." I growled glaring at him. He may have won this round but there was plenty more to come. He smirked walking into the kitchen. I turned my attention to a laughing Miz. "Must you leave me alone with him? Can't you be in the giving spirit and give me some peace from him?" I pouted sticking my lip out.

"I am in the giving spirit. I gave him a ride here didn't I?" My pout turned into a frown. "I got to go blue eyes or Maryse will kill me if I'm late for our lunch dinner in 3 hours and that's how long it will take to get there." Try not to kill him just remember you love him after all he's your buddy." "Oh shut it Miz." I gave him a hug shutting the door behind him. I took a deep breath walking into the kitchen. "What the hell Chris?" I exclaimed looking at a very relaxed Chris as he was sitting on the kitchen counter eating a sandwich. "Yea make yourself at home." I muttered letting Dominic back in. Shockingly he ran over to Chris sniffed him a few times and went and laid down in her room. Yea she has her own room too he just likes using mine to sleep in. "so where's Randy at anyway?" Chris asks making me stiffen a bit at the name "last time I heard from him which was on the plane ride here he told me he was going to our second home in Tampa to cool off and relax for the two days were off so I don't know what else he's doing but if I have a hunch he's probably going to his parents house to talk to his mom and dad about our current break up and ask for advice."

"Wow you really know Randy that well don't you?" Chris asks and for some reason it sounded a little hostile but I don't say anything and just nod. "yep I know Randy like the back of my hand he's my first true love and hopefully if we can settle this problem we have he will be my last." I say hesitantly as I hear a sigh come from Chris but I just fidget with my black berry cell as I walk over to my black leather couch plopping on it. "hey John have you ever I don't know maybe thought about another man that way recently" Chris asks stumbling over his words and I look over at him in thought before answering honestly "ya two people actually but I know I can never act on it so I just let it go." and I look down at my cell as three text messages flash on my cell phone screen and I stand real quick walking up stairs to my bedroom door for some privacy a little bit. "hey! Where you going I was going to make official dinner for you if you want?" Chris yells after me as I yell my answer back "Ok thanks I was just going to order out tonight but if you really want to cook you can I'll be out in a little bit I have three important calls to make thanks Chris!" I shout shutting my bedroom door to make those calls.

Chris sighs again in despair as he pulls out some pans to make spaghetti "your welcome blue eyes God I love you so much and I'm going to prove it these two days Randy will be a faint memory by the time I show you Johnny what love is really about" Chris says to himself finishing dinner…

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