AN - Muahahaha! More from Joker and Maddie!!

So original characters I've used, Joker so far, belong to creators and rightfull owners, NOT ME. I so freaking wish haha. I just write for the joy not to make any profit.

Characters I own are Madison, Amber, Riley, Max, Leo and Adam.

WARNINGS! - Language, violence and..........SEXUAL MATERIAL!!

(I really should warn about so force into the sexual material later in the chapter, it's not full on but still can be a uncomfertable scene)

Enjoy, please R&R XO XO

Chapter 13 - Fear Taking Over

We finally turn up outside my apartment, a sinking feeling came over me as I looked up at my home, well my now old home.

Joker gets out of the car; I climb over to the driver seat, stumbling out of it as I finally get to my feet.

"Got your keys?" he asks walking towards the main door to the apartments, pulling me with him.

"I left them in my bag, luckly I got one hidden" I whisper.

We're about 5 steps away from my apartment hallway, Joker was about to walk ahead of me before I grab his arm pulling him into me.

"SHIT! it's my landlord Teresa" I whisper as I watch the little old lady walk infront of her door thats at the end of the hallway to mine, arranging her doormat.

Joker lifts one eyebrow and looks at her "That old thing? we could get rid of her right now" he grins pulling a gun out of his pocket.

I grab his arm back down and shake my head quickly "NO PLEASE!, erm...just act couply" I say looking around incase someone was listening.

"Couply?" he rises his eyebrow to me again.

"Just act like we like one another" I say as I go to walk onto the hallway fully. I feel a firm grip pull at my arm, Joker's sweaty palm pullying me to him, pinning me up against the wall of the staircase.

"Don't you like me?" he growls to me, I quickly nod my head as fast as I can, his grip on my arm goes along with him body pinning mine, making me able to walk towards my door.

Tip toeing so the floor would'nt creek, fat chance. I pull a face as the wood gives away a noise, making Teresa turn round.

"Madison!" she smiles shocked, coming at me arms wide open, I cant help but go to her too, a hug is what I need.

She hugs me tightley, then pulls me back arms length "Well I havent seen you in a while"

"I know feels more then what its been" I watch as her eyes go from me to looking behind me, at Joker.

"Oh...is this your new boyfriend?" She smiles, not even startled at his scars, this takes me by suprise making me stutter my words. I walk back to him, his head slightly down smiling to Teresa. I wrap my arm around him and smile "Yes, this is Joe".

He nods to Teresa who smiles goes bigger to greet him.

"Look after our Madison" she says poiting a finger at me, attemping to be mean but then breaks into another smile, making my heart ache.

"Oh I will" he smirks to her, pinching me with his hand thats wrapped around me I pinch him back harder, angry that I'm gonna have to get rid of anything to do with my past.

"Erm...I'm moving out"

"Really? getting a place together? you seem so young to be doing something so grown up. BUT! I can see something between you two"

Joker and me glance at eachother quickly then back to the smiling eldery woman infront of us, I'll miss her nearly as much I'll miss my mom. She was the first person I met here in America, taking me in and letting me rent out a pretty, clean, apartment.

"Yeah, big step but it's gonna be worth it" Tears began to come to me then. I blinked them away not wanting to endanger her.

"I'm here to pick up my things, anything I leave your welcomed to, lets say it as a thank you for everything" I smile.

"Thats too kind of you, I wish I could give you something of value for your new life together, all I can offer is some freshly baked cookies" Before she even finished the word cookies, Joker blurted out.

"That sounds fantastic, and if their yummy I'll be wanting the recipie" Sending Teresa to giggle and turn to her door.

"Oh! just knock on my door when your finished, so we can say goodbye properly" I nod to her and wait untill shes in her apartment fully before getting my hidden key.

I throw the door open and rush in, not wanting to waste anytime before he starts on me for going on too long or for pinching him.

"I'll put some music to cover any noise" I rush out, running to my stereo player, hitting play not caring what plays.

Luckly one of my fave's come on, Everlong by Foo Fighters. Then I feel his grip on my arm again.

"Get stuff from your bedroom" he grins, while making my way to it Joker pulls out the phone cord from the wall with such force its sure to have broken it. I pull a face.

"Theres no need to break anything!"

I walk towards my bedroom, half of my stuff was already packed for my traveling, I stuffed more clothes into the already packed bag.

"You wont need that many clothes, not what we'll be getting up to" I make a noise annoyed how blunt he can be.

Im too into packing my stuff to notice Joker's grip off me, I look up to find him looking at some of my photo's on a shelf.

Picking one up he licks his lips, and laughs to himself "Who's the blonde?"

"My best friend" I answer back looking at my packed bags, rushing in and out of the room getting more supplies, bathroom items, women things, more paints and my mp3 charger incase I get bored.

"Is she the one who cheated with your man, well old man" he asks winking at me.

"No" I sigh grabbing another photo of my old friend, me and a few others at a bar.

"She's in this one" I say passing it to him, not thinking that I've just put someone in danger.

"Guessing the one with really dark brown hair" he says throwing the photo on the bed behind him, nearly hitting me on the head.

"How did you know? you must be a very good judge of character" I ask staring at him looking at other photo's.

He shrugs "Well I am the biggest character out there" he grins to me.

"I think thats it" I smile glad I've packed all my stuff that I need to take.

Joker walks over to me and takes one of my hands "Whats the rush?" he raises one eyebrow "Your affriad I'm gonna kill the little old lady are'nt you?" he laughs.

"Breath Out So I Can Breath You In" plays in the background.

Joker's hand raises up, poitng a finger out to my lips, tracing the outline of them.

"The taste of these...." he lowers his head to mine, his nose running along my cheek as we stand there at the foot of my old bed; god I'll miss that comfy bed.

"The smell of you...." my brows creese, whats up with him? My head shoots down as I feel him take my hand, bringing it up to his face.

Brushing it against his naked face, feeling the real shocking softness of his skin. I close my eyes slightly, taking in how he's acting so different.

"The feel of your touch....their all haunting" his face gets angrier, pushing me up against another wall, I'm guessing this is gonna happen much more often.

"What about me?" he asks gritting his teeth "The feel of my touch...the truth"

I stand there frozen, just staring at him.

Was he serious?

Scared if he was serious I copy his moves, taking his hand and brushing it against my cheek, "Its unusual"

I open my eyes as I drop his hand from my cheek. "And the smell of me?".

I bring my head closer to his, smelling him closing my eyes again "It's weird, like an addictive drowness, something thats an odd smell but you can't help but keep breathing it in"

Should I? I ask myself, cheering myself to do something to shock him. I trace my tounge along his cheek slightly. I move my head back enough to see the shock on his face, I act completely normal even though I'm shaking so much inside I could fall and have a fit.

"And your lips..." I whisper moving my head towards his, my lips touching his slightly, feeling them without makeup is more different then I would of thought.

Their soft, I feel him kiss back, the hold on my waist tightning as usual, his nails causing pain as he always do.

I move my mouth wider taking in the taste of his lips fully, not the taste of paint this time, normal lip taste, sweet. My ehart begins to race faster then usual, worried he'll beat the crap out of me. It felt I was enjoying doing this, I argue with the thoughts in my head.

I feel his tounge come into my mouth, taking it fully, making sure I'm breathing out my nose this time unlike before where my air supply was nearly cut off. His kiss getting more rough and feirce. Then breaking away panting looking at me.

"Well?"

"Their...all.." before I could finish Joker pushes he hard onto my bed, lying across it my feet dangling off the side.

"We need to christan this bed"

I prop myself on my elbows only to be lying flat again as he throws himself on me, this time he's rougher, urgent, his hands scratching my skin.

"Your hurting me!" I scream to him trying to push him off, feeling his lips drop small kisses on my throat, feeling him mess around with his jeans zipper. When hes done he grabs both my wrists and pins them above my head, taking controll.

I feel him pull at my jeans, my now half naked. I shoot up as he rushes with such force, I close my eyes in pain, only my second time and he's being this rough.

Hate him! look what he's doing to you!

My brain was arguing, I tried to block my thoughts out, closing my eyes even more trying not to make a sound.

"Look at me" I hear him grumble as he moans. I keep my eyes shut untill I feel his hand grab at my chin pulling my head up.

"LOOK AT ME!" he growls making my eyes shoot open, the tears in them spilling down my cheeks.

I feel like I'm being attacked, the pain, confusion, the fear it was taking over me unlike before.

Staring into the eyes of the Joker, as he moves faster and harder finanly coming to his climax as he throws his head back squeezing my face harder as he does.

I fall back fully, crying more as he gets up and rearreanges his clothes, my hand comes to my face whiping the tears away, shaking as it does.

"Well that's this place done, hurry up I got things to do" he says without looking at me as he leaves my bedroom. I put my jeans back on, crying.

I stand and look round my room, thinking about things that I hope I'll be able to do one day.

"Bye house" I whisper before I leave my apartment fully. We knock onto Teresa's door and get our going away presant followed by a teary goodbye.

Sitting in the van I stare at what was my old home, then turn to the man next to me, who i fear more then ever now.

I have no where to go, with a knife perminatly at me, locked in some weird warehouse or something with his men watching me 24/7.

The Joker, the person who has destruction and chaos on mind. I drop my head as we pull off to go back, back to my new home.

XO

Again poor girl, Im currently coming up with new ideas and turns that this story can lead to. I do have a few but no idea with road to take just yet :) Hope you guys are still liking the story

So Love, Peace and Put A Smile On That Face