A/N : EMOTIONS RUN HIGH IN THIS ONE

~ 0000 JOHN POV 0000 ~

"JOHNNY!" I jolt awake and I hear shouts outside my house in the parking lot I set up in bed as I throw on dark grey sweat pants and a white tight t shirt that looked as it was going to rip off my muscled body at any certain movement. I don't bother with shoes walking down stairs to my glass and oak front door opening it to see Sheamus perched on the graveled pavement yelling to the top of his lungs. I lean back inside to look at my grandfather clock to see the time is 12:00 midnight and I huff that my beauty sleep got interrupted. I look back down on the pavement to see Sheamus in a green wife beater and blue jeans rocking back and forth throwing rocks like a small child giving them stern looks if they don't land a certain way like its there fault and I want to laugh at Sheamus's childishness.

I rub my eyes and shoulders tiredly as I sigh walking over to Sheamus plopping myself down beside him grabbing a rock tossing it mimicking his childish game "Shea what are you doing here?" I ask calmly as there's only silence for a moment till I hear him huff before answering. "he's getting married, he's engaged and I can't do anything about it" Sheamus answers in monotone as I look over at him confused "who's engaged?" I ask as Sheamus reaches in his jean pocket pulling out his I phone handing it to me and I look at the screen to see a gorgeous huge diamond ring on a woman's finger but I cant see who the woman is till I look down and on the twitter account status box and it reads Maryse is finally engaged to Miz. I smile a bit glad for my best friend finally taking that step into asking the woman he's in love with hand finally.

"Wait why is this a bad thing shouldn't you be happy for our buddy he's finally took that step he's been nervous about for months" I say confused but then Sheamus slaps me across the face making me stumble backwards onto the pavement in a grunt on my back and I feel Sheamus maneuver straddling my lap pinning my arms down over my head. "sheamus what the fuck?" I ask struggling to get out of his iron hold as I still feel the sting of the slap on my cheek. I can smell for the first time a reek of beer on Sheamus's breath and I know he's been drinking as he moves his face inches from mine making me steel my movements starring up into his grey eyes in anticipation on what he might do. "you don't get it do you Johnny? You're the reason he's getting married you always have been it's been you all along and not me!" Sheamus grits out as I have no idea what he's talking about.

"what are you talking about It's my fault? your not making sense Shea how did I make Miz get engaged I mean ya he asked me for advice if he was going to do the right thing on asking her and I gave my opinion but I never demanded." I say clueless as I see Sheamus shake his head in aggravation and tighten his hold a bit to the point where I can feel a little more pressure on my wrists that he had down. "John you have no idea wow and all this time I just thought you were playing hard to get" sheamus replies making my a little weary "Shea can you just tell me what the Fuck your talking about?" I demand as Sheamus stares down at me for a long while before shockingly he crashes his full lips onto mine in a demanding passionate kiss making me stiffen. I struggle as the kiss goes on trying to make Sheamus stops and realize what he's doing before he ruins our friendship by making it awkward. I grunt a little still not responding as I feel Sheamus grind his jean covered cock on top of my thin sweatpants covered one making a inappropriate sexual pleasure run through my body that I'm not supposed to feel for one of my best friends. I finally get so agitated that he's not letting up I bite down on Sheamus's lower lip hearing him moan in pain as he lets go all together scooting away from me holding his hurt bleeding lip.

I sit up off the pavement of the ground moving back till my back collides with the wall in a sigh. "What the hell John what was that!" Sheamus screams drunkenly as I see more blood oozing out his lip and I kind of feel bad for hurting him so much. "what do you mean what was that I think that's a question I should be asking you!" I demand and I see Sheamus glare at me and stand from the ground of the parking lot towering over my body "Fine you want the truth I'll give it you" He says forcefully "that would be nice since I have no idea what has gotten into you tonight" I say sarcastically making Sheamus growl in anger. "When I told you Miz is engaged because of you it's because he's in love with you he has been since the first day you two had your rivalry in WWE of 2009 when he mocked you and had all those stupid anti Cena shirts long time ago" Sheamus forced out and I gasp in shock. "No that's not possible Miz is straight he's been with Maryse since 2009 since she debuted in WWE he worships the ground she walks on for crying out loud he's never not once ever shown any sign of being gay more or less having any interest in me!" I defend in confusion.

"it's true John everyone in the world that knows you two knows for a fact specially all of our co workers know that Miz has been pinning over you since the first day he's laid his beautiful eyes on you" Sheamus says making me thinking to myself for a moment trying to process it. I look back as sheamus sets back down in a huff on the third step leading inside the house. "that still don't make sense how would it still be my fault he's getting married by choice to Maryse" I say reasonably "because genius he's been trying to forget you this whole time trying to move on and accept the fact that you will never love him back and Randy will always be in the way of that but you have to think he's only getting engaged for that reason not because he actually loves her because I know Miz is gay he will never be happy with Maryse if he tortures himself like this." Sheamus says actually making sense and surprising me with the new information of Miz being in love with me this whole time and I not know it.

I look over somberly "well what do you want me to do about it just go up to Miz and lie telling him I love him back when I really don't just so he will break the engagement off I'm not doing that and making myself miserable in the process I love Randy and I'm still trying to fight for the little relationship we still have." I say making Sheamus shake him head no "that's not what I'm talking about I'm saying you should talk to him make him see that your ok with him being in love with you that its not a crime to have love and fantasies about another person but also make him see that he needs to break this thing between him and Maryse off before it gets out of hand and they really get married and he stays unhappy through the whole thing getting a divorce right around the corner." Sheamus says making me shake my head ok as I stand walking to the front door but I pause looking back around "your in love with him aren't you that's why this is bothering you so much it has nothing to do with me you just want Miz in your arms and him away from Maryse for good and I'm your one ticket for that job." I say making Sheamus look down as he realizes he's caught in his act "ok yes but I'm doing both of us a favor even Miz in the end" he replys "ya but think of all the heart break your going to cause them getting to that point is it really worth uprooting someone's life for a accusation that you really have no idea is true?" I ask but before he answers I walk in the house leaving Sheamus outside to think over his actions as I go back to bed and I pass Chris's guest room and I hear light snores echoing making me know he's still asleep…..

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