A/N: *Sings* What's this? What's this? A new chapter to be read? What's this? There's a lemon up ahead! ... Sorry, my chorus is singing Nightmare Before Christmas and I actually sang that aloud when I got this back from Rose. XD So, yes, there is a LEMON! Whooo! ... :D Anyways, I'm pretty sure you all knew there was going to be one of these at one point or another so I don't really understand why your reading this when every two seconds Light is like: "Sex..." So, I shouldn't have to warn you but I did so there. It also came to my attention that last chapter I forgot to say where the qoute came from that Watari used in the chapter before that. It did not come from the movie, but it did come from another anime called D. Gray-Man. So, yeah, if there's anything else that I need to say, let me know! ;} And I hope you read, enjoy, and review!
Chapter 13: Trust
When they were out of the room, Light let L's hand drop, walking down the hall. L froze when his hand fell, watching Light walk away. What had happened? Didn't Light just admit that he was with L? L just risked his life for Light, and yet Light was going back to acting strange, and L couldn't take that anymore. L wouldn't take it anymore.
"Stop, Light," L ordered, his head bowed down. Light stopped and turned around, looking at L scratch his leg with his foot, hands in pockets.
"What's the matter, L?" Light asked, worried.
"Do you want to break up with me?" L's head stayed down as Light walked up to him. Light touched L's cheek gently.
"Of course not."
"Then why are you treating me like Misa?!" L asked, shooting his head up in anger. Light took a step back, shocked at seeing L angry for the first time. "You won't touch me, you won't be near me, but you keep smiling at me like you don't really want me and you just want to use me!"
"L..." Light trailed off, hugging L. "I wasn't trying to hurt you, I was trying to give you space."
"Space? Why would I need space?" L asked.
"Watari... Kind of convinced me..." Light admitted.
"Watari is like my father. He will always be overprotective of me no matter who, what, or where I am. I am grateful to him, but he needs to learn that if anyone needs to give me space, it is him," L explained, holding Light closer. "And most certainly not you."
Light couldn't hold back anymore, as he let himself go, and hungrily kissed L. Their tongues automatically met, twisting around each other. Light pinned L to the wall, taking complete control of the kiss as L wrapped his fingers in Light's hair, moaning and squirming from Light's expertise.
Light broke the kiss and L gasped for air, panting as he tried to regain his normal breathing rate.
"I... I just want to know..." Light panted, staring back into L's eyes, looking for any form of lies that may be hidden in the obsidian orbs. "I want... To make sure... You want this, right? These kisses, these touches, me. You want all of it, and you're not doing it just so I don't leave you?"
"I promise you, Light, that I have never wanted anything more. In fact, I'm willing to show you just how much I want all of this." L smirked as he grabbed Light's shirt and pulled the chestnut-haired teen into a random room, locking the door behind him. To his pleasure, and extreme luck, it was a bedroom. L walked to the bed and lay down, still smirking at Light. "Take me."
Light stood in shock at the wonderfully sexy scene before his eyes, trying to process the information given to him.
Did he really say what I thought he said…?
"Excuse me?"
"I believe you heard me quite right, Light. Take me, before Mello and Near get impatient," L ordered, getting comfortable. Light walked over, completely soaking in the sight before his eyes, and then leaned down to give L a small kiss.
"Maybe it's too so-" L pulled Light into a kiss, effectively keeping Light from talking.
"You talk too much," L stated, panting as Light crawled on the bed, straddling L underneath him. An almost animal look was in Light's eyes that made L shrink a little.
"Just remember, L Lawliet, that you asked for this," Light replied, smiling at L, and all L needed was that smile to know that Light would take care of him. Light kissed L, wrapping his tongue around the other's and sucking on the wet muscle. L moaned, wrapping his arms around Light's shoulder and leaning into him.
Light broke the kiss again to pull L's shirt over the other's head and immediately attack the skin, but then paused. Chocolate eyes roamed the perfect porcelain skin, looking at the beautiful torso. L was small, and even though his ribs were visible, Light could still see the muscles L grew. L's face burned under Light's watch, and he squirmed uncomfortably.
"I was right about what I said to Mikami..." Light trailed off, locking his eyes with L's. "You are perfect."
L blushed darker and was about to disagree with the statement, when Light's mouth met his neck, sucking and nipping at the skin. L arched his back as Light's tongue found a particularly sensitive area, an action that did not go unnoticed by Light. All of his attention was pointed at that spot, working his mouth so that he would have a perfect red mark there; to mark L.
After the mark had met Light's standards he began to trail kisses down L's chest, stopping to first lick the right nipple and then give it one suck. L moaned, gripping Light tighter and forcing Light to feel his arousal. Light smirked, then took the other nipple in his mouth, licking and attacking the nub. He could feel his own arousal growing from watching L, face tinted with pink, as the raven fought to breathe.
Light moved to L's pants, the bulge plainly visible, to unzip them. L followed Light and started unbuttoning the white button up shirt Light was wearing, fumbling every so often with unsteady hands. The pants were easily undone, and Light slid the jeans and boxers off at once in the time it took L to get halfway done with Light's shirt. Light held in a chuckle and decided to help L, taking his own slacks and boxers off by the time it took L to finally finish with his shirt and toss it, angrily, on the ground.
"Why must you wear so many buttons?" L asked, eyes rolling over Light's chest. Light's skin was perfectly tanned, not a single bone nor piece of fat showing, and every single muscle was perfect to the point of being just visible. "They hide this perfect body from me." L's eyes traveled lower, looking at Light's fully erect member.
"Not from you." Light smirked, kissing L's forehead. "It hides my body from anyone that is not you."
L smiled as Light kissed him, Light slowly shifting so that he was in between L's legs. He broke the kiss, a trail of saliva still keeping them together, as he gave L three fingers.
"I don't want to hurt you, so you need to suck," Light explained. L nodded his head in understanding and took the digits in his mouth, all the way in. Light moaned, the feeling of L's tongue sliding around his fingers, his mouth moving up and down the digits, and most importantly, the sight of L underneath him, naked, and doing all of this was almost too much to bear. He moaned, and slipped his fingers out of L's mouth when he found them covered well enough. Light spread L's legs apart and readied his fingers.
"It's going to be uncomfortable, and it will hurt a little, but after that it will feel good. You have to stay relaxed though," Light explained.
L was scared, and rightfully so, but he really wanted this. So he did the only thing he could think of, he closed his eyes and nodded his head, words unable to come out of his mouth. Light started trailing kisses along L's jaw line as he inserted the first finger.
It was uncomfortable, L could say nothing about that, but there was no pain yet as Light simply brought his finger in and out, moving the angle around for reasons L could not understand. Then the second finger was inserted and L squirmed, pain pinching but not quite biting as he was being scissored, and he stayed relaxed. Finally the third finger entered and L had to hold back a noise of displeasure, not wanting to upset Light. He gripped at the bed sheets when suddenly Light's fingers hit a spot that made his vision go white and pure pleasure to spread throughout his body.
"Ngh! Light…!" L moaned, grasping onto Light, who smiled down at him.
"Found it." He smirked, slipping his fingers out and earning a whimper from L. He chuckled as he placed L's legs onto his shoulders and positioned himself and L correctly. "Do you trust me?"
Trust was a big word. Neither L nor Light ever really trusted one person in their entire existence. They were both separated from the world for different reasons, many people wanting to get close to them and hurt them for different reasons. All they had was the other, the other that knew exactly what it was like to not be able to just live a normal life, but have to worry about which people were around to destroy them. They needed reassurance more than anything to know that they were not alone.
"With my life." L nodded, and Light pushed himself inside L, feeling the incredible heat and the tightness consume him. He moaned and leaned down to kiss L who was gritting his teeth at the feeling of Light inside of him, but it was strange. It wasn't like when Beyond raped him, ripping him apart as he entered, Light felt like he belonged there and simply slid into place.
"God, L! You're so tight…! Nh." Light moaned, waiting for L to tell him to move but steadily losing his composure as he waited. L felt amazing, better than anything he'd ever felt before. Compared to L, Misa was just... loose.
"Move, Light," L ordered, finally feeling most of the pain gone. Light was happy to oblige. First he moved slowly, trying to find a pace and L's sweet spot, when L threw back his head and moaned, indicating that Light found it. Then Light moved faster, unable to control himself as he pounded into L, hitting the spot every time and forcing L to moan and shudder beneath him.
That's when Light understood. You can have sex with anyone and feel good, but you can only have sex with the one you love and feel perfect. He remembered that sex with Misa made him feel like he was on top of the world. Sex with L made him feel on top of the world, flying, and with a crown on to show him as King. He finally felt complete.
"I love you, Light!" L yelled, squeezing down around Light and coming on both of their chests. The sight of L with his face pink and hair tousled, the words that poured out of his mouth, and the feeling of him tightening around Light's member all sent him over the edge as well.
"I love you, L!" Light moaned back, coming inside of L. They panted for a moment, staying perfectly still in bliss, until Light pulled out of L and collapsed next to his lover. He took L in his arms and kissed the raven locks, and never had he felt so right.
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Light and L walked to Mello and Near, who were eating, both almost falling asleep on the couch in the living room. Mello looked at their wrinkled clothes, disarranged hair, and pink faces, but said nothing.
"Mikami and Takada left without us. We tried to stop them," Near explained, standing up.
"Well, Mikami tried to steal Light. So we taught him a lesson. I'm not surprised they left us here," L answered, bringing his thumb to his lips.
"But Kiyomi-san said that A lives only a few miles from here. I'm sure we can walk. Let's get going now," Light ordered moving towards the door. Mello followed behind all of them as the cold pinched at their skin and made L grab his arms and shiver. Then it started to snow a little bit. Mello saw Light place an arm around L to keep him warm and he smiled.
"Hey, Near. I win," Mello stated, walking with his hands behind his back.
"Win what? You have been unusually quiet, Mello," L noticed, looking at the blond who just grinned back.
"Well, I was just wondering why you two smell like sex..." Mello trailed off, raising an eyebrow. L and Light blushed, as Near curled a lock of hair.
"Well, I'm wondering why you know what sex smells like," Light retaliated, grinning. Mello's already huge grin only widened.
"You have a lot to learn about me, Light," Mello stated, shoving his hands into his pockets. "A lot to learn..."