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DISCLAIMER: Big Time Rush does not belong to me (*sadly*), or it would not be a kids' show, all its characters and familiar settings belong to Nickelodeon Studios. I DO own Sean, however, so if any of you steal him and use him in one of your stories and I find out I will hunt you down and kill you- no, not really, but really- he's mine.

Ch. 22: Double Face James

James sighed as he glanced at his image in the mirror.

He was dressed in light blue jeans and a tight white t-shirt which showed off his impressive strong arms. His hair was flawless as usual.

When he thought that enough time had passed since Kendall and the guys had left, James sighed and left, heading for Starbucks.

He entered and took a deep breath, inhaling the delicious aroma of coffee and desserts.

Almost too quickly he spotted Sean, sitting in a booth near the window, smiling and waving at him.

Taking a deep breath and forcing himself to smile, James walked up to him and sat across from him.

"Hey," he said softly upon reaching Sean.

"Hey yourself," said Sean teasingly, catching James' hand and giving it a squeeze "So you decided to come after all…"

"I-yeah- I guess I did…" James replied, choosing, for the time being to ignore his conscience who was screaming at him to get the hell out of there.

"James," Sean said as if sensing James' inner distressing thoughts "Kendall won't find out about this. And even if he does, it's not like you're doing anything bad really…he's the one who can't decide what he feels for you yet, not you, meanwhile, like I've told you a dozen times now, you deserve to be loved by someone…"

"You're right," James said, once again ignoring his conscience and crashing his lips to Sean's who moaned.

The two spent a pretty enjoyable date.

After about an hour though, James decided Kendall and the guys would be returning to Kendall's house soon enough and decided to say goodbye to Sean, setting their next date for the next time Kendall left him alone.

Later...

"Hey James, we're back, feeling any better?" Kendall asked, coming into the house.

"Yeah," James said while lying in Kendall's bed, pretending to read a magazine while in reality thinking about whatever he and Sean were right now.

"Mom said you went out for a little while," Kendall said, coming inside his room, Carlos and Logan following closely behind him.

"Y-yeah, I went to my dad's place for a while- had to get some stuff," James lied smoothly, knowing his dad was never home and that his friends knew that so they wouldn't think to check with him if James' story was true.

"Oh, okay," Kendall said, oblivious to his boyfriend's cheating nature "Had a nice day so far baby?"

"I…yeah, sure," James said.

"Well I sure hope you've rested enough today because Gustavo has programmed a thousand different interviews for tomorrow, plus we have a photo session and have to sign a couple of autographs for some fans with V.I.P passes or something like that…" Logan said.

James groaned.

"Boy, that sounds fun," he said sarcastically.

"It does, doesn't it?" Kendall said teasingly, nuzzling his boyfriend's neck "Don't worry baby, I'll help you take your mind off things, I'll help you relax tonight…I know a very good way to distract you from tomorrow's work…"

"Guys, gross!" Carlos complained, covering his ears.

James turned slightly pink.

"I'm looking forward to it," he said honestly.

"Yeah, if you guys are going to be like that I think Carlos and I will head out right now, we don't need to hear or see anything else that might scar us forever," Logan said.

"The door's that way," Kendall said pointing to the door "Feel free to leave at any minute because things are about to get HOT in here…"

Carlos and Logan rushed out the door.

James laughed.

"You just traumatized our friends," he said jokingly.

"They deserved it," Kendall said, nibbling on James' pulse point, making the brunette boy gasp and moan.

"K-Kendall!" he exclaimed "Oh God Kendall, I love you!"

'Please say you love me back' he silently begged in his mind 'Please give me an excuse to end things with Sean right now before they get out of hand'

No such luck.

Kendall sighed and, instead of answering him, continued to run his tongue down James' neck, biting it a few times, marking James as his.

"Kendall!" James complained "Kendall, don't give me hickeys! They're hard to cover up!"

"So wear a scarf," Kendall said reasonably, continuing to suck and lick at James' neck "It's bloody Minnesota and it's the middle of November, anyone will understand when you tell them you're cold…"

"Tease," James accused though his heart internally cried out in anguish, Kendall STILL hadn't said he loved him.

"Kendall," he asked in a really small voice.

"Mm?" Kendall asked, now trailing kisses down James' defined abs.

"Do you think you'll ever be able to say you love me back?" James asked.

Kendall sighed and sat back up.

James pouted when he felt Kendall's mouth leave his body but waited for an answer nonetheless.

"Not this again James," Kendall said "I- I'll say it when I'm ready…when-when I'm sure I'm telling you the truth…give me some time…"

"When you're sure you're telling me the truth?" James repeated incredulously "You mean you might be lying to me all along?"

"No-James-listen, that came out all wrong…" Kendall said quickly though not quickly enough.

"No Kendall, I think it came out exactly as you intended it to," James said angrily.

"Oh come on now, Jamie baby don't be mad at me," Kendall begged "I know it's killing you but, please, you've got to understand, this is all too new for me and-"

"Obviously not new enough that you don't want to use my body for your own pleasure!" James said indignant, lightly running his hands through the forming hickeys.

"Only because you want me to," Kendall said, eyes narrowed, "You were the one who kept pushing for us to have sex…"

"I can't believe you Kendall Knight!" James exclaimed outraged "What am I now? Your sex toy? Am I only that Kendall? A quick release is all?"

"No!" Kendall exclaimed then forced himself to take a few, deep, calming breaths "Listen," he said "I don't know what brought this on again but…I don't want to fight James, okay? I say we switch topic and just- I don't know- enjoy spending the time with one another?"

"Yeah sure, whatever," James said.

"Aw, babe, don't be that way!" Kendall said "I like you, I really do!"

"I'll bet…" James muttered.

"By the way," Kendall said, desperate to lighten the situation "There's this great movie in the theaters tomorrow…I was thinking, you know, that you might want to come with me? We can have our own little date then, after work…"

"Actually," James said stiffly "I have stuff I'd promised mom I'd do with her tomorrow but, don't let me spoil your fun, go with Carlos and Logan and then tell me all about it, okay babe?"

Kendall nodded, missing the sarcasm and bitterness in his boyfriend's voice.

Just then, James' phone started ringing.

Recognizing Sean in his caller I.D, James excused himself quickly.

"Sorry, I've got to take this," he said.

Kendall shrugged and gave James a small smile which he returned.

"Hey Sean," James said, closing the door to the bathroom so they wouldn't be overheard "Listen, want to hang out again tomorrow?"

A/N: Eh...kind of short, I'll give you that but HEY! I did my best and it IS over a 1,000 words so it's not too short either. So now you guys have a better idea of how this is all feeling for James...and I agree with what I KNOW you guys'll say, he's not doing the right thing. Then again, neither is Kendall. Try and think about that and I dare say you'll understand James' rash decisions a little better. Although, again, I'm not saying this is the right thing.

JAMES: Too much blablabla...

ME: You know, it's really annoying when you interrupt me like that.

JAMES: It's really annoying when you bore your readers like that.

ME: ANYWAYS, how long will James manage to hide this? What'll Kendall or, goodness, Mrs. Diamond think if they find out? Will they?

Read to find out!

As always, 8-10 reviews would REALLY make my day BUT I'll still update whether that happens or not, only you'll have to wait for NEXT Friday (not this Fri- NEXT Fri.)...I really think if I'll update twice in a school-week I deserve at least 8 reviews right?

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Franshes