A/N: Okay guys, sorry for the VERY late update...fanfic's not letting me do a lot of things, it's weird. Anyways, because of the time screw-up I won't post this chapter's shout outs I am TRULY sorry guys, I still love you all and you're all awesome, so if you reviewed last chapter, you are SO awesome!
Anyways enjoy this chapter and pay close attention because, although I'll admit its mainly smut it'll prepare you for...later on, so let's see who can guess what's coming next.
Enjoy!
Cheers,
Franshes
Ch.38: The Calm Before the Storm
Kendall lay on his bed on his back feeling lonelier and colder and angrier than ever.
James was lying next to him, however, his back was to him.
It was obvious to anyone watching them that the brunette still resented him for his attitude towards him the last couple of days since they'd gotten back from Minnesota. All they'd been doing was fight.
Due to all the media still going haywire over them, the BTR boys had in the end not been allowed to return to Palm Woods and were instead staying in a secluded hotel near Rocque Records.
So that was why he and James currently shared a room (and a bed) right now. And Kendall thought things couldn't be worse off. The lack of privacy and constant tension were making him and James argue constantly and, more than once, Kendall brought back the issue of James' infidelity which only irritated the brunette further.
He sighed frustrated. It wasn't his fault. He couldn't help it.
He knew it would take a long while, if ever, for him to get to trust James again. The brunette was just too desirable for his own good and, apparently, too weak to say no to another pretty face.
"I'm not!" said James annoyed, shaking Kendall out of his thoughts.
"Huh?" Kendall asked confused "When did you wake up?"
"A little while ago," James said offended " And you should take care with your thoughts...you said the last bit out loud..."
"Well, I'll apologize whenever you prove me wrong..." Kendall snapped back.
James rolled over to face Kendall.
"Kendall," he said honestly "Why are we doing this? I mean, why are we STILL together? All we do anymore is fight 24/7. You can't trust me, and I can't say I blame you; however, I DO feel you've been rather unfair to me. Ever since the whole Sean deal all I've been trying to do is make it up to you. And you don't appreciate it..."
"I DO appreciate it. But it'll take a lot more than random dates, little gifts and sex to make me fully forgive you..." said Kendall.
James sighed.
"Precisely," he said "Kendall, I'd say it's best if we-we stopped this. We're both hurting and...It won't get better Kendall. You know it won't."
Kendall sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He knew James was right and yet simply did not want to let go of the brunette.
"I told you once and I'm telling you again James, I won't leave you. So unless you're dumping me, I suggest we stop talking about this."
"Well..." James bit his lip, unsure of how to proceed next without unnecessarily hurting the blonde.
Kendall, who sensed with a kind of panic what the brunette was going to say next decided to silence him before he said something they'd later regret by crashing his lips onto James'.
James moaned, silently cursing his inability to resist the blonde boy's kisses.
Kendall gently rolled them over, continuing to kiss James; trailing kisses down his neck and spine, making James hate himself even more for letting out little whines and mewls of pleasure.
Wordlessly, Kendall moved two fingers up to James' mouth and glared at him, daring him to stop now.
James couldn't stop however. Not now, not ever. He was just so addicted, too addicted, to Kendall to ever stop.
He took Kendall's fingers into his mouth and began sucking on them, twirling his tongue around them, coating them with saliva.
Kendall then moved his fingers to James' entrance which was still rather loose from last night's activities.
James moaned, feeling Kendall's fingers enter him. However, that soon proved to be not enough for him.
"K-Kendall!" he panted "E-enough prep. I'm ready. I want you now."
Kendall didn't need to be told twice. He reached for the nearly empty bottle of lube near his bedside table (they'd been having A LOT of sex lately, most of it angry sex like this one) and coated his dick with lube before lining it up with James' entrance and pushing in.
James screamed out and writhed in pleasure underneath the blonde.
"H-harder!" he panted "Faster K-Kendall please!"
Kendall sped up his thrusts, slamming into James' welcoming body.
James let out a loud moan and his back arched off the bed as Kendall hit his prostate directly.
"M-more..." he whined "Want more Kenny,"
Kendall's hand went down to grip James' length, pumping him in time with his thrusts, making the pretty boy scream from so much pleasure.
"KENDALL!" He screamed as he came painting his and Kendall's bodies with white.
Kendall came with a small moan moments later after a few more thrusts. James moaned weakly, feeling as Kendall released inside him. Kendall then pulled out causing James to whine from the emptiness.
"You were saying?" Kendall asked him tiredly.
"I forgot…" James said, snuggling into him.
Kendall sighed, he knew their problems were NOWHERE near resolved and that he was making things worse by putting off the conversations which he and James should've already had…but he was Kendall Knight. And he hated changes. For better…or for worse...
A/N: There, done. Hope you liked it and, as I said, be prepared for some MAJOR drama that'll come up.
But it's Kames and we all love Kames, right?
BTW, if you haven't watched "Big Time Scandal", do so, it is WAY too awesome and I detected loads of Kames moments, though that MAY be just wishful thinking lol.
Plz review, reviews get a shouts out AND motivate me so this type of lateness never happens again.
BTW: I read in wikipedia that season 4 is BTR's final season...plz somebody, anybody tell me this is not true...
