A/N: Warning sexual reference in this chapter and some foreplay!!
'You are a dog, running away from your problems.'
'Shut up.' Kouga thought as he stopped when he thought he was far enough away.
'Go back and get that bitch if you want to prove me wrong.'
"I said shut up!" Kouga growled as he punched a tree so hard that it left a huge dent.
'You know I'm right.'
Kouga's fist was still against the tree as he bowed his head where his bangs covered his eyes, he ignored the pain he felt in his hand even when it started to bleed.
'You're just as pathetic as that mutt.'
"Shut up." he said lowly.
'Why should I.'
He didn't say anything this time but just stayed the way he was.
'Go prove me wrong and I'll shut up.'
"I don't have to prove anything, if Kit wants that then I will make her mine but if she doesn't then I wont." he said.
'But she does want to.'
Kouga chose to ignore the voice in his head as he removed his hand from the tree then sat down with a sigh as he looked up at the sky.
'She could be yours, the mother to your pups, your mate.'
Kouga shook his head and tried to ignore the voice. "Stupid voice, leave me alone I have made up my mind already." Kouga said glaring up at the sky.
'But why wait when you can have her now.'
"I've already said it, I'm going to wait on her." he said.
'Why wait,'
Kouga growled. "Two reasons why," he said. "One because last time I tried that Kit about lost her life, and the other is because I don't want to do something to her she is not ready for." he finished, glad that Kit wasn't there to see or hear this.
'You're strong enough to hold her still. You could have her now.'
Both his hands went into fist. "You know what call me what you want, but I will not make Kit my mate until she says different." he growled.
The voice shut up.
Kouga glared at the sky again as he tried to relax and calm his temper.
The wind blew and he caught Kit's scent, but this time was different, she was in heat.
Kouga's eyes went wide. 'Damn it.' he thought.
'Mate her now,' the voice said.
He growled at the voice as he tried to ignore it again.
He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned to see that it was Kit.
'Oh shit, this is not making it easy on me.' he thought. "Yeah Kit?" he asked.
"Are you ok?" she asked.
He gulped slightly. "Some what." he said
She kneeled behind him and hugged him.
He mentally groaned. 'This is not fair at all.' he thought.
'Mate her now. She's right here alone with you and she's in heat.' the voice said.
'No.' he thought.
'Why not,'
'I've already told you, not to mention she probably doesn't even know if she is in heat.' he thought with a mental growl.
She walked in front of him and sat in his lap.
He closed his eyes as he tried to control his breathing again.
She snuggled against him and went to sleep.
"Kit you have no idea what your doing to me right now." he said.
She purred against him and licked his neck.
The hand that Kouga had resting on Kit's shoulder started to shake slightly. "Kit you have no idea how much I want you right now so please stop." he begged.
She continued to lick his neck, as her arms went around his chest.
"Kit stop." he said firmly.
She put her head under his chin summiting to him.
"Kit, are you awake?" he asked, if she was going to do this then he wanted to know that she wanted this.
She didn't answer.
"Kit answer me now." he said.
She groaned in her sleep.
"Damn it." he growled.
She shifted in her sleep.
'Come on Kouga, just take her right here and now.' the voice said.
'Hell no she is asleep and she has no clue what's going on.' he argued with his mind again.
She licked his cheek.
Kouga picked Kit up as he stood up and walked back to the others.
Kit licked his mouth repeatedly.
This had him stop and he turned towards Kit and kissed her.
She growled and kissed him back.
He sat down against a tree as he forced his tongue into her mouth.
She pushed her tongue against his.
He growled as he let his left hand travel down her side.
She growled and her arms around his neck.
His hand that was going down her side stopped right on her hip as he broke the kiss but moved down towards her neck.
She growled in pleasure.
He stopped right at where her pulse point was and started to suck on it while moving his left hand down her thigh.
She growled again.
His hand slipped underneath her kimono and started to travel up.
She licked his ear. 'That's it make her yours.' the voice said.
Kouga's eyes snapped open as he stopped what he was doing.
She licked his ear again.
He backed away and brought his hand from under her kimono. "Kit, wake up right now." he demanded.
She continued to sleep. He growled in annoyance. She slowly opened his eyes. Kouga looked really annoyed but he also looked a bit flushed.
She yawned. "What's wrong?"
He let out a heavy sigh. "Besides the fact you're in heat," he said annoyed.
She sat up looking confused. "What does that have to do with anything?"
"Since you wouldn't stop licking my mouth and neck, I almost made you my mate," he started. "But then I remembered my decision so I was able to stop my self." he finished.
"What decision," she asked still confused.
"That I was not going to make you my mate unless you wanted me to." he said. She looked lost. He sighed. "The reason I took off earlier was because a voice in my head kept telling me to make you mine, to just bring you out here and force my self on you," he said "But I wouldn't agree with it, the only way I will make you my mate is if you tell me to, until then I'm going to wait." he finished.
"Why,"
"Because the last time I tried to force myself on you it ended with you almost losing your life, and I don't want to force you into something your not ready for." he said with a sigh.
"No, why would you want me to be your mate?" she asked still confused.
"Again I don't know I just want you, every time I'm around you I'm calmer and more relaxed, or have you not noticed me and Inuyasha have not fought at all." he said with a sigh as he looked away. Kit ran off into the woods. "Kit!" he called as he ran after her. She tripped and fell. "Kit." he said as he stopped beside her.
She looked up at him, dirt stained on her cheek. He reached out and dusted her cheek off, then helped her up. She stared at the ground.
"Sorry." he said as he looked away.
"For what," Kit asked looking at him.
"For what ever I said that made you run off like that." he said still not looking at her.
She sighed and kneeled down and dug at the dirt.
"What are you doing?" he asked as he finally looked at her.
She pulled up a mole demon that held a jewel shard. "Check your leg."
Kouga looked down at his leg and sure enough there was blood where the jewel was located. She handed him the mole. He took it glaring as he took the shard back and then threw the body out of his hand since he chocked it to death. Kit rolled her eyes.
"Come on lets go back to the others before Karena comes looking for us." Kouga said after he put the jewel back in his right leg.
Kit yawned and nodded. Kouga extended his hand for Kit to take it not really looking at her. She looked at him confused.
"What?" he asked.
Her ears twitched on her head, but she didn't say anything. He sighed. She hugged him around the chest and purred against him.
He sighed again as he hugged her back. "We need to get back so come on." he said.
She leaned up and started licking his cheek.
He tensed a bit. "Kit don't start, we need to get back." he said a little strained.
She looked at him confused. He sighed yet again as he let go of her then picked her up and then started to walk back to the others. She purred against him and licked at his neck. He swallowed slightly but tried his best to ignore it. She breathed heavily against him.
"Kit, are you ok?" he asked worried.
She nodded as she started to suck on his neck and trace his jaw line with her tongue.
He groaned and stopped then sat down, sitting Kit in front of him. She straddled him and nipped his ear lightly. He stopped her and held her down in front of him while looking at her seriously.
She was still breathing heavily and her eyes were full of lust.
He sighed. "Do you want this?" he asked.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed his lips.
He growled as he pulled away. "Kit, that does not answer me." he said.
She clawed at his clothes, trying to pull them off. He pinned her to the ground and stared at her. She laid limp under him, summiting to him.
"Kit, snap out of your little dazed state and answer me." he growled.
She rubbed her hand between his legs looking at him with lusted filled eyes. He groaned slightly, she was not helping his situation at all. She grabbed his hand and put it on her chest, before connecting their lips together.
He growled as he kissed her back. 'You know what, screw what Karena and them think.' he thought as he let his hand travel down and slip under her kimono.
She moaned at his touch and wrapped her arms around his neck. He forced his tongue into her mouth and undid her sash to her kimono after he brought his hand back out, as she clawed at his clothes. He removed her kimono and started to caress her. She broke the kiss and started to lick his now bare chest.
"KOUGA, WHAT IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!" Karena shouted as she glared with her fangs bared.