You Are My Destiny

Chapter 4

A few weeks later…

"Come on, mom! Why do we have to go to a family reunion? You know we never get along with the others!" Astrid whined, in protest.

"Yes, I know. But this one is mandatory because they need us to keep order before the food comes out." Astrid's mother replies.

Astrid walks out the door and goes to Hiccup's house. It's been weeks since Hiccup tried to commit suicide for the second time and she's worried. He hasn't talked to anyone since then! Astrid walks up to his front door and knocks on the door and no one answers. She opens the door and walks up to Hiccup's room. She sees Hiccup sitting on the edge of his bed. Hiccup looks up and smiles at Astrid.

"Hey." Hiccup says in a soft tone.

"Are you ok, Hiccup?" Astrid says, putting her hand on his shoulder.

She flinches at the touch of Hiccup's cold body and takes his hand, which is cold as well.

"Why are you so cold, Hiccup?"

Hiccup zones out what Astrid said and just stared at Astrid's body and her beautiful face.

"Uh, Hiccup? Are you ok?" Astrid asks her boyfriend.

Hiccup snaps back to reality and looks away from Astrid.

"A-Astrid… I-I love y-you." Hiccup said to her, leaning in for a kiss, before falling face first on the floor.

"Hiccup! Are you alright?"

"N-Never b-been better…"

Astrid helps Hiccup to his feet and smiles at him.

"I have to go to a family reunion… so I'll be gone for a few days. Ok?"

Hiccup's expression changed, going from happy to sad.

"How long will you be gone?"

"About 3 days, Hiccup. Why?"

Hiccup hugs Astrid like it's the last time they'll see each other.

"I'll miss you…"

"Hiccup, I'll be gone for 3 days. It's not like…" Astrid was going to say, until she realized what's wrong with him.

"You're lovesick."

Hiccup looks away from Astrid, and then looks back at her. He wraps Astrid in a hug and pins her down on his bed.

"I can't control myself, Astrid! I love you, I need you, I-I'm… obsessed with you. Every time I wake up, all I see is you. All I need is you, Astrid." Hiccup said, staring into Astrid's eyes the entire time.

"Hiccup… I love you too, but I need to go, ok?"

Hiccup, still staring at Astrid's eyes, keeps a firm grip on her wrists.

"Baby, I need to go. I promise I'll be back, okay?"

Hiccup lets go of Astrid's wrists, and Astrid slides off Hiccup's bed. Hiccup looks away, feeling sad. Before leaving, Astrid kisses Hiccup, leaves with her mom, and takes off with Stormfly.

Hiccup sits in his room alone, but then decides to go outside to take a walk. He goes to the spot where he and Toothless became friends. He looks around to make sure no one followed him, and begins to sing.

(Feel Love by Sean Garrett and J. Cole)

Junior high played them

High school played them

College well, you know, played them

Me and my friends used to laugh about it, how we fade em

Now cupid's aiming his arrow right there at me

No more nonchalance can I be, with you here staring at me

With the most beautiful eyes that I've ever seen

You pull an emotional vibe from my soul, look at me

You got my heart beating like my back is filled with batteries

For the first time I'm in love,

And I wanna tell everybody

and I wanna tell everybody (what I'm feeling)

For the first time i feel love

And I wanna tell everybody

And I wanna tell everybody

Not so fast, I got whole lotto cash

Life of a bachelor light skinned rapper found a top model with a Tahoe

With a girl so bad

When she cross your path

You get outta them jeans you be thinking about rings

Ok she don got your ass

Cupid don shot your ass

But I'm trying to be me though

See yea I'm gonna holler yeah I'm gonna call her

But I aint got a leash though

I put a name on a lease though

Get an extra set of my keys for

I think i might wife it now

Life is foul and you don't got a free throw

And so my next move is gon' have to be my best move

Beside every king is a beautiful queen so girl let's get this chess move

For the first time I'm in love,

And i wanna tell everybody

And i wanna tell everybody (what I'm feeling)

For the first time i feel love

and i wanna tell everybody

And i wanna tell everybody

now baby, baby

you doing things with my heart aint never felt, it's so crazy

I'd trade your love, if you gonna let it change me, i was so mistaken

Your love like a Billy coupe, took me out of a Mercedes

Now baby baby,

For so long i miss somebody

My heart just couldn't played with it

I went from not wanting a girlfriend to needing you, baby

i didn't think I'd ever see

Me calling to you, you voice before i go to sleep

For the first time I'm in love,

And i wanna tell everybody

And I wanna tell everybody (what I'm feeling)

For the first time i feel love

And i wanna tell everybody

And i wanna tell everybody

I ain't ever looked into a woman's eye worth of fire

Bet I'm feelin while you holding me begging to take you higher

For so long I wasn't faded, I couldn't admitted before

But now I see what life's about, and I'm never goin' let you go

Girl I'm growing' (don't wanna be selfish, I wanna be more accountable)

I see us growing don't wanna miss out on a feeling I never had before

I got to tell the world, somebody gotta know

What you have done to me, I gotta let'em know

I'd swore I'd never fall

But I fell, run and tell

All my old girls

Erase none of my old photos

Baby girl a part of me but

Don't cry stop calling me

I aint your friend don't bother me

(f-ck) these other girls don't follow me

My new girl too thorough

But believe it or not she's all i need

Thought i was a player R.I.P

Down goes Frazier call Ali

let's hit the mall and it's all on me

cuz girl you deserve it

if I take this chance and make these plans

I gotta know girl is you worth it (perfect?)