Sorry for the delay! I also want to let you all know that I am taking day trips for the next 9-10 days, so I will try to squeeze in updates in the morning or night (my time). Thank you everyone for the reviews/favorites/follows! They mean a lot!

LISTEN TO THE SONG THAT IS MENTIONED WHILE READING! IT IS HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT THE SONG REALLY HELPS WITH THE STORY (DEFINATLY THE CHORAS)!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Vampire Academy or ANY songs mentioned/used in this chapter!

*Hint-Hint* Song is Innocent Eyes by Delta Goodrem (She is one of my favorite artist!)

-Nicole

WARNING: THIS WILL CONTAIN ABUSIVE DESCRPITIONS AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THAT, I SUGGEST YOU DON'T READ!


Tears streamed gently down the broken girl's face as she sang. She sang a song that was meaningful and meant the most to her, it was also one of her favorite songs. The defenseless girl sat in the corner of the bathroom, singing 'Innocent Eyes' by Delta Goodrem through her heavy sobs. No one heard her singing, no one heard her when she cried, so why would people hear her pleas for help? She heard this song on the radio… she listens to it when Adrian is gone. There are only guards outside, none inside, so it is easier to "freely" roam around the house, but very, very difficult to escape. Adrian also installed sensors in every doorway, and cameras all around the outside of the house (plus the guards), and the windows have no locks; so they were unable to open and close, after her first attempt to escape.

The song finished, and Rose stood up, passing the mirror as she went. She stopped right after she passed it, debating whether to look at her reflection. Finally, she decided to look. Her heart skipped a beat as it always does when she sees her reflection. A reflection of a broken girl, with broken dreams, and broke life. Her skin was paler than normal, her eyes blood-shot from crying so much, scars covering her body along with bruises, tear stains on her cheeks, and no curves; do to the lack of eating, and all the abuses.

She walked out the door, and headed towards her make-up bag. Adrian said she had to wear make-up to cover up her scars and bruises for when company came over, and that she looked prettier-ish with make-up on. Rose applied eyeliner to attempt to cover her blood-shot eyes, a touch of mascara, eye shadow a few shades darker than her skin, and foundation to cover her tear stains.

-C.F.M.,C.F.M.N.-

Adrian arrived home, tipsy and drunk. Rose knew what this meant. Whenever he was drunk (which was often) she got beat for no reason or for something small and stupid. Like forgetting to add lip gloss. She braced herself for the things that awaited.


Hope you enjoyed! Also listen to the song if you haven't already! All her songs are meaningful and I love the all! I am also aware that prettier-ish is not a word (I think) I only did it because I cannot think of a better word at the moment.

Songs used: Innocent Eyes by Delta Goodrem

Review please! :)

-Nicole