The Chaotic Club Chapter 10: Say What You Need To, a harry potter fanfic

I do not own Harry Potter. This chapter contains starvation, purging, and anorexia.

The songs are Say by John Mayer, Fix You by Coldplay, and Umbrella by Rihanna.

"I want us all to be a family. A family that knows everything, a family that cares for each other. That is why I want each of you to reveal your deepest secret. I'll go first." Professor took a drop of Vertiserum in his mouth, and then looked up. "What is your biggest fear? Blaise asked, his eyes never leaving the calm teacher. Professor Flitwick closed his eyes, and then blurted it out. "I'm afraid that I'll be stomped on by a group of centaurs, or hippogriffs. He blinked rapidly, before shaking his head. "Where were we?" He rubbed his head, before continuing. "Does anybody care just to say their secret, and does not need Vertiserum?" Luna raised her hand. "My secret is that I have love all people equally." Ron whispered to Harry, "Is that even a secret?"

Hermione stood up. "I have OCD. Everything in my life must be perfect, or else I'll go crazy."

Ron stood up. "I'm afraid that people will only remember me by my brother's accomplishments."

Harry stood up. "I'm afraid that I'll fail in life, and I'll never be loved."

Blaise stood up. "I'm lactose intolerant."

Lavender stood up. "I drank some of my parent's firewhiskey."

Pansy stood up. "I kissed Professor Snape."

Theodore stood up. "I have a third nipple."

Astoria rose. "I'm allergic to owls."

Daphne jumped up. "I gave Blaise a love potion." Blaise raised his eyebrows.

Neville stood up. "I have a crush on Astoria." Astoria gave him a flirtatious wink.

Ginny rose. "I dated Colin Creevey."

Now, the only person left sitting was Draco. Suddenly, the bell rang, and Draco practically flew out the door. Hermione shook her head, and followed out the door. At dinner, she looked over at Draco, who wasn't eating his food, just picking at it. He stood up and walked off. Hermione got curious and followed him. She followed him until he reached the bathroom. She sighed and turned back around, going to the library.

The next day in club, Hermione stood up. "I want to sing a song to a very stubborn person, who I love very much.

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say

As she finished, she saw Draco get up and walk out. She grabbed her bag and followed him. He ran straight into the girl's restroom. Hermione pushed open the door, and saw him hunched over a toilet. "Draco?" He lifted up his head and wiped his mouth with his sleeve. "What?" He asked, trying to stand up, but his legs were still shaking. She saw that he put his two fingers down his throat. She suddenly realized why he always left class early, had never eaten food at any meal time, and makes himself throw up. "Are you…" She trailed off, watching him try to stand again. "What? Bulimic? Anorexic? Save it." He finally stood up and walked out, leaving a stunned Hermione standing near the sinks.

The next day, Hermione walked to the front of the classroom, before the secret discussion started again. "This song is for Draco, who needs to come clean."

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Draco sighed and stood up. "I'm bulimic and anorexic. I starve myself, I purge, and I can't t stand to be fat." He just stood there, looking at the ground.

Blaise stood up and walked over and patted him on the back. He started to sing.

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star

Pansy stood up, walked over and sang out too.

Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

Theodore walked over and sang too.

When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'm stick it out till the end

Harry followed and sang.

Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

Neville walked over and sang too.

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

They all sang the next part, joining hands, and hugging Draco.

When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'm stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

Hermione walked over and kissed Draco on the cheek. She sang to him next.

You can run into my arms
It's OK don't be alarmed
Come here to me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

They all sang, showing Draco they cared.

It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come here to me
Come here to me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining

Draco looked up at all of them, and called for a group hug.

"I love you guys."