Surviving Seventeen

The sequel to Sweet Sixteen. Please read that first otherwise you will be confused. I was surprised by the reviews I got for Sweet Sixteen so I just had to carry on with it XD

All characters are not created by me but the amazing Stephenie Meyer. I only made the story line :)

Chapter Twelve - I Trust You

Nessie's POV

I let the hot water wash over my body and relax my tense muscles even when the water ran cold it couldn't get rid of the smile that had been permanently placed on my lips since I found out that I had the house to myself with Jacob.

Me and Jacob alone.

Together.

My smile grew even wider.

I sat in front of my vanity and started to dry my hair, I could hear Jacob downstairs fumbling around in the draws and laughed. He was so clumsy and to be honest it was completely adorable even if it was a bad quality of his.

When my hair was dry I still sat there staring at myself then I got a brainwave. I ran over to my secret cupboard that Alice had stocked for me full of stuff for my birthday and reached straight to the bag. I took a deep breath and pulled the bag out that I bought with Alice and Rosalie in New York.

Victoria Secret.

"Pizza is here Nessie, I even got beer." Jacob called from downstairs.

"Ok give me five, I am just getting into something more....comfortable." I called back as I dug through the bag. I pulled out two garments and held them in my hands. It was between a light blue silk baby doll and purple hot pant and tank top with black trim. I looked at the blue lace once more and then put it back in the bag; I wasn't ready for that yet.

Once the chemise was safely tucked back away in the cupboard I changed into the purple and black and stood in the mirror. I rotated my body to get a better look at myself.

"Geez, if the material was any thinner it would go up my arse." I muttered as I pulled the back of the hot pants.

I had to admit, I liked it but would Jake? I grabbed hold of my dressing gown and slipped it over the underwear.

"Let's get ready to rumble." I muttered looking at myself once more and then left the room and descended down the stairs.

Jake's POV

Where the hell was she? The pizza was going cold and the beer was getting warm.

Talk about taking your time.

I don't know why she has to get dressed up, she looks stunning in everything.

"Nessie! The beer is getting warm and the pizza cold." I called from the kitchen.

"Gosh Jake calm down!" I heard her call from behind me.

"Well it's about t-" I started as I put the bottle opener on the beer and turned around.

Holy Hell!

The beer opened and I was cut off by what stood in front of me. My eyes ran over her body and the outfit she wore, the purple hot pants were smaller than briefs and the top was so tight I thought her cleavage was about to pop out. I blinked a few times and cleared my throat.

"Jake are you ok?" She asked coming towards me, she sounded worried.

"J-j-j-j-just fine darling." I managed to stutter out. I dropped her gaze and let my eyes wander anywhere other than over her outfit otherwise I knew I'd lose my train of thought.

I'd love to just- STOP that Jacob! Imagine Edward is here, so you are not thinking these thoughts, you are not imagining his daughter in different ways.

"Seriously Jake are you ok? Don't you like it?" She sounded hurt but when I smiled the most beautiful smile graced her lips.

Stop dazzling me god damn you!!

She kissed me softly on the cheek.

"I love it Nessie, is it new?" I asked forcing myself to look at her. I passed her a beer.

"You bring in the pizza and I'll set up the blanket and pillows 'Kay?" she called as she walked away, she looked at me from over her shoulder.

All I could do was nod.

As she walked away my eyes were fixated on her bottom, it took me a while to snap myself out of it.

Behave Jacob. Behave.

I followed her into the front room and sat down on the sofa that was plumped up with pillows and there was a blanket strewn over the side, I watched her closely as she concentrated on choosing a film.

She looked so cute when her nose was scrunched up in concentration.

"Romance or Horror, Jakey?" she said, I didn't really care as long as I was with her.

"Any you choose." I sighed opening the pizza box.

"What about...oooo...I haven't seen this one yet." she said, she reached for a DVD and bent over to put it in the DVD player.

That was it. I almost lost control. I fought to keep my hands by my sides and looked towards the pizza trying to focus on it. She crawled up on the sofa next to me and cuddled up, I stroked her bare arm softly and took a swig of the beer.

"What is it?" I asked gesturing towards the case with my chin.

"I dunno, I think it's called 'Underworld' or something." she said shrugging. Vampires and Werewolves? Pretty ironic. I chuckled softly.

"What is it honey?" she asked looking at me with her beautiful brown orbs.

I swear my heart skipped a beat.

"Nothing. I ordered plain cheese and tomato pizza." I said changing the subject.

"Yum, my favourite. She leant across me to grab a slice and the material on her top (if you can call it that) slid up her back.

Can't a guy catch a break!

We spent the film eating pizza and drinking beer and when that point in the film would become too scary she'd cringe into me. This happened again and again.

Maybe we should stick to romantic comedies.

"I'm sorry Jake." she cried when she cringed into me for the twenty-seventh time, tears were running down her face.

"Why are you apologising?" I said pulling her close, she sniffled before answering.

"I don't like this film. Vampires and Werewolves fighting it's not good, I love both." She started to sob harder and I pulled her (averting my eyes from a certain amount of cleavage that was staring at me of course) away to look at her. "Let's turn this off and go to bed."

"I really enjoyed tonight even if the film was crap." she said quietly wiping her eyes. Her spirit was dragging back into her and I noticed her eyes were slightly glazed.

Our eyes locked for a moment and she leaned in for a kiss. As soon as our lips touched it was like magic, it started soft and slow but it became stronger and more powerful. I felt her press her body against mine and my hot hand found the small of her back, she shivered when our skin collided.

I started to pull away and I felt her grip my shirt, her tongue traced my lips and then she let me pull away. She smiled a beautiful smile.

I reached across and switched the DVD player off.

When I got to my feet Nessie joined me.

I watched her as she struggled to her tip toes to kiss my lips softly, I bent down and she wrapped her arms around my back. I pulled her closer and she wrapped her legs around my torso. I broke the kiss off and laughed, she looked at me confused.

"Bed now honey." I told her. She kissed me again and we fumbled our way up the stairs without breaking our kiss.

Nessie's POV

This was it!

Me and Jake fumbled our way up the stairs without the breaking our kiss and entered our room still intertwined. He dropped me on the bed and I laughed softly.

"That was fun let's do it again." I said happily sitting cross-legged on the bed, Jake smiled down at me and I bit my lip.

He liked my outfit and I had to admit it was pretty comfortable.

"Nessie there is only so much restraint I have." Jacob laughed coming to sit beside me.

"Put restraint out the window, it's just you and me. Whatever happens...happens. I trust you." I stated off confident but got quieter until it became a whisper.

"Nessie..." Jake started.

"Do you really want to wait till our wedding night?" I teased and he laughed.

"No I don't but..." he laughed

"But what?" I asked, I started to play with my fingers scared to look at his face.

"But what if I hurt you?" he said, his voice was pained. I looked up and crawled towards him. I gripped hold of the edge of his shirt and stared deep into his eyes.

"I trust you, you will not hurt me." I said the words so strongly and soon our lips smashed together again and we were moving together. He rolled me over so that I felt his body on mine and I grabbed at his shirt. I pulled the shirt off over his head and traced the lines on his chest.

"I love you Jacob." I whispered.

"I love you more Renesmee." he said back.