Chapter3

Deidara decided he would go see his mom since he hadn't yet this month, hopefully she was feeling better. He changed direction from his house towards the hospital. He entered the two big glass doors walking up to the receptionist.

"Is my mom awake, un?" Deidara asked the brown haired lady sitting at the desk.

She nodded "You can go up to her room if you want," She said recognizing him.

Deidara nodded making his way towards his moms room, when he got there he looked around the room for any changes there weren't any then he set his eyes on his mom, she looked worse then the last time he had saw her, her skin was a lot paler and her hair was really dull.

Deidara put on a fake smile for his mom, he didn't want to get upset in front of her.

"Hey Dei-dei," she said in a raspy voice.

"Hey mom, un," He said walking over to the side of her bed and sitting in the chair.

"I thought you weren't coming till Friday," she said.

"Nah, I wonted to come today, un," Deidara replied.

Deidara's mom smiled at him "How was your first day of school?" She asked.

"It was ok, un," He said rubbing the back of his head.

"That's good," she replied.

"So… do you think you're going to be better to, un," He asked doubtfully.

Deidara's mom eyes sadden slightly "Maybe," She said trying to hide the doubtfulness in her voice.

Deidara looked at the floor she wasn't getting better she never was… but he couldn't give up yet he'd be here for her till the end hopefully that wouldn't be anytime soon. Deidara felt his mom brush her fingers across his cheek, he looked up and smiled up at her.

"I'll be ok," she said guessing what he was thinking.

"I know, un," he said even if he had his doubts if his mom said she'd be ok she would be… she'd always been right before.

Deidara sat in the chair next to her again and holding her hand for who knows how long, he must have fallen asleep because the next time he noticed what was going on he was being woken by a nurse saying he had to leave because visiting hours were over.

Deidara said a quick goodbye to his mom and headed towards his house again he didn't want to be walking around the streets after 6:00pm the shit that happened here after that wasn't something you would want to face on your own. He grabbed the key out of his pocket and opened the apartment door and locked it when he got in. (When I said family earlier in the fanfic I meant Deidara and his mom because that's the only family he's ever had and they had to move for better medical treatment).

Deidara was used to living on his own now he had been since he was six, he walked around the lonely apartment, he made his way to the kitchen to get something to eat since he hadn't eaten much today. He grabbed an apple from there small fridge and made his way back to his room.

Deidara sat down on the end of his bed looking at the clay sculptures he had made over the years most of them were birds but there were a few different animals every now and then. The color of his room was white and very dull but he didn't mind sometime the light from outside would change the color of his room, he took a few bites out of his apple.

He laid back on his bed resting his head on his pillow thinking about some of the things that might happen if his mom… died. No he wasn't going so do that she said she was going to be fine so she was, wasn't she? He didn't think much after that he must have fallen asleep.

Deidara woke up the next day shivering lightly because of the clod, he yawned lightly and got out of bed, he looked at the time it was 6:30am… well that's what happens when you fall asleep at six o'clock. Deidara headed for the shower he quickly so he wouldn't get to cold.

After his shower he rapt a towel around himself making his way to his room and grabbing out some warn cloths to wear and put them on quickly. He walked into the kitchen going through the cupboards and fridge looking for something for breakfast.

He didn't have any food… he made a mental not to buy some after school he grabbed ten dollars out of his room, from the little money he had. He would use it to buy dinner tonight, Deidara looked at the time again it was now 7:00am.

Deidara thought of ways he could entertain himself for an hour, he went back to his room and grabbed a ball, he walked back out to the lounge room and sat against the couch. He threw the ball against the wall respectively, that kept him entertained for about half and hour.

Deidara glared at the ball "Fuck it I'm going to school, un," He said dumping the ball on the floor and making his way out the door and locking it. He walked down the street towards his school half paying attention to what was going on around him. The wind started to pick up around him "Great," Deidara muttered putting his hand over the hair that covered his left eye. There were two reasons he did this one he couldn't see out of it, two he had a scar that went from his eyebrow over his eye to where his cheek started.

The way Deidara saw it was that it was ugly and if he couldn't see out of it why show it anyway? Deidara made his way into the school still holding his hand over his eye and walked into the building finally able to let go of his eye. He went to his locker and grabbed his books for class, to bad class wasn't for another half an hour.

Deidara went back out the front of the school to explore for a while, he looked around there were some gardens and trees around. He made his way over to a tree near the school gates grabbing a pen and piece of paper out of his books. He started sketching some circles onto the paper that would soon be a bird.

He must have lost sense of time because when he looked up again there were a lot more kids coming trough the school gate. He saw Sasuke and Naruto walk through the gets together they must have noticed him because they walked in his direction.

"HEY DEIDARA!" The blond yelled even though he was only about a meter away from him.

"I'm right here, un," Deidara said annoyed.

"Dobe" Sasuke said shoving the shorter blond boy.

"Hi, un," Deidara said greeting the two boys.

"Why do you say un after everything you say," Naruto asked.

"Naruto," Sasuke said shoving the blond again "You don't ask those sorts of questions."

"I'm mentally retarded," Deidara said sarcastically but obviously Naruto believed him.

"Oh," Naruto replied.

Deidara glared at the blond "I was joking, un," Deidara said "It's a habit."

"Come on we have class," Sasuke said gesturing for the others to follow him.

Deidara got up and l grabbed his books for his first class he checked his time table, he had art, he smiled lightly he liked art that was his favorite subject.

They walked through the corridors towards the art room, Deidara saw Kisame on his way to class. He still felt bad about what he had done yesterday so he hid behind Sasuke, even though that was pathetic he didn't have an excuse to why he had sat next to Sasuke in science yet…

"Deidara what are you doing?" Sasuke asked looking back at the blond.

"I- ah… nothing, un," Deidara said smiling stupidly.

"You're so weird," The raven replied.

"I'm not weird, un," Deidara muttered half pouting and half glaring.

"Okay, okay, you're not weird," Sasuke replied putting his hands up in front of himself.

Deidara gave his silent treatment for like five minutes then gave up because he got bored and wanted someone to talk to. Sasuke and the blond sat down near the back of the art class. Deidara looked around the glass room curiously, it was a pretty big class. Deidara glanced up at the ceiling… there was clay plasters to the ceiling. It was overly messy but it wasn't that clean either.

There teacher walked in shortly after all the students had arrived he had short spiky black hair, with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth.

"Asuma-sensie your not surposed to smoke at school and especially in the class room its bad for you," a red head girl said.

"How about you shut-up," (Hidan's not defending the teacher he just doesn't like her.) Hidan said receiving a glare from the red haired student.

"No she's right well about the not supposed to be smoking in the school anyway," Asuma said putting out the cigarette and throwing out the window.

"Okay for today's lesson we'll be doing some clay work you know where everything is so go get it," Asuma said.